#{queue make a nice corpse}

perseverance - whether you recognize it or not, you've got a strong soul. your last thread of hope might be fraying and thin, but it's still there. you're still holding onto it. i promise it'll be worth it to keep holding on. over time, you'll notice that it's easier to grab. you won't feel so weak anymore because things will be easier. things will get better because you command them to. so keep your head up, yeah? you've still got some people to prove wrong.

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"please, PLEASE want to know me."

you keep quite literally everything bottled up, don't you? you try to be there for everyone else, but nobody has ever asked about you. you have a mental list in your head of things that you wish beyond wishing that people would ask to know about you, but nobody has. you're afraid that if you tell them, you won't get the response you crave, which gets more and more mysterious and gut-wrenchingly necessary with every day that goes by in silence. it feels like you aren't allowed to exist.

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She spits a little blood, and her split lip burns. Errant fingers run over bloody knuckles and she looks haggard. A disarray of messy hair, ripped jeans, broken skin. Her eyes shine with adrenaline or maybe alcohol.  She sits under the neon lights of the bar, a bottle of something loosely clutched in one hand. Jez looks up at the voice and gives a smile that sparks dangerously and threatens to catch fire.

How do you best like to be loved?

touch me with tender truth

( repost, don’t reblog. )

ONE ( NAME / ALIAS ): beth . TWO ( BIRTHDAY ):  april 23rd . THREE ( ZODIAC SIGN ): Aries/Taurus cusp. FOUR ( HEIGHT ): 5′5″ FIVE ( HOBBIES ):  writing ( rp, novels, poetry ), gaming, reading, talking . SIX ( FAVOURITE COLOUR(S) ):  blue, especially the turquoise kind of blue of the ocean SEVEN ( FAVOURITE BOOKS ): an impossible question but some of my faves off the top of my head: Six of Crows/Crooked Kingdom, lotr, The Shining, To All the Boys I’ve Loved Before, Ella Enchanted EIGHT ( LAST SONG LISTENED TO: ):  ’ stitches ‘ by Shawn Mendes NINE ( LAST FILM WATCHED ): Ella Enchanted TEN ( INSPIRATION FOR MUSE ): occasional homicidal tendencies, a strong female character that didn’t give a shit about anyone or anything, the kind of fearlessness everybody wants to achieve, a deep sense of trauma that’s fun to write about ELEVEN ( DREAM JOB ): I’d love to be an author, but realizing that’s pretty unrealistic, I currently want to be the Director of Communications for the Disney company TWELVE ( MEANING BEHIND YOUR URL ): Jez is an assassin who’s also very addicted to coffee.

“No time for wishful thinking.”