#((author needs help))

Working on my Kerejean fic, (with Jeaneil and Kandriel haunting every narrative per usual) and the chapter I'm working on kinda gives an outside (Cat and Leila) perspective on how odd Jean and Neil's relationship is, especially with Jean being married to Jean. I want to include one specific moment from JereJean's wedding where Jeaneil kinda took over ig (Neil wasn't going to the wedding out of spite bc he doesn't think Jeremy deserves Jean. But he shows up last minute and they had this oddly tension filled slow dance; the dance is like the fathers final dance with the bride of sorts, where Leila was dancing with Jeremy and Cat was supposed to dance with Jean.) HOWEVER, I don't know if I should actually write the full explanation of the dance. It's referenced as an incident of sorts (Leila is kinda talking to Jean about like how it's kinda odd how dependant Jeaneil are on each other with Jean having a whole aas husband) im tempted to scrap the whole thing, bc at the end of the day IT IS a Kerejean fic, but I may change it to Kerejeandriel fic in which this scene would be important.

Ya'll help, what would a traumatized eldritch child want out of a magical deal when their a good person and not a chaos machine at this exact point???

I need to be a mother to Spider. I'd die to protect that child, I'd kill for him, I'd betray my own morals if it meant keeping him safe.