#;question

First, does the Router typically lie, at least that you all know about?

yeah

yeah.

it fucking sucks, man

i thought i was finally. getting things figured out, when i first got at the multiverse, you know? i found.... someone who id been looking for. for a long time

someone else i thought id lost forever

and then i found a whole.... family, out here. a whole bunch of folks that were so much like me even though we weren’t, not really

and i guess i thought. that it was a big family, right

it felt like one

and then almost everyone just left.

some of us are still here

but it doesnt really feel like it lately

maybe i just got boring. i wouldnt be surprised, you know?

all i am is depressed and stressed out anymore. shit i was probably annoying as hell before, too. trying to keep everyone safe. i guess it didnt matter

anyways.

ill be okay.

yeah.. it does. it hurts a lot

i guess its kinda reaffirming in some kind of. weird morbid way. i was never really on the same level as any of them, right?

all these powers and strengths and ability and i.... dont really have any of that. the only power i have is in my timeline

and the shield one of them gave me, but that’s not a power. that’s a safeguard for someone who can barely defend themselves and everyone else knows it

it just - it figures, you know? people like action. excitement. shit going on all the time. i didnt have anything compelling going on other than being the group parent most of the time.

so i got left behind

i cant say i didnt expect it to happen, itd already happened before with the person who gave me this nickname in the first place

oh