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You And Your Friends - Part 2
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CONTAINS NSFW, MINORS DNI
⊠. Summary: When your name appears in your late great-uncleâs will, you sell your house and move out to the Estate. A victorian manor, an endless garden, and too many candles to keep up with now belong to youâand so do the groundskeepers that come with it. But behind all the intricate furniture and shiny tile, you find that all things have secretsâeven the handsome ones.
⊠. Characters: Tim Wright/Masky & Brian Thomas/Hoodie & Ticci Toby x Female Reader
⊠. Warning: Lore/canon-adjacent, gardener!Tim, woodworker!Toby, maintenance!Brian, fear, stalking, romantic tension, love square (lol), eventual smut, weapons, blood, near-death situations, terror, relationship tension, sewing needle, injury
⊠. Words: 15.6k
⊠. Note: Well, finally! This part, in fact, took me two months to write, so please excuse any inconsistencies or odd additions (probably because I forgot and had to edit it later). At least it's done! Two parts have become three, but trust, the next part is the finisher! Thank you for reading!
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You shouldâve known.
Godâyou shouldâve known.
There had always been something off. Some slant to their smiles, something unsaid behind their eyes. But you were so caught up in the charm of it allâthe old house, the strange peace of the woods, the comfort of company who provided solely for youâyou didnât see itâdidnât want to.
The strange remarks. The subtle glances.
The way Toby always seemed to have offhanded remarks about the house. The way Tim only had a small garden to tend to, but would vanish for hours and return smelling like rust. The way Brian never falteredâeven when glass shattered or thunder cracked or you joked about the house being alive.
Little things. Little red flags.
You remembered nowâTim, digging into the soil of his garden, murmuring, âDonât worry. You havenât seen haunted yet,â after you had mentioned the creepiness of the manor.
You had laughed. You thought he meant weird ghost stories or a strange feeling towards the place. Maybe even meant you.
But now?
Now you laid in the middle of the fog-soaked grass, the outline of the manor glowing behind you like some cursed cathedral, and they were all staring at you. Toby still stood over the mangled body of the thing heâd killedâsome twisted, eyeless, gray-skinned thing that didnât look real. Blood painted the fog. His hatchet dripped.
And BrianâBrian with his pistol held low and steady, face unreadable beneath his hood, watching you like someone evaluating a threat. Like someone used to this.
Tim, closest of all, white mask catching the light, standing still as stone with a shotgun pointed directly at your face.
They werenât speaking. They werenât smiling. You realized then that the pressure youâd been feeling since you arrivedâthe unease at night, the sense of being watchedâit hadnât been the house. It had never been the house.
It was them.
You swallowed hard, your breath catching on the edge of a sob. ââŠWhat the fuck is that?â you asked, voice barely above a whisper.
No answer. Just the crackling of Tobyâs breath behind the muzzle. The slow sound of wind through the pines. And three sets of eyesâhidden, masked, hardenedâtrained on you like they didnât know what you were going to do next.
Like they werenât sure if theyâd let you leave this clearing at all.
You could hardly feel the grass beneath you. Cold had crawled under your skin like something alive, like it belonged there now, and your breath came sharp and shallow as your eyes moved between themâToby, now cleaning the blood from his hatchet on his pant-leg like he did this every other Tuesday. Brian, still as a statue beneath his hood, unreadable, unmoving. And Tim, pointer finger resting on the trigger like he was ready to blow your head off.
You didnât dare retaliate.
Your voice shook as the words left you, stammered and half-broken. ââŠW-What the fuck was that thing?â you asked again, pointing at the corpseâor what was left of it. âWhat the fuck is going on? Why are you wearing those thingsâwhat is happeningââ
None of them answered. Toby didnât even look at you. He just wiped another long streak of red across his thigh, the blood soaking into the already-stained denim, then adjusted the muzzle strapped tight over his face, orange goggles tinting his gaze.
You looked at Tim nextâbowed up like it hurt to breathe. He hadnât moved an inch. His stance was firm, trigger finger ready, watching you like he didnât trust you anymore.
And then there was Brian. He stood furthest back, half-shadowed, gloved hands relaxed, pistol pointed down at his sideâbut he was the one you knew to be careful with. The quiet ones are always the most dangerous.
You stared at him, desperation cracking through your voice. âPlease. Tell me what the hell is going on.â
He hesitated. A flicker of something passed behind his body. Conflict, maybe. Or guilt. Then he finally spoke. âGo back inside.â
You blinked. âWhat?â
âNow.â His tone was low, almost regretful. âJustâŠgo back inside, miss.â
âNo!â you snapped, tears welling in your eyes now. âNo, Iâm not going back inside. I just watched thatâthat thing get butchered, and now youâre all standing around like this is normal! You were all lying to me, this whole time, what the fuck are youââ
Brian barked your name, his voice raised a notchâstern, like a warning.
You froze.
He took a step forward, boots flattening the damp grass. âYou need to calm down.â
âCalmâ?â Your voice cracked. âCalm down? Youâve been living on my property in secret fucking costumes, with guns and weapons, and something just tried to kill me!â
Tim finally shifted, lowering the shotgun just slightly. Not out of mercyâmore likeâŠcalculation. Measuring distance. Weighing your reaction. His voice, when he spoke, was rough and muffled behind the porcelain. âYou need to start listening to us right now or shit is just going to get worse.â
The grass was wet under your palms when you scrambled up, heart in your throat, every inch of you screaming. They were talking, trying to relieve youâwords that shouldâve made sense but didnât, voices layered over each other, circling you like wolves around a wounded animal.
âMiss, itâs not what you think,â Brianâs voice, low, coaxing.
âCâmon, itâs f-fine,â Toby, voice and limbs entirely too shaky for you to remain comfortable.
But it wasnât fine. It would never be fine again. That thing. ThatâŠcreature. Its body was still sprawled a few yards from you, limbs bent wrong, skull split open like firewood under Tobyâs hatchet. You couldnât stop looking at itâlong arms, pale stretched skin, the mouth that was still parted like it might scream again if given half a chance. It was wrong. Unnatural. A nightmare wearing skin.
How many more were there? How long had they been doing this? How many nights?
You backed away, breath shuddering. âStay the fuck away from meââ
âMiss,â Brianâs voice softened like he was handling a spooked horse. He even lifted his hands slowly, palms out, holstering his pistol for the moment, as if to show he wasnât armed. âWe donât want to hurt you. Justâgo inside. Weâll take care of the rest.â
The rest?
The rest?
A dry laugh broke from your throat, raw and cracked. âTake care of the rest? Do you even hear yourselves? Youâre wearingââ You gestured wildly, eyes burning. âYouâre dressed up likeâlike fucking psychos, thereâs a dead thing in my yard, and youâyou want me to just go inside?â
Toby shifted, taking steps closer to you, goggles glinting in the moonlight. âYouâre safe,â he said simply, like that explained everything. âWe got it. N-Nothingâs gonna touch you.â
Safe.
You almost choked. You flinched so hard when he leaned closer, trying to reach for your shaky hands, and then you were stumbling backward, your legs shaking like they didnât even belong to you anymore.
They all froze as you moved.
Your brain screamed leave. Your heart screamed run. And your body obeyed before thought could catch up.
You bolted.
The cold air tore at your lungs as you sprinted, legs burning, shoes slipping in the damp grass as you made a straight line for the carport across the lawn. The manor loomed still, its windows black like watching eyes. The cabins glowed in the fog on your right, warm lights burning like lighthouses you would never trust again.
Brianâs voice barked behind you.
âStop!â Timâs sharper, closer. The crunch of boots pounded the earth. They were following.
You didnât look back. You couldnât. The second you saw them coming after you, youâd fall apart completely.
Your car. That old beat-up thing that suddenly looked like salvation, like freedom. If you could just get to it, if you could just slam the door and shove the keys in the ignitionâ
Your chest squeezed, panic clawing its way up your throat. Your sanity was dangling by threads, the night breaking into pieces around you. What had you let into your life? All this timeâlaughing, drinking, planting sunflowers, kissingâyour mind tripped on thatâkissing them. You had kissed monsters.
Tears blurred your vision.
Your feet hit the gravel of the carport hard, sending little rocks skittering. You yanked at the handle, your hands slick with sweat. The metal burned cold against your fingers as you clawed for the door.
It was locked.
âFuckâfuck, no, no, noââ you gasped, frantically patting yourself down, searching for your keys. You didnât even remember where they were. You hadnât touched your car since the day you arrived here, and there was no telling where your keys would be now. Your hands trembled so violently you could barely make sense of your own body.
Behind you, footsteps closed in. âMiss, stop!â Brianâs voice again, desperate.
The car door rattled under your grip. Your still held onto the handle as if squeezing it tight enough would magically pop it open. You swore you could hear your own sanity snapping in little fibers, like wires stretched too far. This was it. There was no rational explanation left. No comforting lie you could spin to calm yourself. There were creatures in the woods. And the only people for milesâpeople you had trusted, laughed with, let touch youâwere strangers all over again. You had let this magical little world swallow you whole, and now you were stuck right in the middle of all of it. You should have seen it coming.
You pressed your forehead against the window of your car, chest heaving, whispering over and over, âNo, no, no, no, noâŠâ
The crunch of boots stopped behind you.
âMaâam,â Tobyâs voice came, closer now, steady but heavy. ââŠc- câmon now.â
You squeezed your eyes shut. If you turned around, you werenât sure youâd come back from what youâd see. Your chest heaved like it was trying to split open, the cold air tearing through you as your mind clawed for escape. Your car was a lost causeâthe keys werenât thereâand panic devoured you whole. Then, your eyes flicked upward, and you saw it.
