𝐈'𝐌 𝐀 𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐑,

they  are  disgusted  by  MY  BLOOD,    but  THEY  LOVE  TO  WATCH  ME  BLEED.

so basically, this isn't a goodbye or anything, but i didn't wanna keep you guys in the dark for any longer than i already have, so here it goes: at the start of the year 2025, i decided to take matters into my own hands and make some, both minor and major, changes in my life and due to this, i haven't found the time or a place to come on here. i've been working a lot more to earn more money for these changes to happen - i've gotten myself a new switch so i could get back into my love for playing video games again, i've finally gotten myself a new phone which i needed so badly after nearly 4 years and i'm on my way (if i don't get it b4 my birthday in june that is) to get myself a new laptop and i'm going to be an auntie by august.

that said, my laptop is deterioating, it's getting much worse and it's not just the problems with the wifi anymore. my mental health also has been up and down which i'm also working on and i've been terrible at reaching out/messaging/replying to dms or even taking parts in servers due to all this chaos of a change i'm trying to make with my life, i've also logged out of this account from my phone so i don't make myself feel bad or guilty for not being around as much as i'd want to be (so the only time i check notifications/ims on this blog is when i'm on my laptop).

now with this all out of the way and keeping you guys in the loop - regardless of everything that's been going on in my chaos of my life and my everchanging and frustratingly uneven schedule, I DO STILL WANT TO WRITE with all of yous, i still want to talk to all of you, so my discord is here and open to all my mutuals or my partners that don't yet have my discord so we can talk about having a 1x1 server where we can write together and talk in general;

child1shbambino for easier copying and pasting. i do still wanna scream, cry and yell about scott but there is other characters i do wanna try writing out tho haven't had the time or energy for tumblr too so i do hope to see y'all on discord too! esp getting more into writing over discord too.

however, i have also made myself a personal tumblr blog (that i AM logged into on mobile) that you can follow and interact with if you so wish, and i've been thinking of opening commissions sometime in the near future so, again, if you're interested, the personal blog is @bambin0s.

with all this out in the open now, consider this a heads up that i may be more leaning towards being on a (blog) hiatus, again, at least until i either 1) get a new laptop which might, or might not, be until june or somewhere around there at least, or 2) i get a better hang of the changes in my life and finally find the time, the peace and the moment to be here.

so basically, this isn't a goodbye or anything, but i didn't wanna keep you guys in the dark for any longer than i already have, so here it goes: at the start of the year 2025, i decided to take matters into my own hands and make some, both minor and major, changes in my life and due to this, i haven't found the time or a place to come on here. i've been working a lot more to earn more money for these changes to happen - i've gotten myself a new switch so i could get back into my love for playing video games again, i've finally gotten myself a new phone which i needed so badly after nearly 4 years and i'm on my way (if i don't get it b4 my birthday in june that is) to get myself a new laptop and i'm going to be an auntie by august.

that said, my laptop is deterioating, it's getting much worse and it's not just the problems with the wifi anymore. my mental health also has been up and down which i'm also working on and i've been terrible at reaching out/messaging/replying to dms or even taking parts in servers due to all this chaos of a change i'm trying to make with my life, i've also logged out of this account from my phone so i don't make myself feel bad or guilty for not being around as much as i'd want to be (so the only time i check notifications/ims on this blog is when i'm on my laptop).

now with this all out of the way and keeping you guys in the loop - regardless of everything that's been going on in my chaos of my life and my everchanging and frustratingly uneven schedule, I DO STILL WANT TO WRITE with all of yous, i still want to talk to all of you, so my discord is here and open to all my mutuals or my partners that don't yet have my discord so we can talk about having a 1x1 server where we can write together and talk in general;

child1shbambino for easier copying and pasting. i do still wanna scream, cry and yell about scott but there is other characters i do wanna try writing out tho haven't had the time or energy for tumblr too so i do hope to see y'all on discord too! esp getting more into writing over discord too.

however, i have also made myself a personal tumblr blog (that i AM logged into on mobile) that you can follow and interact with if you so wish, and i've been thinking of opening commissions sometime in the near future so, again, if you're interested, the personal blog is @bambin0s.

with all this out in the open now, consider this a heads up that i may be more leaning towards being on a (blog) hiatus, again, at least until i either 1) get a new laptop which might, or might not, be until june or somewhere around there at least, or 2) i get a better hang of the changes in my life and finally find the time, the peace and the moment to be here.

