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Starting off with the conversation Sausage and Juniper had in the June 16th stream in the new garden/arts wing. After talking about Ros for a bit, Juniper mentioned it's hard to find good friends and quickly followed up that they consider him a friend. Sausage adding that he is here for Juniper and whatever they need. This prompted Juniper to tell him about the thoughts she has been having about her magic and how it can relate to memories. That she might be able to help him. Sausage still has no memories from before the lab and we only know pieces. It can play piano, knows how to fight, can build, and was probably in a battle or two before the academy based on the scars it has. The change in its voice here is so sad when Juniper gives Sausage a tiny bit of hope. "That would be so good. Nothing's ever returned... from anything past a month ago and I don't know what to do. I've given up almost." And Juniper saying I'm sorry right after melts my heart but then Sausages almost defeated/flat "It's fine." just oooof. Then right back to making me wanna cry his voice actually cracks when Juniper says he might be able to help Sausage find his memories. "That would be good."

After a short talk about how Juniper is getting more confident in her powers after the ritual to make the new crystal for Zam and how they are both proud of Legs Sausage admits another fear of his. "I would love to know where I came from and if there's anyone out there that's missing me or... I'm just scared that it'll happen again and then I'll loose the memories of you guys and I'm just scared I- As long as it doesn't happen again you know. I'm okay if it never comes back, you know I'm not okay okay, but as long as it doesn't happen again. Like I don't think I can handle it if I forget all of you. So it happened once it can happen again, right? I don't know..." And the thank yous after Juniper says he will see what he can do!! Then the almost panic telling him that if doesn't work that its okay and not to stress out about it. That it would owe Juniper forever. Sausage wants to know its past so bad but also you can tell its become less and less a priority has it focuses more on protecting and helping those within the academy.

I bring up this clip as our other amnesiac Martyn aka Meowtyn/Bubbles/Patricia/No Name/ect and she is still very much looking to get her memories back as well! Before that though Sausage was very excited about art classes getting added and said that maybe he would know how to paint like he knows piano. Which reminds me of Fantasy smp where he made so many fun paintings with that mod! Artist Sausage time again would be so fun hehehe Pixel paintings are so fun! (These Sausage made during Fantasy smp)

Now back to the Martyn and Sausage talk. It was brought up after Sausage was giving Meowtyn a recap that it would be good to hear the name Patricia again. Sausage only calls them Bubbles and might even call them that if they find out their actual name. With that said Bubbles said that their next order of business was to help Habana grow and that it would be nice to find their name. That when Bubbles finds themself that will grow the connection with their dragon. "How is she meant to connect with me if I don't even know who I am?" Sausage says that he has a point, and it doesn't know who it is either. Though they can figure something out together and suggests a memory ritual. Making one probably with the help of Legs as he walks up after this clip.

What he says after is interesting as he says that the regaining memory ritual will probably be on the backburner as they have more pressing issues but one day. While Bubbles wants to regain her memories soon and thinks she can Sausage always gets excited and hopeful only to crash back down with what ifs and uncertainty. He wants to know his past but as he told Juniper he's almost given up... If and how they end up unlocking Sausages memories I have a feeling its gonna be tragic and very much involve why he has prosthetics and such. Shoot, Sausage even joked about being a prince this stream and I wouldn't put it past him or Mark to have foreshadowed that with Double Soul book written by the Solar Prince.

The more we learn about tf!Sausage the more I just really wanna know about the lore!! We even got confirmation that it can take off the prosthetics and has before!! Sausage could literally hand someone its copper arm to lend them a hand and it would be so funny. Though the convo leading up to that was Sausage talking about memories. So many questions!

Artimator Madness is un full swing and I've written lots of fun lore stuff for my girl ^-^

Spoilers ahead as well as warnings for death game angst.

Spoilers for all including most recent stream from Sausages pov