bird folks

I’ve been hella flat out with medical stuff - ADHD diagnosis, heart problems, mental crap.

Not much into retro computing now, which is a shame - never really talk about it, not in any communities, kind of a shame.

I’d like to open an arcade in the near future even if that’s utterly stupid financially - feels like my purpose I guess. I know it helps people.

I said last time that events from 2016 didn’t really affect me now and now it’s almost like a past life that I feel detached from so that’s good. 

Asks were closed so I opened them up again.

Oh yeah, I forgot to say I’m basically just posting there now so don’t expect any future updates here unless I’m really bored, and a few people did message me on this account and I never replied so uh, yeah, sorry about that. I’m lousy at keeping track of things. Honestly, I was kinda out of it when I made this post, not in a bad way but in an unable to focus way. The last line probably should have read something more like “shit’s better now, sorry for hiding for two years”. I just kinda realised it was close to exactly 2 years since that post, y’know? And I still get messages, I still get followers, blahblahblah.

I’m okay though and I felt like I didn’t want the last stuff on this blog to be fucked up and sad or even triggering to anyone, so that stuff’s hidden. It’s history. It was a dark time and that was a reflection of how bad things were, all I’ll say is I’m free of that now, I’m on medication, gonna go for a few more diagnoses soon and as far as I know there’s no toxic people in my life so I should be fine.

The past is the past and that’s where it’s going to stay. Honestly a lot of this stuff here is irrelevant to who or what I am now anyway. That isn’t to say the past hasn’t affected me but I’m not gonna let it control my future, basically. Or something. I dunno, it’s not meant to be anything profound, I’m just saying…uh…well I guess I’m still unable to focus.

Anyway, sorry if anyone thought I was dead. That wasn’t my intention. I just had to get out of here and was freaking the fuck out. I’m pretty far from that place now. I’m fairly confident I won’t regret it

Wtf your content is good and top quality

yeah several people messaged me to tell me that so idek, not to mention there’s a difference between random and shitposting, and either people get it or they don’t, I guess?

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