so basically, this isn't a goodbye or anything, but i didn't wanna keep you guys in the dark for any longer than i already have, so here it goes: at the start of the year 2025, i decided to take matters into my own hands and make some, both minor and major, changes in my life and due to this, i haven't found the time or a place to come on here. i've been working a lot more to earn more money for these changes to happen - i've gotten myself a new switch so i could get back into my love for playing video games again, i've finally gotten myself a new phone which i needed so badly after nearly 4 years and i'm on my way (if i don't get it b4 my birthday in june that is) to get myself a new laptop and i'm going to be an auntie by august.

that said, my laptop is deterioating, it's getting much worse and it's not just the problems with the wifi anymore. my mental health also has been up and down which i'm also working on and i've been terrible at reaching out/messaging/replying to dms or even taking parts in servers due to all this chaos of a change i'm trying to make with my life, i've also logged out of this account from my phone so i don't make myself feel bad or guilty for not being around as much as i'd want to be (so the only time i check notifications/ims on this blog is when i'm on my laptop).

now with this all out of the way and keeping you guys in the loop - regardless of everything that's been going on in my chaos of my life and my everchanging and frustratingly uneven schedule, I DO STILL WANT TO WRITE with all of yous, i still want to talk to all of you, so my discord is here and open to all my mutuals or my partners that don't yet have my discord so we can talk about having a 1x1 server where we can write together and talk in general;

child1shbambino for easier copying and pasting. i do still wanna scream, cry and yell about scott but there is other characters i do wanna try writing out tho haven't had the time or energy for tumblr too so i do hope to see y'all on discord too! esp getting more into writing over discord too.

however, i have also made myself a personal tumblr blog (that i AM logged into on mobile) that you can follow and interact with if you so wish, and i've been thinking of opening commissions sometime in the near future so, again, if you're interested, the personal blog is @bambin0s.

with all this out in the open now, consider this a heads up that i may be more leaning towards being on a (blog) hiatus, again, at least until i either 1) get a new laptop which might, or might not, be until june or somewhere around there at least, or 2) i get a better hang of the changes in my life and finally find the time, the peace and the moment to be here.

so basically, this isn't a goodbye or anything, but i didn't wanna keep you guys in the dark for any longer than i already have, so here it goes: at the start of the year 2025, i decided to take matters into my own hands and make some, both minor and major, changes in my life and due to this, i haven't found the time or a place to come on here. i've been working a lot more to earn more money for these changes to happen - i've gotten myself a new switch so i could get back into my love for playing video games again, i've finally gotten myself a new phone which i needed so badly after nearly 4 years and i'm on my way (if i don't get it b4 my birthday in june that is) to get myself a new laptop and i'm going to be an auntie by august.

that said, my laptop is deterioating, it's getting much worse and it's not just the problems with the wifi anymore. my mental health also has been up and down which i'm also working on and i've been terrible at reaching out/messaging/replying to dms or even taking parts in servers due to all this chaos of a change i'm trying to make with my life, i've also logged out of this account from my phone so i don't make myself feel bad or guilty for not being around as much as i'd want to be (so the only time i check notifications/ims on this blog is when i'm on my laptop).

now with this all out of the way and keeping you guys in the loop - regardless of everything that's been going on in my chaos of my life and my everchanging and frustratingly uneven schedule, I DO STILL WANT TO WRITE with all of yous, i still want to talk to all of you, so my discord is here and open to all my mutuals or my partners that don't yet have my discord so we can talk about having a 1x1 server where we can write together and talk in general;

child1shbambino for easier copying and pasting. i do still wanna scream, cry and yell about scott but there is other characters i do wanna try writing out tho haven't had the time or energy for tumblr too so i do hope to see y'all on discord too! esp getting more into writing over discord too.

however, i have also made myself a personal tumblr blog (that i AM logged into on mobile) that you can follow and interact with if you so wish, and i've been thinking of opening commissions sometime in the near future so, again, if you're interested, the personal blog is @bambin0s.

with all this out in the open now, consider this a heads up that i may be more leaning towards being on a (blog) hiatus, again, at least until i either 1) get a new laptop which might, or might not, be until june or somewhere around there at least, or 2) i get a better hang of the changes in my life and finally find the time, the peace and the moment to be here.

