For Fuck’s Sake

everything I post on here is literally me talking to myself. btw

Cluster B culture is craving the attention but also fearing you’ll regret attracting the wrong kinds of people when you’re lonely

I’ve tried so hard to be Good Bpd. To not lash out. To repress everything. To act like I’m fine. To shove any needs I have away in a box. To not take up space. To present like I’m normal. But I can’t anymore. I don’t get anything out of it. People leave anyways because it’s never good enough. I’m gonna just lash out and push people away and they can paint me as the villain. They do it anyways. Sure I’ll be your evil bpd abuser villain at least you’ll have a reason to make me that way this time