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hi ya’ll, i’m back on my bs and made a new pin design!! i felt it was fitting for the blog to share cause this time it’s actually FF7 themed! 

I love the concept of Aerith’s flower and wanted to do something in regards to it. With a pin, i love the idea of being able to have it on me wherever i go! (or giving it to your lover when you reunite with them next ;) ) 

tbh the design means a ton to me and sometimes i just want to give people i love these flowers and just dkfjnslkfdjb

if you wanna snag one of your own, i have a few for a limited time!

“Today’s your unlucky day, cause I never miss.” 

hi yes while things are queue’d, i wanted to just quickly share my Jessie cosplay cause I did a half ass mini-shoot today in my house with my ringlight and phone. i love jessie so much and tbh i think i’ll end up doing remake tifa and aerith cause everyone is just so dang c u t e !! 

hihi! I’ve got a lot of things to take care of in the real world so things might be slow here for a bit. I’m gonna be dropping all but like ... a handful of threads? just to help keep my sanity. if you’re tagged here, I’m NOT dropping the thread, and i’m probably slowly working through it or will reply when i can when you get your reply done! 

@aencheir  @asorableisms @freeheroed @apathetic-ruler @cosmicfyres  @merccloudstrife @murroyilodel

also just wanted to do a quick shoutout to some faves and friends i’ve made here, coming back to this blog. there are times i feel like i’m wasting time here, but the friends and stuff that i made here recently makes me feel so much better about it all. i’ll keep it short and sweet 

@aencheir - yes hello, i’m blessed to be your Tifa and i love our silly conversations about our girls and appreciate you hearing me vent and ramble about things. you’ve become such a genuine friend, like wow

@asorableisms - you’re my favorite Sora ever and i love our thread and what we’ve written so far! also that you’re the sweetest noodle kfgndfg

@freeheroed - can i just say favorite Zack prob ever? i love your portrayal and how Zack feels with you !  i always look forward to our thread and can’t wait to talk and plot more with u

@apathetic-ruler - yes hello, i never thought i’d like Rufus as a character but you’ve made writing with him so fun. thank u for being patient with my old lady ass being slow and tired at all times LOL 

also special mention to @murroyilodel cause she’s been around for literal years from when i started this blog literally 5 or 6 years ago and then fell off the planet but she is always so sweet and kind and i appreciate that over the years she hasn’t changed towards me 

there’s a few more but i’m sleepy

sorry for lack of replies and all that-

i’m so tired right now. the world is a scary place right now and taking in all the news and information is exhausting. I’ve been staying offline a bit to regain some energy. i’ll try and get to replies tonight, but if i don’t, i just wanted to let ya’ll know what’s happenin. can you believe that we’re going through a pandemic, and if you’re in the states (like me) a historical revolution?? what a time to be alive, huh? it’s ok if your mental health isn’t at it’s normal capacity atm. i know mine isn’t for sure. 

so tumblr ate a few of the replies that took me forever to do ... 

i’ll try and get to them again soon tho,

like for a short starter! Tifa will pop up in your inbox today or tomorrow!

hi all!! sorry for the sudden disappearance, i’ve been taking a break from most online stuff and have been tired but i HAVE started on some of the drafts i owe. 

so here’s notice for a semi-hiatus. there may be sporadic posts here and there for a bit, but please don’t badger me for replies. I will drop our thread if that happens and possibly even block you.

I have been thinking of you guys tho!! I miss writing with you and feel terrible that I owe so many of you things ooooof. I’ll talk to ya’ll soon <3