so basically, this isn't a goodbye or anything, but i didn't wanna keep you guys in the dark for any longer than i already have, so here it goes: at the start of the year 2025, i decided to take matters into my own hands and make some, both minor and major, changes in my life and due to this, i haven't found the time or a place to come on here. i've been working a lot more to earn more money for these changes to happen - i've gotten myself a new switch so i could get back into my love for playing video games again, i've finally gotten myself a new phone which i needed so badly after nearly 4 years and i'm on my way (if i don't get it b4 my birthday in june that is) to get myself a new laptop and i'm going to be an auntie by august.

that said, my laptop is deterioating, it's getting much worse and it's not just the problems with the wifi anymore. my mental health also has been up and down which i'm also working on and i've been terrible at reaching out/messaging/replying to dms or even taking parts in servers due to all this chaos of a change i'm trying to make with my life, i've also logged out of this account from my phone so i don't make myself feel bad or guilty for not being around as much as i'd want to be (so the only time i check notifications/ims on this blog is when i'm on my laptop).

now with this all out of the way and keeping you guys in the loop - regardless of everything that's been going on in my chaos of my life and my everchanging and frustratingly uneven schedule, I DO STILL WANT TO WRITE with all of yous, i still want to talk to all of you, so my discord is here and open to all my mutuals or my partners that don't yet have my discord so we can talk about having a 1x1 server where we can write together and talk in general;

child1shbambino for easier copying and pasting. i do still wanna scream, cry and yell about scott but there is other characters i do wanna try writing out tho haven't had the time or energy for tumblr too so i do hope to see y'all on discord too! esp getting more into writing over discord too.

however, i have also made myself a personal tumblr blog (that i AM logged into on mobile) that you can follow and interact with if you so wish, and i've been thinking of opening commissions sometime in the near future so, again, if you're interested, the personal blog is @bambin0s.

with all this out in the open now, consider this a heads up that i may be more leaning towards being on a (blog) hiatus, again, at least until i either 1) get a new laptop which might, or might not, be until june or somewhere around there at least, or 2) i get a better hang of the changes in my life and finally find the time, the peace and the moment to be here.

so basically, this isn't a goodbye or anything, but i didn't wanna keep you guys in the dark for any longer than i already have, so here it goes: at the start of the year 2025, i decided to take matters into my own hands and make some, both minor and major, changes in my life and due to this, i haven't found the time or a place to come on here. i've been working a lot more to earn more money for these changes to happen - i've gotten myself a new switch so i could get back into my love for playing video games again, i've finally gotten myself a new phone which i needed so badly after nearly 4 years and i'm on my way (if i don't get it b4 my birthday in june that is) to get myself a new laptop and i'm going to be an auntie by august.

that said, my laptop is deterioating, it's getting much worse and it's not just the problems with the wifi anymore. my mental health also has been up and down which i'm also working on and i've been terrible at reaching out/messaging/replying to dms or even taking parts in servers due to all this chaos of a change i'm trying to make with my life, i've also logged out of this account from my phone so i don't make myself feel bad or guilty for not being around as much as i'd want to be (so the only time i check notifications/ims on this blog is when i'm on my laptop).

now with this all out of the way and keeping you guys in the loop - regardless of everything that's been going on in my chaos of my life and my everchanging and frustratingly uneven schedule, I DO STILL WANT TO WRITE with all of yous, i still want to talk to all of you, so my discord is here and open to all my mutuals or my partners that don't yet have my discord so we can talk about having a 1x1 server where we can write together and talk in general;

child1shbambino for easier copying and pasting. i do still wanna scream, cry and yell about scott but there is other characters i do wanna try writing out tho haven't had the time or energy for tumblr too so i do hope to see y'all on discord too! esp getting more into writing over discord too.

however, i have also made myself a personal tumblr blog (that i AM logged into on mobile) that you can follow and interact with if you so wish, and i've been thinking of opening commissions sometime in the near future so, again, if you're interested, the personal blog is @bambin0s.

with all this out in the open now, consider this a heads up that i may be more leaning towards being on a (blog) hiatus, again, at least until i either 1) get a new laptop which might, or might not, be until june or somewhere around there at least, or 2) i get a better hang of the changes in my life and finally find the time, the peace and the moment to be here.

