paranoid android

i love digital art but i feel like no matter what i do i'm not improving and i'm still so so sooooo bad at it........ i'm so scared of losing the whole enthusiasm bc of that :////

craving traumatically unhealthy relationship like in the past while being in a non-toxic one is the most unfair and disgusting feeling i've had in a while

i want to be a trad wife and a whore the one that bakes the best muffins and is the most desired in the city not fearing a darkest pervert i want to be a mother and a secret loving and caring loudly but hidden from the society being plan b but being called an a after giving the most porn-like head i want to be nothing but a body or nothing but a soul but nothing in-between