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i know a lot of you are waiting for part 3 of PLEASE MAKE ME EXIST, and i promise i haven’t forgotten about it 🤍 i’m working on it and i’m putting a lot of love into making it worth the wait.
but i also wanted to ask could you please give my other works a chance too? 🥹 i spend so much time writing, rewriting, and putting pieces of myself into every story i create.
TO SUFFER THE NAME, and THE NUMBER 7 for example, are stories that mean a lot to me, and i would genuinely love for more people to discover them.
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WARNING: This story contains heavy dark romance and mature themes, like severe domestic abuse (historical/backstory), physical violence, kidnapping, coercion and hostage situations, intense gun violence, and grief/loss of a parent. It features a stark power dynamic and characters driven by vengeance.
sypnosis:
Left behind to answer for the millions stolen by her ruthless, deceased father, YN is dragged from her cellar prison straight into a gilded cage controlled by Kim Mingyu, the unforgiving leader of the elite syndicate Seventeen. To protect her frail, hospitalized mother, she is forced to play the part of a cold mafia princess, signing away her family's territories to a man who claims he has no use for a conscience. As the heavy weight of her family’s dark inheritance presses down on her, the unyielding ice between captor and captive begins to fracture in unexpected ways.
Mingyu’s POV
The smoke in the underground lounge of The Diamond Room always tasted like expensive tobacco and cheap loyalty.
I leaned back against the leather sofa, resting my ankles on the mahogany coffee table. Beside me, Wonwoo was silently flipping through a ledger, the glow of his tablet casting a sharp, clinical light over his glasses. Across the room, Hoshi was aggressively arguing with DK about the perimeter security for our northern territory, their voices a chaotic hum against the low jazz playing from the speakers.
"Boss," Coups said, stepping into the room. The heavy oak door clicked shut behind him, cutting off the muffled bass from the club upstairs. His expression was tight, the kind of look that meant a headache was coming. "The Han family is moving assets again. The old man is trying to claw back the west side docks."
I paused, a gold lighter hovering inches from the tip of my cigarette. "He still has men to spare? I thought we bled him dry five years ago."
"He’s desperate, Mingyu. A desperate beast is sloppy," Coups replied, pouring himself a drink from the crystal decanter on my desk. "Ever since his son, Minjun, died back then, the Han organization has been a sinking ship. The old man’s lost his mind, burning through money and men just to keep his reputation alive."
Minjun. I remembered him. He was a decent kid smart enough to know his father was a tyrant, but stupid enough to die for him anyway in that border skirmish years ago. His death was the turning point that broke the Han family’s back and solidified Seventeen’s control over the city.
"Is there anyone left in his bloodline to inherit what's left?" I asked, clicking the lighter closed without lighting the cigarette.
Wonwoo shook his head, not looking up from his screen. "No. Minjun was an only child. Han's wife is still alive, but she’s a recluse never leaves the mansion on the hill. As far as the syndicates are concerned, the Han line dies with the old man."
I stared at the unlit cigarette in my hand. To me, the Han family was just a dying empire, a ghost town we had already conquered. I didn't know, and frankly didn't care, about the inner workings of their house. All I knew was that Chairman Han was a dead man walking, and I was just waiting for him to take his final, fatal step.
"Keep an eye on the docks," I commanded softly, tossing the cigarette onto the table. "If he wants to throw the last of his men into a meat grinder, we’ll be happy to turn the crank."
Y/N POV
The grandfather clock in the grand hallway ticked like a countdown to an explosion.
Five years. It had been five years since Minjun’s body was brought home in a satin-lined casket, his chest torn apart by a mafia war you had never understood. Your older brother had been your shield, the only person who stood between you and the suffocating darkness of this house. When he died, the world outside forgot you even existed. Your father took your name off every public record, locked the iron gates, and hid you away like a shameful secret. To the world, the Han family had no daughter. You were a ghost.
"You're pathetic," your father’s voice boomed from the dining room, followed by the terrifying, sharp clink of silver hitting porcelain.
You sat frozen in the armchair in the library, your knees pulled tightly to your chest. Through the cracked door, you could see your mother. She looked like a porcelain doll someone had repeatedly dropped and glued back together. Her eyes were hollow, staring fixedly at her plate while your father towered over her, his face contorted in a volatile, drunken rage.
"Look at me when I'm speaking to you!" he roared, slamming his fist onto the table. The wine glasses rattled. "Your son is dead because he was weak, and you... you give me nothing but silence! I am surrounded by useless women!"
Your mother didn't flinch. She had passed the point of flinching years ago; she had gone completely numb. That was what terrified you the most. She let him hurt her just so she wouldn't have to look at him.
Suddenly, your father’s heavy footsteps echoed across the hardwood floor, turning toward the library. The door swung open, and his bloodshot eyes locked onto you. The stench of expensive whiskey and rotting malice rolled off him in waves.
"And you," he spat, walking over to grip your chin in a rough, bruising hold. He forced your face upward, his fingers digging deep into your jaw line. "Sitting in the dark like a ghost. You look just like him. Every time I look at you, I remember that I lost my heir and I'm left with a parasite."
"Then let us go," you whispered, your voice raw, tears pricking the corners of your eyes but refusing to fall. You wouldn't give him the satisfaction of seeing you cry. "If we are so useless to you, let me and Mom leave."
Slap.
The force of his palm against your cheek knocked you completely out of the chair. You hit the thick Persian rug, your shoulder radiating sharp pain as your lip split against your teeth. The metallic taste of blood immediately filled your mouth.
"Leave?" your father laughed, a chaotic, manic sound that made your skin crawl. He kicked a fallen book out of his way, towering over you like a demon. "You belong to this house. You will stay here, and you will endure whatever I give you, because without my name, you are absolutely nothing. If either of you tries to step foot outside these gates, I'll make sure you end up next to Minjun."
He turned on his heel, slamming the library door shut behind him, leaving you alone in the dim, suffocating silence.
You crawled over to the wall, pulling your knees back to your chest, wiping the blood from your lip with the back of your hand. You stared out the high, barred window of the library, looking past the iron gates of the estate toward the glowing lights of the city skyline below.
Somewhere out there was Kim Mingyu the man your father cursed every single night, the head of the organization that had broken the Han family empire. You had never met him. He didn't even know you existed. You were just a nameless girl trapped in a burning house, praying for the fire to finally consume everything.
The morning after was always the quietest. The sun would filter through the heavy velvet drapes of the mansion, casting long, dusty beams across the expensive furniture, making the house look almost peaceful. But it was an illusion. The air still held the faint scent of stale whiskey and the suffocating pressure of a storm that had only temporarily passed.
I stood at the top of the grand staircase, my hand gripping the cold marble balustrade. My jaw throbbed, a dull, deep ache from where his hand had clamped down the night before, and my lower lip was swollen.
From below, I heard the faint, rhythmic sound of a porcelain teacup rattling against a saucer.
I hurried down the stairs, keeping my footsteps light, almost weightless. I found my mother sitting in the morning room. The breakfast table was immaculately set for three, though my father’s chair was empty he was likely still asleep in his wing of the house, dead to the world after his binger.
My mother sat perfectly rigid, her frail frame swallowed by a silk dressing gown. Her face was stark white, save for the dark, purple-yellow bruising peeking out from beneath the thick layer of foundation she had frantically smeared over her cheekbone. Her hands trembled so violently that the tea she was trying to drink splashed over the rim of the cup, staining the white linen tablecloth.
"Mom," I breathed, rushing to her side. I gently took the cup from her fingers and set it down before she could burn herself. "Mom, look at me."
She didn't look up. Her glazed eyes remained fixed on the stain on the tablecloth. "He’s going to the docks today," she whispered, her voice sounding like dry leaves scraping against concrete. "He was screaming about the Kim family all night, YN. He said they took everything from him. He said Minjun is looking down on him, calling him a coward."
A cold dread pooled in my stomach. When my father got like this obsessed with the ghosts of his past and the empire he had lost to Kim Mingyu the violence always escalated.
"We need to go," I urged, grabbing her cold, frail hands. "While he's asleep. We can take the old sedan from the back garage. We can go to the countryside, change our names-"
"Go where?!"
The voice boomed from the doorway, shattering the fragile morning silence like a brick through a window.
My heart violently stopped. I turned to see my father standing there. His silk shirt was unbuttoned, his hair disheveled, and his eyes bloodshot, radiating a chaotic, volatile malice. He was holding a leather crop he usually kept in the stables.
"You think you can run from me?" he sneered, his voice dropping into a terrifying, gravelly register as he walked into the room. His heavy footsteps seemed to shake the very foundations of the house. "You think you can take my property and just walk away?"
"Please," my mother whimpered, finally looking up, her voice cracking as she threw herself in front of me. "Please, Han. She didn't mean it. She's just a child, she doesn't know what she's saying-"
"Shut up!" he roared, swinging his arm out.
The heavy leather crop struck my mother across the shoulder. She screamed, collapsing to the floor, her hands flying up to cover her head.
"Don't touch her!" I screamed, a sudden, desperate surge of adrenaline overriding my terror. I lunged forward, grabbing his arm, digging my fingernails into his skin. "Stop it! You monster! Kill me instead, just stop touching her!"
His gaze snapped to me, completely devoid of any human emotion. "Kill you? No. Death is too good for a disappointment."
He grabbed a handful of my hair, ripping me away from my mother with a force that made my scalp feel like it was tearing open. I gasped, choking on a sob as he dragged me across the dining room floor. The heels of my shoes dug uselessly into the hardwood. My mother was on her knees, crying out, reaching for me with trembling hands, but she was too weak, too broken to stop him.
He dragged me down the dark, narrow hallway toward the basement stairs the place where he kept the wine cellars, and the cold, windowless storage rooms.
"You want to act like a ghost, YN?" he hissed, shoving me violently down the wooden stairs.
I tumbled down the first few steps, my elbows and knees cracking painfully against the wood before I slammed onto the cold concrete floor of the basement. The darkness down here was thick and smelled of damp earth and rot.
"Then live like one," he shouted.
The heavy oak basement door slammed shut above me. A second later, the loud, definitive click of the deadbolt echoing through the wood signaled my imprisonment.
I lay on the freezing concrete, gasping for air, the darkness pressing down on my chest like a physical weight. High up on the wall, a tiny, rectangular coal chute window showed a sliver of the grey, overcast sky.
I pulled my bruised knees to my chest, a single tear finally escaping and tracking through the dust on my cheek. I was buried alive. And out there, in the city, the war between my father and the Kim organization was reaching its boiling point. I just didn't know that the explosion would soon blow the doors of my prison wide open.
Mingyu’s POV
"He’s completely unhinged," S.Coups said, tossing a bundle of surveillance photographs onto the polished glass of the conference table.
I looked down. The photos showed Chairman Han’s remaining enforcers loading heavy crates into unmarked vans. But what caught my attention was Han himself. In the grainy, long-lens shots, his face was manic. He was sweating, pacing back and forth, holding a firearm openly in broad daylight. He looked like a man who had lost his grip on reality.
"Our scouts at the west docks say he’s moving his entire remaining arsenal there tonight," Wonwoo added, adjusting his glasses as he looked over a digital map of the city. "He knows we've choked out his supply lines. This isn't a strategic move, Mingyu. This is a suicide mission. He’s looking to take out as many of our men as possible before he goes under."
I leaned back in my chair, tapping my fingers rhythmically against the armrest. The rest of Seventeen sat around the table, their expressions a mix of boredom and lethal readiness.
"He's trying to force our hand," Hoshi muttered, leaning forward, a dangerous spark in his eyes. "He wants a bloodbath. Let's give it to him. I can have the strike team ready in ten minutes."
"No," I countered, my voice quiet but commanding enough to instantly silence the room. "If we hit him in the open, the police will have to get involved, and that’s sloppy. We wait until he’s at the docks. We let him think he’s setting an ambush. Then, we cut off his exits."
"What about his estate?" Joshua asked from the corner, swirling a glass of water. "The mansion on the hill. It’s completely unguarded right now. All his men are deployed to the docks."
I paused. For some reason, the image of that dark, isolated fortress flickered in my mind. The rumors of the reclusive wife, the ghost town of a family.
"Leave a small clean-up crew to secure the mansion after we finish Han," I ordered carelessly. "Search his office for any leftover ledgers or offshore accounts we can seize. If there’s anyone inside, clear them out. I want the Han name erased from this city by sunrise."
"Understood," S.Coups nodded, standing up and checking his firearm. "Let’s go end this."
I stood up, pulling on my heavy black overcoat, the leather smelling of rain and impending ash. I didn't care about the Han family. I didn't care about the old man’s madness. But as we walked out toward the convoy of black SUVs, a strange, prickling sensation washed over the back of my neck.
Chaos was coming, and the city was about to burn.
The rain didn't wash away the smell of copper. It only made it heavier, pressing the scent of blood and cheap gasoline deep into the fabric of my black overcoat as I walked away from the shipping containers.
Behind me, the warehouse was a graveyard of Han’s final, desperate gamble. His body lay twisted on the concrete, the single bullet hole between his eyes staring blankly at the corrugated iron ceiling. S.Coups was already signaling the cleanup vans, his voice a low, steady rumble over the encrypted comms channel. Dokyeom and Seungkwan began the grim process of sweeping the floor for any stragglers, their boots splashing through puddles of rainwater and spilled fuel.
"Get the cars ready," I muttered to Joshua, wiping a mixture of rain and sweat from my forehead with the back of my leather glove. "I want to be back at The Diamond Room before the docks are crawling with flashing blue lights."
"Already on it," Joshua replied, nodding toward the open rolling steel doors where our fleet of black SUVs idled, their exhaust pipes spitting white plumes of steam into the freezing night air.
I climbed into the back seat of the lead vehicle, the leather cold against my thighs. S.Coups slid into the front passenger seat, pulling out his tablet to monitor the city’s police frequencies. The engine purred, the tires splashing through the deep puddles of the industrial district as we pulled away from Warehouse 4, leaving the ghosts of the Han syndicate behind us.
For ten minutes, the city was nothing but a blur of grey concrete and bleeding neon signs through the rain-streaked glass. The silence inside the car was comfortable the silence of a completed job. The Han family was gone. The West Docks were ours. The ledger was clean.
I pulled out a cigarette, flicking my gold lighter. The small flame illuminated the interior of the SUV, catching the sharp angles of S.Coups’ jaw as he checked his watch.
"We should look into Han’s personal accounts tomorrow," S.Coups murmured, not turning around. "The old man was bleeding cash, but he must have hidden assets somewhere. A mansion like that doesn't run on air."
"Let Wonwoo handle it," I replied, exhaling a thick plume of smoke that swirled against the bulletproof glass. "He can strip the estate down to the bone. I want the deed transferred by the end of the week."
Everything felt perfectly in place. The city belonged to Seventeen. We had dismantled a decades-old crime family in a single evening, and yet, as I watched the streetlights blink past, a strange, hollow feeling settled into the pit of my stomach. Han had broken too easily. For a man who had ruled the northern borders with an iron fist, his final stand at the docks felt... theatrical.
Beside me, the car's built-in tactical monitor flickered. A notification popped up from our central distribution hub the high-security facility where we housed our primary drug shipments, the synthetic formulas, and the offshore ledger keys that held the names of every corrupt politician on our payroll.
I glanced at the log. The names listed for the rotation were under S.Coups' direct command. Everything looked normal. The timestamps matched, the digital signatures were valid. But something buried deep in my gut, an instinct sharpened by years of surviving in the dark, flared up.
I leaned forward, tapping S.Coups on the shoulder. "Call the hub. Check in with the front gate."
S.Coups frowned, tapping his earpiece. "Mingyu, it's fine. Hoshi's guys are holding the perimeter there while we're out." He clicked the line anyway. "Hub command, this is Coups. Give me a status report on the sector four vault."
Static.
S.Coups adjusted the dial on his wrist console. "Hub command, do you copy? This is Leader One."
Nothing but the empty, white hiss of a dead frequency filled the car.
S.Coups’ face went taut. He frantically began tapping his tablet, trying to force open the live CCTV feeds of our own headquarters. The screen buffered, a spinning red circle mocking us before a bold text flashed across the screen: CONNECTION TIMED OUT. SERVER ACCESS DENIED.
"What the hell is this?" S.Coups hissed, his fingers flying across the glass. "The firewall is completely locked out from the inside. Mingyu, the system says my encryption codes are invalid."
"Try the backup servers," I commanded, my voice dropping into a dangerously calm register. I threw my half-smoked cigarette onto the floorboard, crushing it beneath my boot. The dark, chaotic realization was slowly beginning to piece itself together in my mind.
"I can't," S.Coups muttered, a bead of sweat breaking out near his temple. "It's a total blackout. I can't reach the guards. I can't reach the vault."
It wasn't a system glitch.
At that exact moment, the lead SUV’s dashboard console didn't just beep; it screeched. A harsh, high-pitched frequency tore through the speakers, overriding our primary encrypted network.
"Mingyu!"
It was Minghao. His voice was usually a smooth, unshakeable river cold, precise, and entirely unbothered by violence. Tonight, it was a jagged blade, his breathing ragged and heavy over the line. In the background, I could hear the distinct, deafening roar of a modified motorcycle engine pushing its absolute limits, tearing through the downpour.
"Minghao, report," I said, my knuckles turning white as I gripped the back of S.Coups’ seat. "Are you at the Han estate?"
"No," Minghao hissed, a blast of wind distortion cutting through his words before his voice stabilized. "Mingyu, listen to me very carefully. Do not go back to the club. Do not trust the security detail currently guarding your vault. Turn the convoy around right now!"
"We're already locked out of the hub, Minghao," I growled. "What happened?"
"It’s a trap, Mingyu! The whole night was a setup!" Minghao shouted over the mechanical scream of his bike. "We were setting up the perimeter at the Han mansion, preparing to search the offices, when Jun noticed something wrong with the security logs. Three of the tactical vans that were supposed to be reinforcing your docks tonight? They never arrived at the harbor. We tracked their GPS spikes manually through a secondary satellite."
"They went straight to my private estate," I finished for him, the blood in my veins turning to absolute ice.
"They're already inside your vault, Mingyu," Minghao explained, his tone dropping into a terrifyingly rapid whisper as he took a sharp turn, the sound of tires screeching against wet asphalt bleeding through the mic. "Han didn't bring thirty men to the docks tonight. He only brought twenty. The other ten? They’ve been wearing our tactical gear for three weeks. They infiltrated our lower ranks during the northern docks raid. They didn't show up to the harbor because they were waiting for you to leave The Diamond Room completely unguarded."
The pieces fell into place with a sickening, heavy thud.
Chairman Han hadn't been manic out of madness; he had been manic out of theater. He had stood on top of those shipping containers, screaming my name like a lunatic, drawing every high-ranking member of Seventeen to the water's edge just to act as a massive, bloody distraction. He had sacrificed his own remaining loyal soldiers he had sacrificed his own life just to buy his moles enough time to gut my empire from the inside out.
"They’re stripping the vault right now," Minghao continued, the urgency in his voice cutting through the shock in the car. "The money, the synthetic formulas, the blackmail ledgers on the senate they're taking everything. And they aren't using the main roads to escape. They’re routing the stolen cargo back through the old industrial sewage tunnels beneath the city. The tunnels lead directly into the private underground garage of the Han mansion."
"They're taking my own product back to the old man's house," I whispered, a white-hot, chaotic rage narrowing my vision.
"Yes! They think because Han is dead, we won't bother checking their house until tomorrow morning," Minghao said. "They're going to load the transport vans from his private basement and cross the state border before sunrise. If they get those ledgers across the line, the entire syndicate is exposed to the federal courts. We have less than fifteen minutes before they load the trucks."
I didn't waste another millisecond. I lunged forward, slamming my fist against the driver’s headrest. "Turn the car around! Now!"
The driver slammed on the brakes. The heavy, armored SUV skidded violently across the slick, rain-soaked asphalt, the tires screaming in protest before the traction caught, swinging the massive vehicle in a chaotic, whiplash-inducing 180-degree turn. The rest of the convoy behind us followed suit in a flawless, terrifying synchronization, their headlights cutting through the dark like a pack of hunting wolves.
"Seungcheol," I barked, my voice sounding like a gunshot in the cramped space of the car. "Get Hoshi and the strike team on the line. Tell them to abandon the dock cleanup entirely. I want every single weapon we own pointed at the Han estate. If a single one of those moles tries to leave that hill, I want them torn to pieces."
"And the family? The wife?" S.Coups asked, his hands trembling slightly as he loaded a fresh, high-caliber drum magazine into his automatic rifle. "If they're still inside that house-"
"I don't care who is inside that house," I snarled, looking out the window as the distant silhouette of the Han mansion loomed on the highest hill of the city, a dark, skeletal crown beneath the flashing lightning. "If they are touching my possessions, they die with them."
Your POV
The basement was getting colder, or maybe it was just my mother's skin.
She was leaning heavily against my shoulder, her breaths coming in short, rattling gasps that cut through the absolute silence of the coal cellar like a blunt saw. The single, bare lightbulb hanging from the rafters flickered occasionally, casting long, trembling, skeletal shadows across the damp concrete floor.
"YN..." she whispered, her fingers weakly clutching the fabric of my torn red dress. "Listen... listen to the house."
I went perfectly still, tilting my head toward the wooden ceiling boards above.
For the last two hours, the mansion had been completely dead. No heavy footsteps. No manic screaming. No broken glass. But now, a new sound began to vibrate through the foundations. It was a low, rhythmic thrumming that shook the dust from the rafters, settling into my hair like grey snow.
It was the sound of heavy engines. Many of them.