so basically, this isn't a goodbye or anything, but i didn't wanna keep you guys in the dark for any longer than i already have, so here it goes: at the start of the year 2025, i decided to take matters into my own hands and make some, both minor and major, changes in my life and due to this, i haven't found the time or a place to come on here. i've been working a lot more to earn more money for these changes to happen - i've gotten myself a new switch so i could get back into my love for playing video games again, i've finally gotten myself a new phone which i needed so badly after nearly 4 years and i'm on my way (if i don't get it b4 my birthday in june that is) to get myself a new laptop and i'm going to be an auntie by august.

that said, my laptop is deterioating, it's getting much worse and it's not just the problems with the wifi anymore. my mental health also has been up and down which i'm also working on and i've been terrible at reaching out/messaging/replying to dms or even taking parts in servers due to all this chaos of a change i'm trying to make with my life, i've also logged out of this account from my phone so i don't make myself feel bad or guilty for not being around as much as i'd want to be (so the only time i check notifications/ims on this blog is when i'm on my laptop).

now with this all out of the way and keeping you guys in the loop - regardless of everything that's been going on in my chaos of my life and my everchanging and frustratingly uneven schedule, I DO STILL WANT TO WRITE with all of yous, i still want to talk to all of you, so my discord is here and open to all my mutuals or my partners that don't yet have my discord so we can talk about having a 1x1 server where we can write together and talk in general;

child1shbambino for easier copying and pasting. i do still wanna scream, cry and yell about scott but there is other characters i do wanna try writing out tho haven't had the time or energy for tumblr too so i do hope to see y'all on discord too! esp getting more into writing over discord too.

however, i have also made myself a personal tumblr blog (that i AM logged into on mobile) that you can follow and interact with if you so wish, and i've been thinking of opening commissions sometime in the near future so, again, if you're interested, the personal blog is @bambin0s.

with all this out in the open now, consider this a heads up that i may be more leaning towards being on a (blog) hiatus, again, at least until i either 1) get a new laptop which might, or might not, be until june or somewhere around there at least, or 2) i get a better hang of the changes in my life and finally find the time, the peace and the moment to be here.

so basically, this isn't a goodbye or anything, but i didn't wanna keep you guys in the dark for any longer than i already have, so here it goes: at the start of the year 2025, i decided to take matters into my own hands and make some, both minor and major, changes in my life and due to this, i haven't found the time or a place to come on here. i've been working a lot more to earn more money for these changes to happen - i've gotten myself a new switch so i could get back into my love for playing video games again, i've finally gotten myself a new phone which i needed so badly after nearly 4 years and i'm on my way (if i don't get it b4 my birthday in june that is) to get myself a new laptop and i'm going to be an auntie by august.

that said, my laptop is deterioating, it's getting much worse and it's not just the problems with the wifi anymore. my mental health also has been up and down which i'm also working on and i've been terrible at reaching out/messaging/replying to dms or even taking parts in servers due to all this chaos of a change i'm trying to make with my life, i've also logged out of this account from my phone so i don't make myself feel bad or guilty for not being around as much as i'd want to be (so the only time i check notifications/ims on this blog is when i'm on my laptop).

now with this all out of the way and keeping you guys in the loop - regardless of everything that's been going on in my chaos of my life and my everchanging and frustratingly uneven schedule, I DO STILL WANT TO WRITE with all of yous, i still want to talk to all of you, so my discord is here and open to all my mutuals or my partners that don't yet have my discord so we can talk about having a 1x1 server where we can write together and talk in general;

child1shbambino for easier copying and pasting. i do still wanna scream, cry and yell about scott but there is other characters i do wanna try writing out tho haven't had the time or energy for tumblr too so i do hope to see y'all on discord too! esp getting more into writing over discord too.

however, i have also made myself a personal tumblr blog (that i AM logged into on mobile) that you can follow and interact with if you so wish, and i've been thinking of opening commissions sometime in the near future so, again, if you're interested, the personal blog is @bambin0s.

with all this out in the open now, consider this a heads up that i may be more leaning towards being on a (blog) hiatus, again, at least until i either 1) get a new laptop which might, or might not, be until june or somewhere around there at least, or 2) i get a better hang of the changes in my life and finally find the time, the peace and the moment to be here.

