The amount of pain this small body is carrying…

i think, that if you can learn anything from this, learn this: if you are depressed and feel like you are rotten from the inside, if you feel like you’ve never helped anyone, feel like you don’t deserve the love you receive, remember how brightly he shone, and i promise you that’s how brightly you shine too. remember that under your clouds of depressive thoughts, no matter how impossibly thick they may seem, is the real you, dazzling, and that you are worth living and loving and being loved. 

Vogue Korea ☆ March issue 2016 © Sung Ji-Ahn

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(171221) @coldgraytattoo: you worked hard. rip.

(171226) @ge_nothing: at the last agit concert when i said that i was not going home because it was too far and the roads were jammed after rehearsal i remember you asking me to go over to your house to sleep, and go to the concert venue together. i thought of your condition and, with my serious snoring, i couldn’t hear to go: “jonghyun-ah~ …” … even though there’s still you in the band kakaotalk chat room … thinking about it now it’s such a pity that i couldn’t go over and talk with you that time … […] cool music, warmth, friendliness … i will hold it in my heart and remember forever. you have really worked hard, jonghyun-ah. (source: iheartshinee_)