Timâs truck.
The old pickup sat parked at the edge of the carport, mud splattered across its tires from town trips, bed half-loaded with empty feed sacks and old cigarette cartons. It was salvation.
You didnât think. You just moved.
Your legs jolted forward, carrying you with a surge of raw desperation. Gravel kicked up beneath your shoes as you sprinted for the truck, pulse hammering in your ears. You heard them behind youâvoices cracking sharp against the night.
âWaitâstop!â
âGet away from there!â
Their warnings sliced through the dark, but they only made you run faster.
Your palms slapped the door, scrambling for the handle. You yanked, the old hinges groaning, and practically threw yourself inside. The seat springs squeaked under your weight as you slammed the door shut, pushing the door latch closed and locking yourself inside, trembling hands reaching for the ignition. The keys were there, still in the ignition.
Your heart leapt, blood pounding in your skull. For once, luck was on your side.
With a violent twist of your wrist, the engine coughed, then roared to life, rattling the cab. The sound tore through the silence of the courtyard, deep and loud, vibrating in your bones. The headlights flickered, then flared bright, slicing across the fog.
You exhaled a ragged sob of reliefâuntil you looked through the windshield.
Because in the beam of those blinding lights, something moved. It wasnât a shadow. It wasnât a trick of your panicked brain. It was another one.
Tall, hunched, long-limbed, its skin pale and glistening in the glow. Its eyesâor what you swore should have been eyesâcaught the light and gleamed back. It froze at first, twitching at the sound, head cocked unnaturally to the side like an insect testing the air. Then, slowly, its limbs began to drag it closer, a jerking gait that was almost too fast, its body crawling forward on all fours like some rabid predator.
Your breath hitched in your throat.
Your hands were locked on the wheel, knuckles white, body screaming to go, to slam your foot down and get the hell out of there. But terror pinned you in place as the rakeâs body shuddered closer, drawn by the rumble of the truck and the glare of its headlights.
Beside you, fists slammed against the outside of the truckâBrianâs voice muffled through the glass, rough with urgency, âTurn it offâturn it off, now!â
The world was collapsing in on itself.
The creature lurched forward in the beams of the headlights, its long, spidery limbs working in horrifying jerks, teeth glinting wet in the light. You couldnât breathe. You couldnât think. All you could do was sit frozen in the cab, your hands strangling the steering wheel like it might save you.
âDammit, shut it off!â Brianâs voice cracked through the night, sharp with desperation.
Timâs shotgun fired, the deafening blast tearing through your chest as much as the airâbut the rake only staggered, then kept moving.
Tim pumped the action againâclick. Empty. His mask tipped down in disbelief, body stiff with sudden panic as he threw the useless weapon aside. âShitâshit, shit, shitâ!â
The rake shrieked, the sound like metal tearing and a scream all at once, its limbs clawing up speed as it hurtled toward the truck.
You shrieked with it, fumbling for the gear shift, ready to ram the damn thing if you had toâbut suddenly something slammed against the glass of your driverâs side door.
It was Toby.
But not Toby. Not the boy who helped you stay warm at night or stumbled with you drunk into a kiss. It was the weaponâthe orange goggles gleaming under the headlights, the muzzle tight across his face.
âOpen the door!â he barked through muffled leather, voice a ragged edge.
You shook your head violently, tears blurring your vision as you looked back and forth between one monster and another.
ThenâCRASH.
His fist went straight through the glass. Shards rained inside, some cutting across your sleeve, some glinting like diamonds in your hair. He didnât flinch. He didnât feel the blood already trickling down his knuckles. He just ripped the lock up with the same hand and wrenched the door open with a force that made the whole truck rock.
You screamed, scrambling back in the seat, but Toby didnât even look at you. He dropped low, arm shoving between your legs and under the seat in a hurried, desperate movement. Your mind blanked at the sudden closeness, the smell of gun oil and blood filling the cabâand then he was upright again, hauling out a heavy rifle like it had always been hidden there.
The rake was a blur now, closing in fast, the sound of its limbs slapping the dirt unbearable.
Toby braced the rifle against the doorframe, shoulders steady, eyes aimed square at the charging thing. He was always so shaky, always fumbling things and twitching so hard his bones crackedâbut now, he was as steady as a stone. His finger pulled the trigger.
BOOM.
The buckshot cracked the night open. The rake shrieked in agony, its body twisting as the blast tore into it, sending pale flesh ripping backward. It stumbled, clawed at the dirt, and then scurried off in a frenzy, vanishing into the trees with another unholy scream.
Silence crashed down heavyâexcept for your ragged sobs. You sat stiff, locked against the wheel, shards of glass glittering around you, your whole body trembling so violently you thought your bones might rattle apart. Toby slowly lowered the rifle, his chest heaving under the fabric of his hoodie, goggles glinting as he finally glanced at you.
But you didnât want to look at him. Not any of them.
The silence after the rake fled was unbearable. The only sound was your ragged breathing, the occasional soft clink of glass settling in the seat. The men stood outside the truck like statues, masked and armed, all three pairs of eyes fixed on you. You pressed yourself back against the seat, trembling so hard it made your teeth chatter. You wanted to scream at them, to bolt into the dark, but every shadow in the fog looked like it could lurch to life.
Brian was the first to move. He stepped closer, slowly, like he was approaching a cornered animal. He pulled his hood up, letting the mask sit at his forehead. His voice was low, careful, like he knew he was standing on ice.
âMiss⊠you need to go inside. Please.â
You shook your head furiously. âNoâyouâyou lied to me! All of you. I trusted you andâand what the fuck was that thing?â Your voice cracked, and tears burned at the corners of your eyes. âWhat the fuck are you?â
Tim shifted, mask still on, his shotgun slung uselessly at his back. His voice was steady but cold through the porcelain, âDoesnât matter right now. More of those things will come if we stay out here.â
âMore?â you choked, gripping the wheel like it was your lifeline.
Brianâs jaw clenched. He wanted to reach for you, you could tell, but didnât dare. âWeâll explain. I swear to God we will. But not out here.â
Toby hadnât moved from where he leaned on the doorframe, rifle still in hand, goggles gleaming. The ticking had returned, his neck snapping to the side as he spoke, voice muffled through the muzzle, âYouâre not s-safe here. Not without u-us.â
The words stabbed deeper than anything else. Because as much as you wanted to deny it, as much as you wanted to scream and tell them to go to hellâyou knew it was true. You had seen the thing, felt it chasing you. If Toby hadnât pulled that rifleâyour stomach twisted.
âWhy didnât you tell me?â you whispered, broken, not even sure who you were asking.
The three of them looked at one another. No one answered.
Finally, Brian exhaled, shoulders sagging. âBecause we didnât want you to look at us the way you are right now. The same way your uncle did.â
That hit harder than the gunshot had. You swallowed down the panic, wiping the smattering of shattered glass off your lap and clothes. Their bodies went taut, ready for you to run, but you didnât. You stepped out slowly, knees wobbling, eyes flicking to the treeline like the shadows might move again at any second.
Tim lowered his mask then, finally, revealing tired eyes and a mouth pressed tight. âCome inside. Just⊠stay where itâs lit. Weâll talk.â
You nodded once, jerky and stiff, and followed them back toward the manor. Not because you trusted themânot anymoreâbut because the dark was worse.
ââ .âŠ
The kitchen felt wrong. Too bright, too ordinary. The same wooden table where youâd laughed with them, spilled drinks, argued over how to season the roastânow it was where you sat stiff, arms crossed tight, pulse hammering through your skull.
The three of them lingered near the doorway at first, masks and hoods and goggles removed, shifting like they werenât sure how close they were allowed to get to you anymore. Finally, Brian pulled out a chair across from you and sat. His movements were slow, careful, like you might bolt if he breathed too loud. Tim leaned against the counter, arms folded, while Toby crouched on the floor near the far wall, fiddling with the muzzle strap at his neck, silent.
You stared at them, waiting. Your throat ached from holding in the questions, from the scream you still wanted to let loose.
Brian finally broke the silence. His voice was rough but soft, the kind of tone that begged for belief. âWeâre not here to hurt you, miss.â
Your laugh came out sharp and cracked. âYou killed something in front of me like it was a Tuesday errand.â
Timâs jaw worked. âBecause if we hadnât, it wouldâve killed you.â
âThen what was it? What was that thing?â
Silence. For too long. Until Brian sighed and rubbed at his face.
âTheyâre called Rakes. Theyâre a big problem deep in the forest like this. Pale things, fast as shit, look like they crawled out of hell itself. Except theyâre real.â
The word stuck in your gut like a stone. Real.
âAndâŠâ your voice wavered. âAnd my uncle? You mentioned him. Heâhe didnât justâŠâ
Brianâs gaze flicked up, guilt shining. âHe didnât die in his sleep. He ignored our warnings. He wanted to study them, to find out where they came from, why theyâre here. He went out on his own. One got him before we could stop it.â
It felt like the floor tilted under you. You pressed your nails into your palms until the sting grounded you.
No wonder there wasnât a funeral. They probably never even found a fingerâs worth left of him.
Timâs voice cut in, matter-of-fact, like he wanted to keep you from spiraling. âWe were sent here because of it. Not by your family, not by the town, but by Him.â
âWho the fuck is him?â
They all went quiet again. You hated how they did thatâlike they had to agree silently on how much truth you were allowed to have.