"Is he back?" I whispered, my throat so dry it felt like it was coated in thick sand. "Did he... did he survive the docks?"
"No," my mother murmured, her eyes glazed as she stared at the rusted iron chain padlocked around her bruised ankle. "That's not his car. He always... he always hits the iron gates when he's drunk. Those cars are quiet. Too quiet."
Suddenly, a heavy, metallic thud echoed from directly behind the brick wall the entrance to the private underground garage.
The heavy wooden doors of the cellar room next to us were thrown open with a violent crash. Then came the voices. They weren't my father’s usual enforcers. They sounded frantic, terrified, speaking in sharp, hurried whispers as the heavy scraping of wooden crates being dragged across the floorboards shook the ceiling.
"Move it!" a man shouted from the hallway directly above the basement stairs. "The Kim family realized what happened at the hubs! Minghao’s motorcycle team is already tracking our tunnel exits! We have less than ten minutes to get these ledgers into the transport vans or Kim Mingyu will skin us alive!"
The Kim family.
I held my breath, my heart hammering against my ribs so hard it felt like it would burst through my skin. Kim Mingyu’s men were here? No... they said they were running from him. They were stealing from the shadow king himself.
"Get the synthetic crates loaded first!" another voice barked from the basement floor. "If we lose the formulas, the buyers in the north won't protect us!"
Before they could drag another crate, the heavy oak basement door at the top of the stairs didn't just open it was blown entirely off its hinges with a deafening, explosive CRACK.
The sound of splintering wood echoed down the stairwell like a bomb going off, immediately followed by the sharp, rhythmic, terrifying patter of automatic gunfire from the main floor of the house. The screams began almost instantly.
"They're here!" someone shrieked from the garage area. "The main convoy is through the gates! Kim Mingyu is-"
A brutal blast of gunfire cut the man’s sentence short. The sound of a heavy body hitting the floorboards directly above my head sent a fresh shower of white plaster down into my face. I pulled my mother closer, shielding her head with my arms, tucking her face into my chest as the chaos exploded through the mansion like a wildfire.
The house was screaming. The very walls seemed to bleed with the sheer volume of the violence the deafening, bass-heavy boom of tactical shotguns, the glass windows shattering in the rooms above, the desperate, dying curses of the men who had tried to play a game with the devil.
Then, the footsteps started down the basement stairs.
They weren't the hurried, frantic steps of the thieves. They were heavy, slow, and terrifyingly deliberate. Each step on the wooden stairs sounded like a countdown, steady and entirely unbothered by the roaring gunfire and bleeding bodies on the floors above.
I squeezed my eyes shut, pressing my back against the damp brick wall of the coal cellar, holding my mother as tight as my trembling arms would allow.
"Please," I prayed into the dark, hot tears finally breaking through my eyelashes, tracking through the dust and dried blood on my cheeks. "Please, just let it be quick. Just don't let him hurt her anymore."
The footsteps stopped at the bottom of the stairs.
The yellow light of the bare bulb was suddenly blocked out by a massive, towering silhouette. The man stood in the narrow doorway of our cellar, the scent of fresh rain, expensive tobacco, and burnt gunpowder rolling off him in a suffocating, alpha wave. In his right hand, he held a long, silver-plated automatic pistol, the barrel smoking slightly in the cold basement air.
I forced myself to look up.
Through the dim, flickering light, my eyes met his. He was incredibly handsome, with sharp, aristocratic features and eyes that looked like two pieces of polished black glass utterly devoid of human warmth, but burning with a quiet, lethal intelligence. His long black overcoat was damp from the rain, his leather gloves stained with fresh, dark smears of blood.
Kim Mingyu.
He didn't look at me at first. His eyes scanned the room, instantly identifying the heavy wooden crates of synthetic drugs and the leather-bound ledgers that the thieves had piled near the door. A cold, satisfied smile touched his lips.
"Found them," he said quietly, his deep baritone voice sending a shiver straight down my spine.
Then, his gaze shifted. He looked into the dark corner of the coal cellar.
He looked at me.
He looked at the torn red velvet dress, the deep purple bruises blooming across my jaw, the split lip that had only recently stopped bleeding, and the frail, half-conscious woman chained to the wooden support beam beside me.
The cold smile vanished from his face instantly. For the first time tonight, the absolute, deadly certainty in his eyes flickered, replaced by a dark, dangerous confusion.
He stepped into the cellar, the heavy leather of his boots crunching against the gravel. He lowered the barrel of his gun just an inch, his eyes locked onto mine.
"Who the hell are you?" he murmured.
"Who am I?" I whispered, my voice scraping against the raw skin of my throat. The terror that had kept me pinned to the floor for hours suddenly burned away, replaced by a reckless, volatile spike of adrenaline. I glared up at him through the tangled mess of my hair, my fingers digging into my mother’s torn gown. "Who the heck are you instead? You walk into my house, slaughtering people, acting like you own the world."
Mingyu’s expression didn't soften. Not even a fraction.
If anything, his jaw clenched, his eyes hardening into stone as he looked down at me. He didn't look like a savior; he looked like the executioner who had just finished off the rest of the building. The silver-plated automatic in his hand didn't waver. He raised it slightly, the barrel pointing directly at the space between my eyes.
"You're in no position to ask questions, sweetheart," Mingyu said, his voice dropping into a low, lethal register that vibrated through the small, damp room. "This isn't your house anymore. Your father died at the docks twenty minutes ago, and everything he owned including whatever is left in this basement belongs to me."
Behind him, S.Coups stepped into the doorway, his tactical rifle held at low-ready. He wiped a splatter of blood from his cheekbone, his eyes shifting from the stolen crates to me and my mother. "Mingyu, we don't have time for this. Hoshi is clearing the garage, but the perimeter isn't completely secure yet. Who are they?"
"I'm trying to find out," Mingyu muttered, not taking his eyes off me. He took another predatory step forward, the heavy leather of his boot coming down inches from my hand. He didn't care about the bruises on my face. He didn't care that my mother was shivering, semi-conscious against my shoulder. To him, we were just unexpected variables in a high-stakes raid. "Han didn't have a daughter on the payroll. Wonwoo's files said the bloodline ended with Minjun."
At the mention of my brother's name, something inside me snapped. "Don't you dare speak his name," I spat, my voice trembling with a chaotic mix of grief and unadulterated rage. "You killed him five years ago. You broke this family. You did this."
Mingyu tilted his head, a cold, entirely humorless smirk touching his lips. "Your father broke this family, girl. I just cleaned up the debris."
He reached down, his grip locking around my upper arm like an iron vise. He didn't pull me up gently; he yanked me to my feet with a brutal, careless force that made my swollen knee buckle. I gasped, choking on the pain as he held me upright, forcing me to face him. His eyes scanned the heavy iron chain padlocked around my mother’s ankle, then traveled back to the split lip and the deep welts on my skin.
He didn't show pity. He showed a calculating, clinical interest.
"Coups," Mingyu commanded, his voice echoing off the brick walls. "Get the bolt cutters for the old woman. Pack the crates into the lead SUV. We’re taking both of them to the headquarters."
"No!" I screamed, twisting violently against his grip, trying to claw at his leather gloves. "Leave her alone! Don't touch her!"
Mingyu didn't even flinch at my struggle. He tightened his hold on my arm until it bruised, pinning my back against his chest so tightly I couldn't breathe. "Listen to me very carefully," he whispered directly into my ear, his breath cold against my skin. "You are the daughter of my enemy, found hidden in a room full of my stolen property. Right now, you are a hostage, an asset, or a liability. Which one you end up being depends entirely on how quiet you keep your mouth on the ride over. Do you understand me?"
I bit my tongue so hard I tasted copper again, glaring at the flickering lightbulb above us as S.Coups walked back up the stairs to fetch the tools. The house above was still bleeding, the distant sounds of Seventeen securing the perimeter a haunting reminder that I hadn't escaped the nightmare at all. I had just been handed over to a different kind of monster.
The cold iron of the bolt cutters bit through the padlocked chain with a sharp, heavy snap. My mother collapsed back against the wooden support beam, gasping, her frail body entirely spent. She couldn't even stand.
"Coups, take the crates," Mingyu ordered, his voice cutting through the damp air like a blade. "I’m taking these two in my car. I want them where I can see them."
"Mingyu, that’s unsafe," S.Coups countered, wiping his brow as his men began hoisting the heavy ledgers. "Let the clean-up crew handle them. We don't know what the girl is carrying."
"She’s carrying nothing but a mouth she doesn't know how to close," Mingyu spat, shoving me toward the basement stairs. He didn't offer a hand to my mother; he simply nodded toward two of his enforcers, who hoisted her up by her arms like a ragdoll.
The walk out of the mansion was a blur of violence. The grand hallways I had grown up in were ruined, the marble floors smeared with dark streaks of blood, the walls riddled with bullet holes. The remaining thieves lay dead or groaning in the shadows. Seventeen had moved through this house like a plague, and Mingyu was the king presiding over the ash.
He dragged me out into the freezing downpour, throwing open the heavy back door of his private, armored sedan. He shoved me into the leather seat first, then watched coldly as his men slid my semi-conscious mother in beside me. The door slammed shut, sealing us in a suffocating, expensive silence that smelled of premium leather and ozone.
A second later, the front door opened, and Mingyu slid into the driver’s seat. He didn't look back at us through the rearview mirror. He started the engine, the powerful V8 motor roaring to life with a low, menacing purr, and threw the car into drive. The tires spun through the mud of the estate, tearing down the hill away from the burning wreckage of the Han empire.
The city lights blinked past the bulletproof glass, a chaotic blur of blue and neon. Inside the car, the air conditioning was crisp, biting into my damp skin, making the welts on my back sting fiercely. My mother’s head slumped against my shoulder, her breathing dangerously shallow, her skin entirely translucent under the passing streetlights.
I looked at her, then looked at the back of Mingyu’s broad shoulders. My chest ached with a mixture of terror and pure desperation. I had to swallow every single ounce of my pride, every bit of the rage that had made me scream at him in the cellar.
"Please," I whispered, my voice cracking, barely audible over the hum of the tires.
Mingyu didn't answer. His large hands remained steady on the steering wheel, his eyes fixed on the dark road ahead. He didn't even adjust the mirror.
"Please," I said louder, my hands trembling as I clutched my mother’s freezing fingers. "Well... at least... can you give my mom some water? She ain't drink nor eat for months. Please... if I may ask that."
For a long, agonizing moment, the only sound was the rhythmic slap of the windshield wipers against the glass. Mingyu didn't soften. His posture remained rigid, his jaw locked in a hard, unyielding line. He didn't look like a man who felt pity; he looked like a man calculating his next move.
Without breaking his gaze from the road, he reached into the center console between the front seats. His gloved hand pulled out a chilled, glass bottle of mineral water. He didn't hand it back gently. He tossed it blindly over his shoulder into the back seat. It hit the leather next to my thigh with a heavy thud.
"Keep her alive until we reach the hub," Mingyu said, his deep baritone cutting through the dark, entirely devoid of warmth. "If she dies in my back seat, you’ll be cleaning the leather with your own hands."
The glass bottle was freezing against my trembling fingers. I frantically twisted the cap off, my knuckles aching, and pressed the rim against my mother’s cracked, bleeding lips. She choked at first, her frail body shuddering as she managed to swallow a few small drops, her eyes remaining closed. I wiped a stray trickle of water from her chin with the edge of my torn red dress, holding her closer against my chest.
Up front, the windshield wipers kept up their rhythmic, hypnotic slap against the glass. Mingyu’s eyes flickered toward the rearview mirror, finally locking onto my reflection in the dark.
"Months?" his voice drifted back, low, rough, and entirely stripped of any empathy. He was analyzing the data, breaking down my words like a puzzle piece that didn't fit. "A mafia boss's estate doesn't run out of food. Why didn't she eat or drink?"
I went perfectly still.
The silence inside the car became heavy, suffocatingly loud. The truth was a jagged, horrific thing the memory of my father locking the pantry doors, the weeks spent surviving on tap water and whatever scraps I could smuggle into the cellar, the systematic starvation he used as a weapon to break my mother’s spirit until she simply stopped asking for food entirely. It was a humiliating, dirty secret. A reality I had endured in the dark while the rest of the city thought the Han family was living in luxury.
I didn't say a word. I clamped my jaw shut, staring fixedly out the side window at the passing neon blur of the industrial district, refusing to give him an answer. I wouldn't give my father’s enemy the satisfaction of knowing just how pathetic and broken we really were.
Mingyu watched me through the mirror for a few more seconds, his dark eyes boring into the side of my face, expecting me to crack. When I kept my gaze locked on the window, his expression hardened further. He didn't ask again. He didn't coax, and he certainly didn't care to comfort me.
"Suit yourself," he muttered, turning his eyes back to the road and stepping harder on the gas. The V8 engine roared, pushing us faster into the dark. "You’ll talk eventually. Everyone talks at the hub."
The car sliced through the torrential rain, ascending a hidden concrete ramp that sloped deep into the belly of an unmarked industrial fortress. The heavy steel blast doors of Seventeen’s central hub rolled down behind us with a definitive, mechanical thud, sealing out the thunderstorm and locking us into a world of polished concrete, bright fluorescent lights, and armed men.
Mingyu threw the sedan into park. He didn't come around to open our door. Instead, he flicked a switch on the dashboard, and the heavy locks clicked open.
"Out," he commanded, stepping out into the cold garage air before the word had even finished echoing in the cabin.
The door was ripped open from the outside by Vernon, who stood ready with a medical stretcher, flanked by Wonwoo and a quiet, imposing man with long hair (Jeonghan) who was already donning latex gloves.
"Get the mother onto the gurney," Mingyu ordered, walking past them without looking back, his heavy boots clicking rhythmically against the floor. "Put her in the medical wing under third-tier lockdown. Keep her alive, but chain the bed to the floor bolts. I don't trust a single thing that breathes out of the Han estate."
"What about the girl?" Wonwoo asked, his eyes sweeping over my torn red velvet gown, the dirt caked into my skin, and the stubborn defiance still burning in my stare.
"She’s coming with me to the interrogation block," Mingyu said, his voice a flat line. "If she won't talk about why her father was starving them, she can explain what else Han was hiding before he died."
Two guards grabbed my shoulders, hauling me out of the leather seat. My swollen knee buckled instantly, sending a sharp, nauseating jolt of pain up my spine. I staggered, but the guards didn't check my stride; they dragged me forward, my heels scraping helplessly against the concrete.
"Mom!" I cried out, my voice cracking as I twisted my head around. I watched through the haze of my tears as Jeonghan and Vernon wheeled her away down a sterile corridor, her frail hand falling limply off the side of the mattress. "Don't touch her! Please!"
"Save your breath," Mingyu growled from ahead of me.
He led the way down a long, white hallway lined with reinforced steel doors until we reached a room marked Sector 4-B. The guards shoved me inside. The room was stark just a cold metal table bolted to the floor, two matching chairs, and a massive two-way mirror that hummed with the silent recording of security cameras.
The guards forced me into one of the chairs. A heavy iron cuff was clamped around my left wrist, securing me to a metal ring embedded in the center of the table.
Mingyu walked in behind them, tossing his blood-stained leather gloves onto the metal surface with a sharp slap. He didn't sit down. He stood directly over me, his massive frame completely blocking out the harsh overhead light, casting me in his shadow.
"We can do this two ways, YN," he said, leaning forward until his sharp, aristocratic face was inches from mine. The smell of rain and burnt gunpowder still clung to his collar. "You can tell me exactly what your father's true contingency plan was, or I can let my interrogation team find out. And let me assure you, they aren't interested in your family history."
I glared up at him, my jaw clenched so tightly it throbbed, completely silent.
Mingyu stared back, his dark eyes like ice, refusing to soften even a fraction. The chaos of the night was over, but my nightmare under the shadow king was just beginning.
"Well, I don't know anything," I said, my voice dropping into a flat, exhausted whisper. I leaned back into the cold metal of the chair, my eyes tracking the tiny, slow drip of blood falling from my split lip onto the front of my ruined red gown. "So it's a waste of your time."
Mingyu didn't move. He didn't blink. He just stayed leaned over the table, his shadow swallowing me whole, his face perfectly still like a statue carved out of malice.
"A waste of time," he repeated, the words rolling off his tongue slowly, tasting like a threat. He tilted his head, a terrifyingly quiet, humorless smile breaking the corner of his lips. "You think your ignorance protects you, YN? In my world, knowing nothing just makes you useless. And useless things get thrown away."
He stood up straight, pulling a heavy silver pen from his breast pocket and tapping it lazily against the steel table. Click. Click. Click. The sound echoed sharply in the sterile room.
Behind the two-way mirror, I could hear the faint, muffled hum of the hub's ventilation system, a reminder of how deep underground we were. No one was coming for me. My father was dead, my brother was a ghost, and my mother was chained to a hospital bed down the hall.
"Let's look at the facts," Mingyu said, his voice entirely clinical as he began to pace the length of the room, his heavy leather boots dragging with a slow, predatory rhythm. "Your father ran a multi-million dollar syndicate. He managed to hide a daughter from Seventeen’s intelligence network for five years. He successfully infiltrated my lower ranks with ten moles who almost walked away with my life's work tonight. And you want me to believe that you the person living under his roof, breathing his air know absolutely nothing about his offshore contacts?"
"I was locked in a basement!" I screamed, the last string of my composure snapping. The iron cuff around my wrist rattled violently against the steel ring as I lunged forward as far as the chain would allow. "He starved us! He beat us! He looked at me every day and told me he wished I had died instead of Minjun! Do you honestly think he sat down and discussed his business strategy with a daughter he treated like a parasite?!"
The outburst left me panting, my chest heaving against the tight fabric of my dress, the hot tears finally spilling over my lower lids and tracking through the grime on my face.
Mingyu stopped pacing. He turned slowly, his dark, impenetrable eyes scanning my shaking frame. He looked at the frantic, desperate rage in my eyes, then down at my bleeding lip, and finally at the bruised wrist straining against his iron cuff.
He didn't look sorry. He didn't look horrified by what my father had done. He simply walked back to the table, picked up his leather gloves, and pulled them back over his large hands, smoothing down the leather with meticulous care.
"Sounds like an effective way to keep a secret," Mingyu murmured, his voice cold and entirely unbothered by my pain. He turned toward the heavy steel door, his overcoat swirling behind him. "We'll see if your memory improves after a few hours of isolation. Don't get too comfortable, sweetheart. The night is still very young."
The heavy door slammed shut behind him, the mechanical lock throwing into place with a definitive, crushing sound that left me completely alone in the blinding white light.
The ticking of the digital clock on the interrogation room wall was the only proof that the world hadn’t stopped entirely. One hour. Two hours. Three.
The blinding fluorescent lights didn't flicker; they just hummed, a low, maddening vibration that drilled straight into my skull. My swollen knee had gone completely numb, replaced by a dull, throbbing ache that radiated all the way up to my hip. Every time I tried to shift my weight, the iron cuff around my wrist would bite deeper into my skin, leaving a raw, bloody ring.
I closed my eyes, leaning my forehead against the freezing metal table. In the dark of my own mind, the chaos of the night replayed like a broken film reel. The sound of my father’s palm cracking against my face. The sickening snap of the bolt cutters. The smell of rain and expensive tobacco on Kim Mingyu's coat.
“Useless things get thrown away.” His voice echoed in my head, cold and precise.
Suddenly, the heavy mechanical lock on the door disengaged with a loud, echoing thud.
I didn't lift my head immediately. I didn't want to give them the satisfaction of seeing the terror in my eyes. But the footsteps that entered the room weren't Mingyu’s heavy, slow strides. They were lighter, more measured.
"Get her up," a voice commanded. It was Wonwoo.
Two large guards stepped up to the table, unlocking the iron cuff from the steel ring. Before I could even attempt to stand on my own, they grabbed my upper arms and hauled me out of the chair. My legs instantly gave out, my bad knee buckling beneath me, but they simply dragged me across the floor, my ruined red velvet gown trailing behind me like a bloodstain.
They didn't take me deeper into the interrogation block. Instead, they dragged me down a series of sterile, white corridors, eventually stopping in front of a pair of heavy double doors guarded by two heavily armed men.
The doors swung open, and I was thrown inside.
I hit the floor hard, my elbows scraping against a plush, dark carpet. I gasped for air, pushing myself up with trembling hands. When I looked up, I realized I wasn't in a prison cell. I was in a massive, sprawling private office. The walls were lined with dark mahogany bookshelves, and a floor-to-ceiling glass window overlooked the rain-slicked skyline of the city.
Sitting behind a massive desk was Mingyu.
He had taken off his heavy black overcoat and rolled his white dress shirt sleeves up to his elbows, revealing the sharp, muscular lines of his forearms. He was looking over a glowing tablet, a glass of dark amber whiskey sitting untouched beside a stack of leather-bound ledgers—the very ledgers his men had recovered from my father's basement.
Standing around the room were the other members of Seventeen. S.Coups was leaning against the wall by the door, his arms crossed over his chest, his eyes fixed on me. Jun and Minghao stood by the window, their expressions unreadable, while Joshua quietly poured fresh water into a crystal glass near the bar.
"The medical report just came back," Wonwoo said, stepping up to Mingyu's desk and dropping a digital folder onto the wood. His voice was entirely devoid of emotion, though his eyes flickered toward me for a fraction of a second. "The mother is stable, but severely malnourished. Organ stress, severe muscle atrophy, multiple healed fractures across her ribs and collarbone that were never properly set. The daughter’s file is similar. Soft tissue damage, a hairline fracture in the left patella, and chronic starvation markers."
The room went completely silent.
