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fyi. being intensely self critical is not the same as being self aware. if you’re really self aware you’ll be aware of the good stuff too. just in case anyone needs to hear it. don’t mistake constantly dissecting what you see as your flaws for some kind of personal enlightenment.
Thinking about Solomorne/Heinrix where, after they catch feelings for each other, the RT expresses interest in Sol and his romance storyline picks up
oh, it's over at that point.
not because i think their interest in each other fades, but because heinrix ends it. immediately, as soon as he clocks it, he doesn't... he's not spurning solomornes affections, he is actually still quite attached, in their awkward, dancing around deeper feelings developing way.
and, actually, if we look at heinrixs jealousy voicelines, he can be quite jealous and possessive.
but only to other retinue members, hmmm? the rogue trader... that is a person of high status, one that he can override the authority of on behalf of the inquisition. so if the rogue trader has decided on solomorne, then that's that.
and yet, using a rosette for commanding them to back off of solomorne, that's so frivolous. emotional frippery. no, he simply shuts his heart off again, with an immense amount of difficulty. i think there is a few months of heinrix essentially being as emotive as a corpse, with somehow duller eyes.
it's also, ah, if he fights for solomorne, or tells the rogue trader to back off (not saying he would) then that means he has to admit that there is something deeper going on with each other, and that is terrifying. that is wrong, that is not why he was on the ship. it was a mistake, a shame. not because solomorne is any of those things, but it is heinrixs fault, his mistake, his weakness, his slip up.
i also think sol is now in an awkward position of, well. okay. out of the two of them, we (the players) know solomorne is being manipulated by the vultur for the duration of the relationship, and solomorne is loyal to the arbites, until the very end. so if he is told to prioritize and exploit (the length of this exploitation is subjective to each person, of course - some find what he did horrible, some don't care, some probably don't even consider it exploitation, etc)
i like to headcanon that solomorne is stuck about what to do about reporting his and heinrixs relationship. because 1). what they do is purely physical (right?) so there is nothing to gain from reporting on anything heinrix reveals. 2). heinrix doesn't reveal anything about the inquisition (even to the rogue trader, really, unless they witness it themselves, and even then, he's quite tight lipped) at all, neither of them talk about their jobs, as this "relationship" is pure escapism.
they aren't an interrogator, or an arbitrator, they are just two men that are attracted and gain selfish comfort from each other, a comfort they will not acknowledge while this relationship lasts. i'm not saying they don't think about their positions during these moments of quiet, i actually think they obsessively do, but they don't bring it up. it's like a teacup hovering on the edge of a table, seconds away from shattering, or continuing to stay upright, locked in that limbo.
so i like the idea of him not even mentioning the relationship to his superiors, because it's nothing (right?) it's hilarious to think he reports everyone he sleeps with to his superiors, but i also think he knows that he isn't going to get anything out of heinrix + that heinrix will be able to tell if solomorne is fishing, so it wouldn't work anyways. solomorne is good at reading people, i think he understands more than he lets on (and he intentionally doesn't reveal everything he notices or thinks, as he doesn't want people to try and stifle reactions around him)
but the rogue trader, of course, is up to player interpretation. coupled with how... it's a pretty public relationship, isn't it? they can literally dance together on thassera, lol, and kiss in public! he can hide heinrix, but he can't hide the rogue trader.
i don't think solomorne is so cruel, or heartless (at least in matters of love - this is also not me saying nobody else in the retinue is cruel, because, lmfao) as to string both of them along, even if he does long for heinrix, but solomorne also is loyal to his superiors, just as heinrix is loyal to the inquisition. if they say to continue the relationship with the rogue trader, he will, even with a broken heart. a heart that, really, shouldn't be broken.
it was just escapism. just a way to blow off steam. only physical. just "exchanging interrogation techniques." it ended, like it always would. just perhaps a bit earlier than either man wanted expected.
of course, hehe, in a happy, everyones way more open to casual sex way, they all just enter into a love dovey poly marriage and have threesomes all the time. that's the ending i want, even if it's unrealistic!
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here's all the new eogunn endings i could find in the latest patch + any i might have missed:
Jae visited Eogunn often, spending time engaging in philosophical conversations and discussing fascinating xenos finds, and over the years, the unusual friendship between the Cold Trader and the Manipulus only grew stronger. One day, at the end of yet another visit, Jae left the laboratory without her neck augment — and for the first time in many years, she drew a deep breath into reconstructed organic lungs.
Upon learning of Eogunn's schism, the Tech-Interrogator Brasswhisper sought out his former colleague in person and challenged him to a theological debate. It is said that their dispute lasted several cycles, and the walls of the tech-cathedral sparked and reverberated from the binharic arias and arguments that filled the Noosphere. So powerful were the assertions made that Eogunn's followers splintered — many renounced his teachings and took up arms against those who remained faithful. The conflict raged so fiercely that it brought the tech-cathedral crashing down, claiming the lives of thousands of Tech-Priests. Eogunn never paused in his debate with Brasswhisper for a single second, and only he emerged from beneath the rubble. After offering a brief litany in memory of his brother in service, Eogunn buried him in accordance with custom and set out on new wanderings.
"Oh but this male character is being sexualised too! So it's a win against sexism" and 100% of the time it's either a joke about how ridiculous it would be for men to be sexualised because they're real people and not objects, or it's fully just homophobic and or transmisogynistic
I mean people will see gender swapped player models and skip straight past just how blatantly misognistic the animations for women are and instead go "Haha whoa I need this fr!!!". Because no one sees women as human beings, let alone ones worth depicting in media as such.
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i’m going to be really honest with you guys i think the tendency to read the absolute worst possible intentions into every action you don’t agree with is getting too automatic and it’s eating you from the inside out
"I don't use Idira because she keeps summoning demons" broke "I need Idira to keep summoning demons because that's the only way to keep things interesting when you class her into cyberraven' woke
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A canon interracial couple exists "I just don't see their chemistry" proceeds to fanon ship [insert white character] instead, claiming they have more of a connection.
"It's not their skin color, I just don't like them for some reason, btw, here are my top 5 [insert white actors] I think are better suited"
"Not everything is about race". They say, as they prop up every white character over any character of color.
"Please stop bring race drama into the fandom". Which translates to, I'm comfortable in my racism and don't appreciate any criticism, thanks!
White person, "Yeah, I wrote character of color as an animal, doesn't make me racist".
"I love character of color, here's a fic where they act like as [insert white characters] servant/therapist".
Character of color is such a bad friend for having opinions of their own/taking care of themselves instead of putting their friend [insert white character] first.
A character of color is morally ambiguous or a villain, gets redemption arc. "They're awful and haven't been condemned enough of their crimes". Stans [insert white characters] who did the exact same crimes or was a villain who's redemption arc is praised.
"Can't believe that character of color had the nerve not to die as a selfless sacrifice for [insert white character]".
"POC actress/actor is too ethnic and they'd ruin the character".
"I haven't seen racism in the fandom therefore it isn't there".
"Character of color is the main character of the show sure, but let's be honest, everyone came for [insert white character]
"Character of color is alright but I can only relate to [insert white character]".
Feel free to add more, that you've come across. Sadly, it all runs together after awhile of being in a lot of fandoms. Special shout out to all who helped me with these comments!
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