Finally, Toby muttered, voice low, âThe O-Operator.â
You blinked. âOperator?â
Brian nodded slowly, expression grim. âHeâs our⊠boss. Our tether. Whatever word you want. He sent us here to guard this manor, to keep it from falling to the rakes. Because if it does, this whole stretch of woods goes with it.â
Your stomach turned. âWhat do you mean, âgoes with itâ?â
Timâs mouth pressed into a thin line. âThese arenât just woods, miss. This is the Operatorâs territory. Your uncleâs manor just happens to sit dead center in the middle of it. He refused to give it up, so we made an alliance instead of kicking him to the curb. He fed us and housed us in return.â
The words hit you one by one, like stones thrown at your chest. Operator. Rakes. Dead uncle. Alliance.
You looked down at your hands on the table. They didnât feel like yours anymore.
Brian leaned forward, searching your face. âI know this is a lot. But weâre not your enemy. Weâre the reason youâve been safe here. The reason youâre still breathing tonight.â
But the dread coiled tighter in your stomach, because as much as his voice begged you to believe it, as much as your body shook with the leftover fear of the rakeâs claws nearly finding youâ
You couldnât help but think:
If this was safety⊠what the hell did danger look like?
Your throat closed up, your heartbeat kicked into overdrive, and the air in the kitchen suddenly felt too thin, like the whole manor was shrinking in around you.
âIâno, no, noââ The words came out choked, and you pushed back from the table so hard the chair screeched.
âMissââ Brianâs voice reached for you, but you were already stumbling toward the door.
âDonâtââ You raised a hand, shaking, as if the gesture could keep them at bay. You saw Toby move first, quick and instinctive, like he always was, but the moment he reached toward you, you flinched so violently it made him freeze in place.
âLeave me aloneââ Your voice cracked high, raw with panic. âDonâtâjust donâtââ
Brian stood up, hands lifted in a placating gesture. âWeâre notââ
But you couldnât listen, couldnât hear. The air sawed in and out of your lungs in broken bursts, chest heaving, vision tunneling in and out. Their shapes blurred together, too close, too wrong. You shoved past them, every nerve screaming, bolting for the stairs.
âChrist almightyââ Timâs voice, sharp, an order more than a plea. âStop.â
But you didnât. You flew up the steps two at a time, legs threatening to buckle under you, slammed into your room, and shoved the door closed so hard the frame rattled. The lock clicked beneath your trembling fingers and you stumbled backward until your knees hit the bed.
And then you folded. You yanked the blanket up and over yourself like a child, burying into the cocoon of it, hiding from the house, the woods, from them. From everything.
But the curtain was still open. And through the slat of moonlight, through the sheer fabric, you could still see it.
The rake.
Dead. Twisted in the grass like something unnatural left out in the sun. Limbs splayed wrong. Its pale skin caught in the light, waxy and alien. It shouldâve been comforting that it wasnât moving. That it wasnât coming for you anymore. But all it did was burn the image deeper into your skull.
You curled tighter, pulling the blanket over your head until the air was hot and damp against your face.
Itâs not real. Itâs not real. This is a dream. Iâm gonna wake up. Itâs just a bad dreamâ
The voices came next.
âMiss.â Brianâs, low, strained through the door.
âCâmon, maâam.â Tobyâs, softer than usual, almost coaxing.
âYou need to stay put,â Timâs, firm, lacking remorse, as it often did.
You pressed your hands to your ears, muffling them, shaking your head against the mattress. You didnât want to hear, didnât want to believe. Your heart thudded hard enough to make your body rock with it. Every muscle trembled. You couldnât tell if you were sweating or freezing, but your skin crawled like it was both.
Eventually, the voices stopped. The creak of the floorboards retreated. Silence, except for the ragged pull of your own breath. For a moment, you thought theyâd given up.
Until you saw it.Â
Through the open curtain, faint beams of light flickered across the yard. Flashlights. The three of them stepping back out into the fog, their shadows moving long against the grass. They didnât even glance toward your window as they approached the body. Tools in hand. Masks back on. Like it was routine. Like theyâd done this before.
You clutched the blanket tighter.
Because for the first time, you realized they had.
ââ .âŠ
The days bled together.
Sunlight dragged itself across the walls, shadows shifted with the passing hours, but you barely marked the difference anymore. Your roomâonce cozy, once yoursâhad turned into a bunker. You kept the blanket pulled to your chin, eyes trained on the door as if something might slip through the lock at any second.
The manor itself had changed too. The high ceilings, the curling banisters, the endless doors and rooms that had once felt like treasure hunts now loomed over you like watchful eyes. The beauty of it was gone. What was left was suffocating, oppressive. Has this house always been so dark and loud? The fog pressed against the windows day and night like a living thing, and the silence of the house creaked with every step they took downstairs.Â
They tried. God, they tried.
You could hear them through the door sometimes, soft voices muffled by the wood.
Tim, one morning, tapping against the frame with his knuckles, âYou should come outside. I could use an extra pair of hands in the garden.â His voice calm, practical, like asking you to water plants could undo everything youâd seen.
Later, Toby, his tone careful in a way it never used to be, âYâknow, you w-were sayinâ you wanted to help w-with the firewood? Could do that t-today. Get some air.â You pictured his goggles, the way the lenses had glinted in the night while he buried a hatchet in somethingâs skull, and your stomach turned.
And then Brian, the worst of allâbecause he didnât knock, didnât ask. He just left plates by the door. Sometimes you caught the scrape of ceramic against the floorboards and the quiet retreat of his boots. You hated how much you wanted to open it, just to see if heâd still look at you the way he had in the kitchen that day, before the world had cracked in half.
But you couldnât. You didnât trust them. Couldnât trust them. They were liars.
Every time you closed your eyes, you saw it again: Toby covered in blood, Tim with his shotgun leveled, Brian watching you like he already knew what youâd do before you did it. Their faces were masks now, even when they werenât wearing them.
You thought about leaving. Hell, you thought about it constantly. Packing a bag, walking until your legs gave out, flagging down the first car you saw, even if it meant never coming back.
But when you searched for your car keysâyour one ticket out of hereâthey were gone. Not in your pockets. Not in your jacket. Not in the drawer where you swore youâd left them. You tore through your room in a panic one night, drawers ripped out, clothes thrown across the floor, hands shaking as you clawed through every cornerânothing.
The realization hit like a stone in your stomach.
You were trapped.
The manor, the boys, the fog outside that pressed against the windows like it wanted inâit all caged you here.
So you stayed in bed. Curled up. Drained, terrified, jumping at every creak of the floorboards, every groan of the wood. A bird hit the window once and you screamed so hard your throat burned. You didnât even recognize yourself anymore.
The house youâd inherited, the one that had once felt like magic and freedom, was now a prison. A ball and chain. A hellscape patrolled by three men you didnât know at all.
At first, you refused to touch the plates Brian left you. They sat there on the floorboards, steaming quietly, the scent drifting under your door until it was too much. You waited until the footsteps retreated before snatching the dish up, scarfing the food down like a starved animal, and leaving the empty plate outside again.
It became a routine. You didnât want to depend on them, but your body betrayed you. You couldnât live on fear alone.
The bathroom attached to your room became your only refuge outside the bed. Youâd stand under the spray of hot water until it ran lukewarm, your palms pressed against the tile, forehead leaning on the wall. Sometimes you just sat in the porcelain tub with the water running, knees pulled to your chest, staring at nothing.
And always, always, when you came back into your bedroom, your eyes went to the windows.
Youâd yank the curtains closed, then open them again, unable to stop yourself from looking. The fog was always there, clinging to the glass, blanketing the trees. You half-expected to see something in itâsomething crawling, lurking, watching. Sometimes you thought you did. Shapes that moved in ways the fog shouldnât. Your breath would hitch, your body going cold, but nothing ever stepped forward.
Almost a week passed this way.
A week without gunshots. A week without blood on the grass. A week without monsters.
And in the silence, your fear didnât vanishâit changed. The panic attacks gave way toâŠsomething hollower. You didnât scream at every creak anymore. You didnât jolt at every shifting shadow. Instead, the weight in your chest was quieter, heavier.
Loneliness.
The manor, vast and echoing, was suffocating in its emptiness. The walls hummed with silence, broken only by the occasional sound of a floorboard groaning downstairs, or conversation carried in faintly from outside. The boys still moved through the place, you knew thatâthey had toâbut to you, it was like the house had swallowed them whole.
You hated yourself for it, but you missed them. Their constant chatter. The casual way Toby would crash into a room, or Timâs steady voice grounding you, or Brianâs quiet reassurances no matter what. All of it felt like another lifetime.
Now it was just you and the fog pressing against the windows. And though fear still twisted in your gut whenever you remembered that night, something else was beginning to twist alongside it: a gnawing, hollow ache for company.
Lying in bed that night, staring at the ceiling, you realized the fear wasnât the only thing keeping you awake anymore. It was the quiet. Too much of it. The manor had always been old and creaky, a place where silence still felt aliveâbreathing, whispering through the halls. But now it pressed in on you differently, like it wanted to crush the air out of your chest.
You rolled onto your side, pulling the covers tighter. And without meaning to, your mind betrayed you.Â
It wandered back. Not to the gunshot. Not to the blood. But to before.
The warmth of Tobyâs laugh when he teased you. The way Brianâs eyes lingered every time the two of you talked. The way Tim caught you when you stumbled in the garden, how his gloved hand pulled dirt across your cheek like a dare for more.
You remembered the heat. Their nearness. The weight of them, the dizzying closeness. Their smellâeach so different, but so incredibly them. And before you could stop it, you remembered kissing them.
