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"Long distance won't work" alright 

"Leaving for good" okay alright why

"I need to go my professor offered me a job" I see 

"I love you"

why would you tell me you loved me and then leave like that and give me all these stupid excuses

Why why why why why stop apologizing stop crying you idiot just go and don't say anything else I'm gonna punch you through the goddamn wall

Do you remember what you told me? "I wanna be a guy you can depend on" well good fucking job, you finally did it 

I'm really upset but you know what? I'm gonna get over it 

"ok."

that's it?

What does he even want? And why does he have my number? Life is really good for me right now and the last thing I need is Proton trying to screw it all up.

The thing that really gets me thinking is how he's all "oh I'm going to move away, don't contact me again, blah blah" yeah alright look how good of a job you did.

I can't sleep, I woke up again thinking about it. Can you feel pain in dreams? I dreamed I was being punched, over and over and over again and again, and he pushed me down and got on top of me and this time I couldn't move and this time he hit me again and again and

My bruises are pretty much gone, he hardly ever talks to me, but

"I really like you," he says to me, all the time. I believe him, but i'm kinda believing he's not done liking someone else. Oh man I wonder who!!!

Why would someone--on prom night--be thinking about the last person they messed around with? Right before making out with your own girlfriend.

....

I like Luc. He's sweet and thoughtful and so nice. But it sure isn't fair to me if he's got lingering feelings or something I don't know, which is really funny because out of the two of us I'd imagine me to be the one

whatever