when everything in your life seems to be upside down, again, and you put on Shame looking for one scene but you end up watching a huge chunk of it and you tear up thinking that nothing has ever seemed so relevant and beautiful and horribly fucking real as the threesome scene where thereβs a close up on Brandonβs face as he orgasms and feels nothing but emptiness. itβs almost like over a year has passed and iβm in the exact same fucking place.