Your breath hitched. The memory was like touching a live wireâshame, want, and dread all tangled together. Youâd been flustered and anxious, but youâd let it happen. God, youâd wanted it, hadnât you? The proof was there, stitched into your bones: the taste of Brianâs mouth, the desperate way Tim kissed you like heâd been holding back for years, the electric snap of Tobyâs lips against yours, so sudden it left you burning.
You pressed your hands to your face, groaning softly into the dark.
That had been just before everything went south. Just before the world turned sideways. Before you knew what they were. But even now, curled up in bed, dread gnawing your ribs rawâyou still couldnât stop the flush that crawled up your neck.
They were liars. Dangerous. Killers with pretty faces.
And yetâŠ
They were also the only people youâd had in over a month. The only ones whoâd shared your meals, filled your empty halls with life, pulled laughter from your chest when you thought youâd never have company again.
That ache in your chest deepened. It wasnât just fear anymore. It was missing them.
You hated it, but in the quiet, you found yourself wondering what they were doing right now. Sitting together at their table? Talking in low voices outside by the fire pit? Were they thinking of you, the way you couldnât stop thinking of them?
Your fingers curled in the sheets. For the first time since that night, the first thought youâd had of them in admiration rather than fear slipped in. And it left you feeling warm in a way you hadnât allowed yourself to in a long, long time.
â
By morning, the air in your room felt poisonous. Stale. Too close. Every corner looked darker than it should, every creak of the floorboards like a threat. You lay there for hours, suffocating in it, until the ache in your chest finally won out. Loneliness pressed harder than fear.
So you slipped out of bed.
The floor felt cold against your bare feet as you padded to the door. Your hand hovered on the knob for longer than it should have, every nerve screaming donât, but you twisted it anyway.
The hallway yawned openâlong, empty, heavy with silence. You crept down the stairs one at a time, shoulders tight, eyes flicking to every shadow as though something might peel away from the walls. The air was still. Too still. You checked behind you more times than you could count, convinced someone was at your back, but it was only you.
The manor was empty. The boys were gone, off doing whatever they did out there during the day. You were completely alone downstairs.
Your chest rose and fell in shaky breaths as you made yourself breakfastâjust something simple, toast and eggs. Your hands trembled when you cracked the shells, but you forced yourself through it, moving carefully, listening for sounds that werenât there.
When you finally sat down at the table, the weight shifted. The hollowness of your room started to ease. This was the tableâthe one youâd eaten at with them dozens of times now. You could almost hear their voices layered into the wood, see the way Toby picked at his food, Brian leaning back and smoking out the window, Tim muttering about seasoning under his breath.
For a few fragile minutes, you almost felt⊠better. Grounded. Like maybe the house was tilting back toward normal.
But then you looked outside.
The yard spread out before you, soft with the cool air, the grass still damp with morning dew. And your eyesâtraitorous, unwillingâdragged to the far patch by the treeline.
The spot.
Your stomach turned. The grass was ruined there, dead in the shape of something once sprawled. Brown, twisted, pressed into the earth like a scar.
The Rake.
Your fork clattered against the plate. Suddenly you werenât at the table anymoreâyou were back there, on the ground, lungs screaming for air, watching Toby hack into the thing again and again, the spray of dark blood cutting the night. Your body tensed, a violent shudder wracking through you, and you grabbed the table edge to keep yourself from sliding right onto the floor.
The toast turned to ash in your mouth. The kitchen blurred. All you could see was that body, twitching, limbs too long, mouth open in a snarl that should not have belonged to anything human.
You dragged your gaze away, chest heaving, but the imprint of it stayed stamped behind your eyes. The breakfast that had been so grounding a minute ago sat untouched in front of you now, the warmth of it leeching away with your appetite.
The panic was rising sharp in your throat, chest heaving like you couldnât drag in enough air. The walls of the kitchen felt too close, the memory of that blackened grass clawing at the back of your skull.
Then the door creaked open.
You jolted so hard the chair legs scraped across the floor.
âEasy,â a voice cut through the panic, low and steady.
Tim stepped inside, shoulders broad beneath his jacket, a wooden crate of vegetables balanced in his arms. He nudged the door shut with his boot, setting the weight down on the counter with a thud. The sound grounded you. The sight of him grounded you.
You sucked in air like youâd been drowning.
His eyes flicked over you, sharp and assessing. âChrist, you look like youâve seen a ghost.â He stripped off his gloves, brow furrowing as he took in the pallor of your skin, the dark circles carved under your eyes. âOr maybe you havenât seen anything at all. Been hiding in that room, huh?â
You opened your mouth, but words caught in your throat. He sighed, tugging off his jacket and tossing it onto the chair across from you. âCâmon. Enough of this.â
You blinked, confused. âWhat?â
âYouâre wound so tight youâre about to snap.â He motioned toward the door with his chin, already rolling his sleeves up. âFresh air. You need it. Iâm not asking.â
âIâTim, I canâtââ
âYes, you can,â he cut you off, voice firmer now, the same tone he used when he was correcting your clumsy hand in the garden rows. âNo oneâs out there. Nothingâs gonna touch you. Not with me here.â
Your hands shook in your lap. The instinct was to refuse, to bolt back upstairs, bury yourself under blankets. But something about the steadiness in his tone held you in place. Before you could second-guess it, he was at your side, holding out a hand.
âCome on,â he said again, quieter this time. Not a command, but an anchor.
You hesitatedâthen took it.
The sun hit you like a brand when you stepped outside. The air smelled green and sharp, earth and mist. You flinched at every shadow, every ripple of fog curling across the grass, but Tim kept you moving, his hand steady on the small of your back. You felt like a brittle dog being dragged to the vet.
He led you past the patch that still made your stomach lurch, not letting your gaze linger.
âLook,â he murmured once you reached the garden beds. Your eyes followed his gestureâand your breath hitched.
Tiny stalks, pale green, had broken through the soil. Straight lines of them, catching sunlight like little veins of hope. The sunflower seeds.
âTheyâre up,â Tim said simply, crouching down to brush a hand over the fragile sprouts. His voice was softer now, almost proud. âTold you they wouldnât take long.â
You sank to your knees beside him, eyes burning. After days of seeing nothing but dead spots and nightmares, this was⊠different. Proof that you had once thought this place magical, proof that it still could be.
Tim glanced at you out of the corner of his eye, catching the way your shoulders finally sagged a little, the way your lips parted like you might actually breathe easy for the first time in days.
âThere,â he said, his voice steady as bedrock. âBetter than four walls, huh?â
You nodded, swallowing past the knot in your throat, eyes flicking from the tender green sprouts to Timâs steady profile. He was wearing a red flannel, it suited him. For the first time in days, your voice didnât sound like it belonged to a stranger.
ââŠWhy are they here?â you whispered.
Tim didnât pretend not to know what you meant. He leaned back on his heels, resting his forearms on his knees, eyes scanning the rows of soil instead of your face. âItâs not really a simple answer,â he said after a beat. âTheyâre kind of like badly trained dogs. They were put in these woods to protect it, but they grew restless. They multiplied, and now theyâre trying to plant territory here. Theyâre⊠parasites, almost. They hunt, they tear apart whatever they can get their claws on. They donât stop until something makes them stop.â His jaw flexed. âThatâs what Toby was doing. Making it stop.â
Your stomach twisted. You hugged your arms around yourself. âAnd youâyouâre notâŠâ you faltered, the word caught between fear and shame. âYouâre not like them?â
That made him look at you. Sharp eyes cutting into yours, unreadable. Then his mouth quirked, bitter at the edges. âNo. Weâre human. Just⊠different kinds of human.â He leaned down, plucked a sprout of grass from the dirt and rolled it between his fingers. âWeâve seen things. Lived through things. The kind of shit that makes you useful for a boss like ours.â
ââŠThe Operator,â you murmured, remembering the name from that awful night in the kitchen. Tim gave a single nod.
Silence stretched between you, filled with birdsong and the wind tugging through the trees. You almost didnât want to ask the next question. But it burned in you, ugly and desperate.
âMy uncle,â you whispered. âWhat really happened to him?â
Tim exhaled slowly through his nose, shoulders rising and falling. His answer came low, deliberate, like every word was a stone he had to lay carefully. âHe didnât die in his sleep. Thatâs what they told your family so you wouldnât go digging. Truth is⊠he stopped listening. We warned him to stay inside certain nights, warned him not to wander the woods. He thought he knew better.â
Your chest tightened, heart crawling into your throat. âSoââ
âThe rake got him,â Tim said flatly, but his eyes softened when he saw the way you flinched. âQuick. Quicker than most.â He ran a hand through his hair, like he hated saying it but hated lying even more. âBrian found him. We cleaned it up before word spread and buried him. Your family was told he passed peacefully. It was kinder that way.â
Your eyes stung. You stared down at the sprouts, blinking hard, until the blur sharpened back into green.
Tim sighed, shifting closer, his voice lower now. âI know you donât trust us right now. Youâve got every reason not to. But weâre not your enemy, and weâre not here to hurt you. The only reason this place is still standing is because of us.â
His words shouldâve scared you more. But the way he said themâsteady, unflinching, stripped of egoâmade something in you waver. You swallowed hard. âSo my uncle⊠heâhe died because he didnât listen.â The words felt foreign in your mouth. Wrong.