I kept my eyes glued to the carpet, my fingers clutching the fabric of my dress. Hearing my own abuse read aloud like a clinical grocery list by my father's executioners felt like a brand new kind of torture.
Mingyu didn't look at the folder. He slowly raised his eyes from his tablet, his dark, impenetrable gaze locking onto my shivering frame on the floor. He didn't soften. The grim medical reality of what we had endured didn't bring a single ounce of pity to his face. To a man like him, pain was just a currency.
"So you weren't lying about the basement," Mingyu said, his deep baritone cutting through the quiet of the office. He picked up his whiskey glass, swirling the amber liquid slowly. "But that still doesn't mean you're useless to me, YN."
I forced my jaw to clench, lifting my chin to look him dead in the eye despite the hot tears pricking the corners of my vision. "I told you. I don't know anything about his accounts. Kill me if you're going to do it, but leave my mother alone."
"Kill you?" Mingyu tilted his head, a cold, calculating smirk playing on his lips as he set the glass back down. "Dead people don't pay debts, sweetheart. Your father stole tens of millions of dollars worth of my product, and he died before he could return it. The Han syndicate is liquidated, but the debt remains."
He rose from his chair, his massive frame instantly dominating the room as he walked around the desk. He stopped just a foot away from where I knelt on the floor, towering over me like a dark god.
"Your father might not have trusted you with his ledgers," Mingyu murmured, his voice dropping into a low, lethal whisper that made the hairs on my arms stand up. "But the syndicates in the north don't know that. To them, you are still the last living blood of the Han family. You are a token. An asset."
He reached down, his large, gloved hand gripping my chin tightly, forcing my face upward. His thumb brushed right over the deep purple bruise on my jaw, his grip firm enough to keep me from pulling away, entirely unbothered by the fact that I was trembling.
"From tonight on, you and your mother belong to Seventeen," Mingyu stated, his eyes boring into mine with a terrifying, absolute authority. "You will live under my roof. You will breathe my air. And you will do exactly what I tell you to do until every single cent your father stole is paid back in blood. Welcome to your new cage, YN."
The pressure of his thumb against my bruised jaw was a brutal reminder of where I stood. I didn't pull away I couldn't. I just stared back into those bottomless black eyes, my breathing shallow, my heart thudding against my ribs like a trapped bird.
"I'd rather die," I whispered, the words tasting like copper and ash on my tongue.
Mingyu didn't blink. He didn't tighten his grip, but he didn't loosen it either. His face remained a mask of pure, unyielding stone. "Death is a luxury you haven't earned, YN. And frankly, I don't give a damn what you'd rather do."
He abruptly let go of my chin, tossing his hand out as if he had just touched something insignificant. He turned his back to me, walking over to the floor-to-ceiling window where the rain was still violently lashing against the glass. The city lights below reflected off his white shirt, making his broad shoulders look like a silhouette against a burning skyline.
"Wonwoo," Mingyu called out, his voice cutting through the quiet hum of the office. "Take her to the residential block. Third floor, end of the hall. Put a guard on the door twenty-four-seven. If she so much as looks at a window the wrong way, lock her in the holding cells."
"What about her medical treatment?" Wonwoo asked, his fingers already hovering over his tablet to log the command.
"Fix her knee," Mingyu said coldly, not turning around. "Feed her. I have no use for an asset that breaks before I can use it. But the moment she can walk on her own, she starts working off what her father owes me."
"Understood," Wonwoo replied. He nodded to the two guards standing by the double doors.
Before I could even attempt to prepare myself, the guards grabbed me by the arms again. The sudden movement sent another nauseating spike of agony through my fractured kneepiece. I choked back a scream, my teeth digging into my lower lip until it bled afresh, my feet dragging limply across the plush carpet as they hauled me toward the exit.
As the heavy mahogany doors of his office began to swing shut, I cast one last look over my shoulder.
Kim Mingyu hadn't moved. He stood there, staring out at his empire, a king entirely unbothered by the lives he crushed beneath his boots. He didn't look back at me. He didn't care. To him, my mother and I weren't people who had survived hell; we were just salvaged property from a house he had burned to the ground.
The guards dragged me down a separate elevator bank, the metallic walls reflecting my ruined state a girl in a torn red velvet gown, covered in dirt and bruises, being escorted into a brand new prison.
The residential block didn't look like a jail, which somehow made it worse. It looked like a luxury hotel, all muted grey tones, soft carpet, and recessed lighting. But there were no handles on the inside of the heavy oak doors, and every hallway was monitored by high-definition cameras.
They threw open the door to the last room at the end of the corridor and shoved me inside.
I collapsed onto the floor, the heavy wooden door slamming shut behind me with a definitive, motorized click. A second later, the heavy thud of a deadbolt sliding into place echoed through the room.
I lay there in the dark for a long time, the silence of the room pressing into my ears. Slowly, agonizingly, I dragged myself over to the large bed in the center of the room, pulling my body up using the crisp, expensive sheets. I crawled to the headboard, curling my bruised knees back up to my chest, burying my face in my hands.
The house on the hill was gone. My father was dead. My brother was a ghost. And now, my mother and I were entirely at the mercy of the most ruthless organization in the city. I pulled the blanket tightly around my shoulders, shivering violently in the dark, wondering how much blood it would take to finally pay off a dead man's debt.
Seven days passed in a blur of sterile silence and the sharp tang of antiseptic.
The residential block was a gilded cage, but it was functional. A quiet doctor from Seventeen’s medical wing had visited twice to bind my fractured kneecap, pumping fluids and nutrients into my collapsed veins until my skin no longer looked translucent. They brought food three times a day heavy, protein-rich meals that my shrunken stomach initially rejected, cramping in violent protest before finally accepting the nourishment.
My mother was still in the medical wing below. They wouldn't let me see her, but every morning, Wonwoo would slide a printed vitals sheet under my door. She was recovering, but she was still a prisoner, a tether keeping me entirely compliant.
On the eighth night, the motorized deadbolt on my door clicked open at precisely midnight.
I was sitting on the edge of the mattress, wearing the plain, oversized black clothes they had provided to replace my ruined red gown. I braced my hands against the mattress as the door swung inward.
Mingyu stepped into the room.
He had discarded his formal suit jackets, wearing only a tailored charcoal dress shirt with the top two buttons undone, his dark hair slightly messy as if he had been awake for days. He didn't look tired, though. His posture was as commanding as ever, his eyes sweeping over me with the same cold, assessing gaze he used on the ledger books. Behind him, S.Coups stood in the hallway, arms crossed, keeping watch.
Mingyu didn't say hello. He walked to the center of the room, pulled out a heavy leather folder from under his arm, and dropped it onto the small wooden table near the bed.
"A week is enough time to heal a hairline fracture," Mingyu said, his deep baritone cutting through the quiet room. "Your mother's vitals are stable. The debt hasn't shrunk, YN. It’s time to see what you can bring to the table."
I looked at the folder, then looked up at him. The physical pain had lessened over the week, but the raw, suffocating unfairness of everything we had endured bubbled right back to the surface. My hands clenched into fists against the bedsheets.
"Why are you doing this?" I demanded, my voice trembling but sharp, breaking the quiet air. "We ain't even a part of my father's organization. We didn't touch your money. We didn't know about your drugs. You're evil."
Mingyu didn't flinch. He didn't blink or show a single flicker of guilt. He simply tilted his head, looking down at me as if I were a child crying over a broken toy.
"Evil?" he repeated, a low, humorless huff escaping his lips. He stepped closer, towering over the edge of the bed, his shadow instantly falling over my lap. "Evil is a word for people who have the luxury of a conscience, YN. I run an empire. Your father stole from that empire, and in my world, bloodlines carry liabilities. You carry his name. That makes you his proxy."
"I was his prisoner!" I yelled, staring up at him with unadulterated rage. "He would have killed us if you hadn't! We had nothing to do with him!"
"The Northern syndicates don't care about your domestic trauma," Mingyu said, his voice completely flat, stripped of any empathy. He tapped the leather folder with his index finger. "To them, you are the sole surviving heir of the Han family bloodline. Tomorrow, Han’s remaining political allies are holding a closed-door meeting to redistribute his old territories. You are going to walk into that room, sit beside me, and sign those territories over to Seventeen."
He leaned down slightly, his dark eyes locking onto mine with an ironclad intensity that made my breath catch.
"You think I'm evil? Fine. Call me whatever helps you sleep at night," Mingyu whispered, his face inches from mine. "But you will put on a clean dress, you will look like a mafia boss's daughter, and you will do exactly what I say. Because if you don't bring those territories to my table tomorrow, I will stop paying for your mother’s medical care by noon. Am I making myself clear?"
The silence that followed my submission was heavier than the darkness that had suffocated me in my father’s cellar. I stared up at Kim Mingyu, my hands clenching the rough fabric of the oversized black shirt they had given me until my knuckles ached. The raw, animalistic rage that had carried me through the past week was entirely gone, replaced by a cold, paralyzing dread that pooled deep in my stomach.
"Okay," I whispered. The word felt like broken glass scraping against the raw lining of my throat. I lowered my head, my shoulders slumping as the last remaining wall of my defiance crumbled into dust beneath his gaze. "Okay. I’ll do it. I’ll do whatever you want. I’ll sign the papers. I’ll sit in the room. I’ll be whatever puppet you need me to be."
Mingyu didn't move. He stood perfectly still at the edge of the mattress, a towering silhouette against the minimalist luxury of the room. He didn't offer a nod of approval; he merely watched me, his dark eyes analyzing the exact moment my spirit broke, ensuring it was a genuine surrender and not a tactical retreat.
I swallowed hard, forcing myself to look back up into his handsome, unyielding face. The tears were burning hot behind my eyelids now, but I refused to let them fall in front of him. I reached out, my fingers hovering just inches from the edge of his immaculate trousers, a silent, desperate plea hanging in the air between us.
"But don't hurt my mom," I begged, my voice cracking, dropping into a frantic, breathless register. "Please... don't involve her anymore. She has absolutely nothing to do with this, please. I am asking you, if you have any shred of humanity left in you, just leave her out of it. Even though she was married to him... it was a forced marriage. Her family traded her to the Han organization when she was barely older than I am now. She was a trophy. A punching bag. She didn't choose him. She didn't choose the syndicate. So technically... she did not want to have his name. She hated it. She spent twenty-five years wishing she could erase it. That makes her kinda clean. She’s completely innocent, Mingyu. She’s just a victim who survived."
Mingyu listened to my desperate explanation without a single flicker of emotion crossing his features. The tragic history of my mother’s stolen life didn't move him; it didn't soften the hard, clinical lines around his mouth. To a man who calculated empires in bodies and drug supply routes, the concept of a "forced marriage" or being "clean" was an irrelevant emotional variable.
He slowly reached into his pocket, pulling out a sleek silver cigarette case. He clicked it open, pulled out a dark clove cigarette, and lit it with his gold lighter. The sharp, sweet scent of cloves and premium tobacco immediately filled the sterile air of the bedroom, a hauntingly familiar luxury that reminded me entirely of the night he raided my father’s house.
"Nobody in this city is clean, YN," Mingyu said, exhaling a thick, grey plume of smoke that swirled into the space between us, partially obscuring his cold eyes. "Innocence isn't a shield; it's a liability. Your mother’s trauma doesn't erase the millions of dollars your father took from my vaults. The syndicates don't deal in morality. They deal in blood and assets."
He stepped closer, the polished leather of his boots crushing a stray thread on the carpet. He leaned down, his massive frame completely cutting off the ambient light from the hallway, forcing me to look up at him through the haze of smoke.
"But I am a businessman, not a sadist," he continued, his deep baritone dropping into a terrifyingly steady whisper. "I don't waste my resources or my time torturing broken women who can't fight back. I have no desire to hurt your mother."
A tiny, fragile breath of relief started to leave my chest, but Mingyu caught it, cutting it short as he tapped the ash from his cigarette onto the small wooden table beside the folder.
"However," he murmured, his eyes locking onto mine with the absolute, unshakeable authority of a tyrant. "Her comfort is entirely dependent on your performance. Tomorrow is a theater production, and you are the main actress. You will put on the dress I provide. You will let the stylists cover every single bruise your father left on your face. And when you sit beside me in that boardroom, in front of the northern bosses, you will look like the proud, untouchable heir of the Han family bloodline."
He reached out, his long, gloved fingers gently brushing a stray lock of hair away from my face. The touch wasn't affectionate; it was the clinical handling of a painter adjusting a canvas. His thumb lingered just an inch above my split lip.
"If you hesitate for even a fraction of a second when I tell you to sign those deeds," Mingyu warned, his voice entirely devoid of warmth, "if a single tear falls down your cheek in front of those men, or if you try to signal anyone in that room for help... S.Coups will receive a text before you can even leave your chair. He will walk into the medical wing, and he will pull the plug on your mother's machines. She will suffocate in that sterile room, and her death will be entirely on your hands. Am I making myself completely clear?"
The sheer weight of the threat pressed down on my chest, making it impossible to take a full breath. He wasn't just holding her hostage; he was making me the executioner if I failed to play my part in his twisted game.
"Yes," I choked out, staring at the dark leather of his gloves. "I understand."
"Good," Mingyu said, straightening up to his full, imposing height. He turned his back on me, smoothing down the front of his charcoal dress shirt with a terrifying casualness, completely unbothered by the psychological destruction he had just detailed.
He walked toward the heavy oak door, his long legs moving with a slow, predatory grace. S.Coups moved aside in the hallway, his face an unreadable mask as he waited for his boss.
"A styling team will be at your door at exactly five o'clock in the morning," Mingyu muttered, his hand resting on the brass doorknob. He didn't look back at me as he delivered his parting words. "They will transform you into a queen for the morning, YN. Just make sure you remember who holds the crown. Get some sleep, sweetheart. The shadow king doesn't like to be kept waiting."
The heavy oak door swung shut, cutting off the light from the corridor. A second later, the loud, motorized grind of the deadbolt sliding back into place echoed through the room like the turning of a key in a tomb.
I collapsed backward onto the pillows, burying my face in the expensive, crisp sheets that smelled faintly of the laundry chemicals and cold isolation. The nightmare of my father’s house had ended, but the golden cage Kim Mingyu had built for me was infinitely more terrifying. I lay there in the dark, shivering violently, listening to the distant, rhythmic hum of the facility’s ventilation, praying for a morning that I knew would bring nothing but my own beautifully orchestrated ruin.
The motorized deadbolt didn't slide back at five in the morning. It clicked with a muted, clinical snap that signaled the absolute end of whatever fragile sleep I had managed to pull over myself like a shroud.
The door swung open to reveal three people. Two women dressed in stark, severe black trousers and a quiet man holding a heavy, garment bag made of opaque plastic. They didn't speak to me. They didn't ask how my knee felt or if the bruises under my oversized shirt still burned when I breathed too deeply. They simply went to work with the cold, mechanical efficiency that seemed to run through the veins of everyone under Kim Mingyu’s command.
For two hours, I was a mannequin.
They washed the stale scent of the basement from my skin, their hands surprisingly gentle but entirely detached. Then came the makeup. Layer after layer of thick, professional-grade concealer was pressed into the deep purple crest of my jawline, smoothing over the split in my lower lip until the skin looked flawless, radiant, and entirely fake. They pulled my hair back into a sleek, low bun, pinning it so tightly it felt like a physical anchor keeping my head high.
Finally, the garment bag was unzipped.
Inside was a tailored long-sleeved dress made of heavy, midnight-blue silk. It had a high neckline that completely covered the dark welts on my collarbone, and the structure of the waist was rigid, forcing my posture into an elegant, aristocratic frame. When they slipped the matching heels onto my feet, a sharp jolt of pain shot up from my fractured kneecap, but the heavy fabric of the skirt hid the slight tremor in my left leg perfectly.
I looked into the full-length mirror they rolled into the center of the room.
The girl in the mirror didn't look like someone who had spent the last five years listening to her mother scream from the kitchen floor. She looked like a Han. She looked like a proud, untouchable mafia princess stepping out of a high-end salon. It was a beautiful lie, wrapped in silk and painted with blood.
The door opened again at precisely seven-thirty.
S.Coups stepped in, wearing a sharp grey suit that entirely hid the tactical holster beneath his arm. His eyes swept over me, a brief flash of clinical approval crossing his rugged features before his face went entirely blank.
"The car is waiting downstairs," he said, his voice flat. He didn't offer an arm. He simply turned, expecting me to follow.
I walked down the long, carpeted hallway of the residential block, focusing every ounce of my willpower on forcing my bad knee to move smoothly. If I limped, if I showed weakness, the theater would collapse before it even began. And down in the medical wing, a single text message could turn off the machines keeping my mother anchored to this earth.
We descended via a private elevator straight into the underground garage. A different car was waiting today a massive, heavily armored black limousine with tinted windows that swallowed the bright fluorescent lights of the facility.
The rear door was held open by Vernon. I stepped inside, the plush leather interior wrapping around me like a velvet coffin.
Sitting in the far corner of the wide seat was Mingyu.
He looked like the god of this underworld. He wore a flawless three-piece black suit, a silver silk tie pinned with a dark sapphire that matched the color of my dress perfectly a sickening little detail that made my stomach turn. He was reading a physical folder, a gold fountain pen resting between his long, elegant fingers.
The door slammed shut behind me, and the limousine pulled out of the garage, ascending into the gray, rain-slicked morning of the upper city.
Mingyu didn't look up from his papers for the first ten minutes of the ride. The only sound inside the cabin was the low, muffled hum of the tires against the wet asphalt and the occasional rustle of the documents he was turning over.
"You look like your brother," he said suddenly. His voice was a deep, gravelly baritone that seemed to vibrate through the leather seat.
I kept my eyes fixed on the rain tracking down the tinted glass window. "Don't talk about him."
"Minjun was a fool, but he had a presence," Mingyu continued, entirely unbothered by my response. He finally closed the folder, setting it on the leather seat between us, and turned his dark, impenetrable eyes toward me. He scanned my face, tracing the perfect camouflage the makeup team had done over my bruises. "The northern bosses are old men. They are traditionalists. They believe in bloodlines because it gives them an illusion of continuity. When you walk into that room, you will give them that illusion."
He reached out, his hand bare this time. The warmth of his skin was an unexpected, terrifying shock against my freezing jawline as his fingers hooked under my chin, forcing me to turn my head to face him. He tilted my face toward the gray morning light filtering through the glass.
"Your name is the only thing your father left behind that has any value," Mingyu murmured, his eyes dropping to my painted lips, searching for even a microscopic tremor of fear. "Today, you give it to me. Every single acre of the northern docks, every offshore warehouse, every corrupt precinct captain your father paid off you sign it over to Seventeen."
"I told you I would do it," I whispered, my jaw rigid against the pressure of his fingers. "Just leave my mother out of it."
"She’s already out of it, as long as you don't ruin my theater," Mingyu said, his thumb brushing lightly against my cheekbone with a cold, terrifying gentleness that felt worse than a slap. He let go of my chin, leaning back into his seat, his broad shoulders throwing a long shadow across my lap. "The meeting is at the Grand Plaza Hotel. We enter through the back elevators. S.Coups and Hoshi will be behind us. If anyone speaks to you, you look at them, you nod, and you let me do the talking. You are the silent partner. The grieving heir."
The limousine slowed down, turning into a private, underground tunnel beneath the luxury hotel. Armed guards wearing the standard security uniforms of the hotel but carrying the distinct, lethal posture of Seventeen’s enforcers stood at every pillar.
The car stopped. Vernon opened the door, the cool, subterranean air rushing into the warm cabin.
Mingyu stepped out first. He smoothed down the front of his vest, then turned around, extending his large, manicured hand toward me.
I looked at his open palm. It was the hand that had pinned my father to the wall. It was the hand that held the keys to my mother's hospital room. I swallowed the bitter, suffocating lump of pride in my throat, placed my small, trembling hand into his iron grip, and stepped out into the lions' den.
Eight months can fundamentally alter the landscape of a cage.
For the first four months, the theater had continued with brutal efficiency. I sat beside Mingyu in leather-bound boardrooms across the city, a beautifully dressed ghost signing away the remnants of my father's empire piece by piece until the Han name was nothing but a footnote in Seventeen’s financial ledgers. I did exactly what I was told because the digital monitor on my vanity still showed the steady, rhythmic heartbeat of my mother down in the medical wing.
Then, four months ago, a blood clot in her brain tore the tether away.
It hadn't been an execution. It hadn't been a text message from Mingyu to S.Coups. It was just a quiet, sudden stroke in the middle of a Tuesday night. The doctor said her frail body, broken by decades of systematic abuse, simply lacked the resilience to keep fighting.
I remembered that night with an agonizing, sharp clarity. I had screamed. I had shattered every porcelain vase in my residential suite, tearing at the sheets until my hands bled, demanding that they let me go down to her body. The guards had pinned me down, but they hadn't been rough not like before. Because when the heavy oak door had opened, Mingyu hadn't stepped in with a leather folder or a threat. He had walked in silently, signaled the guards to release me, and sat on the edge of the bed while I completely unraveled.
He hadn't hugged me. He hadn't offered empty, hollow condolences. But he had let me scream until my throat was raw, his massive frame standing between me and the cold, watching eyes of the facility. And the next day, he had quietly arranged a private burial in a quiet cemetery on the outskirts of the city, far away from the Han family plot.
Since then, the gravity in the room had shifted. Just a tiny bit.
"You're staring at the glass again," a deep, smooth baritone cut through the quiet of the office.
