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I‘m now 4 days into taking prozac/fluoxetine and it‘s killing me. I can‘t sleep, I have really bad brain fog, feel completely numb and can‘t form a single coherent thought. I feel like I’m going insane. my appetite is also completely gone, which could be nice, but if I don‘t eat at all, the other side effects are just gonna become even worse. I hate it here.

inside me there are two wolves

my psychiatrist prescribed me prozac today bc of my anxiety - funny thing is that it also suppresses appetite and she knows about my 3d. I‘m not complaining but wtf

honestly being in the psych ward for my eating disorder just made it a 100 times worse. like they just triggered me daily by making me write down everything I eat and drink, talking about food and my weight constantly, making me eat with a bunch of other people with eating disorders where we literally just all triggered each other… it was horrible. only good thing about this is that they triggered me so bad that I reached my ugw and now have difficulties to even gain weight again. I never lost weight as fast before