Tim didnât answer right away. Just brushed the dirt from his clothes, his head bent slightly like he was bracing for you to cry or scream. âYeah,â he said finally. âBut you donât have to make his mistakes.â
Your chest rose sharp with breath. You wanted to spit at him, wanted to tell him he was wrong, that he was cruel for saying it so plainly. But instead your voice came out shaky, almost pleading. âWhy didnât you tell me? Why keep me in the dark? You knew I trusted you guys. Was it better I found out like that?â
Timâs eyes lifted, and for once there was no hard mask, no guardâjust a tired man who looked as though he carried too much and just found another thing to add onto it. âBecause trusting us is dangerous. Because you deserved to believe this place was just⊠yours.â His jaw tightened. âI wanted you to have that. Even if it was a lie. Even if I knew youâd find out eventually.â
The words hit you in a way you didnât expect, making your throat burn. You looked away quickly, blinking hard at the little sunflower sprouts poking through the dirt. They were so fragile. So green. So alive. Your lips parted before you could stop them. ââŠIt feels different with you guys here.â
Timâs brow furrowed, but he didnât press. He just tilted his head slightly, waiting.
You shook your head, cheeks warm, ashamed of yourself. âI meanâbefore, when I first moved in, it felt like a dream. Like the house was magic or something. But then it was the three of you too, andâŠâ You hesitated, heart thudding hard in your chest. âI donât know. It didnât feel like I was alone there anymore. It felt like it was our house.â
Silence. His gaze lingered on you, heavy, searching, until you dropped your eyes to your knees. You wanted to hate him. You wanted to hate all of them. But the warmth crept back in despite the fearâthe memory of his gloved hand brushing dirt off your face, of laughter spilling between you in the garden only days ago. You felt unmoored, torn in half.
âI donât know if I can trust you,â you whispered.
âI donât blame you,â Tim said, and there was no hesitation, no defensivenessâjust truth. He didnât move, didnât push, didnât even try to bridge the distance between you. He just stayed steady, watching, like he knew that if he reached for you now, youâd bolt. That steadiness should have comforted you, but instead it made your chest tight.
Your gaze flicked once more to his, and for a fleeting second you saw the same man who had caught you when you fell, who had kissed you like he was afraid youâd vanish if he didnât hold you close. Your stomach knotted. Too much. It was all too much.
âI should⊠I should go inside,â you muttered, the words stumbling out uneven.
Tim gave a small nod, like heâd expected it. âAlright. Do what you need.â
You rose quickly, your boots crunching over the gravel path, heart hammering in your throat. Each step back to the manor felt heavy, dragged down by invisible weight. When you reached the door and slipped inside, you pressed your back against it, clutching the handle like you could hold the whole house shut around you.
The silence rang. Empty. Oppressive. And for all your desperation to be away from him, from them, from everythingâyou couldnât shake the sickening pull in your chest. The way his words clung to you. The way the air had shifted when you thought, for a moment, that maybe you werenât as alone as you feared.
It scared you worse than the rake ever had. You shoved the thought down, dragging yourself upstairs.Â
ââ .âŠ
You didnât lock yourself away anymore. That had felt too much like suffocating, like the four walls of your bedroom were trying to eat you alive. Instead, you drifted through the house the way fog rolled through the manor grounds: quiet, cautious, and never quite settling. You swept the floors, washed dishes, straightened the shelves in your uncleâs old studyâanything to keep your hands busy, to keep your mind from spinning too fast. You refused to look at the drawings in there, deciding that stuffing them into a drawer was the better option.
But no matter what you did, it was always there. That knot in your stomach. That pulse of awareness. Because eventually, one of them would always appear.
Brian passing through the hall with a coil of wire slung over his shoulder, nodding as if to silently greet you. Toby kicking mud off his boots at the door, his hair messy from the woods, muttering something about needing to grab water. Tim carrying a basket of herbs into the kitchen, his voice gruff when he told you to watch your step as if he still expected you to trip everywhere you went.
Each time, your body betrayed you. The first response was always fear: your shoulders tight, your breath caught sharp in your chest, fingers clutching the nearest counter or chair. They felt like shadows looming over you, reminders of the masks, the blood, the rake.
But then, almost cruelly, the fear softened into something else.
Your gaze lingered on Brianâs hands as he workedâsteady, clever hands that had cradled yours. You found yourself watching the swing of Tobyâs shoulders, the way he filled a doorway with his energy even when he said nothing at all. And Tim, sharp edges and all, made your stomach twist when he brushed past you, the scent of cigarette smoke trailing behind him.
It made no sense. You hated it. Sometimes you caught yourself staring too long, zoning out with your heart in your throat, fidgeting with your sleeves or a stray thread on your shirt until you snapped yourself back. Other times youâd feel heat crawl up your neck at the sound of their voices, the low timbre of their laughter echoing through the halls, and youâd retreat to another room before they could notice.
You wanted them gone. You wanted them closer. The contradiction gnawed at you.
They tried, in small ways, to bridge the gap. Brian offering a half-smile when you passed in the kitchen. Toby cracking a joke that earned him nothing but your stiff silence. Tim tossing a casual, âYou eating today?â over his shoulder like it wasnât meant to matter. They didnât press, didnât demand answers, but the weight of their attempts hung in the air between you. Every time you caught their eyes, you saw something there you didnât want to name. Patience. Concern. Something warmer, steadier. It terrified you.
Because in the quiet corners of your mind, when the manor groaned and the candles guttered low, you realized the truth: the only people who could make you feel safe in this place were the same ones who had shattered that safety. And stillâdespite everythingâyour chest ached for them.
The longing crept in slow, threading through your fear until you couldnât tell one from the other anymore. It was like reaching for a flame with an open palm. You knew it would burn, but you couldnât stop yourself from wanting to feel its heat.
So you kept your distance, but not too far. Close enough to catch the shape of their shadows in the hallway, close enough to hear their voices drift in from outside. Close enough to keep wanting what you swore you didnât. And every night, when you lay down in your bed, you felt the ache of it thrum in your ribsâa hollow that wasnât just fear anymore, but something darker, hungrierâŠ
Want.
ââ .âŠ
The storm had rolled in like a beast. Rain lashed the tall windows, rattling against the glass with a steady violence, the manor groaning as though the water alone might break it apart. You were folding the last of your fresh laundry in your bedroom, the soft crackle of a record spinning in the corner from a bin of old vinyls you had found, when the knock came.
Sharp. Three quick raps.
You froze mid-fold, heartbeat leaping into your throat. For a long moment you just stood there, staring at the door, the shadows bending in the flicker of candlelight. Then you forced yourself to move. You pulled it open just a crack.
Brian stood there, rain clinging to his hoodie in damp patches, his hair a little mussed. His expression softened the moment your eyes met.
âHey,â he said, voice low, careful. âWasnât sure if you were up. Just wanted to check in. You doing alright?â
The question landed heavier than it should have. You blinked at him, throat dry, trying to summon an easy answer, but nothing about this was easy. âI⊠I guess. Just keeping busy.â
Brian nodded once, stepping just close enough to lean against the doorframe. The light behind you threw his face into half-shadow, the other half all sharp cheekbones and soft eyes. âNeed anything? Food, tea, whatever. Figured Iâd ask before we head out.â
The words snagged you. Head out.
Your eyes flickered down without meaning to, catching the edges of things he hadnât hidden: the black balaclava stuffed into his pocket, the flashlight clipped to his belt. The sight made your stomach turn.
You swallowed hard. âYouâre⊠hunting?â The word nearly caught in your throat, shaky and brittle.
Brianâs eyes followed yours, and for a second, his jaw tightened. Then he sighed, quiet and steady, pushing off the frame to face you fully. âYeah,â he admitted. No excuses, no softening of the truth. Just the weight of it placed between you.
The sight of the gear, the reminder of what it meantâof the horrorsâhad your hands trembling. Your breath picked up, chest hitching. You shook your head, backing a step into your room without realizing it.
âHey, heyââ Brianâs voice caught softer now, urgent but not harsh. He stepped forward, careful, palms open, and reached for your arms. His fingers closed gently around your sleeves, grounding you with the warmth of his grip. âItâs alright.â
You stared at him, wide-eyed, panic and unease crashing in waves over you, but the steadiness of his hands on your arms made you pause. Made you realize you hadnât let anyone this close in days. Rain pounded the manor, lightning flashed faint and far through the windows, and Brian stood in front of you, as terrifying as the storm but unshakable. His eyes searched yours, calm and certain.
Your throat burned with the pressure of words you didnât want to say, but couldnât hold back anymore. The dam was finally cracking, and there was nothing you could do to hold back the roar that was coming with it.
âPlease,â you whispered, voice breaking, âdonâtâdonât let them near here.â Your fingers curled around the fabric of his hoodie like you needed something to anchor you. âDonât let those things come close. Iââ Your breath hitched, a sob caught in your throat before you could stop it. âI canâtââ
Brianâs brow furrowed, his grip tightening just slightly as if to keep you from unraveling completely.
âHey,â he said softly, bending closer. âBreathe. Câmon nowâŠâ
But you shook your head violently, tears brimming before you even realized theyâd gathered. âNo, youâre not listening, I meanâwhat if something happens? What if you donât come back? What if itâs worse than that thing in the yardââ
Your voice cracked, and you clutched at him harder, burying your fingers into the fabric at his chest. âBrian, you canâtâyou have to come back. All of you. You canât justâleave me in this place and notââ You broke off again, swallowing hard as you met his eyes. The steadiness there, the calm resolve, made your stomach twist.
The fear wasnât just for you anymore. It was for them.
Brianâs face softened, the sharpness of his features gentled by the stormlight filtering in from the hall. Slowly, he lifted one hand from your arm to press against the back of your head, guiding you forward until your forehead brushed against his chest. His voice rumbled low above you, steady as the rain outside.