I blinked, pulling my gaze away from the floor-to-ceiling window of Mingyu's private suite. The July rain was smearing the city lights below into long, bleeding streaks. I turned around slowly. I was no longer wearing the rigid, suffocating silk dresses of the Han empire. Tonight, I wore a simple, tailored black sweater and trousers clothes that actually let me breathe.
Mingyu was sitting behind his massive mahogany desk, but he wasn't looking at a tablet or a ledger. His dark eyes were fixed entirely on me. The unyielding, lethal frost that usually defined his expression wasn't completely gone, but the sharp edges had blunted.
"I was just thinking it's quiet tonight," I murmured, my voice steady. Eight months under his roof had taught me how to speak to the devil without my voice shaking.
"The northern territories are officially integrated," Mingyu said, leaning back in his leather chair, swirling a glass of dark amber whiskey. He didn't sound triumphant; he just sounded finished. "The debt your father owed is technically cleared as of this afternoon's audit."
I froze, my fingers tightening against the fabric of my trousers. "So... what happens to me now?"
The silence that stretched between us was different from the suffocating quiet of the interrogation room. It was heavy, but it lacked the threat of a guillotine.
Mingyu set his glass down with a soft, deliberate clink. He rose from his desk, his towering frame casting a long shadow across the plush carpet as he walked over to where I stood by the window. He stopped just a foot away. He didn't reach out to grab my chin; he didn't force my posture. He just looked down at me, his sharp features softened by the dim, warm amber lighting of the office.
"You're free to leave, YN," he said quietly. The words felt foreign coming from his mouth, entirely devoid of the calculating malice I had grown accustomed to. "I'll have Wonwoo set up an account with enough capital to ensure you never have to look back at this city again."
I stared at his chest, watching the steady rise and fall of his breathing. For eight months, escaping this fortress had been the only thought keeping me alive. But now, with the iron gates metaphorically thrown wide open, a strange, chaotic hollow opened up in my chest. My mother was gone. My brother was a ghost. The only person left in the world who truly knew the depth of the hell I had survived... was the man standing directly in front of me.
"And if I don't want to leave?" I whispered, looking up to meet his impenetrable dark gaze.
Mingyu tilted his head, a microscopic, almost imperceptible shadow of a smile touching the corner of his lips. It wasn't the cold, arrogant smirk of the shadow king; it was something quieter, grounded, and human.
"Then you stay," Mingyu murmured, his voice dropping into a low, resonant register that seemed to close the distance between us without him moving an inch. "But if you stay, you aren't an asset anymore, YN. And you definitely aren't a prisoner."
I kept my eyes locked on his. The silence in the room stretched out, no longer a suffocating prison but an open expanse, waiting for a decision. My mind raced through the ghosts of my life Minjun’s broken promise to protect me, my mother’s silent endurance, and my father’s heavy, merciless hands. For twenty-three years, I had been an object. A variable. A victim.
"Teach me how to fight," I said.
The words didn't tremble. They cut through the quiet air of the office with a sharp, desperate clarity that surprised even me.
Mingyu didn't answer immediately. He slowly leaned his shoulder against the heavy glass windowpane, his dark eyes narrowing as he studied my face. He looked for a trace of a bluff, a flicker of temporary madness, or a childish desire for revenge. But he found nothing but the cold, hardened sediment of survival.
"Fighting in my world isn't about throwing a tantrum in a ring, YN," he said, his deep baritone dropping into a quiet, gravelly register. "It’s about endurance. It’s about being willing to break a bone to tear out a throat. You’ve spent your whole life being hurt. Are you ready to be the one who inflicts it?"
"I’ve spent my whole life watching the people I love get destroyed because they couldn't fight back," I countered, stepping closer into his space, my voice rising with a raw, chaotic intensity. "My brother died in the mud. My mother died piece by piece in a house she couldn't escape. I want to know that if someone reaches for me again, I can take their hand off. Teach me."
Mingyu stared at me for three long heartbeats, the amber light of the desk lamp catching the sharp, dangerous angles of his jawline. Then, he set his whiskey glass down on the table with a firm, definitive thud.
"Tomorrow morning. Six o'clock. The lower sub-basement gym," he muttered, turning his back to me as he walked back to his desk. "Wear something you don't mind ruining. And don't eat breakfast. You'll just see it again."
The sub-basement gym smelled of industrial rubber, sweat, and cold iron. Unlike the polished, carpeted upper levels of Seventeen’s headquarters, this space was raw concrete, illuminated by harsh fluorescent tubes caged in wire.
When I arrived at exactly five-fifty-five, wearing a gray tank top and black sweatpants, Mingyu was already there. He had wrapped his hands in thick black cotton tape, stripped down to a dark compression shirt that showed the massive, powerful lines of his shoulders and back.
He didn't greet me. He tossed a roll of black handwraps at my chest.
"Wrap your wrists. Tight enough to keep the bones from shifting, loose enough to keep your fingers from turning blue," he commanded, gesturing to a heavy leather punching bag hanging from a thick steel chain in the center of the ring.
My hands shook slightly as I tried to mimic the pattern I had seen my brother use years ago, winding the thick cloth around my knuckles and wrists. Mingyu watched me for a moment before letting out a low, impatient huff. He stepped into my space, his large, warm hands taking mine without a word. He unraveled my sloppy work and rewrapped it himself, his touch firm, methodical, and entirely clinical.
"If you punch with a loose wrist, the force travels backward and shatters your own radius," he murmured, his face close enough that I could smell the faint scent of mint and the cedarwood soap he used. He pulled the velcro tight with a sharp rip. "Done. Get in the ring."
I climbed through the ropes onto the canvas. The space felt incredibly small with him inside it. He stood opposite me, his posture relaxed but predatory.
"Hit me," he said simply.
I blinked. "What?"
"Hit me. Anywhere you want. Show me what you do when you're angry," he countered, crossing his arms over his chest. He looked completely exposed, but his eyes were mocking me testing the boundaries of my fear.
I swallowed hard, stepping forward, and swung my right fist toward his jaw with all the pent-up rage of the last eight months.
Before my knuckles could even graze the stubble on his cheek, his left hand shot out like a striking viper. He caught my wrist in an iron grip, twisted his hips, and used my own momentum to hurl me sideways. My feet lost their grip on the canvas, and I hit the floor hard, my bad knee barking in agony as the breath was violently knocked out of my lungs.
I lay there for a second, gasping, staring up at the caked fluorescent lights.
"Too slow," Mingyu's voice drifted down, cold and entirely unbothered by the heavy thud of my body. He stood over me, his hands back on his hips. "You telegraphed that punch from three miles away. Your shoulder dropped, your chin came up, and you left your ribs completely open. Get up."
I bit my lip, tasting the familiar metallic tang of copper as I forced my shaking limbs to push me off the canvas. I stood up, my breath ragged, my vision blurring slightly with frustration.
"Again," he commanded.
This time, I tried to stay low, lunging for his midsection. Mingyu didn't even move his hands. He simply pivoted on his heel, letting my swing hit empty air, and planted his forearm against the back of my neck, driving me headfirst into the padded turnbuckle. Plaster dust rattled off the ceiling.
"Your balance is garbage," he growled, his voice right next to my ear as he held me pinned against the ropes for a brief, suffocating second. "You're throwing your weight forward because you think rage makes you heavy. It doesn't. It makes you clumsy. In a real fight, a man with half my size would have put a knife in your kidney by now."
He let go, stepping back into the center of the ring. I leaned against the ropes, panting, sweat dripping down my forehead, mixing with the grime of the canvas. Every muscle in my body throbbed, and my bad knee felt like it was on fire.
"Are we done?" Mingyu asked, his eyes dropping to my trembling legs. The tiny hint of softness from the night before was completely gone, replaced by the ruthless instructor who ran a criminal syndicate. "If you're going to cry, go back to your room. I don't have time to train a corpse."
I looked up at him through the tangled strands of my hair. The image of my father towering over my mother in the morning room flashed behind my eyes. The sound of the basement door locking. The absolute powerlessness that had defined my entire existence.
"No," I hissed, wiping the sweat from my eyes with the back of my wrapped hand. I stepped away from the safety of the ropes, squaring my shoulders, forcing my center of gravity down just like he had murmured during my first fall. "We aren't done. Do it again."
A dark, genuine spark of satisfaction finally flickered deep within Mingyu’s black eyes. It wasn't pity. It was respect.
"Good," he said, his voice dropping into a low, menacing purr as he raised his hands into a defensive guard for the first time. "Keep your chin down, YN. Protect your throat. Because this time, I'm hitting back."
Four more months passed, the brutal chill of the training ring slowly bleeding into the crisp, golden arrival of autumn.
The sub-basement gym remained a fixture of our routine, but the nature of our mornings had changed. I no longer hit the canvas with a breathless thud every three seconds; my movements had become leaner, sharper, grounded by a quiet gravity Mingyu had systematically built into my bones. He had taught me how to shift my weight to protect my vulnerable knee, how to throw a punch that carried the force of my entire torso, and how to read the slight, telling twitch of an opponent’s shoulder before they even struck.
But the biggest shift wasn't in my technique. It was in him.
The unyielding, clinical frost that had defined Kim Mingyu for the first eight months of my captivity had begun to melt at the edges. It happened in microscopic increments the way his hand would linger on my wrist for a second too long after correcting my stance, or the way he would personally slide a glass of ice water onto the ring apron without a word. He no longer kept me confined to the residential block. Slowly, almost imperceptibly, my presence had expanded into his daily life.
During the chaotic daytime hours, I was almost always next to him sitting quietly in the corner of his private office while he tore through logistics with Wonwoo, or riding in the back of his armored limousine as a silent, comforting shadow. And during the quiet evenings, when the weight of running an empire grew too heavy, he would always find me in the estate's glass-enclosed conservatory. It was a massive, humid sanctuary filled with dark green ferns, white orchids, and the earthy, grounding scent of rich soil.
Today was one of those quiet evenings. A soft autumn rain was tapping against the glass panels overhead, casting long, fractured shadows across the stone path. I was sitting on a low iron bench, tending to a small jade plant, when the heavy glass door clicked open.
Mingyu walked in, his tailored charcoal suit jacket slung carelessly over one shoulder, his white dress shirt unbuttoned at the collar. He looked tired the deep lines between his eyebrows telling a story of a long, frustrating negotiation with the southern shipping docks. But the moment his dark eyes found me among the greenery, the tension in his shoulders visibly loosened.
He didn't say anything at first. He just walked over, his massive frame blocking out the cool draft from the glass, and sat down on the opposite end of the bench. He leaned his head back against the brick wall, closing his eyes as the humid, warm air of the garden washed over him.
I set the gardening shears down on the stone path, wiping my hands on a cloth. I looked at the sharp, aristocratic profile of his face the man who had killed my father, saved my life, and built a brand new version of me out of the ashes.
"Mingyu?" I asked softly, my voice barely louder than the patter of the rain above.
"Yeah," he murmured, not opening his eyes.
"Can I ask you something? Something about before."
He went entirely still for a beat, his jaw tightening slightly before he opened his eyes, turning his dark, penetrating gaze toward me. "Depends on the question, YN."
I swallowed the sudden lump in my throat, forcing myself to hold his stare. "What happened? Between you and my father... to make you hate each other so much. I know he stole your product at the end, but the hatred... it felt older than that. It felt personal."
The silence that settled over the conservatory was heavy, thick with the scent of damp earth and old blood. Mingyu didn't snap. He didn't tighten his jaw or tell me to go back to my room. He simply reached into his pocket, pulling out his silver cigarette case, lighting a clove cigarette with a slow, deliberate flick of his lighter. The sweet, spicy smoke drifted up into the green canopy above.
"It was personal," Mingyu said, his deep baritone dropping into a quiet, gravelly register that seemed to match the rhythm of the rain. He took a slow drag, staring out at the dark glass. "Before I took over Seventeen, when I was still learning the ropes under S.Coups' father, the Han syndicate ruled the northern borders. Your father wasn't just a businessman, YN. He was a butcher. He thought the only way to maintain control was through absolute, public degradation of anyone who crossed him."
He paused, a dark, dangerous shadow crossing his features as the memory took hold.
"Ten years ago, my younger cousin a kid who had nothing to do with the syndicate, who was just working a summer job at one of the northern shipping docks witnessed one of your father’s enforcers executing a courier," Mingyu whispered, his voice turning into a lethal, quiet thread. "The kid panicked. He went to the police. But your father owned the precinct captain."
I felt the blood in my veins turn to ice. I knew exactly what my father did to people who went to the police.
"Your father didn't just kill him," Mingyu continued, his dark eyes snapping back to mine, burning with an old, unquenched rage. "He had him beaten, starved for three weeks in a basement not unlike the one I found you in, and then dumped his body on the steps of Seventeen's central hub as a message to S.Coups’ father. A message that said the northern docks belonged to the Han family, and anyone who looked too closely would be erased."
Mingyu took another drag of his cigarette, his knuckles turning white as he clenched his fist against his knee.
"I was twenty years old when I carried my cousin's body to the morgue," he murmured. "I looked at what your father did to him, and I promised myself that I would dismantle the Han name piece by piece. I didn't care how long it took. I didn't care how much blood I had to spill. I wanted to see Chairman Han lose everything his territory, his money, his power... and his mind."
He turned his head fully toward me, his expression softening just a fraction as his eyes scanned my face, tracing the faint, fading shadows of the abuse my father had inflicted on me.
"When I raided that mansion four months ago, I thought I was just clearing out the last of the infection," Mingyu said, his voice dropping into a low, resonant whisper that vibrated through the small space between us. "I expected to find a fortress of loyal soldiers. I didn't expect to find... you. I didn't expect to find that the monster had been butchering his own bloodline inside the walls."
I looked down at my lap, my throat tight with a sudden surge of emotion. The puzzle pieces had finally fallen into place. The decades of violence, the horrific war between our families it hadn't just been about drugs or territory. It had been a cycle of vengeance, and my mother and I had been trapped in the middle of it, paying for a man's sins we had never asked to share.
"I'm sorry," I whispered, the words slipping out before I could stop them. "For what he did to your cousin."
Mingyu didn't answer immediately. He reached out, his large, warm hand moving slowly across the iron bench until his fingers gently covered mine. He didn't grip my hand tightly like a captor; he just held it, his thumb brushing against my knuckles with a quiet, grounded warmth that sent a shiver straight down my spine.
"You don't owe me an apology for his ghost, YN," Mingyu said softly, his dark eyes locking onto mine with an intensity that made the rest of the world fade away. "He's dead. The debt is paid. And you are the only good thing that ever came out of that house."
The weight of his words hung in the warm, humid air of the conservatory, blending with the scent of damp earth and the sweet, spicy smoke of his cigarette. His large thumb continued its slow, deliberate sweep over my knuckles. It was a rhythm I had come to rely on over the past few months a steady anchor in a life that had otherwise been entirely uprooted.
"A good thing," I echoed, my voice barely a breath. I looked down at our joined hands. His skin was warm, crisscrossed with faint scars from a decade of violence, entirely contrasting my smaller, smoother hand. "I don't think anyone has ever used that word to describe me. To my father, I was just a waste of space after Minjun died."
Mingyu’s grip tightened just a fraction, pulling my attention back up to his face. "Your father was a blind fool who didn't know the value of what he had," he said, his deep baritone carrying a fierce, absolute conviction. "He thought strength was about how many people you could terrify. He didn't understand that true survival is holding onto a shred of your humanity when you're buried in the dark. You did that. Your mother did that."
At the mention of my mother, a familiar, quiet ache bloomed in my chest, but it no longer carried the sharp, suffocating panic it used to. It had settled into a dull, manageable sorrow, smoothed over by the fact that she had died in a clean bed, free from the chains of the Han estate.
"I used to hate you," I admitted softly, looking directly into his dark, bottomless eyes. "The night you brought us here, when you told me that useless things get thrown away... I wanted to kill you myself."
A genuine, low chuckle vibrated through Mingyu’s chest. He didn't look offended; if anything, the ghost of an amused smile touched his lips as he flicked the ash from his cigarette onto the stone path. "I know. I saw it in your eyes in the interrogation room. You looked like a feral cat ready to tear my throat out despite the cuff on your wrist."
"You weren't exactly making it easy to think otherwise," I countered, a small, tentative smile tugging at the corner of my own lips a rare, fragile expression that felt entirely new on my face.
"I couldn't," Mingyu said, his expression sobering as he leaned in slightly closer, his shadow enveloping me. The amusement faded from his eyes, replaced by a raw, unshielded gravity. "In my world, softness is a death sentence. S.Coups, Wonwoo, Hoshi... they watch every move I make. If I had shown a single ounce of hesitation or pity toward Han’s daughter on night one, the syndicates would have smelled weakness. I had to make you an asset to keep you safe from the clean-up crews. I had to make you look like a weapon so they wouldn't try to discard you."
The realization hit me like a physical blow, sending a sudden rush of warmth through my veins. He hadn't just been exploiting my name; he had been building a perimeter around me using the only language his world understood leverage.
"So the training... the boardrooms..." I trailed off.
"All of it," Mingyu murmured, his voice dropping into a low, intimate register that seemed to narrow the universe down to just the two of us on this iron bench. "I needed you to be untouchable, YN. Not just from them, but from the memory of what happened to you. I wanted to give you the tools to ensure no one could ever put you in a basement again."
He dropped the remains of his cigarette, crushing it beneath the heel of his polished leather boot, and reached up with his free hand. His long, elegant fingers gently traced the line of my jaw, his touch entirely devoid of the clinical detachment from our early days in the gym. It was tender, lingering over the spot where my father's ring had once left a jagged scar.
"But the debt is cleared now," he whispered, his eyes scanning my face with a quiet intensity that made my breath hitch in my throat. "The theater is over. You don't have to be a Han princess anymore, and you don't have to be my asset. So I'll ask you again, without the walls, without the guards... why are you still here?"
I looked at his hand on my jaw, then back up into the eyes of the man who had torn my old world down and meticulously helped me construct a new one. The city outside was still bleeding under the autumn rain, but inside the glass walls of the conservatory, the air was warm, safe, and entirely ours.
"Because the girl who walked out of that basement died months ago," I said, my voice steady, my heart pounding a fierce, unbroken rhythm against my ribs. I reached up, placing my hand over his where it rested against my cheek. "And the one standing here doesn't want to be anywhere else."
Two weeks later, the peaceful isolation of the conservatory was completely shattered. A rogue cartel faction operating out of an opulent, fortified estate in the hills had intercepted a vital shipment of Seventeen's heavy weaponry. It wasn't just a financial hit; it was a direct challenge to Mingyu’s authority.
When the schematics were laid out on the mahogany desk in the war room, my blood ran hot. I stood at the edge of the table, looking at the security blind spots, my fingers twitching.
"I'm coming with you," I said, my voice cutting through the murmurs of Wonwoo and Hoshi.
Mingyu stopped mid-sentence, his dark eyes snapping up from the digital map. The rest of the room went deathly silent. "No," he said, his voice dropping into that flat, unyielding register I hadn't heard in months. "It’s too volatile. We don't know the exact count of the security detail."
"I am strong enough, Mingyu," I stepped closer, refusing to let the coldness in his eyes back me down. "Four months in the ring with you. I’m agile, I’m fast, and I know exactly how these old cartel factions operate under pressure. I can fight alongside you."
"I said no, YN," Mingyu growled, standing up to his full height, his massive frame instantly dominating the space. "I didn't spend the last four months putting you back together just to watch you get torn apart in a crossfire. I can't risk losing you."
The raw confession hung heavily in the air, surprising even S.Coups, who shifted uncomfortably by the door. I looked at Mingyu, seeing the deep, frantic protectiveness buried beneath his hardened exterior.
"Please," I whispered, stepping into his personal space, my eyes pleading. "Just for today. Let me prove that the weapon you built works. Don't leave me behind in the dark again."
Mingyu stared down at me, his jaw clenching so tightly a muscle ticked. He looked at S.Coups, then at Wonwoo, who gave a slight, pragmatic nod. Finally, a heavy, defeated sigh left his lips. "Fine," he muttered, his voice thick with a dangerous promise. "But you follow the script to the absolute letter."
The mission was a high-stakes heist wrapped in a chaotic bloodbath. The target was a lavish, black-tie masquerade party hosted by an older, corrupt cartel boss named Victor. While the main house was a glittering sea of diamonds, silk, and expensive champagne, the sub-levels held the stolen Seventeen weapons and a vault of uncut diamonds.
My role was the bait.
I was disguised as an elite foreign buyer, wearing a backless black silk gown with a high slit that concealed a tactical dagger strapped to my inner thigh. My hair was swept up, and a silver filigree mask covered the upper half of my face.
The moment I stepped onto the ballroom floor, I spotted Victor across the crowded room. He was a bloated older man, precise in his arrogance the exact kind of monster my father used to entertain. I caught his eye, offering a slow, calculated smile, and tilted my glass toward him before walking purposefully toward the private upper corridors.
It worked instantly. He followed me like a dog on a leash, away from the noise of the party and into a dimly lit, velvet-lined private lounge.
Through the hidden earpiece pressed deep into my ear canal, I could hear the faint, erratic rhythm of Mingyu's breathing. He was stationed in the rafters of the main ballroom, his sniper rifle trained on the courtyard, but his attention was entirely fixed on my audio feed.
"He's in the room," I murmured quietly, pretending to adjust my earring as I turned to face Victor.
"I don't like this," Mingyu’s deep baritone crackled through the static, rough and laced with a terrifying undercurrent of jealousy. "Keep your distance from him, YN. I mean it."
I didn't answer. I had a job to do.
Victor closed the heavy mahogany door behind him, a greasy smile spreading across his face as he took off his mask. "An exquisite creature like you shouldn't be wandering the halls alone," he purred, stepping into my space, his hands reaching for my waist.
