#(i'm toby)

Toby Ziegler + userboxes

( I’m REALLY good at ignoring the obvious and i think it’s funny, but you don’t need to experience any of this! these are my own experiences, unique to me! you might be having a completely different set of thoughts and stories related to your gender and how you came to realize/question it, and that’s amazing :) )

- IMMENSE jealously of my cis-male relatives. I'm talking begging to play with their toys, asking for clothes like theirs, ALL OF IT. 

-me crying when my mom told me my voice wasn’t going to drop like my cousin’s and i wouldn’t be as tall

-me (a child who was raised religious) praying to be a man in the next life 

-someone asked me if i was a boy or a girl and i stood there for a solid minute before i said “shut up” and ran back inside

-me putting on multiple sports bras (More than i should’ve- but hey, i was like- twelve) to bind “as a joke” (????) 

-me constantly wanting to hang out with my male relatives and wanting to be just like them to the point where i stared into lights so i cold get glasses like my uncles (this worked, unfortunately) 

- me trying to do magic spells to become a vampire boy

- the CONSTANT “how masculine or feminine are you” quiz taking like