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i drink for the taste, alcohol is just a side quest

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honestly fuck uni, and especially fuck that one teacher
actually forgot how amazing Bohemian Rhapsody (the movie) is.... also forgot how it absolutely wrecks me everytime, literal chills and always bring me close to tears.... so happy tho because it was my first time watching it in English!! (first time i watched it with my parents so i couldn't play the og, and the second time was on the plane and i couldn't hear shit so i played it in my language)
if anyone has any movies or series recommendation about music in general, feel free to let me know 🫶
he's so old and pathetic....
i hate the drying process in watercolor painting.... like fuckkkkk all i wanna do is paint man, let me

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"I am traditional"
(Graham talking about his recording process and his tech set-up, sound effects and new technology - how using a computer may not feel authentic but it also helps you save hours in the process.)
I have never used anything other than valve amps. And I have never used any kind of digital processing on my sounds. I just don't see the point. I prefer to search, you know - I prefer to, um, put microphones in buckets and put gravel in there and glue. You know, try and get a sound and flick through a menu on a computer, I think it's more fun. And there's always something nagging in the back of your head that it isn't actually authentic. And obviously, now and then, a computer is very handy. If there is an organ sound that you really, really are after...it's easy to get the sound down, write the ideas in your head without waiting for a few hours for an organ to be delivered. Even though I have a Fender Rhodes and an old farfisa but they sometimes don't have the sound you're after and you'll flick through a computer and find it and put it down as a sketch and it sort of stays there. Because the performance was either decent and fresh or you know, for lots of reasons (smiles). But generally, I am pretty traditional.
Graham Coxon - Love Travels At Illegal Speeds Track by Track interview 2006 (5:43 to 6:55) Source: (X)
tf you mean spotify won't let me play Billy Says on repeat?? fucking homophobic
i wanna learn guitar, or bass, or drums, OR SOMETHING....
someone tell me i'm not dreaming and i'm actually going to see Gorillaz 😭 PINCH ME WAKE ME UP
big shoutout to @talkingtotheghosts who pushed the idea towards me so i would be able to go see them 🫶
bit of a warning that this post is gonna be some sort of rant on my mental health so feel free to skip! 🫶
this past few years, beside small moment here and there, i never felt in an especially good headspace, or happy, for different reasons, but what's been weighing on me the most has been my trans identity and the loss of my father. i've been having talks of seeing a psychologist with my family since i was in highschool but it never happened. i also have a very difficult connection to my feelings/emotions, i never know how i feel, if i feel anything at all, and all emotions i feel when i do just seem so fake, like i'm forcing myself to feel them, like i'm doing a performance and i need to seem as normal as one would be.
throughout this year and the end of 2025, i started having crisis (for a lack of better words) where everything becomes too much (the light, the sounds, anything touching me, ....) which, with my doctor, we might have connected to stuff that have to do with my father (like nightmares, the fact we are selling the house i grew up in even tho i'm objectively against it, .... and just the fact that i haven't been able to grief properly) and this had had quite a big impact on my life, both mentally and physically as well as uni wise. i startes to isolate myself a lot, i lost my friends, me and my girlfriend decided to break up as it was the better choice, i isolated myself from my family, making them worry, i haven't gone to uni for over a month now and it's overall been a nightmare.... i don't want to go out, i don't want to move, i don't want to eat, all i do is stay in bed, but even that is difficult since i have a hard time staying in place, and it just makes me feel useless and worthless. i've really been struggling so i've been appointed a doctor to talk it through a bit and see what we could do so i can get better and stuff. i'm glad to say it had been going pretty well enough, i have a good connection with here and she has been doing anything in her capacity to help me try get better. thanks to her, i can now say that what i feel the most is emptiness and angriness. but there is still a long path to go.
however lately, if i'm being honest, there has been a lot of suicide ideation, a lots of what ifs involving my own death, both in situations in my power and not. i've been dreaming it, i've been imagining it, i've seen it, and i fear my restraint are lessening days after days. i stay safe enough, i always find ways to change my mind, i always listen to music (it has become very dear to me, not a day comes without me listening to anything, and i've been listening non-stop), sometimes i draw, sometimes i paint, sometimes i write and it's been helpful changing my mind, but the idea is still there.
my sleep schedule has been awful, i only sleep 2 to 4 hours per night, i feel tired, i'm easily irritated, i can't focus, i can't do simple stuff because it tires me, i went to uni for half a day since the last time i went a month ago and it found me dead on my feet when i got back home.
i've been put on waiting list to see a psychologist but it takes a long time, so i might only be able to see one at the end of the year or so, but it's still something to look forward to.
in the meantime, i've seen a psychological nurse which, while she doesn't have as much power or knowledge as a psychologist, said i had deppressive symptoms, so i'm currently unofficially officially diagnosed as such and that would actually explain so much.... and for a quick sec i think she might have entertained the idea of me being bipolar (saying that because her questions were very targeted) so now i have to talk with my doctor on whether to start antidepressants or not. and my appointment is on thursday, so please wish me luck i feel i'm gonna need it 🙏
this is the end of my rant, thank you to whoever decided to read all that, i'm sorry and i hope you stay safe were you are, if you feel like such, please reach out, don't isolate, don't let yourself go, you will eventually get better, please don't give up 🫶

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squealing and kicking my feet....
(i did NOT obssessively check my emails to have any kind of updates about when it would be delivered, whoever tells you so is lying)
i like ONE (1) ATEEZ post.... !ONE! and now my tl is Ateez only....
what i got out of the preface of Britpop! Cool Britannia And The Spectacular Demise Of English Rock:
- the devastating effect of alcohol and drugs (mostly heroin mentionned)
- albums that really embrace Britpop are (What's the Story) Morning Glory?, The Great Escape, and This Is Hardcore (+ Elastica but no album mentionned)
- songs that really embrace Britpop are Parklife, and Definitely Maybe
- Tony Blair made an ill-advised joke about Noel's use of cocaine ending in an animated discussion and pictures were taken of it (i don't have the joke)
- mention of the infamous premature return from Oasis' the North America tour in 1996
- Wonderwall being in the Billboard Hot 100 in 1995
- politics using Britpop because it was IT at that moment
- the hate for America
- mention of the infamous Noel's quote about Damon and Alex
- Country House and Roll With It are basically some bad songs because they were made for mainly mainstream reasons
i probably forgot some stuff but have that 🫶
big shoutout to @lettersnumbershashes for letting me talk their ear off about that book 🫶
he's just a gay boy or whatever KATSEYE said

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omg guysss big day for me today!! here is my new necklace that was made by my friend @lottie1824 to look like Damon's as much as we could with the pearls/beads we found!! i'm so happy 🥹
look what came in the mailbox this morning!! (we will ignore the shitty delivery and how the package was half cracked open....) can't wait to read it! (probs will be starting tonight)
and big thanks to @lettersnumbershashes for recommanding it!! 🫶