#;you

adstrum-dea //OMG no xD

❝At first, I was angry and upset.  I cried.  A lot.  Everything I had done, I had done for you.  But you left me without a bat of an eye…And I think that’s what hurt the most. I think I’ve begun to see that some things aren’t meant to turn out the way they want now.   I don’t think I’ll ever be able to understand you, but I don’t hate you.  At least not anymore.

❝There’s this thin wall between us that we don’t dare trespass.  And so we simply dance around each other, and it’s maddening.  I want to know you, but I don’t know how to.  I suppose I’ll just watch you from afar and wait.  And hope.

❝When I think of you, my chest swells.  When you speak, I’m at peace.  When you’re gone, I feel an emptiness that I can’t quite fathom.  It’s not love– I know it isn’t.  But I’m so terribly attached, and I don’t want to let you go.  I can only hope that you’ll forgive me for being so selfish.

❝More than anything, I just want someone to care.

❝I hate you.  I hate you so much.  You’re disgusting. And horribly selfish.  And ignorant and a fool, and I’m sorry that we met, because you’re all I can think of.  You consume my thoughts, and I wish you didn’t. You’re poison.  And yet I can’t seem to ever turn you away.