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뭐효? my muse’s reaction to your muse…!누구? @ofaster!상태? not accepting!

▄ = telling them a joke

뭐효? 'you’re so...’ finish in my ask!누구? @ofaster​!상태? accepting!

뭐효? send one for you muse to…!누구? @ofaster​!상태? accepting! 

⅏ - take my muse out for a walk in a peaceful area 

         Languor and duress imprinted permanently underneath his eyes accordingly to the recent weeks when he detached himself from everyone in the favor of satisfactory. Who’s? That is a birlliant question which he has yet to muster a proper answer for. All that he has done was to ravage his body, his soul, and his mind as well as relationships neededing maintaince – because grades or letters from high insitutions of academic studying are merely achievements not cuasing exhilaration of some sort (to himself, at least) but a check mark upon a list of unrealistic, perhaps, expectations that are held of him. He’s sunk underneath the pressure to gratify and now he is struggling to remove the ruins from his body. How fortunate is he, he thinks – not regarding of having the opportunity to learn and expand horizons, that isn’t his current concern in the midst of his thoughts – but for having people loving and supporting him so greatly that they would do about anything to paints a smile across his lips. Overwhelming, indeed. He is discerned by turbulent. There is an aura of umbrage and indignation and perhaps even self-derogation around him and in his body language, the way his shoulders lean in defeat it is as if he’s been through it all and there is no strength left in him to move on (little does he know he’s yet to experience a quarter of what life holds for him). 

❛ I hope this is not about how worried you are for me, I got your texts and I’m perfectly fine. ❜   Lies. How fortunate is he that already determined that he’s certainly immensely providential but does he ever express it or any other emotions as a matter of a fact so that it’s noticable in one way or another? Clearly not, for all that is given is the softening of his stiff shoulders and his overall expressions that worn over his face. He could elaborate about the sentiments he’s gathered upon this encounter and its meaning albeit he chooses to remain composed, more or less. There is only a light glimpse of mellifluence (it could be also mixed with enervation to attain softness) glistening from his brown eyes and it is affable to most parts, albeit, his expression remains imperturbable and demeanor remote. And he attempts in lightening up the mood; of course, as bulky and ungainly as he is in conduct so are his words when he speaks... that is his charm, in a peculiar yet lovely way. 

뭐효? send talk about them! + a url!누구? @ofaster​​!상태? accepting!

         ❛ Somin-ah... ❜ ❛ He’s that type of friend you can never grow tired of, I guess. He’s spoiled, ovely-hypeactive, loud and so damn stubborn but... that’s something distinctive fo him and I think those traits, along many other, give him some certain special vibe. He’s... one of a kind, ultimately. I think his stubborness helps him achieve his goals and become passionate about almost anything that he chooses to do -- it’s something I’m kind of envious of, because it’s quite hard to maintain passion when matters become harsh or difficult but he-- he keeps going on against all odds. And if you’re lucky to be a person who he likes then he will go overboard to make you happy. I think it’s admirable because not many would give their all to people they care about, he’s selfless in that aspect and I respect people like that. ❜ 

❛ I will neve forget all the effort he’s made to embarrass me before my finals -- holding a sign and prepaing a home-made meal and screaming loudly for my attention, ah... the stares... I still recall the shocked stares from everyone but things like that... are actions that define Somin-ah. He’s bright and lovely and carefee and I wish I was like that, too. I think that whichever goal or challenge you give him he will do his best to achieve it. I don’t have anything bad to say about him (I don’t think I should, either) but I do admit that my atittude towards him... isn’t always the best. Sometimes I’m short-tempered and I don’t let him know that I appreciate him as a friend but then again, it’s hard for me to expess myself so I hope he knows he’s someone I cherish. We’re only a year apart but it feels like we’re equals -- we’re both reckless and together I find myself doing so many silly things... I love hanging out with him- I think that Somin-ie brings out the best in me, or at least, the wild side of me. With him, it’s being a little kid and not caring for consequences ... in the sense that he knows how to have fun, how to enjoy even the smallest of actions and activities with ease. It’s a great ability and I’m glad that he holds it because I’m sure that he will make the best out of every situation he finds himself in, in the future. ❜    ❛ Somin-ah is someone very unique and peculiar, but I think that this is his charm. Being such a giddy air-head who turns every situation into a celebration is charming, it’s an aura only he holds and it’s lovely, in a way. I hope he will tame down just a bit in the future-- so he won’t get into too much trouble but to be frank... ❜

         Sigh.         ”… There he goes again…“ As nothing near exhilaration (unlike peviously displayed by his natural aura) emits his lips but rather despondency and fatigue it is manifest that he has become rather jaded of going onwards with the same issue over and over again … the younger of these two only by a year and a month have the appearance of being diminish of any cognition of what Jinhong is regarding and frankly, it frazzles him. Of course, the youngster thoroughly enjoys teasing those whom he’s close to albeit having a solemn matter placed down at the table only to be dismissed means that ultimately he would run out of patience (which he already lacks greatly) and with the infamous frown taking appearance upon his forehead the older of the two then emits a scornful scoff, arms folded across his chest.“Yah– stop this, you … I’m giving you a brotherly advice and you’re only dismissing it without even taking it into consideration, I’m… deeply hurt? No, y’know what? – I don’t care much, you can be bothered by this for as long as you’d like but don’t come complaining to me as you usually do when I’m giving you an honest advice that would actually help you, for once and for all.” 

         No, he is not scolding the other one as if some sort of an older brother character to the other for their age gap of simply a year permits them from the first moment they’ve met to grow closer to another another to an extent they feel as equals, despite the honorifics occasionally used towards one another (Jinhong has always wanted to be referred to as a ‘hyung’ or an ‘oppa’ by someone younger than him for he is the youngest of his family and majority of his friends including acquaintances) and no, he isn’t filled with worthy advice for he is not able to seize his own propositions and terminations however being given that certain attitude. Now … now he has a full grasp, full comprehension towards the sensation he offers to those older than him whom he teases rather often with hoodlum brattish attitude as of example; Soa and Taehui, even at times his own older brother whenever they (rarely) are on terms. He understands their heart now, however declines to obtain the feeling and yes he may be altogether exaggerating with his (somewhat mild) response of a disparagement and grimace … albeit, he does not want his words to go to the air in vain; they must hold some objective, some justification, to be heard at least.