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Stopped being mad my doctor didn't report to CAS when my brother told her my dad had been sexually abusing me when I realized how bad kids who do get their cases picked up by CAS wind up having it. I would've been fucked regardless.
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all the contents of my bag at age 24
as seems to be tradition for me, this is getting a huge amount of hate on twitter which is so silly to me because when i first took this pic i was like "damn this is the most normal mundane shit no one is gonna give a fuck". what i dont understand (because i'll let myself complain here and not on twitter) is this idea of being "performative". this deep confusion on having gloves and a padlock in my bag when obviously these are things you would need to go to the gym. "why does a man need candies and hair pins" (cough drops and bobby pins). and the old page is something i found when i was walking that i stuffed into the bottom of my bag and only rediscovered to take this pic.
though, this is tumblr not twitter, i dont know why i feel the need to defend the mundane contents of my bag on a site where the most strong reaction might be "this is a cool pic!" and at worst "idgaf (scrolls past)" i just think these small nitpics of "you're performative wearing wired headphones" "who even has loose change" speaks to this deep social ineptness and this total and entire inability to imagine the conditions of a life outside of your own for the purposes of being as comedically negative as possible
Social media in general has an issue where people cannot really see other users as whole entire humans with whole entire lives. Though, I think Tumblr as a website does not incentivize antisocial behaviour the way twitter does. The QRT and liking systems on Twitter encourage people to take anything and everything as an opportunity to build up their own engagement in a way that Reblogs and notes on tumblr do not.
Side blogs being able to exist and being used so commonly also means that when someone sees a blog, they assume it has its own specific purposes, rather than that it has to encapsulate someone's whole being. On twitter people will see an fanart account and insist the artist has no life outside of fandom. On tumblr you'd just assume that's their fanart blog and that they have other stuff going on they just don't post about (because why would you post everything?).
When my art gains traction on twitter it's always a gamble if I get nice, sincere comments, or if I get someone trying to use something I made with genuine love as an opportunity to make some obnoxious joke. Cynicism and irony kind of just plague that platform (as well as others like YouTube, tiktok, and Instagram). It's just sad and tiring.
Once immigration is sorted I'll change my name again. Bonus points of marriage is you can do so without payment
Repulsed by my dead name which my dad chose
Unsatisfied with my chosen name since it was chosen under pressure when I was like 14
I need something androgynous since I already pass as much.
Therapy has been going better since acknowledging im an unreliable narrator. Different parts of me have access to different information. If I don't feel a certain way right now that doesn't mean I never felt that way. The issue I had in the past was that my most people pleasing self would front during sessions, so I'd do a lot of insistence that there wasn't much wrong and I'd just agree with whatever the therapist said to me. Lead to misdiagnosis and neglect of my more serious traumas.
Okay !
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Ignorance is bliss, not a virtue
I have to be so careful
Misconstrued as psychosis in these kinds of states when when in actually psychotic I sound as normal as can be. I'm just talking to no one.
I cannot stress enough how nice it is to realize that I just think like this and that It was fine that everything read like this growing up. It wasn't anything WRONG with me, It was just a different way of thinking, which is fine. I don't have to be a literary genius. I'm messy and it's fine
Misconstrued as psychosis in these kinds of states when when in actually psychotic I sound as normal as can be. I'm just talking to no one.
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Age regression when u had no light in ur life as a child sucks BC you don't want to do anything cute or fun you just find a corner and lose the ability to speak and get real fucking scared.
The MOST fun I want to have when I regress is playing a single player video game or draw in silence. I don't cuddle with plushies or anything BC I used to rip those to shreds as a kid. I was a light bugs in fire girl not a play toys girl. And when I did play toys I would just reenact being raped with my dolls ππππππππππππππ
Who taught you that π°π°π°π°
ZERO FOLLOW UP!!!
Doomed af
Age regression when u had no light in ur life as a child sucks BC you don't want to do anything cute or fun you just find a corner and lose the ability to speak and get real fucking scared.
The MOST fun I want to have when I regress is playing a single player video game or draw in silence. I don't cuddle with plushies or anything BC I used to rip those to shreds as a kid. I was a light bugs in fire girl not a play toys girl. And when I did play toys I would just reenact being raped with my dolls ππππππππππππππ
Age regression when u had no light in ur life as a child sucks BC you don't want to do anything cute or fun you just find a corner and lose the ability to speak and get real fucking scared.
I never thought I was a victim growing up because I didn't cry or get sad about it. I never felt like I had any purity to corrupt. I think the image of childhood innocence really bars victims from feeling like they deserved better. Things got bad so young that I don't remember a time when they weren't like this.
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DID is a very useful disorder to have when ur 8 and need to be different people to survive different settings. Less useful when you're an adult and suddenly possessed by the spirit of a very very hateful child who can only remember the bad things.
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