#!aiden

Sua intenção no clube de natação jamais fora ser boa e ir para as competições entre as escolas. Aika sequer tinha tempo para isso. Estranhamente, estar na água, especialmente completamente submersa e abafando os sons externos era particularmente relaxante, então ela tomava o clube de natação mais como um lazer; havia, por prática, se tornado uma boa nadadora, mas não poderia sonhar em ser veloz naquilo. Quase sempre perdia para os outros integrantes do clube, sem sequer pestanejar, pois seu objetivo ali era outro: o isolamento.

Geralmente era a última a sair da piscina, sempre recolhia os equipamentos e ia para o vestiário por último, aproveitando-se da paz momentânea sem olhares em si e, posteriormente, do vestiário quase completamente vazio. Uma outra característica que ela tinha – e que era para muitos um aspecto problemático quando ela deveria manter uma imagem quase puritana como idol – era o extremo conforto que ela tinha com o próprio corpo. Muitas vezes, essa auto-confiança de Aika se passava por um ego extremamente forte, por convencimento. Eventualmente por indecência.

O vestiário estava esvaziando, sendo que as duas últimas garotas além de Aika já estavam de partida, reunindo os seus pertences e assim que a japonesa as viu saindo, tirou a roupa de banho já com os seus produtos de higiene pessoal em mãos e a toalha nos ombros. O vapor quente pesava o ar e, percebendo que havia se esquecido do condicionador, deixou tudo na cabine que usaria e voltou apenas com a toalha na mão, sem perceber que a porta tinha sido aberta. Quando viu quem entrou, no momento, Aika percebeu que até ela, com todo o seu passado e má fama entre muitas pessoas, tinha sua dose de pudor e corou, imediatamente puxando a toalha e cobrindo o corpo sem realmente enrolar o tecido em si.

Thank you omg ;o;

42: Does your OC drink coffee or tea? Neither. He doesn’t really touch coffee but once in awhile he’ll drink tea. He drinks more energy drinks though.

46: Is your OC loyal? He would never betray or cheat someone, but he’s so used to being by himself that sometimes, he’ll push people away without realizing it.

6: Eating habits and sample daily menu. His breakfast is an energy drink. Sometimes he’ll stuff a poptart or toast in his mouth but usually not. He brings his lunch to school to avoid the awkwardness/difficulty of trying to communicate when trying to buy food. His lunch usually consists of peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, some chips, and some other snack. Also drinks a lot of soda. For dinner he pretty much eats whatever his mom cooks for the most part. Loves Chinese food but doesn’t get the opportunity to eat it very much. Also loves steak and potatoes. 

34: Thoughts on privacy? (Are they a private person, or are they prone to ‘TMI’?) He’s extremely private. Doesn’t like sharing his inner thoughts and feelings and would take a lot for him to do so. At the same time, he usually doesn’t want to know other people’s private thoughts either.

48: If this person were to get into a fist fight, what is their fighting style like? (lmao you asking this) He wouldn’t even be thinking clearly, his main focus would be to throw as many fists as possible, stay on the offensive. Once he’s pushed that far he’s almost completely invested in his anger.

3: Do you have any unusual kinks/fetishes? Has had fantasies about sex in public places and also erotic asphyxiation. (I HAD A HARD TIME WITH THIS QUESTION FOR SOME REASON)

19: Would you prefer sex in the bath or sex in the shower? Shower. He’d love the idea of shoving someone against the wall and….you get the idea.

27: Early morning sex or late night sex? Late night. He is by no means a morning person and the last thing he’s thinking about is sex.

16: When is your OCs favorite time of year? He likes the fall. He loves to see the leaves changing color and he loves the cooler weather. He’s pretty fond of winter too, actually, when it’s not snowing too much. Part of the reason he loves the cooler weather is because he’s kind of insecure about his body so more layers makes him feel more comfortable in general.

24: What does your OC smell like? His Brut aftershave. He shaves every morning after his shower and he’s fond of the way that particular aftershave smells. He applies it moderately though so it’s not too strong.

38: Does your OC have any pets? He owns a black cat named Genie that he loves very much. He’s very fond of cats in general, actually. He took the cat in as a stray and managed to talk his mom into letting him keep it and made sure it had its shots and all that. His mom also thought a cat might alleviate what she believed was his depression (though he’s not depressed at all, just withdrawn, partly because he’s the only deaf member of his family so he often feels excluded from them)

50: Does your OC cry easily? Not at all. It takes a lot to make him cry. He gets angry first. If he’s crying, it’s because something’s seriously wrong and he feels completely helpless. In a strange way, he’s actually more comfortable with his anger.

10: Neuroses? Do they recognize them as such? Has some anxiety issues which he tends to express through his anger. Has some anger issues as well but he views his anger as a defense mechanism rather than a problem/neurosis.

19: What do they think about before falling asleep at night? School work, whatever book he’s currently reading, how pissed he is with his father if they’re currently on bad terms (which is, er, pretty often). His mind is all over the place.

30: Reaction to sudden intrapersonal disaster (eg close family member suddenly dies) Gets angry and anxious. Withdraws from those around him. If provoked he’ll snap at someone without thinking. 

47: How do they express love? Through deeds/actions. It’s easier than trying to communicate via language/words because not everyone in his life is very fluent in sign language, so he sort of defaults to showing appreciation and love through gifts or thoughtful actions, though lately in his life that’s just been with his aunt, who’s pretty much the only person in his life he currently feels close to. 

2: Rough sex or soft sex? Soft, though he would also enjoy deviating from the normal path and trying something a little rough every once in awhile.

