#`re

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A stiffening silence in the air prior to a voice, which seemed so loud in the eerie quiet of a dark night, didn’t feel all too discomforting to Yongguk. There are many things that put him on the edge—set him off and bring chills dashing down his spine. He’s a paranoid guy with copious amount of anxieties; the sound of his fridge making ice at night could have him wondering if there were demons lurking in the midst of his apartment. 

But silence...silence was never one of those. Silence coaxed him, brought him some peace of mind. There are times when his mind gets too loud for him, and admittedly, the omission of noise wasn’t always something that shut it up, but it did work sometimes. 

The proposition served as a rhetoric inquiry, but he answered with a shrug of his shoulders and a low hum of his voice anyway. He leaned back while glancing toward the recent presence beside him, and under the moonlight, his soft smile was shown wholeheartedly. He’s great at masking feelings if you don’t know any better.

“If you get a tattoo while hungry won’t you like er, fuckin’ pass out bro?” Long fingers comfortably tap out a rhythm on Yongguk’s ink adorned collar bone as a stream of unorganised consciousness pours out of his mouth. They’re sat in on the sofa, as per usual, a half-naked mass of overlapping limbs and cat hairs. The television is background noise but it doesn’t soothe Hyunki nearly as much as the steady ebb and flow of his boyfriend’s breathing. “And if you bang with a fresh tat, that’s either excessive pain or awkward fondling, right? After sex, food tastes 5000 times better. So, logically…”

Although his gaze is fixated onto his dimly lit phone, pad of his thumb grazing in a quick motion over the screen, he’s anything but focused on what his eyes are seeing. Between the two of them, Yongguk’s lack of an attention span was more than blatantly clear, but it never helped when Hyunki was around to make matters worse. Or perhaps it did, on the other hand, as he could do nothing but give his undivided attention to his partner on the contrary. 

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It’d been an innocent, passing comment, even if it were morbid nonetheless, but he’d never pass up an opportunity to go on a spiel about how bad he wanted to be nonexistent anymore. Laughter filled the air, only for a short moment, and his head tipped to the side slightly. 

“Yeah? Me too, and right before they’re able to see said dead body, I’d hold up my finger to signal them to wait and raise my wine glass—filled with bleach—and begin chugging. They’ll see the body in no time.” Yongguk spoke with carelessness. He wasn’t an impulsive person, nor was he ever lacking tact when it came to conversing respectfully with others, but morbid jokes about himself were a weakness.