Disclaimer this is truly genuinely just such a stream of random thought that likely has been talked about before but Iām craaazzyyyy and I love finding new ways to state the same old feelings
Thinking and Hirano and kagiura again like oooihhhhh queer youth and love and fucking ooiuuh they care about each other so so much itās so over for me like
OOUUUUHGH HIRANO WND KAGIURA IM GONNA THROW UP !!!!! Theyāre so so happy together and they care so much and theyāre silly little high schoolers and theyāre QUEER itās so over!!!!! The way they still laugh and have fun and tease each other despite being in this weird half-relationship like. Do you understand. The āI love youā āI knowā of it all. The slow Hirano. Not realization but like. Recontextualizing? The wanting to love someone the choosing to love someone. Little known fact I am a firm Demi/aspec Hirano believer itās like. Heās not realizing he was always been in love heās like. Developing love. It is something he has to tend to and nurture and he wants to nurture it because Kagi is his best friendā¦ā¦. And itās also like. He does love his best friend and he knows it! He knows heād do anything for Kagi. Itās just like. The romantic aspects donāt come naturally. He has to think about it. Like. Just. Different kinds of love babyyyyyā¦. This is the most Hirano can care about someone. You know. I feel like Iām not explaining this properly Anyways wanna see something I just realized
The God I wish I could see himā slams window rethinks life. Flash forward to casually being able to just ask Can we meet up (I want to see you) IM SICK
Anywayyysssss I may be in weirdville recently but BOY do I love kagihira so so so much. Theyāre everything to me. Like. LOVE !!!! And the way Kagi is so unapologetically in love and the way Hirano is so thoughtful about love and cares about Kagi regardless and oouuughhh got myself right in the gut via remembering light novel scenes itās so over. Liminality and country roads and fuzzy lights in the distance night and riding the bus together at one am and youāre not sure itās just the gas station food thatās making you feel warm inside. Sparklers fizzling out that makes you yourself feel burnt out and warm to the tips of your fingers. Whateverrrrr man HIRANO AND KAGIURAAAAAA !!!!! Iām normal