I leaned into him, letting my touch trace the lapel of his suit jacket, my eyes wide and heavy with a false, seductive warmth. I laughed softly, a low, melodic sound that made his pupils dilate with greed. It was remarkably easy to manipulate an old man who thought his wealth made him invincible.
Down in the comms, I heard a sharp, heavy thud the sound of Mingyu slamming his fist against a concrete beam. He hated every second of it, but he forced himself to stay silent as the plan moved forward.
Simultaneously, deep in the lower vaults, Jeonghan, Dino, and Woozi were moving through the shadows, bypassing the laser grids to secure the crates of firearms and sacks of uncut diamonds. Jeonghan’s gloved hands were lightning-fast, bypassing the security terminal while Dino kept watch.
But Victor’s security wasn't entirely incompetent. A secondary, analog pressure sensor under the main diamond case tripped.
ALARM SIRENS WAIL
A loud, screeching red light began to pulse through the entire mansion, fracturing the luxury into instant chaos.
In the private lounge, Victor froze, his greasy smile evaporating. "What the hell is that?" he muttered. He looked at me, suspicion suddenly darkening his eyes. He tried to politely but firmly push me toward the door, his grip turning rough. "The party is over, sweetheart. Get back to the ballroom. I have business to attend to."
"We aren't finished," I said, the seductive warmth completely vanishing from my voice.
Before he could even register the shift, I drove the palm of my hand directly upward into his nose. A loud, satisfying crack echoed through the room as blood spurted across his white shirt. He stumbled back, howling in pain, but he was a cartel boss for a reason he swung a heavy, panicked fist at my head.
The blow caught me squarely on the cheek. The sheer force of it sent me spinning into a glass cabinet, expensive crystal shattering around me like ice. Pain exploded across my face, and the earpiece ripped from my ear, bouncing away into the wreckage.
Victor lunged at me like a wounded animal. I scrambled up, but he was fast, his heavy boot catching my side, sending a sickening jolt of pain through my ribs. I gasped for air, tasting copper as my own blood began to smear my lipstick.
“YN! Report!” Mingyu’s voice was a distant, frantic echo from the tiny piece of plastic on the floor. “YN! Talk to me!”
I couldn't answer. I was fighting for my life.
Victor grabbed my throat, trying to pin me to the wall, his fingers digging into my skin. Through the haze of pain, my training took over. I slammed my hands between his arms to break his grip, then drove my knee sharply into his groin. As his hold loosened, I grabbed a heavy silver candlestick from the mantelpiece and brought it down with everything I had left, smashing it hard against the side of his skull.
He collapsed sideways, completely unconscious, his blood pooling into the plush velvet rug. I fell to my knees beside him, clutching my bruised ribs, my breath coming in ragged, painful gasps.
Downstairs, the mansion had devolved into an absolute, cinematic bloodbath. The moment the alarm tripped, S.Coups, Hoshi, Jun, and the rest of Seventeen blew the front doors off their hinges. Gunfire ripped through the ballroom, sending elite guests screaming into the night.
But up in the rafters, Mingyu had gone completely feral.
When the audio feed went dead after the sound of shattering glass, a cold, suffocating panic had seized him. He didn't just descend from the ceiling; he dropped like a shadow of pure vengeance.
"YN! Report! YN!" he screamed into the comms, his voice cracking with a terrifying, uncharacteristic desperation. When nothing but static answered, his heart shattered. He lost his mind.
He charged through the cartel guards with a fluid, terrifying brutality, painting the marble walls red. He didn't take cover; he didn't care about the crossfire. His only focus, his only desperate, panicked thought, was reaching that second-floor lounge. He fired until his rifle clicked empty, dropped it without breaking his stride, and pulled his sidearm, blowing through anyone who stood between him and the girl he couldn't afford to lose.
The heavy mahogany door of the lounge was kicked entirely off its frame.
Mingyu stormed in, his chest heaving violently, his face splattered with blood, his eyes wide and frantic as they scanned the room.
He froze.
The room was completely destroyed. The cartel boss was bleeding out on the floor, and there I was, leaning against the sofa. My gown was torn, a dark bruise was already rising on my cheek, and a thin trickle of blood ran down my neck but my eyes were open. I was alive.
The sheer relief that washed over his fierce features was so intense it looked like pain. The terrifying, murderous king of Seventeen vanished, replaced by a man who had just looked into the abyss and survived. A low, gravelly growl escaped his throat.
He closed the distance between us in two massive strides, his large hands grabbing my waist and pulling me flush against his chest so violently it knocked the remaining air from my bruised ribs.
"You magnificent, reckless creature," he whispered fiercely against my skin, his voice trembling with the aftershocks of his panic. "Don't you ever do that to me again."
Before I could even speak, his mouth crashed down onto mine.
The kiss was rough, chaotic, and brimming with the adrenaline of the bloodbath raging just outside the door. It was passionate, almost bruising, born from the terrifying certainty that he had almost lost me. He tasted like copper and smoke, his teeth grazing my lower lip as his fingers dug into my hair, pulling me closer and closer until there was no space left between us. It was a possessive, desperate declaration a testament to the fact that I was no longer just an asset or a survivor, but the only thing that could truly make the shadow king fall to his knees.
people coming at Gimme Dat Love by i-dle saying "it's so Tyla coded" or "thank you Tyla"... why are thanking tyla for? Y'all do realize that's not even Amapiano, right? 😭. the persons we should be thanking are probably Rema and Drogba. Tyla is just a South African artist whose sound is primarily Amapiano. Afrobeats is a completely different genre that originated in West Africa, especially Nigeria and Ghana, and has its own rhythms, production styles, and history. This is exactly why I wish more K-pop fans would learn about African music before making these comparisons. Not every African-inspired song is "Tyla coded," and not every African genre is Amapiano.
Africa is a whole continent with hundreds of cultures and music genres. over here we have Afrobeats, Amapiano, Afro-house, Gqom, Coupé-Décalé, Bongo Flava, Highlife, Fuji, Zouglou, Mbalax, and so many more like in my culture it's Tishoumaren or Assouf or just Amazigh music. If you're gonna be loud about my peoples music, at least learn the difference between the genres first. 😭
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What do y'all have against EDM, hyperpop, and experimental music? 😭
I know music is subjective, but I can't be the only one here who actually LIKES songs like BAD by ATEEZ, GNARLY and PINKY UP by KATSEYE, HIT EM, BODY, MEOW, BURNING UP and DDI RO RRI by MEOVV, CHOOM by BABYMONSTER, IT'S ME and ICONIC BY MISTAKE by ILLIT, BOOMPALA and CELEBRATION by LE SSERAFIM, GIMME DAT LOVE by i-dle, WE FRESH and KILLA by Kep1er, Sticker, Beatbox, and 2 Baddies by NCT, Step Back and Stamp On It by GOT the Beat, Cake, Sneakers, Gold, Born to Be, and Cheshire by ITZY, One Spark, Scientist, and Set Me Free by TWICE, and Teddy Bear, Poppy, and Beautiful Monster by STAYC.
Maybe it's because I'm really open-minded when it comes to music, but I genuinely enjoy songs that take risks. Not every song has to be easy listening. Sometimes I want weird production, loud synths, beat switches, experimental sounds, and tracks that make people go "oh what is this?" on first listen. 😭
Didn’t you say 800 likes on Part 1 before? 🥹😭 Why is it 900 likes now? 😭😭😭
'Cause the way y’all got Part 1 to 480 likes in only 2 days was actually crazy 😭 I wanted to enjoy my little school break, so I raised the goal from 800 likes to 900. But I think I’m gonna lower it to 840 because i wanna work on it too 💀
As for Part 2, the goal is only 500 likes.
And if one chapter reaches its goal before the other, I’m still gonna work on Part 3 regardless. 🤍
*Slow burn, Sports, Fanfiction, New Adult, Romantic Comedy, Contemporary, Slice of Life, Idol AU*
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A post-concert escape to a Paris sports complex was supposed to be a chance for SEVENTEEN’s Mingyu to unwind. Instead, a chance encounter with Y/N, a captivating local athlete, sparks an unspoken challenge that neither of them expected.
When a playful, high-stakes wager forces their two worlds to collide, a single lingering glance shifts the gravity of the room leaving them both wondering just who is chasing who.
The Parisian air was crisp, carrying the faint, intoxicating scent of incoming rain, damp asphalt, and fresh pastries from a nearby boulangerie. Inside the Accor Arena just the night before, the atmosphere had been completely different a suffocating, beautiful heat generated by twenty thousand screaming fans. SEVENTEEN had just wrapped up the first European leg of their ‘Right Here’ world tour. The three-hour concert had been a masterclass in performance, leaving the stage stained with their sweat and the arena echoing with the remnants of Rose Quartz and Serenity lightsticks.
By the following afternoon, the explosive adrenaline had finally subsided, leaving behind a comfortable, lazy ache in the members' muscles. While the older members opted to sleep in or ordering room service at their luxury hotel, and the other members went to checkout a local contemporary dance gallery, the restless energy of Seungkwan, Dokyeom, and Mingyu couldn't be contained. Mingyu, possessing the stamina of a golden retriever and physically could not sit still for more than two hours, and he quickly roped Seungkwan and Dokyeom into sneaking out with him.
They wanted to experience Paris not as global idols flanked by security, but as ordinary twenty-something guys looking for a pickup game.
Bundled up in oversized black hoodies, low-slung baseball caps, and plain black masks that covered everything but their eyes, Mingyu, Seungkwan, and Dokyeom strolled through a vibrant, less-touristy district in the 12th arrondissement. They were actively avoiding the Eiffel Tower crowds, opting instead for the raw, architectural beauty of the residential neighborhoods. That’s when they stumbled upon a massive, ultra-modern facility. The sleek glass-and-steel building occupied nearly an entire block, its facade boasting a towering, glowing neon sign that read:
L’Éspace Athlétique Phénix (The Phoenix Athletic Space )
Curious, Seungkwan pressed his face against the tinted glass windows, pointing excitedly at a digital, interactive directory near the sweeping entrance. "Look, it’s a massive multi-sport complex. They have everything here basketball, volleyball, an Olympic-sized swimming pool, an indoor ice skating rink, football, taekwondo etc... it’s huge!"
"Basketball?" Mingyu’s eyes lit up instantly. He adjusted the brim of his cap, a boyish, competitive grin spreading beneath his mask. "Hyungs, we have to go in. Just for an hour. My hands are literally itching to shoot some hoops. If I stay in that hotel room any longer, I'm going to lose my mind."
"I'm down," Dokyeom cheered, already bouncing on his heels and mimicking a shooting motion. "Let's see if French streetballers can handle our energy !"
After paying the guest entry fee at the automated kiosk and navigating the sprawling corridors, they headed straight for the indoor basketball courts. For the next hour, the three of them lost themselves entirely in the game. It was pure, unadulterated fun. They didn't even join a pickup game with locals; they just rented a half-court to themselves. Mingyu used his massive frame and height to dominate the paint, driving to the basket with explosive power. Dokyeom screamed dramatically every time he missed a simple layup, throwing his hands up to the ceiling as if appealing to a higher power, while Seungkwan hit surprisingly clean three-pointers, trash-talking in a hilarious, broken mix of Korean, English, and random French words he remembered from their flight menu. They laughed until their stomachs hurt, completely shedding the heavy armor of their idol status.
Sweaty, breathless, and thoroughly energized, they finally decided to call it a day on the court. However, instead of heading straight for the showers, their curiosity got the better of them. With water bottles in hand, they decided to roam around the sprawling, multi-level complex to cool down.
They walked past the thick glass walls of the indoor ice skating rink, watching figure skaters spin gracefully under bright floodlights. They passed the volleyball courts, where a fierce high school tournament seemed to be taking place. Eventually, as they wandered deeper into the western wing of the complex, down a long, echoing concrete corridor, they began to hear a distinct cadence of sounds the sharp, rhythmic squeaking of heavy-soled sneakers, the booming thud of a resin-covered ball hitting the floor, and the aggressive clanging of a metal goal post.
Intrigued, they followed the sound through a set of heavy double doors, slipping quietly into a secondary arena dedicated entirely to handball.
A friendly, yet intensely competitive match was underway between local club members who were registered at the complex. There weren't many spectators just a dozen or so friends, family members, and off-duty athletes scattered across the bottom rows of the wooden bleachers. The trio quietly slipped into the very top row, pulling their caps down to blend into the shadows, content to just sit back and watch the fast-paced game.
At first, they were just admiring the intense, grueling athleticism of the sport. Handball was notoriously physical, a brutal hybrid of basketball maneuvering and soccer-like scoring. But within minutes, Mingyu’s eyes became completely, unblinkingly glued to one player in particular.
She wore a dark blue, almost indigo jersey with the number 7 emblazoned in white on the back, paired with crisp white shorts and matching white sneakers that were scuffed from aggressive defense. Her hair was tied back in a high, thick ponytail that whipped violently through the air every time she changed direction.
Your name was Y/N. And to Kim Mingyu, you were the most captivating thing in the entire building.
Mingyu watched, completely fascinated, as your team played defense. You were positioned as a backcourt player, reading the opposing team’s passes with terrifyingly sharp reflexes. Suddenly, the opposing playmaker tried to execute a bounce pass through a tight gap. Like a flash of indigo lightning, you anticipated the trajectory, lunged forward, and intercepted the ball mid-air.
"Whoa!" Dokyeom whispered loudly, leaning forward and resting his elbows on his knees. "She's fast!"
Without a single beat of hesitation, you pushed the ball down the court in a rapid fast-break. A defender shifted heavily to block your path, but you executed a sharp, fluid spin move that left her grasping at air. As you reached the six-meter line, you took three explosive steps, launched your body high into the air, suspended yourself for what felt like an eternity, and whipped the ball past the opposing goalkeeper’s outstretched hands. The ball ripped into the top right corner of the net with a deafening thwack.
"Wow, she's an absolute ace," Seungkwan muttered, genuinely impressed by the technique. "Look at the form."
Mingyu didn't say a word. He just nodded slowly, his jaw slightly slack beneath his mask, his eyes tracking the way your ponytail swung as you jogged back to the defensive line, high-fiving your teammates.
The match grew increasingly physical. The opposing team was getting frustrated, driving harder and playing a suffocating zone defense. Yet, your team remained dominant, largely because you seemed to be everywhere at once. Then, a bizarre turn of events occurred. During a chaotic scramble near your team's goal, the starting goalkeeper collided heavily with the goalpost while making a save. She groaned, holding her shoulder, and signaled to the bench that she needed a few minutes to recover.
Because it was a friendly club match with limited substitutes, the team faced a dilemma. Without missing a beat, you jogged into the goal crease. You grabbed a bright neon green training pinnie from the floor, threw it over your indigo jersey, and slapped the crossbar with both hands, shouting words of encouragement to your defense in rapid French.
Mingyu’s eyebrows shot up to his hairline. She can play keeper too? he thought, a sudden surge of respect warming his chest.
For the next five minutes, you proved that you weren't just an offensive threat; you were a wall. The opposing team, seeing a court player in the net, immediately unleashed a barrage of powerful shots. You deflected a low rocket with a swift, kick-out extension of your left foot. Seconds later, a wing player tried to loop a shot over your head, but you leaped backward, tipping the ball over the crossbar with your fingertips. Your team maintained their five-goal lead entirely because of your fearlessness in the box.
As soon as the injured goalkeeper signaled from the sidelines that she was ready to come back, you pulled off the green pinnie, tossed it to her, and seamlessly sprinted back out onto the court as a backcourt player, transitioning back into the game without missing a single second of the action.
Suddenly, a loud, mechanical buzzer echoed through the high ceilings of the arena. The referee blew a sharp, double whistle, raising his arms to signal a temporary timeout. The players immediately relaxed their posture, wiping the sweat from their faces and conversing in a torrent of fast, animated French.
"Ah, must be a five-minute break before the final quarter," Seungkwan deduced, checking his phone to track the time.
While the majority of the players gathered in a huddle around the coach’s whiteboard near the center line, Y/N walked away from the group. You were completely wiped out, the heavy exertion evident in the deep rise and fall of your chest. You jogged over toward the bleachers specifically, directly toward the section right below where the three disguised Seventeen members were sitting. Resting on the bottom bench was your oversized black sports backpack.
Mingyu involuntarily held his breath as you approached. From this closer proximity, the dim lighting of the arena fell perfectly across your features. He could see the flush of heat on your cheeks, the stray baby hairs plastered to your forehead, and the fierce, lingering fire of competition in your eyes.
You unzipped the side pocket of your bag, pulling out a large, matte-black hydro-flask. Unscrewing the cap, you tilted your head back and took a long, desperate drink of cold water. Because of how fast you were drinking, a few stray droplets escaped the corner of your mouth, running down the line of your jaw and onto your collarbone. You wiped it away with the back of your wrist, letting out a long, breathy sigh of relief that echoed faintly in the quiet corners of the gym.
As you leaned over to place the flask back into the depths of your backpack, you froze. It was that instinctual, undeniable sensation of being watched.
Slowly, you tilted your head back, your gaze traveling up the rows of empty wooden bleachers until your eyes locked directly onto the top row.
Directly onto Mingyu
Time seemed to grind to a sudden, screeching halt. Mingyu froze instantly, caught completely red-handed in his intense staring. He was wearing a dark hoodie, a cap pulled low over his brow, and a mask hiding his mouth by all accounts, he looked like a mysterious stranger trying to hide. He fully expected you to look away in discomfort or confusion.
Instead, as your eyes lingered on him, a small, knowing, and genuinely amused smile slowly tugged at the corner of your lips. You didn't find him creepy; you found the intense devotion of this masked spectator entertaining. Recognizing the universal language of sportsmanship, you offered a polite, subtle nod of acknowledgment to the man who had been silently cheering you on.
Mingyu felt his heart do a sudden, violent flip against his ribs a sensation far more intense than any stage fright he had ever experienced. Breaking out of his stunned paralysis, he quickly nodded back, his eyes crinkling deeply at the corners, a clear giveaway that he was beaming broadly beneath his black mask.
" Yo Y/N! On y va, on reprend!" ("Yo Y/N! Let's go, back to the game!") a teammate yelled from the center line, clapping her hands loudly to gather the squad.
You broke eye contact with Mingyu, turning your head to call back a quick response. You zipped your backpack with a swift motion, throwing it securely under the bench. Before turning back to the court, you glanced up at the top row one last time. You raised a hand, giving Mingyu a small, brief wave, and then spun on your heel, jogging back out onto the hardwood, your indigo jersey swaying beautifully with your stride.
"Yah, Kim Mingyu," Seungkwan whispered loudly, leaning over and aggressively poking Mingyu's ribs with a massive, mischievous smirk. "Your ears are literally bright red. Are you blushing under that mask? I think you are."
"Wow, our Mingyu is smitten," Dokyeom teased, shaking his head and laughing quietly into his hand. "Should we leave you two alone?"
"Shut up, both of you," Mingyu muttered, his voice muffled by the mask, though he didn't deny it. He pulled his cap down a fraction lower, but his eyes never left the court as the referee blew the whistle to restart the match. He settled deeper into his seat, a sudden, burning determination blooming in his chest. He was going to stay until the very last second of this game and he was absolutely going to find a way to say hello properly before their flight back to Seoul.
The atmosphere inside the secondary arena shifted with the sudden, violent finality of a glass vase shattering on concrete. The comfortable, rhythmic squeaks of sneakers and the echoes of friendly banter dissolved instantly, replaced by a suffocating, hostile tension that seemed to lower the temperature in the room. The opposing team, thoroughly humiliated by Y/N’s absolute, effortless dominance throughout the first three quarters, had abandoned all pretenses of a "friendly club scrimmage." They were losing badly, and their frustration had mutated into a reckless, hyper-aggressive edge.
Down from the very top row of the wooden bleachers, the three SEVENTEEN members sat up straighter. Mingyu’s knuckles went completely white as he gripped his knees through the fabric of his jeans. His protective instincts, usually reserved for his members during chaotic broadcasts or crowded airports, were suddenly firing on all cylinders for a girl whose name he had only heard shouted across a gym.
The catalyst happened just three minutes into the final quarter.
Y/N anticipated a lazy, looping pass near the mid-court line. Like a flash of indigo lightning, she lunged forward, intercepted the ball cleanly, and burst into a full, explosive sprint down the center corridor of the court. She left two defenders clutching at thin air behind her. As she hit the dotted nine-meter line, she gathered her momentum, took three long, powerful strides, and launched her body high into the air. She was completely suspended in the atmosphere of the gym, the handball cocked back in her right hand like a loaded weapon, ready to deliver a definitive, crushing blow to the back of the net.
But mid-flight, an opposing defender charged blindly from the blind spot on her right. Instead of attempting a clean, vertical block on the ball, the player violently lowered her shoulder and shoved Y/N heavily directly in the ribs, knocking her completely off balance while she had absolutely zero ground leverage.
Y/N hit the polished hardwood hard, a sickening thud echoing through the rafters as she skidded and rolled heavily across the floor, the ball spilling wide and bouncing uselessly out of bounds.
Mingyu stood up instinctively, a sharp, angry gasp escaping his lips as his tall frame cast a long shadow over the bleachers. Beside him, Seungkwan and Dokyeom groaned in pure disbelief, their jaws dropping. It was a dangerous, highly illegal challenge that could easily cause a severe concussion or a broken rib. In any standard handball match around the globe, an intentional, physical shove on an airborne player was a mandatory two-minute suspension, if not a direct, non-negotiable red card.