so basically, this isn't a goodbye or anything, but i didn't wanna keep you guys in the dark for any longer than i already have, so here it goes: at the start of the year 2025, i decided to take matters into my own hands and make some, both minor and major, changes in my life and due to this, i haven't found the time or a place to come on here. i've been working a lot more to earn more money for these changes to happen - i've gotten myself a new switch so i could get back into my love for playing video games again, i've finally gotten myself a new phone which i needed so badly after nearly 4 years and i'm on my way (if i don't get it b4 my birthday in june that is) to get myself a new laptop and i'm going to be an auntie by august.

that said, my laptop is deterioating, it's getting much worse and it's not just the problems with the wifi anymore. my mental health also has been up and down which i'm also working on and i've been terrible at reaching out/messaging/replying to dms or even taking parts in servers due to all this chaos of a change i'm trying to make with my life, i've also logged out of this account from my phone so i don't make myself feel bad or guilty for not being around as much as i'd want to be (so the only time i check notifications/ims on this blog is when i'm on my laptop).

now with this all out of the way and keeping you guys in the loop - regardless of everything that's been going on in my chaos of my life and my everchanging and frustratingly uneven schedule, I DO STILL WANT TO WRITE with all of yous, i still want to talk to all of you, so my discord is here and open to all my mutuals or my partners that don't yet have my discord so we can talk about having a 1x1 server where we can write together and talk in general;

child1shbambino for easier copying and pasting. i do still wanna scream, cry and yell about scott but there is other characters i do wanna try writing out tho haven't had the time or energy for tumblr too so i do hope to see y'all on discord too! esp getting more into writing over discord too.

however, i have also made myself a personal tumblr blog (that i AM logged into on mobile) that you can follow and interact with if you so wish, and i've been thinking of opening commissions sometime in the near future so, again, if you're interested, the personal blog is @bambin0s.

with all this out in the open now, consider this a heads up that i may be more leaning towards being on a (blog) hiatus, again, at least until i either 1) get a new laptop which might, or might not, be until june or somewhere around there at least, or 2) i get a better hang of the changes in my life and finally find the time, the peace and the moment to be here.

house full of cheaters

so basically, this isn't a goodbye or anything, but i didn't wanna keep you guys in the dark for any longer than i already have, so here it goes: at the start of the year 2025, i decided to take matters into my own hands and make some, both minor and major, changes in my life and due to this, i haven't found the time or a place to come on here. i've been working a lot more to earn more money for these changes to happen - i've gotten myself a new switch so i could get back into my love for playing video games again, i've finally gotten myself a new phone which i needed so badly after nearly 4 years and i'm on my way (if i don't get it b4 my birthday in june that is) to get myself a new laptop and i'm going to be an auntie by august.

that said, my laptop is deterioating, it's getting much worse and it's not just the problems with the wifi anymore. my mental health also has been up and down which i'm also working on and i've been terrible at reaching out/messaging/replying to dms or even taking parts in servers due to all this chaos of a change i'm trying to make with my life, i've also logged out of this account from my phone so i don't make myself feel bad or guilty for not being around as much as i'd want to be (so the only time i check notifications/ims on this blog is when i'm on my laptop).

now with this all out of the way and keeping you guys in the loop - regardless of everything that's been going on in my chaos of my life and my everchanging and frustratingly uneven schedule, I DO STILL WANT TO WRITE with all of yous, i still want to talk to all of you, so my discord is here and open to all my mutuals or my partners that don't yet have my discord so we can talk about having a 1x1 server where we can write together and talk in general;

child1shbambino for easier copying and pasting. i do still wanna scream, cry and yell about scott but there is other characters i do wanna try writing out tho haven't had the time or energy for tumblr too so i do hope to see y'all on discord too! esp getting more into writing over discord too.

however, i have also made myself a personal tumblr blog (that i AM logged into on mobile) that you can follow and interact with if you so wish, and i've been thinking of opening commissions sometime in the near future so, again, if you're interested, the personal blog is @bambin0s.

with all this out in the open now, consider this a heads up that i may be more leaning towards being on a (blog) hiatus, again, at least until i either 1) get a new laptop which might, or might not, be until june or somewhere around there at least, or 2) i get a better hang of the changes in my life and finally find the time, the peace and the moment to be here.

