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Hello friends! It has been a while, but I'm excited to return and do more exciting things! So, this piece is an introduction to a new oc I have been working on, Simon's girl. Her name is Cholena "Raven" Belanger, name is pronounced Ko-LEE-nah. A beautiful, powerful and now civilian Metis woman.
This fic is angsty comfort with hints of smut and gore... I hope you enjoy as much as I do 🔪🤍
MASTERLIST
A long sigh departed from rose tainted lips, the breath was deep and bone rattling. Almost 40 hours straight in the hospital, running around to codes of all types, tending to wounds, directing 3 teams beneath her, and doing all the paperwork as coworkers shifts changed over and over again.
"... Fuck..." Green eyes cascaded down to the blue gloves that were now drying in deep brown once bright crimson.
"Stay with me now, solider," the thumping of the helicopter blades above you drowning out your strained voice. The words were more for yourself as you held your teammates shoulder together. You could feel his heart pounded with the blood that drenched the bandages. "... Almost there"
He was fading and you didn't have enough medical supplies here, not in the air, all you could do was give directions through the radio for the medical staff on the grounds to be prepared for 3 soldiers you saved. You saved them. You hoped you did as the man's breath below you wanned. "Come on... fuck..."
Finally, the helicopter landed. It had felt like hours, painful, hopeless hours sitting in that plane, and you were left there. Slumped on your knees as the men were taken away, your men that you prayed to any god listening that they would go home to their families, but you knew that there was no god above you as the red faded to brown.
"Cholena?" There was a faint voice, "... Hey, Cholena?"
Keen emerald eyes flew upwards as the gentle hand squeezed her shoulder, flinching it off in the wake of a flashback.
It was her coworker, the one who was her equal and switching her out on the shift, took a step back with his hands face up in defence and presenting no threat. Jonathan knew of your past, obviously not understanding it completely, but there were times she spilled the truth of her PTSD.
"Sorry," He whispered, "...hey, it's ok. He lived,"
There was a held breath that she released, one she wasn't aware that was held. Relief washed over her tense frame as an innocent man riding his motorcycle home and was struck by a car could go home tonight. But, she couldn't ease the tension as that feeling of relief was quickly numbed. This woman lived through wars, saw death more than anyone in her team would ever know, and faced it multiple times herself, somehow living today. She was numbed to this. It was just another day.
"Co, please go home... get some sleep and long shower, okay?" Jonathan stared at the dried blood on the once sterile gloves, then back to her eyes. "Text me tomor—"
Interrupted by the coder on his lanyard going off, quickly giving a pat on her shoulder and running off down the white-walled hallway, "Go home! Get sleep!" He yelled back, trying to be some type of light to get her to smile... and it worked.
With a shake of her head, the smile slowly faded, peeling the nitrile gloves off and getting herself ready to go home. Home. A strange word to her as she spent the past 2 months more between the cold cement walls of the hospital than in the comfort of a home she shared, half the time alone. One more week. It repeated in her head, that British accent across the gritted phone lines.
Tense muscles guarded by heavy black tactical gear stood in front of the sink, emerald eyes, bloodshot and staring as the water washed you clean. It was too hot but you couldn't feel it. Just scrubbing over and over again the pores of your skin, rubbing them raw and steam coating your face. The water ran clear long ago, but all you could hear was the screams calling your name to help, to save them.
"Raven... Raven, shit" A voice lay unheard.
Quickly shifting around your frozen body, he turned off the tap, grasping your shoulders and turning you to look at him. Look within the deep amber masked in smeared paint. Grounding you as your hands shook desperately clawing at his vest, tears streaming heavy and collapsing within solid arms that held you up.
"I couldn't save them... I could've. I-I could've... Ghost" Your body broke against him, sobs caught into him like he could take care of it all, and he wished he could. On days like these, he wished you never thought about being in the military, you should be home, nestled in the arms of your lover and watching some dumb tv show and falling asleep in peaceful bloom.
"I know angel, I know," He clenched tightly around your frame, protecting you "One more week, just one more week"
Throwing the bloody scrubs away into the neon hazard bins, Cholena changed into some jeans and just threw on a larger, much larger hoodie that kissed halfway down her muscular thighs, the smell faded but it was still his regardless. Saying goodbye with silent waves, the exhaustion began to creep in as each step led her closer and closer out of the god-forsaken building.