Yet, the referee stood just meters away, his arms hanging loosely at his sides, his whistle entirely silent. He didn't even blink. Instead, he simply gestured with a casual wave of his hand for play to continue, completely ignoring the blatant foul.
"Hey! Are you blind?!" Dokyeom blurted out in Korean, his voice booming loudly against the high metal ceilings before Seungkwan quickly grabbed the back of his hoodie, pulling him back down into his seat to prevent them from drawing attention to themselves.
Y/N pushed herself up off the floor, refusing the cynical hand stretched out by the girl who had just shoved her. She dusted off her white shorts, breathing heavily. She didn't scream, nor did she throw a tantrum, but her jaw was clenched so tightly the muscles jumped in her cheek. As she jogged back to the defensive line, her dark eyes locked onto the referee with a look of pure, icy disbelief.
If the first incident could be generously excused as a missed call by a poorly positioned referee, the next few minutes proved it was something far more insidious. It was blatant, unapologetic bias.
Two possessions later, Y/N executed a flawless, textbook breakthrough. She used a sharp hesitation step to split two defenders cleanly, kept her feet firmly outside the six-meter crease line, and fired a bullet into the bottom left corner of the net. A perfectly clean, undeniable goal. But the exact microsecond the ball ripped into the heavy mesh, the referee blew a sharp, piercing whistle. He waved his arms frantically above his head, disallowing the score and signaling a phantom "offensive charge" against Y/N, claiming she had initiated contact.
"What?! No way! That's absolute garbage!" Seungkwan hissed, tossing his hands in the air, his competitive nature flaring up. "She didn't even touch her! The defender was sliding sideways! That was completely clean!"
Mingyu’s eyes were practically blazing beneath the brim of his black cap. He adjusted the bill, his gaze burning holes into the back of the referee's shirt. He could feel his blood pressure rising. Down on the court, Y/N’s teammates were erupting, shouting in rapid, furious French, throwing their hands up in protest. But Y/N herself just stood at the center line, a bitter, humorless laugh escaping her lips as she shook her head.
The absolute tipping point came less than a minute later. Your teammate, a swift left-winger, caught a beautiful, cross-court looping pass from you, drove aggressively down the baseline, and scored a brilliant tactical goal under heavy pressure. Once again, the referee’s whistle cut through the air like a knife. He disallowed the score yet again, this time claiming that you had traveled before releasing the pass a completely fabricated, non-existent violation.
The entire arena erupted into absolute chaos. The head coach and the substitutes on Y/N's bench stormed onto the sideline, their voices overlapping in a furious, echoing torrent of French indignation. The match ground to a complete, screeching halt.
Y/N, having finally had enough of the robbery, walked right past the referee, ignoring his warnings, and strode directly up to the technical table. She pointed aggressively toward the far upper corner of the gym, where a high-definition camera was mounted on a tall aluminum tripod. Because L’Éspace Athlétique Phénix was a premier, state-of-the-art club facility, all matches were routinely recorded for tactical analysis and coaching reviews.
"Vérifiez la vidéo!" Y/N’s team captain demanded loudly, slamming her hand on the scorer's table and pointing directly at the camera operator, who was already frantically rewinding the digital tape on his small control monitor. "C’est pas possible wesh! Regardez l'écran!"
The referee looked visibly cornered, his face flushing red as both teams including a few of the opposing players who looked genuinely embarrassed by the blatant favoritism being displayed in their favor crowded tightly around the small technical table by the sidelines to watch the playback.
Up in the shadows of the highest row, the three SEVENTEEN members were locked in their own intense, whispered huddle, leaning in close so no one else could hear them.
"This is ridiculous," Mingyu muttered, his voice dropping into a low, protective rumble that vibrated with genuine anger. He was practically vibrating in his seat with sheer indignation. "They are completely robbing them in broad daylight. Anyone with working eyes can see her team is dominating, and this ref is actively trying to hand the game to the other side on a silver platter."
"Look at Y/N, though," Dokyeom murmured, nodding his head toward the chaotic huddle around the monitor. "She’s not backing down even a single millimeter. She looks like a boss."
Mingyu looked. Y/N wasn't crowding the monitor or screaming at the official like her coach was. Instead, she was standing just a step back from the frantic crowd, her arms crossed tightly over her indigo jersey, her posture commanding and entirely unbothered. She possessed a calm, lethal aura of absolute confidence. She didn't need to yell; she knew the footage would speak for itself.
As if sensing the heavy, unmistakable weight of the gaze coming from the top row of the bleachers for the third time that afternoon, Y/N slowly turned her head away from the technical table. She tilted her chin up, looking straight past the empty rows until her eyes locked directly onto Mingyu.
The intense anger and frustration radiating from Mingyu must have been incredibly visible even through his black mask and the low sweep of his cap, because the moment Y/N caught his eye, the rigid tension in her shoulders visibly melted away.
A genuine, deeply amused, and incredibly grateful smirk slowly spread across her face. Right there, in the middle of a high-stakes confrontation with the officials, she covertly raised two fingers in a subtle, reassuring "peace" sign, keeping it low against her side just for him. It was a private message across the distance, as if to say, Don't worry, big guy. I've got this entirely under control.
Mingyu’s chest tightened instantly, a sudden, overpowering wave of warmth washing over him and chasing away all of his irritation. He lowered his head slightly into the collar of his hoodie, letting out a soft, defeated laugh, and gave her a firm, deeply supportive nod back.
"Wow," Seungkwan whispered, watching the silent exchange from the corner of his eye, a massive, teasing grin stretching across his face. "Kim Mingyu... you are totally, completely, hopelessly gone."
The digital scoreboard overhead finaly buzzed with a definitive click, cementing the final score: 11–7. Despite the referee's blatant attempts to tilt the scales, Y/N’s team had utterly dominated the final minutes, executing a suffocating defense that left the opposing side completely grounded.
Down on the court, the indigo-and-white jerseys erupted into pure joy. Y/N was instantly swarmed by her teammates, laughing as they hoisted her up in a brief, chaotic celebratory hug before turning to high-five their coach. In true sportsmanship fashion, the initial hostility dissolved the moment the final whistle blew. Y/N’s team lined up, meeting the opposing players at the center line to shake hands, exchange quick hugs, and clap each other on the back, acknowledging the grueling battle they had all just survived.
Up in the bleachers, Mingyu, Seungkwan, and Dokyeom looked at each other, the same spontaneous, chaotic lightbulb lighting up in their eyes.
"Let's go down," Mingyu said, his voice leaving no room for argument as he pulled his cap firmly over his brow.
"Oh, so now you're brave?" Seungkwan teased, though he and Dokyeom were already following the tall youth down the wooden steps.
They waited by the edge of the court for about twenty minutes, letting the post-match rush clear out until only Y/N, a couple of her teammates packing up their gear, and her coach remained by the bench. Taking a deep breath, the trio walked onto the hardwood, clapping their hands enthusiastically to draw their attention.
"Bravo! Bravo!" Dokyeom yelled, his broken French echoing loudly as he gave a dramatic two-handed thumbs up. "Very good! Super match! You... boom! Wow!"
Seungkwan chimed in, projecting his best English with a thick, charming accent. "Honestly, the referee was... bad. Very bad. But you guys? Amazing. Besteu team!"
Mingyu stood slightly behind them, his large frame suddenly feeling incredibly conspicuous. His heart was hammering against his ribs as his eyes immediately found Y/N, who was holding her sports drink, looking at them with a mixture of surprise and instant recognition.
Before the trio could stumble through any more broken languages, a rich, deeply amused voice interrupted them in flawless, unaccented Korean.
"You guys don't need to stress over your French. We can understand you perfectly."
The three idols froze, their eyes widening in comical unison. They turned their attention to the team’s coach. He looked incredibly young around thirty years old wearing a sharp athletic tracksuit. Funnily enough, despite coaching a French club in the heart of Paris, he was born and raised in South Korea to Korean parents, only moving to France later in life to study sports science and coaching for fourteen years.
"Ah! You're Korean?!" Seungkwan gasped, clutching his chest dramatically.
The coach laughed, bowing politely. "Yes, I am. And I definitely recognized you three the moment you walked down. Don't worry, your secret is safe with us. I'm Coach Park."
"Wow, what a small world," Dokyeom breathed, bowing back deeply along with Mingyu.
"And actually," Coach Park continued, a mischievous glint in his eye as he nudged Y/N forward, "you don't have to speak English to her, either."
Y/N stepped into the circle, pulling the hair tie out of her hair and letting her locks cascade over her shoulders. She wiped a stray bead of sweat from her temple and looked directly at Mingyu, a brilliant, breathtaking smile gracing her lips.
"Hello," Y/N said softly, speaking in perfectly clear, natural Korean. "Thank you for cheering for us. It really helped when the referee was making those awful calls."
Mingyu felt his brain completely short-circuit. "You... you speak Korean?" he stammered, his usual smooth confidence completely deserting him.
Y/N let out a light, melodic laugh that made Mingyu’s chest tighten. "I do. I actually lived in South Korea for a full year recently. I had to play a series of exchange and promotional matches with the corporate leagues over there, so I had to learn fast."
"She was the MVP of that exchange program, too," Coach Park added proudly, crossing his arms.
"Ah, really?" Seungkwan beamed, instantly shifting into his natural MC mode, completely forgetting they were supposed to be laying low. "I knew it! The moment we saw you intercept that pass and make that airborne shot, I told these two, 'She is an absolute ace!' Right, Mingyu?"
Seungkwan aggressively elbowed Mingyu in the ribs.
Mingyu cleared his throat, his face heating up beneath his mask. He finally reached down, pulling his mask down to his chin, exposing his handsome features and a devastatingly soft, boyish smile. He looked directly into Y/N’s eyes, his nervous energy melting into genuine admiration.
"You were incredible," Mingyu said, his voice dropping into that deep, resonant tone that usually held thousands of fans captive. "Seriously. When they pushed you mid-air, I almost stormed the court myself. And when you went into the goal? I’ve never seen a court player move like that. You really deserved that win."
Y/N’s cheeks flushed a delicate shade of pink, completely caught off guard by the sheer, unvarnished sincerity in his gaze. She looked down at her white sneakers for a brief second before looking back up at him, her smile softening.
"Thank you, Mingyu," she said softly, her voice holding a subtle warmth. "Coming from someone who just tore up the Accor Arena last night, that means a lot."
Mingyu’s eyes widened slightly, a massive, proud grin breaking across his face. "You knew who we were?"
"Of course," Y/N murmured, her eyes crinkling with amusement. "It's hard to mistake a 187cm giant who keeps giving me intense supportive nods from the very top row."
Dokyeom shifted his weight from one foot to the other, his eyes scanning the expansive indoor arena with a sudden, burning excitement that he couldn't possibly suppress. The initial shock of finding a Korean-speaking handball prodigy and her coach in the middle of Paris had completely worn off, replaced entirely by his natural athletic enthusiasm.
"We’re actually staying here in Paris for a little bit because of our concert schedule," Dokyeom explained, gesturing broadly with his hands to emphasize the scale of their trip. "But right after the official tour dates wrap up this week, the company is actually giving us a few months off right here in France to rest, live like locals, and just recharge our batteries. Do you think we can come back and play handball here during our break? Like, is the court open to foreigners?"
Seungkwan immediately chimed in, stepping forward and crowding into the circle with an incredibly competitive glint in his eyes. "Yeah! Forget just practicing. Do you think we could actually play a real match against you guys one day? A proper club versus idol showdown?"
Y/N let out a soft, melodic laugh that seemed to echo in the now-quiet arena. She crossed her arms over her damp indigo jersey, leaning back slightly as she looked the three idols up and down, taking in their athletic frames. "Definitely, yes. You guys can absolutely rent the courts and play here whenever you want. But," she paused, a teasing, incredibly confident smirk playing on her lips as her eyes lingered just a second longer on Mingyu, "no, you guys can’t win against us. At least, not yet."
Mingyu’s eyebrows shot up to his hairline. The natural, fierce competitor in him the guy who hated losing even a simple game of rock-paper-scissors on variety shows instantly woke up at the gentle provocation. He stepped closer, stepping out of the shadow of his hoodie, and looked down at her with a challenged, handsome smile.
"Oh? You think so?" Mingyu asked, his voice dropping into a playful, challenging register.
Y/N didn't even flinch at his towering height or the sudden intensity of his gaze. She tilted her chin up, her dark eyes locking onto his with absolute fearlessness. "If I think so? No, I’m entirely sure."
"Oh, wanna bet?" Mingyu challenged, a low chuckle escaping his throat. He had completely forgotten about being a global superstar in this moment, reverting entirely to a competitive twenty-something guy trying to hold his ground against a girl who had thoroughly impressed him.
"Sure, let's bet," Y/N replied smoothly, her smirk widening as she tapped her foot. "But you need to understand the reality first. You need seven players on the court to even form a legal team. And more importantly, you need a lot of training. Handball isn't just basketball with a smaller ball, you know."
"No way," Dokyeom boasted loudly, waving his hand dismissively in the air as if waving away her warnings. "Without training, we beat you guys easily! We have over a decade of intense choreography and incredible teamwork. We can read each other's minds!"
Right on cue, both Coach Park and Y/N exchanged a look, letting out a highly synchronized, deeply amused, "Oh?"
"Without training?" Coach Park repeated, chuckling as he rubbed the back of his neck. "Kids, I love your confidence, and I loved your concert last night, but my girls have been running tactical drills since they were twelve. Choreography won't save you from a body check."
Y/N shook her head, a playful glint in her eyes as she unzipped her sports backpack to slide her hydro-flask inside. "You know what? Let's put that theory to the test. If tomorrow y'all are free, come by at any time. This facility is actually open 24/7, so time doesn't matter. You guys are going to learn the basics first, train with me, Zoé, Ezrela and Coach for like four hours so you don't break an ankle, and then right after that, we do a real match."
She threw the heavy bag over one shoulder, adjusting the strap, and fixed her gaze directly on Mingyu, her eyes practically dancing with the thrill of the challenge. "Just make sure to come with four more members, right? Because three of you won't even cover the backcourt. Are you down?"
Mingyu felt a thrill rush straight down his spine. The combination of her competitive streak, her fluent Korean, and the way she held his gaze without a hint of intimidation was dizzying.
"Four more members? That's easy. We have ten others sitting in the hotel right now bored out of their minds," Mingyu said, a confident grin spreading across his face as he reached out his hand to seal the deal. "We're absolutely down. Tomorrow, we'll be here. Get ready to lose your undefeated streak, Y/N."
Instead of a standard, polite handshake, Y/N reached out and gave Mingyu's palm a firm, athletic slap a decisive, crisp athlete’s greeting that sealed the contract between them.
"We'll see about that, giant," she murmured, her voice laced with a cool, untouchable confidence. "Don't be late."
As her hand slid away from his, neither of them immediately pulled back. The ambient noise of the massive complex the distant thud of a volleyball on the upper floors, the hum of the ventilation system, the faint chatter of departing players seemed to bleed into a muffled static. Mingyu’s hand hovered in the space between them, his fingers still warm from the brief contact.
He didn't pull his gaze away, and neither did she.
Y/N stood ground, tilting her chin up just enough to maintain direct, unblinking eye contact with the 187-centimeter idol. There was a shift in the air, a quiet, charged gravity that had nothing to do with handball or the bet they had just made. Mingyu looked down into her beautiful eyes, completely fascinated by the steady, unyielding intensity reflected in them. She wasn't looking at him like a fan, nor was she looking at him like a stranger anymore; she was looking at him as an equal, a fellow competitor who had successfully managed to pique her interest. For a long, suspended moment, they simply stared at each other, a silent, lingering challenge passing between them that stretched the seconds out like taffy.
It was Y/N who finally broke the spell. A subtle, fleeting softness flickered across her features before she abruptly pulled her eyes away, clearing her throat lightly as she took a half-step back to grab the strap of her heavy sports backpack.
"Well, I should let you guys get to the showers," Y/N said, her voice smooth as she turned her attention to the rest of the group, waving warmly. "Bye, everyone! See you tomorrow."
"Ah, goodbye! Thank you so much!" Dokyeom waved back enthusiastically, his voice echoing through the gym.
"See you tomorrow! We won't be late!" Seungkwan called out, bowing politely as Coach Park also offered a friendly wave, bidding them good-night before walking with Y/N toward the exit corridor.
As the two of them walked away, their footsteps echoing down the long concrete hallway, Mingyu remained standing exactly where he was. He didn't move a single inch. His eyes followed the line of her indigo jersey until she vanished around the corner, a slow, unmistakable smirk spreading across his handsome face. It wasn't just a competitive grin anymore; it was the satisfied, deeply intrigued smile of a man who knew he had just stumbled into something entirely unexpected.
"Wow," Seungkwan muttered, walking up beside Mingyu and crossing his arms as he stared at the empty doorway. "Look at him. He’s still smirking. The girl has been gone for ten seconds and he’s still standing there like a statue."
"He’s completely gone," Dokyeom agreed, shaking his head with a theatrical sigh, throwing an arm over Mingyu’s broad shoulders. "Kim Mingyu, are you planning on sleeping here tonight so you aren't late tomorrow?"
Mingyu finally snapped out of his trance, turning to look at his members, though the devastating, cocky smirk never left his lips. He shoved Dokyeom’s arm off playfully, his eyes bright with a dangerous amount of motivation. "Let's go back to the hotel. We need to recruit the others. I don't know about you two, but I have absolutely no intention of losing tomorrow."
Who here is watching Love Island right now?? 😭 Because I need to talk about it. I’ve been way too emotionally involved and I’m fully rooting for Melanie, Aniya, and Kayda. Every time something happens in the villa I’m stressed for them like it’s my own business 💀 I don’t know what it is but they’re the only ones I’m really backing this season. Please tell me I’m not the only one.
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I’m proud of Côte d’Ivoire, but I’d be lying if I said I’m not disappointed too.
I was rooting for them all the way, and seeing their World Cup journey end here hurts. Of course I’m proud that they made it to the knockout stage and represented their country on the world stage, but as a supporter, you always hope for more. You always wonder what could have happened if a few things had gone differently.
Football is like that. Sometimes you celebrate, sometimes you leave with a heavy heart.
Still, thank you to the players for the effort, the passion, and the moments that made us believe. Today I'm disappointed, but I'm also proud.
Ihh Amad Diallo really did his part though. Amad Diallo Le papa des papas!
He came on and scored Côte d'Ivoire's equalizer with a brilliant goal in the second half, giving everyone hope that the Elephants could force extra time. Unfortunately, Norway found a late winner through Haaland
Hello! If you wouldn't mind, Can I request a Junhui x Reader story?
Reader is Jun's ex-girlfriend. One night, she gets drunk at a bar, and Jun, who's slightly drunk too, finds her and takes care of her. While bringing her home, she keeps leaning on him because she can't walk properly, making Jun realize how much he still misses her. He ends up kissing her, and they spend the night together (fade to black).
The next morning, Reader wakes up in Jun's arms, shocked and confused both of them naked. She quietly tries to slip away, but Jun wakes up and reassures her, trying not to cross any boundaries. Feel free to decide the ending 😝
Thank you!
ON THE ROCKS
(Wen Junhui x Reader)
*Romance, Contemporary Romance, Idol Fanfiction, Alternate Universe, Hurt Comfort, Angst(?), New Adult Fiction, Melodrama, Slice of Life*
1.5k word counts
Content Warning: Features alcohol consumption, a slightly suggestive situation, and characters waking up partially clothed.
The neon lights of the bar bled into the rainy Seoul pavement, mirroring the chaotic blur inside Y/N’s head. Three gin and tonics too deep, she was currently staring at her reflection in the glossy surface of the mahogany counter, wondering exactly when her life had become a cliché bad day.
"One more," she slurred slightly, tapping her empty glass against the coaster.
Before the bartender could even reach for the bottle, a slender, ring-adorned hand gently slid the glass out of her reach.
Y/N blinked, her vision swimming as she tracked the long fingers up to a familiar, broad shoulder. Standing beside her was Wen Junhui. He was wearing a low-slung black bucket hat and a loose denim jacket, his sharp, actor-like features slightly flushed from whatever dinner or after-party he had clearly just come from. He smelled faintly of expensive cologne and high-end whiskey; he wasn't wasted, but he was definitely carrying that loose, unbothered warmth that came with being slightly tipsy.
"I think you’ve had enough, Y/N-ah," Jun murmured, his deep voice carrying a soft, familiar weight that instantly made her chest ache.
"Jun?" She squinted, a bitter, half-drunken laugh escaping her lips. "What are you... you're not supposed to be here. You're supposed to be on a billboard or a music show."
"I was nearby with the performance team," he said quietly, placing a handful of bills on the counter to cover her tab. He gently hooked his hand under her elbow, lifting her off the barstool. "Come on. Let's get you out of here before someone recognizes either of us."
The moment they stepped out into the crisp, midnight air, the alcohol hit Y/N’s system like a physical blow. Her knees buckled instantly, the sidewalk tilting at an impossible angle.
"Whoa I’ve got you," Jun muttered, his arms immediately wrapping around her waist to catch her before she hit the concrete.
She couldn't walk properly. Every step was a clumsy battle against gravity, forcing her to lean her entire body weight against his side. Her head dropped naturally onto his shoulder, her face burying into the soft denim of his jacket as he guided her down the quiet, narrow side street toward where he had parked.
With every stumbling block, Jun had to tighten his grip, his arm shifting until her hip was locked firmly against his. And with every step, the slight buzz in his own system began to warp into a heavy, suffocating wave of nostalgia.