âWeâll come back,â he murmured. âWeâve done this forever. Weâll be right here. Always.â
You let out a shaky laugh that wasnât really a laugh at all, pressing your fists tighter into him. âYou donât know that. You donât. Donât make promises like that.â
Brian exhaled, the sound almost like a sigh, but his hand didnât move. âThen Iâll make it a vow instead.â
Something in you twistedâfear, longing, reliefâand you hated that it felt like your chest might split open with it all. You hated more that you believed him, at least a little.
You nodded against him, breath shuddering, clutching tighter to his hoodie like maybe you could hold him here forever if you just didnât let go. But eventually, he eased you back, just enough to see your face. His thumb brushed under your eye, catching the wet there before it could fall. âIâll be careful,â he said quietly, like it was a secret between the two of you. âThat, I can promise.â
The thunder cracked again, loud enough to shake the glass, and the manor felt too empty already. You finally let your hands fall away, weakly nodding. âJustâcome back,â you whispered.
Brian gave the faintest smile, one corner of his mouth lifting, though his eyes stayed serious. âAlways.â And then he slipped from your room, leaving you with nothing but the storm and the echo of his words.
ââ .âŠ
The night stretched cruelly long.
You tried lying down, tried closing your eyes, but every sound from outside jerked you awake again. The crack of gunfire splitting the storm, the distant echoes of shouting that bled through the walls, the occasional slice of light cutting through the fog like a ghost. Each time, your heart jumped, your hands clutched at the sheets, waiting for the manor itself to shake apart around you.
And then silence.
The storm eased to a drizzle around 3 a.m., and with it came a kind of unbearable stillness. You sat on the edge of your bed, your record player silent, clutching your knees to your chest as you stared at the clock. Every tick felt like another knife carving time into you.
When the shouting returned, you nearly screamed.
You bolted to the window, fumbling the curtain aside with shaking hands. Lightning cracked faintly in the distance, enough to illuminate the scene below: Brian and Tim struggling across the sodden courtyard, rain streaking their figures, their arms braced tight under Tobyâs shoulders as they dragged him between them. Tobyâs head lolled forward, his goggles askew, mud and blood smeared across his chest.
Your stomach lurched.
You didnât thinkâyou just ran. Down the stairs, nearly tripping on the last step, your bare feet skidding against the polished floor as you reached the back doors. You flung them open just as Brian barked, âMove!â and the two men staggered inside with their weight.
The air filled with the smell of wet earth and blood.
âWhatâwhat happened?!â you demanded, your voice strangled, but neither of them answered at first. Timâs jaw was locked, eyes narrowed with grim focus, while Brian kept Toby braced high against him, adjusting his grip as they pushed through into the manorâs mudroom and toward the kitchen.
âShut the door,â Tim snapped, his voice tight. âNow.â
You shoved it closed, the latch clanging, rain cutting off into muffled silence behind the heavy wood. Your pulse thundered louder than the storm had, and all you could do was stare at Tobyâhalf-conscious, skin pale beneath the bruises and bandages, blood trailing down from somewhere under his clothes.
Panic clawed your throat raw. âWhat do I doâwhat can Iââ
Brianâs gaze cut to you, sharp and unwavering despite the strain in his arms. âKitchen. Clear the table.â
Your body jolted into motion, heart in your mouth, fear and helplessness gnawing at your ribs as you spun toward the kitchen. You had the table cleared before you even realized what you were doingâfruit bowl shoved aside, candlesticks clattering to the floor, anything in the way swept off with frantic hands. Your whole body trembled as Brian and Tim wrestled Toby onto the wood surface, his boots leaving streaks of wet mud across the floor.
The moment his back hit the table, Toby laughed. It was a warped, half-slurred giggle that crawled under your skin. He tilted his head toward you, his orange goggles hanging cracked around his neck now, his wild eyes half-lidded. âHeeey⊠look a-at youâŠâ
Your stomach dropped. Blood had soaked through his shirtâdark, spreading from his lower abdomen where claw marks tore jagged across his skin. You could see raw edges of flesh, glistening under the bright lights Tim snapped on. Heâd also taken a brutal hit to the headâhis temple swelling purple, a gash matting his curls with blood.
But thatâs when you saw itâthe strip of patched cloth that had always covered his left cheek, torn loose in the fight. At first, you thought it was just another wound. But when the fabric slid off completely, your breath caught in your throat.
The skin beneath was split wide, ragged, old but raw all the sameâan unhealed wound that carved through his cheek, exposing his teeth all the way up to the hinge of his jaw. You could see them glinting faintly under the lamplight, the wet pink of his gums flashing whenever he giggled.
âOh, God,â you whispered before you could stop yourself.
Toby turned his head lazily toward you, eyes half-lidded, his grin sloppy. âWh-what?â he slurred, blood still smeared at the corner of his mouth. âUgly, huh?â He let out a breathless laugh that bubbled into a cough.
Brianâs jaw tightened, his movement pausing just for a second before he forced himself to keep moving. âDonât,â he muttered under his breath, as much to Toby as to you.
But you couldnât tear your eyes away. All this timeâevery grin, every joke, every quick glanceâyouâd never realized he was hiding something so jagged, so brutal, right under that patch.Â
And yet, he just kept laughing.
Brian yanked off his gloves with his teeth, his hands steady and precise as he tore at Tobyâs ruined shirt. Splotches of scars and tense muscles sat above his belt line, all covered in a horrid sheen of red. âHold him down,â he barked to Tim.
âIâve got him.â Timâs gloved hands pinned Tobyâs shoulders as he squirmed, still trying to sit up like a drunk kid refusing bedtime. âChrist, kid, stay still.â
You hovered uselessly at the end of the table, wringing your hands until Tobyâs blood-smeared one suddenly shot out toward you. His fingers caught your wrist, sticky and warm, tugging weakly.
âPretty girl,â he slurred, grin wide despite the blood staining his teeth. âYou c-came down for m-meâŠâ
You froze, pulse stuttering in your throat. Brian didnât even look up as he pressed a rag hard to Tobyâs abdomen, blood seeping instantly through. âDonât listen to him. Heâs concussed.â
But Toby giggled again, forcing himself up despite Timâs grip, his hand sliding clumsy against your arm. âKnew y-youâd care⊠knew it.â
Your throat tightened, torn between the terror of the wound, the strangeness of his unfeeling laughter, and the sheer surrealism of him grabbing at you like nothing was wrong while blood poured out of him. Brianâs voice cut sharp. âGet me more cloths. Towels. Anything thick. Hurry.â
You scrambled for the drawer, your hands shaking so badly you nearly dropped the dish towels. By the time you rushed back, Toby had twisted his head toward you again, eyes glassy and grin somehow wider. âDonât look so s-scared,â he mumbled, his words slurring but his tone almost soft. âI canât f-feel a t-thing.â
Then his body shuddered as Brian pressed harder into the wound, his giggles cutting into a sharp hiss of breath before dissolving into another eerie laugh. You nearly dropped the towels, your legs threatening to give out, thrusting them with shaking hands. Brian snatched them without missing a beat, already layering fresh cloth against Tobyâs stomach. Blood soaked through instantly, turning bright white fabric into maroon.
âTim, tilt his headâkeep him steady, heâs gonna choke if he throws up.â
âI know,â Tim snapped, his mask shoved up just enough for his voice to carry clearer. His gloved fingers locked around Tobyâs jaw, keeping him in place while the younger manâs body jolted against the table. Toby fought them with the strength of a ragdoll, limp in some ways but twitching and jerking in others. His legs kicked weakly against the wood, heels knocking over and over again. He giggled, a breathless wheeze that scraped your ears raw. Droplets of water flung from his clothes and his hair, the smell of damp earth and rust suffocating the room.
âFeels f-funny,â he slurred, eyes rolling back before snapping forward again, finding you like he couldnât help it. His bloody hand smeared against the table until it found yours again, his fingers curling sticky around your wrist. âDonât⊠donât look a-away. Missed y-your face.â
You couldnât move. Every instinct told you to rip your arm away, but the way his grip softened, desperate instead of forceful, kept you frozen in place. Brian cursed low, his hands soaked now, his forearms streaked crimson to the elbow. âShitâclaws got him deep. Punctured muscle. We need stitches.â
âThen stitch him,â Tim growled, tightening his hold on Tobyâs chin when he tried to thrash sideways.
âI willâbut I need him still, not a damn earthquake.â
For a moment, the kitchen was only the sound of rain hammering the roof and Tobyâs warped laughter cutting through it. He blinked at you, unfocused, pupils blown. âY-Youâre shaking,â he murmured, as though he could feel the tremor running through your body. His thumb dragged lazily across your skin, leaving a streak of blood like war paint. âDonât be s-scared. Not of me.â
Your chest squeezed tight, a sob clawing up your throat, but Brianâs voice snapped you out of it. âHold this.â
You startled as he shoved your hands onto the thick cloth already pressed into Tobyâs stomach. The instant your palms met the hot, slick wound beneath, your whole body recoiledâuntil Brianâs voice went sharp. âDonât move. You want him to bleed out?â
Your knees nearly gave, but you pressed down, teeth clenched, nausea clawing at your stomach as warmth spread beneath your fingers. Toby wheezed, twitching, but instead of crying out he only smiled through it, his head lolling toward you.
âSee? Youâre g-good at this,â he muttered, almost tender if not for the blood bubbling at the corner of his mouth. âKnew youâd t-take care of m-me.â
You couldnât speak. Couldnât look away from his unfocused eyes and the terrifying comfort in his voice, even as Brian moved around you with grim efficiency. Heâd already torn open an aid kit from the cabinet, the needle glinting in the light. Tim held Tobyâs head steady, murmuring something low and sharp under his breathâmaybe curses, maybe easing words, you couldnât tell. And Brian, steady as stone, knelt to stitch, his hands sure even as blood dripped from his wrists to the floor.
