#;lee

Hello! It's everyone's favourite gay friend Lee!

I realised we haven't logged in here in a long time - we stopped tumblr for a while, then we got some new blogs - but there have been stuff happening.

First of all Gigi went through a horrible horrible trauma for several months between May and July, which she couldn't get away from, so we ended up with a new crisis alter - who's now being taken care of in the system. We're helping him get better and we are making sure he feels comfortable and that it's going to be A-OK!

Gigi has also been working on anxiety and depression and she's trying to cope. However we have been sort of inactive for a period of time - hence the absence in posts - but I've been coming out to help her with things she can't deal with and so have been Pi and Andy and others. If you've never heard of Andy before, he is an alter that was present for a long time but Gigi literally just learned his name now lol. He's about 17 years old, he takes care of crisis moments since he has a strong and overwhelming presence. He has been doing a good job keeping the crisis alter at bay through the months so we all appreciate him around. He's been helping when I really couldn't he's a good boy.

Both the crisis alter and Andy made an appearance in front of our therapist as well, and on our last therapy a lot of people kept switching back and forth even though our therapist is not someone who has worked with many DID patients so we don't know if he has realised the characteristic poses and voices and whatnot but we did point some things out, like how I sit and how Lisa tends to get excited and jump forwards and how Andy always sits really tense like and how he is really tall.

We're still trying to figure our what the crisis alter's name is, we know the first sound but nothing else that follows sounds correct and he hasn't been able to communicate it to Gigi clear enough yet, and I'm having problems getting the correct pronunciation through. We're just in a constant coconscious state and it's been hard to communicate one on one.

Gigi is thinking about attempting to talk to Angel, our system gatekeeper, I think it's... An idea so what will we lose.