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Mas com vc ele é reconfortante

Ele me envolve na sua respiração

Me deixando tranquila

If you've sent me memes while I've been absent, I promise you, none of them has been deleted, I will be working on those, too. I appreciate all of the memes you guys have sent and I'm so sorry for being slow. I honestly think the mental health meds I'm on have made being creative rather difficult. Used to, before I was on medication, my brain never turned off, it was always going 90 miles an hour and that was anxiety driven and I understand that now. I thought once I had medication, that it would help weed out anxiety and help me focus more on writing again, but that hasn't really been the case... The medicine I'm on makes my brain really quiet now and I think that's what has affected my ability to write.

Just to give you guys an idea, the medicine I'm on for anxiety, is also prescribed to people who have seizures, too. It helps slow down activity in the brain down. But that's only one medicine. I'm on three different ones. Another one being for insomnia and another emergency one for anxiety when the other two aren't working.

There are somethings that I feel will eventually come to effect Tumblr, Discord, Steam, etc etc., in the near future, and It's all of these online safety acts that are popping up all around the world. And while I understand the sentiment, wanting to take care of children, I worry what it will do to things that have NSFW or adult content; even roleplay, video games, etc., I feel like it will eventually make it impossible to roleplay, because "adult content bad and must be punished!"

You all have to remember, many people voting on these issues are older and probably doesn't even know what a "Tumblr" is, or they won't know what roleplay is. They will probably see what some of us are writng and will start screeching, "but think of the children!"

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