I’m not sure if I have ever been in this type of situation before where I’ve had to [you know what, pull a Sydney Mancini] a person before, there has not been too many opportunities plus I have always been way to polite to do something like that. Not only that but I am also still way too shy. I wouldn’t call it cowardice but I’ve always been too nice to take the power in my hands & use my brains to benefit me.
Now, after years & years of horrific abuse, getting stepped on and walked over (not physically) - it has only made me jaded & thinking about opportunity’s that have come and gone because I’ve been too nice of a person. Well, this ends now.
Not saying I am going to start doing this right away but I have a situation right now and this situation and “target” is not following suit very well. I am running out of time. I’ve always been so nice, so sweet, so respectful & would never consider doing something like this in the past but now I think it’s time I do.
I would probably be very proud of myself if I pulled this off but I have never done it before & it seems kind of cruel, but at this point I think it’s necessary.
I remember when I was younger and something happened I don’t remember what exactly it was but I told my father to sue and he shook his head and gave almost a disgusted look and said “Christian’s don’t sue people, that’s not Christlike” - I’m not sure if that’s a valid reason because in a situation like this if I had the money for a lawyer I definitely would sue for something along the lines of breach of contract. I’m not going to sue but I can do something else that will get me exactly what I need, because like I said I’ve been nice for far to long & im tired of being stepped on repeatedly & constantly knocked down peg after peg.