It had been eight months since the breakup eight months of clinical silence, of deleting draft messages, of watching her life through occasional social media updates. But holding her like this, feeling the familiar, petite frame of her body pressed against his side and the faint, sweet scent of her perfume filling his lungs, Jun felt the neat, professional wall he had built completely crumble.
He missed her. God, he missed her so much it felt like an ache in his bones. He missed the way she used to laugh at his terrible jokes, the way she used to tie his hair back when he was practicing late, and the way she felt completely, perfectly matched to his height.
"Junhui-ah," she mumbled against his neck, her breath warm and slightly sweet. "You're being too loud. Your heart is beating too loud."
Jun froze, stopping them right under the flickering amber glow of a streetlamp. He looked down at her. Her cheeks were flushed pink from the alcohol, her eyelashes damp from the mist, her lips slightly parted as she looked up at him with a hazy, vulnerable confusion.
"Y/N," he whispered, his voice dropping into a rough, emotional register he couldn't control. "You shouldn't be leaning on me like this."
"Why not?" she mumbled, her hand reaching up clumsily to grip the lapel of his jacket. "You always caught me."
The last bit of Jun’s restraint snapped. The slight blur of the alcohol erased the boundaries of the last eight months, leaving only the raw, bleeding truth of how much he still loved her. He leaned down, his hand coming up to securely cup the back of her neck, and pulled her into a deep, desperate kiss.
Y/N gasped against his mouth, but she didn't pull away. The familiarity of his lips, the sudden, overwhelming warmth of his body, and the drunken haze in her mind coalesced into a desperate need to hold onto him. Jun groaned softly, his grip tightening as he lifted her slightly off her feet, pressing her back against the cool brick wall of the alleyway, kissing her as if he could pour eight months of silence into a single night.
When they finally broke apart, both of them breathless and flushed, Jun didn't let her go. He carried her to the car, drove her back to his private studio apartment, and the moment the front door clicked shut behind them, the rest of the world faded to black.
The Morning After
The harsh, unfiltered morning sunlight sliced through the gaps in the sheer curtains, landing directly across Y/N’s face.
She groaned, a sharp, throbbing headache instantly blooming behind her eyes. As she tried to roll over, she realized she couldn't move. A heavy, muscular arm was securely clamped around her waist, pulling her back against a broad, bare chest.
Y/N’s eyes snapped open.
The reality of her surroundings hit her like cold water. She was lying in a king-sized bed with white linen sheets. Her gaze darted down she was wearing nothing but an oversized gray shirt that clearly belonged to someone else.
She turned her head slowly, her heart hammering against her ribs.
Jun was fast asleep beside her. His long dark hair was messy against the pillow, his face soft and relaxed in a way the public never saw. His denim jacket and jeans were discarded in a chaotic heap on the floor, leaving him in nothing but his sweatpants.
Oh, no. Oh, my god.
A wave of panic, confusion, and intense embarrassment washed over her. They were exes. They were supposed to be civil, distant, and completely moved on. This wasn't supposed to happen.
Trying to be as quiet as a mouse, Y/N gently took hold of Jun’s large wrist, trying to slide his arm off her waist millimeter by millimeter. She held her breath, shifting her hips toward the edge of the mattress, preparing to grab her clothes from the floor and bolt out the door before the awkwardness could swallow her alive.
Just as her foot touched the cold floor, the grip on her waist suddenly tightened, pulling her right back into the center of the mattress.
"Where are you going?" Jun’s voice was incredibly deep, a gravelly, morning rasp that sent a shiver straight down her spine.
Y/N froze, her back stiff as she slowly turned her head to look at him. Jun was awake, his eyelids heavy, propping himself up on one elbow. He looked at her bare shoulders, then at her panicked face, the memory of the previous night instantly registering in his eyes.
"Jun...I..." Y/N stammered, pulling the white sheet up to her chest defensively, her cheeks burning. "I’m sorry. I shouldn't have... I was drunk, and I shouldn't have let this happen. I’m just going to get my clothes and-"
"Hey, hey. Look at me. Breathe," Jun interrupted softly. He didn't try to pull her closer, nor did he try to touch her again. Instead, he slowly withdrew his hand from her waist, raising both palms in the air in a gesture of absolute surrender. He wanted to make sure he didn't cross any boundaries she wasn't comfortable with.
He took a slow breath, his sharp eyes filling with a profound, quiet sincerity.
"You don't have to run away," Jun murmured, his voice dropping into that gentle, comforting cadence that had always been her safe haven. "I know we drank. I know things got... complicated. But I'm not going to pretend last night was just a mistake, Y/N. I meant every single kiss."
Y/N stared at him, her defensive grip on the sheet loosening slightly. "Jun, we broke up for a reason. Your schedule, the group... we couldn't make it work."
"I know," Jun said, a small, bittersweet smile touching his lips as he reached out, hesitating for a fraction of a second before gently tucking a stray lock of bed-hair behind her ear. His touch was warm, careful, and entirely respectful. "But the schedule hasn't stopped me from missing you every single day. I'm not asking you to just jump back into a relationship with me right now. I know you're confused. But please... just let me make you breakfast. Don't leave the apartment feeling like you did something wrong."
Y/N looked at his open, vulnerable expression, the throbbing in her head slowly being replaced by a strange, blooming warmth in her chest. The panic began to fade, leaving behind the simple, undeniable truth that she had missed him just as much.
She let out a long, slow breath, dropping her shoulders. "What kind of breakfast?"
Jun’s face instantly lit up with that bright, familiar boyish smile that always made him look ten times younger. He slid out of bed, grabbing a t-shirt from the chair, and looked back at her with a soft twinkle in his eyes.
"The kind where we actually talk," Jun said softly, stepping toward the kitchen. "Take your time. I'll be right out here."
FRR, when I tell non-French people that living in France isn't for the weak, they never believe me 😭. Like, come on so many people here are struggling financially, prices keep going up, and it feels like the government doesn't really care. I'm French, I live in France, and trust me, it's not always the dream people think it is. we have this saying
Franchement en France, ton argent il disparaît direct 💀. Tu poses ton pied ici, t’as déjà plus rien. Tu veux sortir avec tes potes ? c’est mortttt, tout est hors de prix. Qui sort encore dans la France à Macron là ? personne 😭. Un gâteau c’est 50 euro maintenant, bientôt même l’air on va le payer wsh... Et après on nous dit “France is so beautiful, my dream place” ok yafoy viens alors, viens cherie viens, tu vas vite comprendre la réalité tu vas mal lire l'heure💀. là bas y’a pas de traitement spécial ça ne discrimine pas, que tu sois français ou étranger c’est pareil, tu paies comme tout le monde. Même l’eau c’est genre 60€ wtf.
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The silence in Seventeen’s primary dorm didn't lift when Y/N’s bedroom door clicked shut. It solidified, turning into an unyielding, physical weight that pinned the remaining thirteen members to their seats.
On the glass coffee table, the black screen of Y/N’s phone seemed to stare back at them. Pledis Legal Team 2. It was a clinical execution order wrapped in a digital interface.
Seungcheol hadn’t moved from the edge of the coffee table. His hands were still extended slightly toward the empty space where she had been sitting, his fingers curled as if trying to catch the phantom threads of her presence.
"Thirteen," Seungkwan whispered, his voice cracking violently into the quiet room. He was curled into a tight ball on the sofa, his face completely soaked with tears. "We... we said thirteen on the radio. Coups-hyung, you said thirteen."
"I didn't mean it," Seungcheol choked out, his head dropping into his hands, his broad shoulders shaking. The confident, unyielding leader who had stared down corporate boards for six years was entirely gone. "It’s a phrase for the foreign media templates. It’s what the PR team writes. I didn't... God, I didn't even think about how it would sound to her."
"That’s the problem, isn't it?" Minghao’s voice was like ice, slicing through the heavy atmosphere. He was still standing to the left of the chair Y/N had just vacated, his arms crossed tightly over his chest. "We don't think. We climb the charts, we sell out stadiums, we celebrate our 'perfect machine,' and we completely forget that the fourteenth gear is being stripped raw just to keep the rest of us turning."
"Hao, that’s enough," Jeonghan said quietly from the kitchen counter. But his voice lacked its usual authority. His hands were gripping the marble edge so tightly his knuckles were white. He looked toward the hallway where Y/N’s door had closed, his heart aching with the memory of her limp arms in his embrace just hours earlier. "We all failed. Every single one of us."
Jihoon stood up abruptly. He didn't look at anyone. His face was a mask of absolute, pale shock. He walked toward the front door, his hand trembling as he reached for his jacket.
"Where are you going?" Hoshi asked from the floor, his voice raw.
"The studio," Jihoon whispered, his throat tight. "I need to... I have to look at the track files. I have to look at Shadow."
"It’s four in the morning, Jihoon," Joshua said softly, reaching out to catch his sleeve.
"I don't care if it's the middle of the night!" Jihoon shouted, slamming his hand against the wall. The sudden outburst made Seokmin flinch. Tears finally spilled over Jihoon's lashes, hot and furious. "I told her her lyrics were too dark. I told her they didn't fit our image. She was telling me she was dying in the dark, and I gave her a lecture on commercial branding! I have to open the files. I have to see what I threw away."
He ripped his arm away from Joshua's grip and let himself out of the apartment, the heavy front door slamming closed with a dull, echoing boom.
Inside the bedroom, the world had shrunk to the space between two heartbeats.
Wonwoo’s chest was warm against Y/N’s back, his long arms wrapped around her waist, pulling her into him until there was no air left between them. He hadn't stopped shaking. The quiet, unbothered rapper who usually watched the world through a detached lens was holding onto her like she was the only solid thing left in a collapsing universe.
"Oppa," Y/N whispered into the dark, her voice small and rough from hours of crying. "You should go out there. They need you."
"No," Wonwoo murmured, his voice dropping into that deep, gravelly register that only came when he was completely drained. He buried his face deeper into the crook of her neck, his breath warm against her skin. "I’ve spent six years standing out there with them while you stood back here alone. Tonight, I'm staying in the corner."
"They didn't mean to do it," she said softly, staring at the faint gray light beginning to trace the edges of the window blinds. It was a strange twist of the heart even now, with her contract resignation sitting on the table, her first instinct was to protect the boys from their own guilt. "Coups-hyung... he’s just trying to keep the group alive. The company puts so much pressure on him."
"Don't defend him, Y/N-ah," Wonwoo whispered, his grip tightening around her waist just a fraction, as if he were physically fighting the legal team she had tried to call. "He’s the leader, but he’s also your brother. If he’s too busy looking at the stadiums to see that his sister is disappearing in the wings, then he’s failing at both."
He shifted slightly, turning her around in his arms until she was facing him. In the weak dawn light, his sharp eyes were wide, bloodshot, and filled with a rare, desperate vulnerability.
"Minghao was right," Wonwoo said, his thumb coming up to trace the fragile line of her jaw. "If you do this... if Team 2 processes the paperwork, the company will make it ugly. They’ll structure the articles to protect the 'Seventeen' brand. They’ll say you left because of health reasons, or personality differences, or lack of dedication. The fans... some of them will be furious. Are you ready for that?"
Y/N looked into his eyes, her heart aching with the sheer weight of his worry. "I’ve spent six years being torn apart by solo stans for just existing in the line-up, Wonwoo. I’ve read the threads saying I’m the 'ugly variable' that ruins the dance formations. Do you really think an official exit article can hurt me more than sitting in that waiting room tonight while everyone looked right through me?"
Wonwoo closed his eyes, a sharp, ragged breath escaping his throat. He leaned down, pressing his forehead against hers, his fingers curling into the fabric of her black hoodie.
"Then let me come with you," he whispered.
Y/N froze, her breath catching in her throat. "What?"
"If you leave... let me terminate mine too," Wonwoo said, the words falling out of him with a terrifying, absolute certainty. "I don't want to stand on that stage if half my heart is sitting in a legal office in Samseong-dong. I don't want to sing the bridge if I’m looking at the space where you used to stand."
"Are you crazy?" Y/N’s voice finally rose, her hands coming up to grip his shoulders, pushing him back just enough to see his face. "Wonwoo, no! You love the stage. You love the Carats. You went through the green basement you bled for this group!"
"I bled with you," he corrected fiercely, his eyes flashing with an intensity she had never seen in him before. "We built this together. If the system is so broken that it requires your erasure to function, then I don't want to be a part of the machine either."
A quiet knock on the door broke the heavy tension of the room.
Y/N and Wonwoo both turned their heads as the door pushed open a few inches. Minghao stood in the threshold. The morning light from the hallway hit his face, revealing the dark circles under his eyes. He didn't look angry anymore; he just looked incredibly old.
"Coups wants to talk to you," Minghao said quietly, his eyes lingering on Wonwoo’s defensive posture before moving to Y/N. "Not as the leader. He left his phone and his tablet on the kitchen counter. He just wants to speak to his sister."
Y/N looked at Wonwoo. He was staring at her with an unspoken plea, his hand still tight on her waist, silent text saying you don't have to go if you aren't ready.
But Y/N took a deep breath, the hollow clarity from the corridor returning to steady her nerves. "It's okay, oppa. I’ll go."
Slowly, she slid out of the bed, her joints popping in the quiet room. Wonwoo followed her closely, stepping into the hallway right behind her like a shadow that refused to leave her side.
The living room had changed. The remaining members were still there, but they had moved. Seungcheol was sitting alone on the floor in the center of the room, his back against the sofa, staring at the empty wooden chair Y/N had used earlier.
As Y/N walked in, the boys went entirely still. Seungkwan quickly wiped his face, trying to stop his sniffing, while Dino looked up from the corner with an expression of pure, childlike heartbreak.
Y/N didn't sit in the wooden chair. She walked over and sat directly on the floor, a few feet away from Seungcheol, crossing her legs. Wonwoo sat right behind her, his knees bracketing her hips, his chest an unyielding support against her spine.
Seungcheol slowly lifted his head. His eyes were completely red, the skin around them swollen from crying. He looked at her really looked at her for what felt like the first time in six months.
"I called the Vice President," Seungcheol said, his voice completely hoarse, barely carrying across the small space.
Y/N’s heart did a small, cold flip. Already?
"I told him that if Legal Team 2 answers a single call from your number," Seungcheol continued, his lower lip trembling as he reached into his pocket and pulled out his own personal ID card the official leader pass that gave him access to every executive floor in the Pledis building, "I am stepping down as the general leader of Seventeen effective immediately. And I told him that if they try to release a single negative article about your departure, the thirteen of us will sit in the lobby and refuse to record the repackage album."
The room went entirely silent. Even Wonwoo’s grip on her shoulder went rigid.
"Cheol..." Y/N whispered, her eyes widening.
"I’m not trying to force you to stay, Y/N-ah," Seungcheol said, a fresh tear tracking down his pale cheek. He placed his leader card on the glass table, sliding it right next to her phone. "If staying here is killing you, I will personally drive you to the corporate office and help you sign the termination papers. I will protect you from the company, and I will protect you from the media. But I need you to know... I didn't see you because I was stupid. I thought because you didn't cry, you were okay. I thought because you always smiled, you were strong."
He leaned forward, his forehead coming down to touch the cool glass of the table between them, his voice breaking into a ragged, pathetic sob.
"Please don't leave thinking you didn't matter," the leader wept into the quiet room. "If you go... we will let you go because we love you. But we will never be whole again. The fourteenth seat is yours, Y/N. Even if it stays empty for the rest of our careers, nobody else is ever going to sit in it."
Y/N stared at the back of his head, her own tears finally spilling over, hot and heavy, dripping onto the fabric of her sweatpants. She looked around the circle at Minghao’s tight jaw, at Jeonghan’s closed eyes, at Wonwoo’s steady warmth behind her.
The legal papers were still waiting in the corporate office. The three-second bridge blocking was still locked for the music shows. The system hadn't magically changed in the middle of the night.
But as the morning sun finally broke through the living room windows, flooding the cramped apartment with a bright, golden warmth, Y/N realized one thing: The ghosthood was gone. They were looking at her, they were bleeding for her, and for the first time in six months... she was visible.
The golden morning light crept further across the living room floor, illuminating the raw, exhausted faces of the fourteen people who had spent their entire youth building a dream together.
Seungcheol remained with his forehead pressed against the glass table, his shoulders shaking with the quiet, devastating grief of a leader who had finally realized his own blindness. Next to his bowed head, his leader ID pass and Y/N’s locked phone sat side-by-side.
Y/N looked at the plastic card, then up at the brothers surrounding her. The initial, bitter anger that had fueled her walk down the corridor yesterday had faded, replaced by a profound, heavy sorrow. They weren't a perfect machine anymore. They were just thirteen broken boys realization-struck by the cost of their own success.
Slowly, Y/N slid forward, moving out of the protective bracket of Wonwoo’s knees. Wonwoo let his hands drop, but his eyes never left her as she closed the distance between herself and the leader.
She reached out, her small, trembling hand gently coming to rest on top of Seungcheol’s thick hair.
"Cheol," she whispered, reverting to the softer, more intimate honorific she used when they were trainees, long before he became Seungcheol or the General Leader. "Pick your head up. Please."
Seungcheol slowly lifted his face, his eyes swollen and bloodshot. He looked at her hand on his hair, then into her eyes, looking entirely lost.
"I don't want you to throw your career away for me," Y/N said softly, her voice thick with her own tears. "I don't want the thirteen of you to strike, or to sit in the lobby, or to break the circle because of me. If I leave... I want to leave because it's time for me to heal, not because I want to burn down everything you’ve all bled for."
"But we bled for it with you, Y/N-ah," Seungkwan choked out from the sofa, his voice muffled by a throw pillow. "If you leave like this, every trophy we win from now on is just going to feel like a reminder that we pushed you out to get it."
"You didn't push me out," Y/N murmured, looking back at Seungkwan, giving him a fragile, reassuring smile. "You just... you forgot to look back. And I forgot how to scream when I was drowning."
Minghao stepped forward from the edge of the kitchen, his posture finally relaxing from his rigid stance. He walked over and sat on the floor next to Y/N, pulling his legs up to his chest. His sharp eyes searched her face.
"The legal call," Minghao said quietly, his voice a calm anchor in the emotional room. "What do you want to do, Y/N-ah? Truly. No corporate pressure, no leader ultimatums. If you want to walk out that door, I will carry your bags. But if you are only leaving because you think you aren't wanted... look around this room."
Y/N looked.
She saw Hoshi, whose fierce, tiger-like intensity on stage was completely replaced by a crumpled, heartbroken expression. She saw Dokyeom gripping his knees so tightly his knuckles were white, silently praying. She felt Wonwoo’s steady, unyielding gaze from behind her, a silent promise that whatever she chose, he was still ready to walk out the door with her.
"I'm scared," Y/N confessed, the truth slipping out before she could stop it. Her fingers curled into her sweatpants. "I’m scared that if I stay, the next comeback will be exactly the same. I'm scared that I’ll be hidden behind Mingyu’s shoulders again, and I’ll have to sit on the edge of the bench, and I’ll have to listen to the directors say my voice doesn't fit the 'color' of the group."
"It won't be," a new voice spoke from the entryway.
Everyone turned. Jihoon was standing in the doorway, his jacket damp from the morning dew, his baseball cap gripped tightly in his hand. He looked completely drained, but his eyes were wide and burning with an absolute, fierce intensity. He had walked all the way back from the universe of his studio.
He walked into the center of the living room, ignoring the space between the members, and dropped a thick, printed stack of paper directly onto the coffee table.
Y/N looked down. It was the audio tracking sheets and lyric blocks for Shadow. But the margins were covered in fresh, chaotic black ink Jihoon’s unmistakable, frantic handwriting.
"I opened the files," Jihoon said, his voice trembling as he stared directly at Y/N. "I took out the verses we locked last week. I put yours back in. The whole song the intro, the first chorus, the outro it’s yours now, Y/N. It’s not 'too dark.' It’s the truth of what we’ve been putting you through, and it’s going to be the main promotional B-side for the repackage."
Y/N’s breath hitched, her hand flying to her mouth as she stared at the ink-stained papers. "Jihoon-oppa..."
"And I called the performance directors on my way back," Hoshi spoke up eagerly, crawling forward on his knees until he was right next to Seungcheol. "I told them we are scrapping the second-verse blocking for the title track. I don't care about the thirteen-member symmetry anymore. We’re moving Mingyu to the left wing during the bridge, and you’re standing dead center, Y/N. The camera isn't going to miss a single syllable."
Y/N sat in the center of their sudden, overwhelming desperation to fix what they had broken. It was everything she had wanted for the past six months every boundary she had begged them to cross, every tiny scrap of validation she had starved for.
But as she looked at Jihoon’s exhausted face and Hoshi’s frantic adjustments, she realized the most important change wasn't on the paper or in the choreography.
It was the fact that they were finally looking at her. The phantom thread hadn't snapped; they had grabbed onto it with both hands, terrifyingly aware of how close they had come to letting it slip away forever.
Slowly, Y/N reached across the glass table. She passed over the leader ID card, leaving it for Seungcheol. Instead, her fingers wrapped around her own phone. She unlocked the screen, pulled up the contact for Pledis Legal Team 2, and with a single, deliberate swipe of her thumb, she hit the delete button.
The room let out a collective, ragged breath, the tension snapping like a rubber band. Seungkwan buried his face back into the pillow, his sobs turning from grief to sheer, overwhelming relief.
Y/N looked up, her eyes meeting Wonwoo’s in the quiet dawn light. The deep, heavy sorrow in his eyes slowly melted into something soft, a quiet, profound gratitude that made his entire face relax for the first time in twenty-four hours. He reached forward, his long fingers gently catching the hem of her black sleeve, pulling her back just an inch toward him.
