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This is my SchrΓΆdinger's roleplay blog; I am simultaneously Forsaken Murderer, and also posting OOC too much.
Name's Simon. I use he/him/zie/hir. I too am a man. Check pronouns.cc for more info.
I am a huge fan of Forsaken Murderer and Meursault. I post about them a lot. I also do art.
My art blog is @rareship-rats, and all my non-pmoon posts are at @furesshufuresshu. Meurderer stuff at @meurderer. Check out my Forsaken Murderer Tamagochi/my website.
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My interests are: ProjectMoon (Forsaken Murderer and Meursault in particular), Nosferatu 1922, "The Haunted Baronet" by Le Fanu (which nobody ever read), and a dozen more minor interests. They are what I will post about, aside from maybe original things and occasional 3AM venting.
I am an adult, but I want people to act with me like they would with the opposite of their age group. Again, do not flirt with me and do not involve me in any not-safe-for-work things.
I have autism, adhd, stpd, bpd, hpd, depression. I act like my diagnoses. I am not really a good person.
Additional information is on my rentry. Or my other rentry that is more eye-candy than informational.
Recommended reading:
ORGANIZED Forsaken Murderer analysis
ORGANIZED Meurderer propaganda
Gaze Bearing & The Wall
Forsaken Murderer dehumanization
Forsaken Murderer analysis (redundant?)
Old and redundant Meursault x Forsaken Murderer pairing propaganda
My theory about Meursault, Forsaken Murderer and Carmen (also redundant?)
Meursault E.G.O analysis (surface-level)
Canto X predictions (besides Forsaken Murderer (mostly) (i still got a word in about him))
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Screenshots my own tags (Meursault cursor included) GODDDDDDDDDD I am thinking about evilsault again. Please. Please please please. I want there to be something wrong he's doing something that hurts people. I want him to be responsible for pain and suffering of others. I want him to be hurt and to hurt people. I want him to HAVE to change. Oughhh
Who agrees that Meursault should both be a bad person and be judged unfairly and for all the wrong reasons!! Meeeeeee πββοΈπββοΈπββοΈπββοΈπββοΈ
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I want to elaborate on the thing I said in that reblog.
I have an idea that Meursault is going to become as or more estranged from the Sinners as he is from the rest of the world, if he isn't already.
Think. In L'Etranger, Meursault isn't really a good person. I really hope they make him nuanced in Limbus, not just a "he's actually kind, he just hides his emotions because of traaauma!" kind of character. I want him to be indifferent towards suffering, I want him to maybe be giving into the fascist ideology of N Corp. in his own way (he said he has not formed an opinion on them, which means he's not opposed to them), I want him to be flawed and bad in some ways, I want there to be work included to redeem him.
I also want him to have little to no empathy, although that is not defining him morally, just a thought I keep having. I don't want him to have empathy or gain empathy
Make us as the audience dislike him with the first half, moral grey-ness, and make the Sinners dislike him by making their beliefs fundamentally clash with Meursault.
Ishmael wants there to be order and logic, make him tear down that with his view of the universe as absurd.
Rodion wants the living quality in the City to change and improve, make him tear that down with his indifference towards the suffering of others.
Sinclair can't resolve his inner conflict regarding prosthetics and N Corp. itself, make him tear that down with his indifference on prosthetics and N Corp.'s ideals.
Many Sinners want there to be kindness. Make him tear it down with his worldview, his indifference, and the fact the world wasn't kind to him.
Maybe show he was heinous in the past in a way that contradicts everyone's beliefs. Villainize him like he was villainized by others... Deceive the audience into thinking he's irredeemable and into wanting him dead... Kill him... Then bring him back and make a comeback and show that he can be better
One of the most fascinating details about Ishmael's character that I've noticed is her desperation/obsession with attempting to enforce order on an absurd world, something that I think is quite relevant given the impending release of Canto X. It's not a direct detail so much as a background trait of hers, like believing that Wings follow expected corporate courtesy against poaching in Canto IV, or attempting to create a clear-cut black-and-white dichotomy in her conflict with Ahab, but in general, she seems to want a world where rules are predictable and inviolate. This makes sense given her evident trauma of sailing the Great Lakes and hunting Calamities; while even the Lakes have laws which can be understood and followed, the Calamities break every rule and force the world into absurdity and chaos.
I think it would be interesting for Ishmael to get a Season 8 N Corp ID that explores how fascism uses the false allure of a sensible society where you succeed if you just follow all the rules in order to lead people into complacency and complicity. It would make for an interesting parallel to Meursault who did follow all the rules just right in hopes of understanding other people but who gave people the ick and so got punished despite that promise of rationality.
Was wondering why we only ever see araya as her kid self after turning into the scabbard but it just got to me. The gesture of sacrificing herself for her mom belongs most to the child self who loves one's parents simply and earnestly, the self where it hasn't become a mix of affection and resentment yet, of course that's the state she ends up in most often after forgiving ryΕshΕ«
One of the most fascinating details about Ishmael's character that I've noticed is her desperation/obsession with attempting to enforce order on an absurd world, something that I think is quite relevant given the impending release of Canto X. It's not a direct detail so much as a background trait of hers, like believing that Wings follow expected corporate courtesy against poaching in Canto IV, or attempting to create a clear-cut black-and-white dichotomy in her conflict with Ahab, but in general, she seems to want a world where rules are predictable and inviolate. This makes sense given her evident trauma of sailing the Great Lakes and hunting Calamities; while even the Lakes have laws which can be understood and followed, the Calamities break every rule and force the world into absurdity and chaos.
I think it would be interesting for Ishmael to get a Season 8 N Corp ID that explores how fascism uses the false allure of a sensible society where you succeed if you just follow all the rules in order to lead people into complacency and complicity. It would make for an interesting parallel to Meursault who did follow all the rules just right in hopes of understanding other people but who gave people the ick and so got punished despite that promise of rationality.
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