6: Do you like to be dominant or submissive? Dominant. It’s not that often he gets to have the upper hand/dominant role in his life regardless since it’s so difficult for him to live independently, so he’d definitely appreciate having that role in bed.

14: Do you prefer giving or receiving oral sex? Receiving, but he’s not opposed to giving sometimes either both for fairness and appreciation 

Date this form was created: 09/15 Full name of Character: Aiden Jean Foxen Reason, meaning or purpose behind the name: none in particular Nickname: just Aiden Reason for nickname: n/a Race: white Occupation/class: student Social class: lower-middle class

Physical Appearance:

Age: 17 How old they appear: around 19/20 Eye Color: blue Glasses or contacts? contacts Hair color length and style: short, messy, thick, brown and hangs around his eyes Weight and height: 140/5'5" Type of body (build): somewhat lean Skin tone and type (i.e., harry, slimy, scaly, oily, fair, burns easily): medium tone Shape of face: rounded Distinguishing marks (dimples, moles, scars, birthmarks, etc.): dragon tattoo on his back but he keeps it hidden.  Predominant feature: prominent cheekbones Is s/he healthy?: mostly If not, why not? Or why are they healthy?:  Do they look healthy? Why/why not?: looks about average

Favorites:

Char’s favorite color: deep purple Least favorite, why? green Music? n/a (he's deaf, though sometimes he likes to feel the vibrations) Least favorite music, why? see above Food: pretty much any chinese food Literature: enjoys fantasy novels from time to time Expletives (curse): uses them all the time Mode of transport: school bus Hobbies: reading How do they spend a rainy day?: reading

Personality:

Are they a daredevil or cautious? : usually cautious Do they act the same alone as when with someone? : he sometimes comes off as rude with new people, especially hearing people. Habits: cracks his knuckles a lot Drinks: addicted to soda How much: all the time Greatest Strength: good logic skills Greatest Weakness: his short temper Soft spot: his books Is their soft spot obvious, why/why not: not necessarily, he doesn't talk about his books very much If not, how do they hide it: he talks about other things instead Biggest Vulnerability: anything having to do with his family

Background:

Hometown: lived in the same area all his life Type of childhood: had trouble with his family all his life First Memory: losing his dad in the middle of the store and being scared Most important child hood event that still effects him/her: treated differently from his siblings because he was born deaf and they weren't, believes his parents play favorites. Education: junior in high school Religion: strongly atheist Finances: whatever he manages to get from his parents

Family:

Mother: (name pending) Relationship with her: has some grudges with her but manages to get along with her for the most part, not super close though Father:  (name pending) Relationship with him: very rough, lots of disagreement, mild abuse every so often. Siblings, How many, relationship with each: 2, both younger, one brother and one sister. gets along decently with them but resents them at times. Children of siblings: none Other extended family: has an aunt he sees a lot and is very close to. Close? Why or why not: yes, he feels she's the most understanding family member he has.

Attitude:

Most at ease when: he's alone Most ill at ease when: he's near his father Priorities: takes his school work pretty seriously Philosophies: if you want something done right, you have to do it yourself How they feel about themselves: he doesn't think he's smart enough Past failure they would be embarrassed to admit: failing an English class freshmen year Why?: he's terrified of failure in general If granted one wish what would it be, why?: to be able to live independently.

Traits:

Optimist or pessimist? Why?: Pessimist, because he doesn't want to be let down by optimistic views. Introvert or extrovert? Why?: Very introverted, has issues with communicating in general (partly because he's deaf, but sometimes he just doesn't know how to explain himself anyway) Drives and motives: to do as well as he can in school so he can move out the second he turns 18. Talents: he can draw pretty well Extremely skilled at: see above Extremely unskilled at: writing. his thoughts are a jumbled mess. Good characteristics: never treats anyone badly, even if they do it to him first, unless he's pushed even though he comes across as rude sometimes Character flaws: doesn't ask for help, anxious Mannerisms: again, cracks knuckles a lot Biggest regret: again, failing english freshmen year Minor regrets: scaring off friends he's had (but also thinks he might be better off without them, or the other way around) Darkest secret: he's bisexual Does anyone know? nope How did they find out: n/a

Self-perception:

One word they would use to describe themselves: inferior One paragraph of how they would describe themselves: (to come later) What do they consider their best physical characteristic and why: his tattoo (does that count), it reminds him to keep moving forward The worst one? Why?: he doesn't like his hair, it's messy and thick and he never knows what to do with it How they think others preserve them: he assumes that everyone sees him as inferior because he's deaf What four things would they most like to change about themselves:  Why?: his anxiety, his hair, his eyesight (he wears contacts, he wants perfect vision), his poor memory. (ironically, he wouldn't change the fact that he's deaf, though sometimes he gets in moods where he wishes he could hear) Would changing of number 1 make them more happy? Why/why not: Not necessarily but he might be able to tackle his problems easier.

Interaction with other people:

How do they relate to others: he has a hard time doing so How are they perceived by strangers: a lone wolf Friends: few and lately he's been more alone Wife/husband/lover: none The Hero/Heroin: closest thing would be his aunt How do they view the Hero/Heroine: a confidant First impression of the char: the lone wolf why?: because he's usually alone and doesn't reach out to people (or can't) What happens to change this perception: usually, someone would need to reach out to him What do people like most about this char: his intelligence and empathy What do they dislike most about them: how he pushes others away, his short fuse.

Problems/Crisis:

How do they react in a crisis: has trouble in a crisis, gets very anxious How do they face problems: same as above Kind of problems they usually run into: communications issues with hearing people who don't know sign language How they react to new problems: he gets frustrated How they react to change: again, he gets frustrated, but he eventually adjusts

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