what's your greatest fear, jonathan?

I really like hands with marks on them, maybe it’s because my hands are just freckles and small scars and that’s what I’m used to but I think moles, freckles and just marks on are very pretty!

Ive been wanting to draw my favourite smug bastard of the show (affectionate).

I see him as a very handsome man whose looks are unfortunately ruined by his bad personality/goals u_u

MAG56: Children of the Night

idk some lady: name. pronouns.

nureyev: what

juno: (whispering to nureyev) what do you want them to call you

nureyev: (whispering back) why didn’t they ask for my comms then?

juno: nonono like. like your name. like peter ransom

nureyev: will they file it?????

juno: no, babe, its just going on your nametag

nureyev: ok. fine. and what pro nouns? i dont think i have…those…on me? was i supposed to bring my pro nouns?

juno: ????? no like. like he/him

nureyev: who?

juno: you

nureyev: who’s he and him???

juno: oh my stars. just call him stupid

Day 6: childhood and Day 7: Alternate Universe

In the first one Jon is 8 and Gerry is like. 11. They're burning mr spider. and in the second they're either college or uni students. (College and uni are different in England) Jon is short >:)

It's the difference between "I know you might hate me right now" and "I love you, I always will, and I know you love me"

It's the difference between Jon not being able to trust anyone, not even himself, but never for a second doubting that Martin loves him and Martin never being sure Jon’s feelings for him won't change.

It's the difference between Jon not always being loved perfectly and Martin having never been loved before.

It's Jon spending the entire apocalypse telling every monster they come across that Martin is his boyfriend, have you met Martin, this is his boyfriend Martin, his anchor, his last tie to humanity, his reason to still be hoping for a better ending. It's Martin telling his Lonely-self that if it comes down to it he'll ask Jon to destroy him and not being sure whether Jon will say no.

Even the jealousy, which is slightly played for laughs, still comes down to Jon being like "aw my boyfriend's getting all possessive 🥰" whereas deep down Martin has never let go of the idea that under different circumstances Jon could do better.