Shrugging her military-issued backpack on one shoulder, she walked through the automatic sliding doors and stepped into the pitch-black night as it was softly raining. Rounding to the back of the hospital and towards the train station, beaming street lights above had her attention drawn to a black truck and a man leaning against it, cigarette in hand.
"No trains tonight, sweetheart," The familiar voice, one of comfort and home, hit her like a bullet, a gunshot clapping like thunder, it made her stop for a moment to process that he was actually here.
"Simon..."
He walked forward, tossing the cigarette to the cold, wet pavement and she walked faster, meeting him more than halfway under the warm glow of the lamp above. Reaching only a foot apart, Simon's body covered in hers in an everlasting shadow, his phantom that she welcomes whole. Sweet lotion of shea butter and coconut met fire and metal that mixed together in cascading rain making reflections at their feet.
This was something they always did when meeting again and again, no matter the territory, sand, snow, rain, concrete, rubble, blood and gore. They let their senses adapt to each other before utter absorption.
"You're home," Soldiers don't have homes, but he made one in her.
"There's nowhere else I'd rather be" Simon admitted the truth openly for her to bare and she took it all without question.
Wrapping her hands around his thick neck, green eyes meeting warm hooded amber, easily, as if she was nothing, he lifted her with strong hands supporting her thighs. As many times as he would hold her, she never failed to seem so small. At first, it was out of place when Ghost held her, like a rabbit seeking comfort within the paws of a wolf, but something in their souls fit together in a bloody puzzle and now it was home.
"God, I missed you," she exhaled all her stress as if he could ease all her pain and tucked into his neck, shuttering with exhaustion and the overwhelming feeling of having him back.
He didn't respond, and he did not need to. The rumble of a storm at sea grew within Simon's chest, and she heard it, clinging closer as if it was possible. Slowly, the scent of tantalizing pine and musk sprouted as her nose brushed under the mask. It was just the simple balaclava allowing you to see the shape of his face and the yellow that brushed through brown wartorn eyes. She never pushed for him to take it off. It was his security and his alone. When Ghost was ready to fall into the shadows, he would, always there beneath the skin, but that was when she would protect him the most.
Secure gloved hands began to wander, muscles flexing each time he could feel her shake within his hold, and Simon brought his head back, about to speak, but she beat him to it, tensing slightly, "J-just a long shift,"
Another rumble, softer this time, rolled through him, "Well, let's get you home, pigeon,"
Whenever Simon called her that, he knew it would earn a smile, perhaps a huff of sweet laughter, one that he wished he could hear forever. Everyone called her Raven. It was her call sign. Even her family used it as an honour, and no one questioned it. The onyx long hair, her feather-light touch even while stitching brutal wounds, the way she was ever graceful with sniper and was a beacon of life and death altogether. Not to count out her indigenous roots calling to her the title, a feather often within her hair on the battlefield, creative, cunning with an intuition like no one else on the team. She was a raven, glorious to him in every way, so the fact that he called her pigeon would almost be an insult.
Moving effortlessly, Simon placed her in the passenger seat of his truck, the leather slightly squeaking when Cholena took off her backpack. Eyes watching as the love of her life got into the seat beside her, a warm smile gracing her as he looked massive within the closed space.
The armoured truck was parked in the dimly lit garage of the safe house. Everyone had found a spot in the old farmhouse to settle in for the night, but you couldn't sleep, and neither could he.
"Ghost," Your moans filled the truck. Trying to stifle the noises begging you to scream, "Please. Fuc-"
"That feel good, huh?" Accent thick with pleasure as he leaned across the middle console, your head buried within the crook of Ghost's neck. His devastating hands taking what he wanted and giving what you needed. "So fucking needy for me,"
He hummed lowly, sounding more like a growl as calculated eyes watched his fingers slip in and out of your cunt, dripping on the seat and cascading along inked skin. Curling knuckle deep inside sent a shockwave through you, shaking and biting his jacket with gentle mumbles and whines. Ghost could feel you were close, fisting your soft black hair to make you pull back with a hiss.
