@frvcklesā asked:Ā š¤for peter SEND Ā š¤ Ā FOR MY MUSE TO STOP YOUR MUSE FROM LEAVING BY GRABBING THEIR HAND
itās a moment of sheer panic-- what else is he to do? beaten up, bruised, peter nearly trips as he rushes to stand, grasping at ollieās hand in what he thinks is probably a futile attempt at stopping the blond from leaving. thereās fear, genuine fear, behind those dark eyes, silently begging for oliver to turn around.
and stay.
āi-- just... please, ollie-- please--ā beckās illusions had taken every aspect of his nightmares and exploited them, turned them on peter in ways that were just simply too horrific for him to stomach. even now, heās not sure if his eyes are playing tricks on him, whether this is all real or not; in the back of his mind, ollieās crumbling beneath his touch, just as heād done when the snap occurred.
āi-i know i told may i was fine, but--ā and hereās where it all falls apart. tongue flicks out across split bottom lip, the boy wincing, his grip almost seeming to falter as dizziness sets in once again. it isnāt just may that heās lied to about being fine, about being eager to get back into the suit and on the streets-- itās everyone, oliver included.Ā āi-iām not.
e-- every time i close my eyes, i-- i just-- i see...ā he canāt bring himself to get the words out; theyāre stuck in his throat, lodged so deeply he fears he might just choke on them. instead thereās a pause, his chest heaving. peterās starting to feel just a bit lightheaded.
ād-donāt go.ā












