love is so nice

xx

what the heck tumblr!!!!! why doesn't it notify me with the bright red little "1" message icon when i've got a new message!!!!!! this has been sitting abandoned in my inbox for months now!!! i'm in such distress!!!!!!! anon!!!!!!! come back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's unlikely you'll ever come back and see if responded, but in the off chance you DO... I'm sure I'd remember. i'm almost positive i would. i remember so many people, and think of them all the time. i can even remember the first friend i ever made on here, serene. and marine! that was like early 2011 when i was "illuminatedbystars" LOL. anyway, i remember people very well (almost creepily so!). so if you ever wanted to come off anon so we could be nostalgic and reminisce together, PLEASE DO! I BEG OF YOU!!!!!!!! i'd probably cry of happiness. i miss so many of my old acquaintances from the old days. i keep in touch with a few of them in instagram and it's fun to see their lives now and think of how we all met on this site as kpop fangirls lol.

honestly, the sadness and nostalgia of those old days makes coming on here difficult for me sometimes. it's not the same. everyone is gone, living their lives, tumblr has "died." there's a graveyard of inactive blogs in my following list. no one's here anymore so nothing pulls me back on here. except sometimes when i listen to some debut era exo or something and i come to look at my old blog and read some old replies and all the silly essays i used to write...lol i make myself sad and nostalgic on purpose every one in awhile.

THE TRAUMA. and then with the whole "sm insider" reporting that there's a member of exo that is against cbx being a part of the group ಠ_ಠ