#(just please)

You know, the super powerful program Pegasys made back in 2006 to track your sims' genetics, businesses, family trees and a ton more? The one that could download the info of all your sims via SimPE, but that part of it and some other parts don't work anymore?

I became obsessed with it a few days ago and decided to see if I could crack it open. And after two (2) full days of staring at filemaker pro..

I present to you: Open Sims2DB

Before you get too excited, a huge disclaimer: I am not the original creator of the program, I just opened it so we could make it work again. All credit for this tool goes to Pegasys. I just did some digital thingamajig and broke the digital lock they put on it. This is a community preservation project, not my original work.

The good news: The files are completely unlocked. All the layouts, scripts, and everything are accessible.

The... Other news: I am, to put it mildly, in way over my head. I got the door open but I don't know how to fix the furniture inside. I can't actually make it run properly myself.

i want to wake up beside someone . stare at them for a while before snuggling close . i want to cook breakfast with them. sit at the table and kick my legs while telling them about my dream that night.. i want to see them off at the door . get home later and have dinner with them. watch a movie , relax on the couch.. draw a warm bath for us and cuddle them , ask about their day and help wash their hair. help them get dressed into cozy pajamas before we slip into bed again and fall asleep holding one another.

gods i need a gentle love. i need to have a place with someone that is truly a home- truly comforts me. i need to wake up and go to sleep knowing im cherished. i need my partner to do the same. i never want them to feel even an ounce of hesitation that my care for them isn't genuine.