Jul 4
dead wife montage of Marolmar.
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dead wife montage of Marolmar.
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tapping my foot violently and whining below my breath. when is my owner (hfth 202) coming home (dropping to streaming services) to take me on a walk (let me experience joy and whimsy and escapism)??? I'm sitting ready with my collar on and my leash in my teeth (headphones around my neck) waiting for the door to open (a notification from podbean)
rare face sighting
guess who told them all that going to get a piercing as a model and choosing one of the piercings notorious for healing BADLY, RIGHT NEXT TO ONE OF OUR ONLY TWO FUCKING EYES from an amateur is a terrible idea and GUESS who woke up with a swollen eye, spent a couple hours hyperventilating and fighting off the anxiety and intrusive thoughts that It'll go septic and we'll lose an eye and it's now going to cancel all the plans for today because they don't feel like they can do anything but sleep for another ten hours??? yeah this guy
having a mental illness moment at 2:40pm on a sunny beautiful day with a cup of fresh coffee (latte + almond milk + caramel topping) is so fucking stupid yet here we are. have we ever been able to be a person or are we doomed to be a consumer (of product, of art, of stories). why aren't we as involved in our friendships as our friends are. why does it feel so right to just sit indoors all day long in a never-ending cycle of sleep for a couple hours > eat or drink something > scroll social media hoping nobody reaches out to us > play some games > go back to sleep. I'm even ON antidepressants, why isn't it going away. when will I unlock the desire to be anything more than this.
I genuinely feel like biting and biting and biting Marolmar would fix me
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I'm haunted by him (he was too fucking lazy to make his own playlist and added a bunch of songs to mine that I don't necessarily relate to but do associate with him)
I hate exomemories I hate exotrauma I hate being unable to even admit to myself that my exotrauma is real and hurts me as much as our "real" trauma does. I hate the inner cringe police. I hate lying wide awake at night seeing the love of my life being murdered over and over and over again and it being almost as painful as the first, arguably real time it happened. I'm going to eat myself alive to stop this and it won't help and it will be a horrible experience for everyone involved.
worst front lineup ever: the dog-shaped yearner and the cat-shaped yearner
Njöh we beg you please don't entertain the thought about reaching out to our abusive and cult leader-ish ex-friend. please. we physically recoil when we think about him. it will never go anywhere CLOSE to "right". cutting him off was one of the best decisions we made.