i like the idea of varka and crepus being in a relationship when they were young, but varka gets sent on an expedition or something (whilst he’s still a knight) and they sorta lose track of each other. varka comes back and he sees crepus with a 2-year-old version of himself, so he kinda just assumes crepus is married or something (evidently, he has to have had some sort of relationship with a woman because, well, diluc…)
later, varka trains diluc, diluc becomes a captain, etc etc. (all while varka is still festering feelings for diluc’s dad btw…)
near his 18th birthday, varka has a talk with diluc because he intends to name him acting grandmaster whilst he’s on a very important mission in Nod Krai, and varka finds out through him that, “my mom and my dad are not together, i’ve never met her, but she’ll send me gifts every now and then from far up north.”
cue awkward silence and varka spiraling because he is about to go on another expedition, and he must confess to crepus before then. but before he can do anything about it, crepus fights ursa the drake, and well…
i love doomed yaoi😋✌️