a compass that doesn’t waver.

so basically, this isn't a goodbye or anything, but i didn't wanna keep you guys in the dark for any longer than i already have, so here it goes: at the start of the year 2025, i decided to take matters into my own hands and make some, both minor and major, changes in my life and due to this, i haven't found the time or a place to come on here. i've been working a lot more to earn more money for these changes to happen - i've gotten myself a new switch so i could get back into my love for playing video games again, i've finally gotten myself a new phone which i needed so badly after nearly 4 years and i'm on my way (if i don't get it b4 my birthday in june that is) to get myself a new laptop and i'm going to be an auntie by august.

that said, my laptop is deterioating, it's getting much worse and it's not just the problems with the wifi anymore. my mental health also has been up and down which i'm also working on and i've been terrible at reaching out/messaging/replying to dms or even taking parts in servers due to all this chaos of a change i'm trying to make with my life, i've also logged out of this account from my phone so i don't make myself feel bad or guilty for not being around as much as i'd want to be (so the only time i check notifications/ims on this blog is when i'm on my laptop).

now with this all out of the way and keeping you guys in the loop - regardless of everything that's been going on in my chaos of my life and my everchanging and frustratingly uneven schedule, I DO STILL WANT TO WRITE with all of yous, i still want to talk to all of you, so my discord is here and open to all my mutuals or my partners that don't yet have my discord so we can talk about having a 1x1 server where we can write together and talk in general;

child1shbambino for easier copying and pasting. i do still wanna scream, cry and yell about scott but there is other characters i do wanna try writing out tho haven't had the time or energy for tumblr too so i do hope to see y'all on discord too! esp getting more into writing over discord too.

however, i have also made myself a personal tumblr blog (that i AM logged into on mobile) that you can follow and interact with if you so wish, and i've been thinking of opening commissions sometime in the near future so, again, if you're interested, the personal blog is @bambin0s.

with all this out in the open now, consider this a heads up that i may be more leaning towards being on a (blog) hiatus, again, at least until i either 1) get a new laptop which might, or might not, be until june or somewhere around there at least, or 2) i get a better hang of the changes in my life and finally find the time, the peace and the moment to be here.

so basically, this isn't a goodbye or anything, but i didn't wanna keep you guys in the dark for any longer than i already have, so here it goes: at the start of the year 2025, i decided to take matters into my own hands and make some, both minor and major, changes in my life and due to this, i haven't found the time or a place to come on here. i've been working a lot more to earn more money for these changes to happen - i've gotten myself a new switch so i could get back into my love for playing video games again, i've finally gotten myself a new phone which i needed so badly after nearly 4 years and i'm on my way (if i don't get it b4 my birthday in june that is) to get myself a new laptop and i'm going to be an auntie by august.

that said, my laptop is deterioating, it's getting much worse and it's not just the problems with the wifi anymore. my mental health also has been up and down which i'm also working on and i've been terrible at reaching out/messaging/replying to dms or even taking parts in servers due to all this chaos of a change i'm trying to make with my life, i've also logged out of this account from my phone so i don't make myself feel bad or guilty for not being around as much as i'd want to be (so the only time i check notifications/ims on this blog is when i'm on my laptop).

now with this all out of the way and keeping you guys in the loop - regardless of everything that's been going on in my chaos of my life and my everchanging and frustratingly uneven schedule, I DO STILL WANT TO WRITE with all of yous, i still want to talk to all of you, so my discord is here and open to all my mutuals or my partners that don't yet have my discord so we can talk about having a 1x1 server where we can write together and talk in general;

child1shbambino for easier copying and pasting. i do still wanna scream, cry and yell about scott but there is other characters i do wanna try writing out tho haven't had the time or energy for tumblr too so i do hope to see y'all on discord too! esp getting more into writing over discord too.

however, i have also made myself a personal tumblr blog (that i AM logged into on mobile) that you can follow and interact with if you so wish, and i've been thinking of opening commissions sometime in the near future so, again, if you're interested, the personal blog is @bambin0s.

with all this out in the open now, consider this a heads up that i may be more leaning towards being on a (blog) hiatus, again, at least until i either 1) get a new laptop which might, or might not, be until june or somewhere around there at least, or 2) i get a better hang of the changes in my life and finally find the time, the peace and the moment to be here.