But it was youâyour hands pinning the cloth against Tobyâs abdomenâthat kept him alive, even while his bloody fingers tangled with yours, and he giggled through the stitches like it was all some sick joke only he understood. The kitchen had turned into a battlefieldâblood pooling across the table, the storm still howling outside, rainwater dripping from their coats onto the tile. Everything smelled like iron and wet earth, like thunder itself had crawled indoors.
Tobyâs body jerked against the table as Brian threaded the needle, his hands trembling from cold, fatigue, and frustration. The first puncture made Tobyâs back bow like a live wire, a ragged cough bursting from his lips, more of a muscle reaction than something he did intentionally.
âDonâtâdonât t-tickle,â he slurred, eyelids fluttering.
âChrist, Toby, shut up,â Brian muttered, voice taut. His stitches came slower than he liked, clumsy even with his practiced handsâhis soaked sleeves clung and slipped, fingers too numb to work with perfect precision. Tobyâs head lolled sideways, eyes unfocused until they found you again. His bloody grin widened. âYouâre c-cute, maâam,â he whispered, thumb dragging sluggishly over the back of your hand where it held the cloth down.
Your breath caught. You wanted to recoil, but instead you forced yourself to speak, to keep him occupied. âIf you donât hold still, he wonât finish,â you said, your voice shaking as much as your hands. âCome on, Toby. Just⊠just stay with me.â
His giggle cracked into a sigh, eyelids heavy. For a heartbeat you thought he was goneâuntil Tim barked low. âHeyâeyes open, kid. Look at her. Donât you dare close âem.â
You looked up at himâhis hand stayed firm under Tobyâs jaw, keeping him steady. But his eyes flicked to you, softer, urging. âYouâre doing good,â he muttered, and for a second it was like his words werenât just for Tobyâthey were for you, too.
Your throat ached as you nodded quickly, bending down closer so Toby could see you better. His glazed eyes locked clumsily on yours.
âThatâs it,â you whispered, trying to keep your voice even though your stomach was rolling. âStay here. Donât move. Just listen to me. Please.â
Another stitch tugged through, and Toby hissed a laugh that broke into coughing when a thick clot of blood soaked through to your palms. Brian cursed under his breath, wiping at the wound with his sleeve before leaning back in. âAlmost there,â he muttered, though you could hear the edge of doubt in his tone.
Toby, even half-gone, smirked faintly at you through the pain. âKnew y-you⊠liked⊠me,â he mumbled, before his head tipped back again.
âToby!â you gasped, leaning forward, clutching his hand tighter. Tim pressed down firmer on his shoulder, his voice steady, commanding. âFocus, Toby. Quit scaring the girl.â
Brianâs breath rattled through his teeth as he forced the last stitch through. The thread snapped taut, the flesh pinched together, ugly but secure. He tied it off with trembling fingers, the knot sloppy, but it would hold. âThere,â he muttered, almost to himself. âThatâs it. Done.â
Toby gave a sluggish chuckle, head rolling weakly toward you. âTold ya⊠jusâ a s-scratchâŠâ His bloody grin was crooked, dazed.
âScratch, my ass,â Tim growled, finally letting go of his shoulder. His hands were steady, but his voice was roughâtoo tight, too relieved. âYouâre lucky youâve got Brianâs hands on you. Anyone else, youâd be gutted open.â
Brian wiped the needle on a cloth, exhaling hard as though heâd been holding his breath for an hour. âSit him up slow,â he ordered.
You and Tim eased Toby upright. His body sagged heavy between you both, his laughter faint now, almost airy. His head lolled toward you again, his damp curls sticking to his forehead. âSheâshe m-makes a good nurse,â he slurred.
Your heart thudded in your throat. You couldnât tell if it was fear, anger, or the ache of something else, something softer. âJust⊠shut up, Toby,â you whispered, your voice breaking as you brushed sweat from his temple. You tried so desperately not to look at the hole in his cheek, but you glanced anyway. His eyelids flickered once, twice. And then they shut, his body going limp against Timâs chest.
Panic shot through you. âNo, no, noââ
âHeâs out,â Brian cut in firmly, checking his pulse with bloodied fingers. His shoulders finally dropped, the fight draining out of him. âUnconscious. But heâs breathing. Heâll live.â
The words hit you like a floodgate breaking. Your hands shook so badly you pressed them against your face, smearing blood across your skin. A pained laugh slipped from your throat, sharp and brittle, as relief and horror twisted together in your chest. Tim guided Tobyâs body down onto the bench against the wall, pulling off his soaked jacket and draping it over him. âWeâll move him to the cabin when the rain lets up.â
Brian leaned heavily against the table, dripping water and blood onto the floor, his jaw slack with exhaustion. For a long moment, the kitchen was nothing but the crackle of the storm and the sound of all your breathing. You looked at themâtheir wet hair plastered down, their soaked clothes clinging, the blood smeared across their skinâand realized they looked more like soldiers than the workmen youâd once thought they were.
âDonâtâdonât go back out,â you blurted, your voice sharper than you meant. Both men froze, glancing up from where they were arranging Toby on the bench. You swallowed hard, blinking back the tears burning at your eyes. âPlease. Just⊠just stay here tonight. Use a spare room. Shower. I donât care. Justâdonât go back out there.â
Timâs brows furrowed, his mask hanging loose around his neck now, his shirt soaked through to his skin. He looked at you for a long moment, searching, then glanced at Brian. Brian opened his mouth, like he was about to argue, but the exhaustion written across his face betrayed him. His shoulders slumped. âThereâs no needââ he started, then stopped when he saw the way your hands were shaking. The fight in him ebbed away. ââŠAlright.â
It was like telling dogs who always slept in the doghouse that they were allowed to stay inside tonight.
âGood,â you said, trying to sound firm even though your voice cracked. You moved toward Toby, who was still out cold, his head tilted against the wall. His lips twitched faintly, as if even in sleep he couldnât stop smirking. You brushed his damp hair from his forehead with trembling fingers. âPut him in my room. Iâll keep an eye on him.â
Timâs eyes widened slightly. âThatâs notââ
âPlease,â you whispered, cutting him off. âI canâtâI canât sit in there alone after all this. Just⊠let me do this.â
The room went quiet, except for the pounding rain outside. Finally, Brian crouched, hooking his arms under Toby again with a grunt. âFine. But only because youâre rightâhe needs watching.â He lifted Toby as if he were a ragdoll, adjusting his limp weight over his shoulder.
Tim rubbed at his face, sighing low. âAlright. But donât say I didnât warn you when he drives you insane in his sleep.â
You almost smiledâalmostâbut the knot in your chest wouldnât let you. You led them up the stairs, the floorboards creaking under the weight of two soaked, blood-streaked men and one unconscious one. You helped Tim drag off the heavy pieces of clothing, unstrapping his boots, and drying the blood and mud from his body. He didnât stir once.
When Toby was finally settled into your bed, damp curls spread across your pillow, you stood back, arms wrapped tightly around yourself. The room smelled of rain and smoke and iron, but for the first time in days, it wasnât empty.
You wrung out a wet cloth from your bathroom and began carefully wiping the grime from Tobyâs chest and stomach, clearing away the blood that clung stubbornly to his skin. He flinched faintly, but only to huff under his breath, muttering something incoherent.
Brian and Tim both stood nearby, dripping onto your floorboards. You glanced up at them, your throat tightening. âWhat⊠what happened?â
The only light in the room was the candleâs that stayed constantly lit, so they looked even more disheveled and worn than normal. Tim was tugging his gloves off, tossing them to the side. His jaw worked, the muscles in his neck tight. âWe got caught in a nest. Shouldâve cleared the woods earlier in the week, butâŠâ He trailed off with a frustrated growl.
You swallowed, turning your attention back to Toby. Your eyes caught on his faceâhis cheek in particular, and the horrid new discovery that had been revealed. âAnd this?â you whispered, brushing at the blood there with your cloth.
Brian exhaled heavily through his nose. He glanced at Tim before answering, his voice low. âThat wasnât tonight. He⊠does that to himself. Sometimes. When it gets too much in his head.â
Your hand stilled. The cloth went slack between your fingers. ââŠHe chews at his own face?â
Brian nodded once, curt. âHe canât feel it. Doesnât stop himself.â
Your stomach lurched. You blinked rapidly, your vision swimmingânot with fear this time, but with something sharper, deeper, sadder. You dragged the cloth across Tobyâs jaw again, softer this time, like if you were careful enough you could undo every wound on him.
âGod,â you whispered, your voice breaking. âHe couldâveâyou all couldâve died out there.â
Tim, still standing near the door, sighed and rubbed at his eyes. âThatâs the job.â
You looked at him sharply, and he held up a hand before you could speak. âIâm not saying itâs fine. Iâm saying we all know the risk every time we step outside. So does he. Weâre soldiers.â
You turned back to Toby, your chest tight and aching as you brushed his curls off his forehead. He shifted faintly in his sleep, lips twitching, a faint chuckle leaving his throat like he was dreaming something absurd. It gutted you.
You forced yourself to straighten, turning to Brian and Tim. âThereâs a spare room down the hall. I cleaned the sheets earlier this week. You can take it. Both of you. Please justâdonât go back out tonight.â
Tim arched a brow, but didnât argue. Brian only nodded, his eyes heavy with exhaustion.
You moved past them, pulling open your wardrobe and grabbing two clean towels. You thrust them forward with shaking hands. âShower. Dry clothes. And you donât have to work tomorrow⊠if you donât want to. Relax. Justâtake care of yourselves for once.â
Brian accepted his with a small, weary âthank you.â Tim muttered something under his breath, but you caught the flicker of relief in his eyes as he took his too.