"I'm not signing the papers today," Y/N said softly, looking back at Seungcheol, whose eyes were wide with a sudden, cautious hope. "But I’m not practicing today either, hyung. I’m tired. I need to sleep. And I need to write."
"Anything you want," Seungcheol whispered, his voice cracking as he reached out and covered her hand with his own large, warm palm. "Sleep for a week. We’ll push the pre-recordings back. We’ll handle the company. Just... stay in the room, Y/N-ah."
"I'm here," she whispered back, the tears finally slowing down.
As the members slowly began to move, the rigid courtroom atmosphere dissolving back into the chaotic, protective warmth of their shared home, Y/N let herself lean completely back against Wonwoo’s chest. His arms wrapped around her waist immediately, holding her securely, no longer like a shield against a cruel world, but like a solid, permanent anchor.
The machine was still complicated, the industry was still harsh, and the road to healing the last six years of silent erosion was going to be long and painful. But as Wonwoo buried his face in her hair, his breathing finally steady and calm against her neck, Y/N closed her eyes.
She wasn't a ghost anymore. She was the fourteenth member of Seventeen, and for the first time since debut, the silence didn't hurt.
The collective exhale that had filled the room suddenly caught in thirteen throats.
Y/N’s hand remained resting on her phone, the screen showing that Pledis Legal Team 2 had indeed been deleted from her recent contacts. But her thumb wasn’t shaking anymore. The hollow, terrifying clarity that had carried her through the broadcasting station hadn’t vanished just because Jihoon had rewritten a lyric sheet or because Seungcheol had threatened a strike.
She looked at Seungcheol, whose hand was still covering hers, his eyes wide with a fragile, desperate relief that she was about to systematically dismantle.
"I deleted the contact," Y/N said, her voice dropping into a quiet, unyielding register that made the room go completely still again. "But I didn’t say I’m staying."
Seungcheol’s palm went rigid over hers. Behind her, Wonwoo’s arms tightened around her waist instinctively, his chest heaving with a sharp, sudden intake of breath.
"Y/N-ah..." Seungcheol’s voice was a ragged whisper, the hope draining from his face so fast it left him looking gray under the morning sun.
"I’m not going to call the lawyers today, and I’m not going to slip out the back door while you’re all asleep," she continued, looking around the circle of her brothers. "I owe you, and I owe Wonwoo, more than a sudden disappearance. But you can’t undo six months of drowning in twenty minutes, hyung. You can't rewrite the last six years of my life with one b-side track."
Jihoon stood frozen by the coffee table, his hand still resting on the ink-stained sheets of Shadow. The fierce, frantic energy that had driven him back from the studio evaporated, leaving him looking devastatingly small. "Y/N... I can change more than just Shadow. Whatever you want to write, whatever concept you feel fits you-"
"It's not a negotiation, Jihoon-oppa," she said softly, shifting her gaze to him. Her eyes were entirely sympathetic, but they were firm. "That’s exactly what I mean. Right now, you’re all reacting out of terror. You’re reacting because you looked down and realized the floor was cracking. But what happens in three months? What happens during the next world tour, when the schedules are packed, and the company is screaming about profit margins, and the formations have to be perfect again? Are you still going to see me then, or are you going to go back to the machine because it’s easier?"
No one answered. The brutal honesty of her words hung in the air, a mirror reflecting the relentless, corporate reality of their careers. They all knew how the industry worked. When the pressure cooker of a comeback cycle hit its peak, survival mode took over and in survival mode, routines became absolute.
"I need time," Y/N said, looking back at Seungcheol. "I’m going to finish this promotion cycle. I’ll stand in the center for the bridge, and I’ll sing the verses Jihoon wrote. I’ll give Carats the fourteen-member comeback they paid to see. But every single day of these promotions, I am still going to be thinking about leaving."
A quiet, choked sob broke from Seokmin's corner. He covered his face with his hands, his broad shoulders shaking violently. Beside him, Seungkwan looked up, his eyes rimmed with raw red, his lower lip trembling.
"So... it’s a countdown?" Seungkwan asked, his voice barely a squeak. "We’re just waiting for the day you decide to drop the pen?"
"It’s an evaluation," Minghao corrected from her side, his voice a calm, grounded shield against the rising panic in the room. He didn't look surprised by her words; if anything, a faint, proud look crossed his sharp features. He looked at the rest of the group. "She’s giving us a chance to prove that we’re actually a family, not just business partners who share a kitchen. If we can’t change our habits when the lights are bright, we don't deserve to keep her."
Seungcheol slowly slid his hand off hers, pulling his fingers back tightly against his chest. He looked at his leader ID card resting on the table. The authority it carried felt completely useless now. He couldn't command her to stay. He couldn't manage her out of her pain.
"Okay," Seungcheol whispered, a single, heavy tear dropping onto his sweatpants. He lifted his head, his expression shifting from a broken boy back into the protector, but this time, the protection was entirely for her. "Okay, Y/N-ah. That’s fair. It’s more than fair. We will earn it. Every single day, we will earn the right to have you stand next to us."
He stood up, his joints popping loudly in the quiet room. He looked at the rest of the members, his eyes hard and commanding. "No one pressures her. No one makes her feel guilty for checking out mentally when she needs to. If she wants to sit in the waiting room with her headphones on, you let her breathe. If she wants to go back to the dorm early, the managers will make it happen. We don't adjust her to fit Seventeen anymore. We adjust Seventeen to protect Y/N."
The boys nodded in unison, a solemn, quiet vow rippling through the semi-circle. Hoshi wiped his eyes fiercely with the back of his hand, leaning back against the wall, his jaw set.
Slowly, the heavy weight in the room began to fracture into movement. Joshua gently guided a still-crying Seungkwan toward the kitchen to get some water, while Dino and Chan quietly picked up the discarded jackets from the floor.
Wonwoo didn't move. He remained sitting right behind her, his chin resting gently on the top of her shoulder, his long arms still locked around her waist.
"You did good," he murmured against her ear, his deep voice vibrating right into her spine. "You held your ground."
Y/N let her head fall back against his shoulder, letting out a long, shuddering breath that felt like the first real pocket of oxygen she had claimed in months. "Are you disappointed, oppa? That I didn't just say I'd stay for you?"
Wonwoo let out a soft, dry chuckle that held no humor, only an immense, profound relief. He tightened his grip on her, burying his face in the fabric of her black hoodie.
"I told you in that storage room, Y/N-ah... I don't want a statistic, and I don't want a ghost," Wonwoo whispered into the dark of her hair. "If you stayed just because I begged you, you’d still be fading away inside. I want you whole. Even if being whole means you eventually walk out that door, I’d rather watch you leave on your own two feet than watch you disappear while standing right next to me. I’m here for the evaluation. I’m not letting go."
Y/N closed her eyes, her fingers interlocking with his over her stomach. The morning sun was fully up now, casting long, bright geometric shapes across the living room floor, burning away the shadows of the night. The countdown had officially begun, and the bridge beneath her was still fragile but for the first time in six months, she wasn't walking across it alone in the dark.
The next three weeks of promotions were unlike any schedule Seventeen had ever run.
To the public, the transition was flawless. When the repackage album dropped, Shadow debuted at number two on the charts, chased closely by the title track. The fans went wild over Y/N’s verses. For the first time, casual listeners and long-time Carats alike were flooded with vocal layers that weren’t just harmonies buried under Seokmin or Seungkwan they were raw, distinct, and hauntingly front-and-center.
But backstage, the atmospheric shift was staggering.
At the next music show pre-recording, the waiting room was a completely rewritten script. Y/N sat in her usual corner by the garment racks, her noise-canceling headphones pulled over her ears. Six weeks ago, this would have been an invisible boundary that kept her isolated. Tonight, it was a protected zone.
Mingyu had walked over twenty minutes ago, carrying a plate of sliced fruit. He hadn’t said a word to disrupt her space; he had simply set the plate on the small table next to her, tapped her shoulder to point at it with a warm, quiet smile, and walked back to join the others.
"Is she eating?" a voice murmured near the door.
Y/N pulled one side of her headphones down, her eyes tracking the whisper. Seungcheol was standing by the entrance, speaking to one of the main managers. His tablet was open, but his attention was entirely split.
"She took a few pieces," the manager replied quietly. "The performance coordinators want to know if she needs to skip the secondary blocking run-through. The stage floors are a bit slick today."
"Tell them she’s sitting out the dry rehearsal," Seungcheol said without a second of hesitation. His voice was firm, carrying that new, unyielding barrier he had built between Y/N and the corporate demands. "If they have an issue with the camera lines, tell them to adjust the tracking manually. We aren't running her ragged on a wet floor."
Y/N stared at the back of Seungcheol’s head. He didn't turn around to check if she was watching. He wasn't doing it to perform or to earn a quick smile from her; he was executing the vow he had made in the living room. He was managing the world so she didn't have to shrink herself to fit it.
"Line up! Entering the stage in three minutes!" the floor director bellowed through the corridor.
The members stood up, the rustle of heavy stage velvet filling the room. As they moved into the hallway, Hoshi stepped to the front, but he didn't immediately call for the chant. Instead, his sharp eyes scanned the line until they landed on Y/N.
"Spacing check," Hoshi said, his voice loud enough to clear the hallway chatter. "Verse two. Mingyu, remember your mark."
"I'm shifting three feet left the moment the lights hit the platform," Mingyu nodded instantly, his broad shoulders dropping back into a defensive lane that left the center lane completely unobstructed. "I've got the wing angle covered."
"Jihoon?" Hoshi tracked.
"Audio balance is locked," Jihoon said, stepping into line behind Y/N. He didn't push past her or give her a corporate lecture. He reached out, his small hand briefly catching the hem of her sleeve, giving it a light, grounding tug. "Sing it exactly like you did in the studio, Y/N-ah. The mic split is dead. Nobody is cutting your track."
The stage lights flooded the studio a minute later.
When the intro for Equilibrium hit, Y/N’s body moved with the same sharp, automated precision she had trained years for. But when the bridge arrived, the shift was physical.
As she stepped into the center, Mingyu cleared the lane with a sweeping, dramatic transition that felt almost protective. The main broadcast camera dipped low, locking onto her face as she delivered the vocal climax. For three seconds, she wasn't an extra or a transition pivot. She was the focal point of a thirteen-man engine that was deliberately turning around her.
From the front row of the audience, the fan chant rose like a wave—and for the first time in six years, her name didn't feel like an afterthought tucked into the end of the rhythm.
The evaluation continues
By 11:45 PM, the first van was quiet on the ride back to the dorms.
Y/N leaned her forehead against the cool window glass, watching the neon signs of the Han River blur past. Her phone lay flat on her lap. The notes app was open, but the digital graveyard of resignation letters had been replaced by a completely empty page. She hadn't written a single pro-or-con list in three weeks.
She felt a large, warm palm slide over her freezing fingers.
Wonwoo was sitting next to her, his thighs pressed tightly against hers in the cramped space, his reading glasses caught in the collar of his hoodie. He didn't look down at her phone screen. He didn't ask if she had made up her mind, or if the countdown was shrinking.
"Your voice sounded clear on the monitoring playback," Wonwoo said softly, his deep baritone a grounding weight against the hum of the van's engine. "The mixing team didn't drop your lower register this time."
"Jihoon-oppa stayed in the engineering room until four in the morning to make sure they didn't," Y/N whispered, her fingers curling slightly around Wonwoo’s thumb. "He didn't tell me, but Minghao saw his car in the lot."
Wonwoo let out a soft, low breath, his chest expanding against her shoulder. "They're trying, Y/N-ah. The whole house is trying."
"I know," she said.
She looked down at the empty note on her screen. The terrifying, heavy truth was still there the system was still massive, the industry was still clinical, and the scars of the past six years weren't going to vanish because of one good promotion cycle. She could still feel the phantom pull of that legal extension, the quiet allure of a life where she didn't have to fight for three seconds of air.
But as the van pulled into the dark basement garage of their dorm, she saw the door to the second van slide open. Seungkwan stepped out, immediately looking around the concrete space until his eyes locked onto her window, his face breaking into a small, tentative smile when he saw her wave back.
"Are you still thinking about it?" Wonwoo asked quietly, his grip on her hand tightening just a fraction as the engine cut out, leaving them in the dim, quiet luxury of the car.
Y/N turned her head, looking into his steady, intense eyes. There was no desperation in his face anymore just the unyielding, patient loyalty of a brother who was willing to wait at the edge of the line for as long as it took.
"Yes," Y/N whispered, her voice entirely honest. "I'm still thinking about it every day, oppa."
Wonwoo gave a single, slow nod, his thumb tracing the fragile skin of her wrist. He slid his fingers down, interlocking them with hers securely before reaching for the car door handle.
"Then we'll keep showing you the light tomorrow," Wonwoo murmured, pulling her gently out into the concrete garage where the other twelve were already waiting by the elevator, holding the door open for the fourteenth member to step in first. "Every single day until you decide to stay."
The final broadcast of the repackage promotions ended on a rainy Sunday night. The rest of the group had gone back to the main dorm in the first two vans, but Wonwoo had quietly spoken to their primary manager before the final stage. He didn't want the dorm tonight. He didn't want the kitchen table, the lingering, anxious glances of the other twelve, or the heavy, unspoken countdown that hung over the living room.
He had taken her keys, borrowed the manager's personal car, and driven her completely out of Seoul.
By 1:30 AM, they were parked at an abandoned, gravelly overlook near the old reservoir in Gapyeong a place they used to sneak away to during their brutal trainee days when the green basement felt like it was swallowing them alive. The rain pattered against the windshield in a steady, hypnotic rhythm, the dashboard clock throwing a faint, amber glow over Wonwoo’s face. He had taken off his stage makeup, stripped out of his performance velvet, and wore an oversized gray sweater that made him look like the boy she had met when she was thirteen years old.
He cut the engine, but he didn't pull his hands off the steering wheel. For a long time, he just stared out at the dark, rain-slicked water of the reservoir.
"You haven’t opened your notes app in three days," Wonwoo said, his deep baritone cutting through the quiet hum of the rain. It wasn't an accusation. His voice was thick, heavier than usual, carrying the exhaustion of a man who had been holding his breath for a month.
Y/N leaned her head back against the passenger seat, staring at his profile. "I didn't know you were tracking my screen time, oppa."
"I track everything about you, Y/N-ah," he murmured, his fingers finally dropping from the wheel. He shifted in his seat, turning his entire body to face her, drawing one leg up onto the cushion. He reached into the backseat, pulled out a thick, fleece blanket, and gently draped it over her lap, tucking the edges around her waist with a familiar, practiced care.
"I’ve been tracking you since 2015. And I think... I think I’ve been too quiet for too long. Everyone else has yelled. Coups threatened to strike, Jihoon spent eighty hours in the studio, Hao practically tore the storage room apart. But I haven’t really talked to you. Not about everything."
He let out a long, ragged breath, his shoulders dropping. His sharp eyes, usually so guarded behind his glasses, were wide, watery, and intensely vulnerable under the dim dashboard light.
"I remember the day you entered Pledis," Wonwoo started, his voice dropping into a rhythmic, melancholic cadence. He was doing more than talking; he was opening a valve that had been sealed shut for six years. "You were thirteen. You had these giant, terrified eyes, and your knees were bruised from practicing the debut evaluations until two in the morning. Do you remember what the trainers told us the first week you arrived? They sat the thirteen of us down and said, 'She’s the wildcard. If she doesn't fit the image by next evaluation, we drop her and revert to the original line-up.' From day one, they treated your existence in our lives like a temporary trial."
Y/N swallowed hard, the memory hitting her like a cold wave. "I forgot they said that."
"I didn't," Wonwoo whispered, a heavy, emotional crack breaking through his tone. "I didn't forget because I spent that entire week watching you hide behind the water purifier so you wouldn't get in anyone's way. And do you remember what happened during the Adore U promotions? When the first hate threads came out? The fans were furious that a girl had been added to a boy group. They cropped you out of the fansite photos. They blurred your face in the music video edits."
He reached out, his long, cool fingers gently capturing her right hand from beneath the fleece blanket. He didn't hold it tightly; he just cradled her palm in his, his thumb tracing the small scar near her index finger a reminder of a broken stage prop from their first year on tour.
"Back then, I promised myself I would be your safe spot," Wonwoo said, his eyes shining with unshed tears as he looked down at their hands. "I told myself, "As long as Wonwoo is standing next to her, she won't feel the cold." When we did the vocal team switches, I always made sure our mics shared the same frequency block so I could hear you breathing during the live stages. When we had those awful, crowded corporate dinners where the executives would ignore you and talk over your head to Coups, I would deliberately drop my chopsticks or complain about the food just to pull the attention away from you. I thought I was protecting you, Y/N-ah. I thought my silence was a shield."
He paused, his chest heaving as a quiet, choked sound escaped his throat. He lifted his other hand, taking off his glasses and rubbing his face fiercely, trying to stem the pressure behind his eyes. When he looked back at her, a single tear had escaped, tracking down his cheekbone into the dark fabric of his collar.
"But I was wrong," he confessed, his voice trembling violently now, fully exposed to the raw weight of his own guilt. "My silence wasn't a shield. It was just another layer of the dark. I was so comfortable having you in my corner, so selfishly happy that I had a sister who understood the quiet parts of my soul, that I didn't see the erosion. I watched Jihoon take your melodies because the company wanted a more 'aggressive masculine bass line,' and I didn't fight him. I watched Soonyoung move you to the back wing during Don't Wanna Cry because the visual symmetry looked better with Mingyu in the center, and I just stood on my mark and let it happen. I let them turn my sister into a ghost because I was too cowardly to disrupt the peace of the group."
"Woo, stop," Y/N whispered, her own tears blurring her vision, her chest aching at the sheer amount of agony in his voice. "You didn't do those things. The company did. The directors did."
"No, I let them do it!" Wonwoo’s voice finally rose, a rare, heartbreaking burst of raw volume that echoed inside the small car. He grabbed her hand with both of his now, holding it against his chest, right over the frantic, heavy thudding of his heart.
"I am a senior member of this group. I am part of the foundation. If I had opened my mouth three years ago, if I had stood up during the production meetings and said, 'If Y/N isn't singing the second verse, I’m not singing the first,' we wouldn't be sitting in a dark car in Gapyeong while you decide whether or not to destroy your own contract."
He leaned forward, his forehead dropping onto their joined hands, his shoulders shaking as the dam finally burst completely. Jeon Wonwoo, who never cried in public, who had buried his own deepest personal griefs away from the cameras, was falling apart in her lap.
"When I saw Team 2 on your phone that night," he wept, his voice muffled against her skin, "it felt like my entire life was being rewritten as a failure. I spent six years thinking I was your anchor, but I was just the weight holding you underwater. The thought of walking into that rehearsal room... of looking at the tape on the floor where your feet are supposed to be it makes me feel like I’m suffocating, Y/N-ah. I don't care about the perfect all-kills. I don't care about the stadiums. If you leave this group because we starved you of light, then everything we’ve built is just a monument to our own selfishness."
He lifted his head slowly, his face soaked with tears, his expression completely broken open. He reached up, his long, trembling fingers gently cupping both sides of her face, his thumbs wiping the tears from her cheeks with a desperate, frantic tenderness.
"I know you’re still thinking about it," Wonwoo whispered, his breath hot and ragged against her face. "I know every time you look at the schedule, you’re calculating how much strength you have left before you drop the pen. And I won't stop you if you need to go. If your soul cannot survive this machine, I will personally sign your exit papers as a witness. But please... please don't think you were an extra. Don't think you were a variable. You were the only reason the green basement didn't drive me crazy. You were the only person who saw me, not Seventeen's Wonwoo. If you leave, leave because you want a bigger world, Y/N-ah. Don't leave because you think we don't know the color of your eyes."
He fell silent then, his hands remaining on her cheeks, his forehead leaning forward until it rested gently against hers. The rain continued to smash against the glass, a chaotic wall of sound that shut out the rest of the universe, leaving the two of them entirely alone in the wreckage of six years of unspoken devotion.
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Just a genuine question: why is India so hated online?
I was having a conversation with my whole family my uncles, aunties, cousins, my mom, and my sisters and we were all talking about how much we like India. Growing up, we watched Indian movies, listened to Indian music, and dreamed of visiting one day. The food is amazing too.
My family likes India so much that my mom even gave my older sister an Indian name: Niharika.
So I'm genuinely confused about where all this hate comes from.
I always see comments like "Indians are ugly," and I honestly don't understand it. Indians are some of the most beautiful people I've ever seen, with beautiful features, cultures, traditions, languages, clothing, and history.
Some of my relatives actually live in Kolkata, and a couple of others study in India. Whenever they visit us or call us, they've never described India the way people online do. Yet people constantly bring up things like poverty or bad smells as if those problems only exist there. Every country has poor areas. The USA, the UK, France, (especially France) and many others do too.
Yet when it comes to India, people often act as if one negative image represents the entire country and over a billion people.
What confuses me even more is how many trends people enjoy today have influences from Indian culture. The clean-girl aesthetic, yoga, slicked-back buns, chunky gold jewelry, scarves, boho fashion, and so many other things draw inspiration from different cultures around the world, including Indian culture. (And of course many of these styles like Chunky Gold jewelry, scarves, boho fashion are also inspired by cultures from West and Central Africa such as Mali, Congo, Cabo Verde, Angola, and many others ik.)
So where does all this hostility come from?
That's just my opinion, though. It's not really my business because I'm not Asian, and definitely not Indian. I'm just curious and honestly a little lost. From the outside looking in, it feels strange to see so much negativity directed at a country whose culture has influenced and inspired so many people around the world including me and my family.