"Look at me when you cum," He groaned feeling your walls clench tightly around strong fingers and you let go. Your teeth biting hard on your bottom lip to not make a sound, your legs shaking and dark brown eyes observing you, eating you whole as you came undone. "Such a good girl"
Ghost whispered now, the hard skull of his mask bowed against your forehead. You saw him, not the commanding force but the man beneath the bones and viscera of a legend, and he allowed it. He was safe with you between the fogging windows. It was just you and him in your world, cupping his jaw as he mirrored the actions.
"Such a beautiful girl," Simon spoke, barely above a whisper as Cholena nuzzled into his hands. Green eyes speaking to his brown in a dead language they brought back to life.
"Such a handsome man," She replied smoothly "my handsome man"
His eyes crinkled with a smile beneath the mask, placing a kiss on her forehead. Simon was still adjusting, not quite ready for his lips to feel hers, for him to feel 100% human yet. His mind was still half inside the battlefield being the embodiment of his callsign and haunting over the ones he protected with his life.
Cholena's soft fingers grazed down Simon's body, releasing her own tension and grounding him back to her at the same time. "Let's go home," She found herself whispering, eyes becoming heavy and body letting go in his presence, relaxing and easing, slumping into the seat as he gruffly nodded.
As he drove away from the city, the rain and darkening of fewer city lights lulled her into a soft sleep. Their fingers interlocked naturally together the whole drive, brown eyes floating over to watch her peaceful state reminding him that he was safe, he was home and he was hers.
Pulling into the driveway of their forested home just outside of the busy city, Simon turned off the truck and released a sigh. A shutter rolled through him this time, sharing a similar exhaustion and flood of relaxation. It was time to be a man again. Pausing for a quiet moment, his eyes closed, the freehand holding the steering wheel reached up to the soft fabric on his face and pulled the balaclava off. Strong, chiselled features made his face, scars and healed broken bones made him who he was, a man she loved wholeheartedly, but someone he strayed away from most of his life. Keen amber caught his reflection in the rear-view mirror and he stared almost as if he couldn't recognize who he was without the skull mask.
"Simon," She whispered groggily, even half asleep she could feel himself begin to crawl within his own head and her small hand flexed on his.
Cursing lowly he got out of the truck, rounded the vehicle and opened her door. Simon grabbed her bag first before he picked Cholena up bridal style trying not to shift or wake her much.
Flashes of fire, blurred black and white melted together in your vision. You could taste the copper and feel the smoke burning through you. It was hot, pure violent hellish heat consuming your soul. Were you screaming or crying as your breath felt like broken glass slicing through your ribcage? No one was listening except the reaper. It didn't matter.
It was a landmine that went off and no one could see it until bodies were broken and the building beside you had collapsed. Concrete, rebar, wood, and electrical had all come down within seconds and you were gone. The world turned and your team was gone.
Blood seeping through your gear made wide streaks in the dirt around you, barely able to lift your head, but your body tried to crawl away on pure instinct. In and out, the world faded. Tasting your life force being torn away so brutally. And you couldn't hear the voices on the radio anymore, no screams or calls for you, everyone checking on position and counting the injuries.
"SHE'S HERE"
A black shadowy figure stood before you, it was him, death coming to take you and your lids closed.
"S-stay, NO, STAY WITH ME. RAVEN... Cholena, keep those eyes open!" A barking scared tone made your eyes flutter open, only seconds at a time before falling back into darkness.
A white skull now covered in soot, bore down at your helpless frame that was clinging to life. He kept talking, orders yelled and words directed at you that were no longer understood, Ghost had never spoken this much in war but the rumble in his chest kept you sane. With every jostle of your body, you felt something horrid, it would catch on soaked clothes and send violent shocks through you. It was bone being held together by your gear. It was your spine.
"Simon..." Your voice was weak but you whispered his name, his real name over and over. He wasn't your reaper.
"Simon..." Cholena whined, nuzzling into his hoodie as she was set down on the big comfy bed, "don't go"
[ Image ID: The picture shows the queens forest at twilight. Many different versions of The Maiden, Changeling, and Angel of Justice wander through it, all connected with red string.
