Not me signing back into tumblr??? It's been a while, homies

OKAY I’m not deleting my account, just the app. I’m sure I’ll be back one day, whether it be to promote crochet creations, become a food + fitness blog… who knows. All I know is that I’m almost 27 and have very little interest in the website I’ve been on since I was 13. Sad day, but we’ll be alright.

An announcement that many probably wouldn’t expect… but I’m shutting my OF down. I was on the fence about posting something about it but I feel it’s only right given how many people have supported me over the years.

The way my entire body craves this man.. I want him to do disgusting things to me.

I miss your smile and the way you’d laugh so loud right next to my ear. I didn’t even care that it hurt sometimes, because you were laughing. I loved making you laugh. I miss the way you’d kiss me, and the way you’d hold my hand. I miss the way you’d put your hand on my back, or my leg while we’d be sitting on your bed. I miss you looking at me thinking that I didn’t notice, but I noticed almost every time. I miss looking out your bedroom window with you, I miss laughing every time you knocked something off your nightstand. I miss your comforting words, and your jokes - no matter how much they caught me off guard. I miss your knowledge, and your ability to constantly teach me something new. I miss talking to you. I miss playing stupid ps4 games with you and laughing ourselves to tears because we couldn’t figure out how the fuck to play. I miss singing along to songs with you in your car. I miss you beating me in darts.. but I couldn’t help but be distracted! You’re just so damn pretty. I miss laying my head on your chest and listening to your heartbeat. I miss reaching out to you so I could touch some part of you when it was time to sleep. I miss hearing you say “I love you”. I miss kissing you all over, I miss feeling your body against mine. I miss you.