Some of you have probably been wondering where the hell Iāve been. Well, let me touch on that a bit.
In short, Iāve been writing, just not for RP reasons. I recently published the first part of a gay erotic fantasy serial, which you can find here if youād like to purchase it, and have been hard at work writing not only the next two parts of that, but the beginning of a second erotic serial. Updates on both these things can be found on my pseudonyms Facebook page as they happen. The long version is Iām doing this in a desperate attempt to make some money, because Iām unable to work due to back issues, but donāt have any way to get federal assistance because no one wishes to help a 25 year old seek assistanceĀ ābeing lazyā. Iām not going to touch on the situation with my mother, because some of you know it already, and thatās fine, but those of you who donāt know it have no business knowing anything beyondĀ āmy mother is an emotionally abusive cunt with a $200 or more a month smoking habitā. Dad doesnāt make enough money to keep up with bills, let alone this bullshit, and we pretty much manage to keep the lights and water on entirely because weāre in debt up to the ceiling, and our landlord is a good fucking sport about our barely making the rent.
As for where Iām going to be in the near future, the answer isĀ āunable to pay my internetā. My bill with AT&T is $35, and it was due four days ago. I have until the 31st (six days from now) to be able to pay them, or my internet will be turned off for the foreseeable future. I was able to pay it for this long because my sister in law was paying me to babysit her kid, but she hasnāt paid me in three months now, and I series of excellent coincidences have kept it on this long. My luck there has finally run out, however, and I actually need money to pay them this month. My erotica wonāt pay out for 60 days, at minimum, so Iām looking at two months or more with no internet and no way to fix that.
Iām not posting this to beg for money. If you want to help, either buy my serial linked above, or get at me for a fic or art commission, weāll work something out. I just thought some of you deserved to know whatās up.
So yeah, chances are that, unless I can make $35 in six days, Iām going to be offline until further notice. Iād be sorry, but in this case, Iām not sorry.