The bottom of the picture is underwater in the river. The Rusalka floats in the river holding Margaret. She has blue skin, thick stylized eyelashes, and long black hair that billows around her. Her head is severed and floats above her neck. She is screaming. In her arms Margaret is unconscious, her eyes closed and mouth open. Margaret has dark brown skin and long curly black hair that floats behind her. She is wearing a frilly green dress. Written in white next to them is: “You’ve heard this story before.” A red string flows from the words and around the characters.
At the bank of the river Travis (as William) and Margaret, from their married days, hold each other. Margaret is kneeling over Travis with a hand holding his cheek; She is smiling at him with their noses touching. Margaret is wearing a white backless dress, her hair loosely tied to the side, and she is covered in flowers and vines. Travis is leaned back on his hands. He is wearing a green coat and light yellow pants. He is also covered in flowers. They are smiling at each other. The red string comes from the left of the page and wraps around them before continuing backwards.
Further back in the forest bending and tree is the old Maiden and Changeling. The Changeling is leaning out from behind the tree. He has light skin, long black hair, and white eyes. He is wearing a gray shirt and brown pants, both of which are covered in vines and flowers. Peeking out from behind him is The Maiden. She has short brown hair, black eyes, and brown skin. She is wearing a green jumpsuit with bark around her calves. She is similarly covered in flowers. She is grinning up at The Changeling who gives her a slight smile in return. The red string is wrapped around The Maiden’s hair.
Emerging from the tree above them to gently hold The Maiden’s hair is the arm of The Angel of Justice. She has tanned skin that is broken up with black and white feathers, getting more concentrated closer to her elbow. One black and white eye is on her forearm and it is looking at The Maiden. The red string wraps up her wrist and falls to the other side of her arm.
Sitting with her back to the tree line is Margaret from her time as a black lily. Her hair is loose and she wears a gray sleeveless dress with a white blouse. She is holding a letter and looking upwards. A tattoo of a black lily is visible on her neck. The red string goes across her arm and lap before crossing over her shoulder.
Behind two trees in the background is Travis and Gable, in their present day appearances. They are walking with their pinkies linked together. Travis wears a green jacket with brown trim, brown pants, and a white shirt with a cravat. He is looking back at Gable. Gable is a very tall person with silver hair in a bun and with an undercut. They wear a purple coat and an unbuttoned white shirt. They are looking at Travis. The red string is wrapped around their interlocked fingers.
To the left of Travis and Gable is Gable’s sword stabbed into the ground it glows a soft yellow and a fire burns at its base. The red string loops around its hilt.
Hidden in the trees above Travis and Gable is the face of The Forest queen. She has brown bark-like skin and green hair that blends into the leaves. The red string brushes across her hair.
The sky is a blend of of purple and gray clouds and two feathers float at the very top. One feather is Uriel’s; it is made of fire. The other belongs to the prior Angel of Justice. It is black and white with three eyes. The red string is tied between the two feathers. End ID]
or; Buck tries to set up Eddie. It goes well for absolutely no-one involved.
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“You’ve been trying to set Eddie up?” Hen asks Buck, with a weird twist to her words, almost like she’s hiding a giggle. But when Buck looks over at her, it’s just a warm smile on her lips.
“Key word there is trying,” Buck despairs. “Both have been disasters. It shouldn’t be this difficult to find caring and interesting women in LA. You two managed it!”
“Had to kiss a lot of frogs to get there, though,” Chim says, turning back to the game and hopping one of the mancala beans across three spaces.
“Yeah,” Hen agrees. “You remember some of the women we dated before, Buck. There were definitely some frogs.”
Buck slumps further into his seat. “I just want him to be happy.”
“Maybe he’s looking for something more…specific,” says Chimney, and it feels leading. Except Buck has no idea where he’s leading to.
“Or maybe there just wasn’t that spark in this instance,” shrugs Hen. “If Tegan didn’t want him out of the uniform, she’s not going to flirt or joke with him. Ergo, he’s not going to find her interesting.”
“Obviously she wanted him,” scoffs Buck. “It’s Eddie.” Why does no-one seem to get that? Is he the only one with working eyes these days?
Hen and Chimney share a look.
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