You lingered at the side of your bed, watching Toby breathe, his chest rising and falling steadily. And for the first time since the night you saw what they truly were, your fear shifted, cracked, reformed into something new.
You werenât scared of them. You were scared for them.
ââ .âŠ
The room was thick with silence after Brian and Tim slipped out, their boots heavy across the hardwood as they disappeared down the winding hallway.
You dragged the lounge chair in the corner of your room across the floorboards, wincing at the scrape but refusing to stop until it was wedged against the side of your bed. You sank into it with a heavy exhale, arms crossed tight, eyes darting between Toby and the window.
Outside, rain still sheeted down, fat drops smearing across the glass. The grass below gleamed slick and dead where the dead rake had once lain days ago. Every shift in the fog made your pulse jump, but nothing moved. Nothing lurked. Still, you couldnât rest.
Your gaze slid back to Toby. He lay on his back, sprawled carelessly across your sheets like he owned them, shirtless under the bandages Brian had tied across his stomach. The gash there still seeped faintly through the wrappings, dark and damp against the white cloth. He jerked in his sleep every couple seconds, but nothing more than his usual tics.
And everywhere elseâscars. Dozens. Thin white lines crossing his ribs, deep puckered marks on his side, a jagged run across his shoulder. Youâd seen him shirtless before, chopping wood in the sun, but back then youâd told yourself they were just accidents. Work injuries. Maybe old fights. Something normal.
You now wondered how many Tim and Brian had. Did they also have some inhuman hole in their chest, or terrifying marks across their backs. How many cuts on their hands or arms had you dismissed as accidents?
Now, you knew better. Every scar was a tally mark. A near miss. A night where they might not have come back.
Your throat clenched. You leaned closer, the chair groaning under your shift of weight. Tobyâs face twitched faintly, lips pulling in the ghost of a smile even in sleep. Thatâs when you saw it: the torn edge of his cheek, scarred but raw, one of the secrets he had been so good at keeping. You leaned down, curiosity curling in your chest like a fist. Carefully, you brushed your thumb along the edge of his jaw where tiny bits of shaven stubble hid, then pressed lightly at the skin near the wound. His lips parted slightly, slack. You swallowed, steeling yourself, and nudged a finger closerâjust enough to peek past his teeth.
The flesh inside was ragged, gnawed down, trying its best to heal. You pulled back fast, your breath catching in your throat. Heâd done this to himself. Without thinking, you reached again, prodding gently against his lips with the pad of your finger. His mouth fell open, warm breath spilling against your skin, and there it was on full displayâthe damage. Jagged, raw, a hollow pocket where his cheek shouldâve been whole.
Your stomach twisted. Your chest burned. You wanted to recoil, to shut your eyes and pretend you hadnât seenâbut instead you stayed there, staring, your fingertip trembling against the sharp edge of his canine when, suddenly, his teeth snapped shutâjust a hairâs breadth from your skin.
âAh!â you yelped, jerking your hand back so fast you nearly tumbled from the chair.
Toby laughedâhalf delirious, half triumphantâa rough, breathless sound that still made your chest tighten. âR-Relax, maâam⊠wasnât g-gonna hurt ya,â he slurred, his grin crooked but genuine now that the bleeding had stopped.
You huffed, crossing your arms, still flushed. âYou really shouldâve told me about this.â
His eyes flickered toward the gash in his cheek. âDidnât⊠want y-you worrying.â His voice softened, quieter than usual, and you caught a hint of vulnerability beneath the bravado.
You leaned closer, tilting your head. âIs that the only thing youâve been hiding from me? Or are there other secrets I should know about? Seems I didnât know you guys as well as I thought I did.â
His grin returned, slow and mischievous. âDepends⊠y-you asking for t-trouble?â He lifted his head off the pillow, eyes glinting under your candlelight. âMaybe some t-things Iâll tell if y-youâre niceâŠâ
Your cheeks warmed, but you couldnât help but ask, âLike what?â
âAh⊠maybe later,â he murmured, brushing a curl from his forehead, âfor now, just k-know⊠thanks. You kept me from g-going under there t-tonight.â
You felt your stomach tighten at his words, the mix of sincerity and the half-flirtatious glint in his eyes. âDonât get me wrong,â you said, gesturing at the mess of bloodied towels and rain-soaked sheets around you, âIâm not exactly thrilled about being up to my elbows in all this. But⊠Iâm glad youâre okay.â
Toby shifted, lifting himself slowly against the pillows, and you moved instinctively to support him. He gave a weak chuckle. âI can move, I s-swear⊠but I should⊠I dunno, get o-out of your hair. Youâve got your hands f-full.â
âStay,â you said firmly, planting your hand on his shoulder before he could climb out of bed. âYouâre not going anywhere yet. We need to talk about⊠tonight. About what happened.â
His grin softened into something almost tender, head resting back against the pillow. âFine⊠fine. Guess I owe you an explanation.â
And so you stayed there, the storm drumming against the windows, and slowly the conversation unfoldedâhalf laughter, half tense reflectionâabout the rake, the chase, the wounds heâd hidden, and the small, terrifying ways their lives had changed since youâd arrived.
ââ .âŠ
You blinked awake, the lounge chair cold and stiff beneath you, limbs aching from sleeping in it. Tobyâs side of the bed was empty, and a faint smell of rain and smoke lingered in the room. Your fingers flexed against the fabric of the chair, realizing your muscles ached from tension as much as from the position.
Dragging yourself to the stairs, you paused at the top, ears straining against the dull patter of rain outside. The manor felt⊠normal. For a moment.
Downstairs, the sight that greeted you almost made you stumble: Toby, still shirtless and without his patch, crouched in front of your pantry, tearing into a jar of something you hadnât even noticed before. The bandages around his stomach had since been changed, too. He looked up briefly, grinning. âMorning,â he mumbled, crumbs on his lips.
Brian stood at the stove, stirring scrambled eggs and bacon, the smell warm and comforting. He had on new clothes, sleeves rolled up, hair messy and sleep-ridden. He glanced at you over his shoulder. âSleep well?â
You nodded faintly, still blinking away last nightâs nightmares. Tim was leaning against the open back door, smoke curling lazily from his cigarette, rain splattering on the mat beneath his boots. He didnât glance at you, but the faint tilt of his head acknowledged your presence.
And to your surprise, the kitchen was clean. No blood, no muddy footprints, no chaosâjust the muted hum of the rain, the hiss of the stove, the gentle smell of breakfast.
You swallowed, nerves still tight, but the domestic normality made your chest ease slightly. âGood morning,â you said, voice quiet but steady.
Toby hummed, pulling out a piece of bread from the pantry. âI took the d-day off,â he said lazily, slouching against the counter. âYou s-said not to work, anywayâ
âBut youâre still eating my food, I see,â you muttered, a small smirk tugging at your lips.
Brian glanced at you, offering a plate of scrambled eggs. âSorry, kind of took over the place, miss. I thought you could use the sleep.â
You moved closer to the stove, grabbing a spatula and helping him fold eggs and bacon onto the plates. Toby leaned lazily against the counter, munching slowly and grinning at you when your elbow brushed his side.
Tim flicked ash from his cigarette, voice low. âToo difficult to work in the rain, anyway.â
The four of you settled into a rhythmâBrian cooking, you helping, Toby snacking and joking half-heartedly, Tim leaning against the doorframe and occasionally muttering commentary.
And suddenly you realizedâthis was the first time you all had been in this room together since that night. No blood, no fear, no arguing.
Just you and your friends, like it always used to be.
ââ .âŠ
Over the next week, the manor slowly returned to a rhythm. The storm that had hammered the grounds the night of Tobyâs injury faded into a persistent drizzle, washing the hedges and garden beds until everything glimmered wet and green. Inside, the grand hallways felt less like a gauntlet and more like a place to inhabitâsunlight spilling weakly through the tall windows, dust that hadnât yet been disturbed catching the light like faint flecks of gold. The candlelight along the banisters still flickered each evening, but it no longer felt like a warning; it felt like home again.
You found yourself moving more freely through the rooms again. The once-imposing staircase was no longer a challenge to climbâyou traced your hands along the smooth banisters, absorbing the scent of polished wood and old stone. The art on the walls that had made your chest tighten now drew your gaze with curiosity: portraits of stern-faced men and women, landscapes of places youâd never been, scenes of life that felt foreign but alive. Every artifact, every sculpture, told you your great-uncle had lived surrounded by beauty and darkness alike, and now it was yours to touch, to explore, not to be afraid of.
The boys stayed inside more often again, taking your insistence to rest to heart. Tim leaned in from time to time, joking about chores or your sunflowers, but there was an ease to him now that hadnât been there before, a subtle gentleness behind the brashness. Brian, still meticulous, began lingering longer at breakfast, pouring coffee and pausing to talk quietly about something trivial yet meaningfulâwhether it was a sketch your uncle had made or the way the rain washed the garden. And Toby⊠Toby was different, too. He moved more slowly, more deliberately. His usual stutter softened around you, and the constant flirtatious jokes you had once been hyper-aware of seemed almost manageable now.
You noticed the little ways in which their presence permeated the manor. Timâs laughter in the garden carried through the windows, bouncing faintly against the high ceilings. Brianâs careful footsteps across the hardwood floors sounded like a rhythm you could follow when the monsters outside were relentless. Tobyâs deep exhalations as he chopped firewood in the yard seeped into the quiet of the house in the early morning. You had once flinched at every sound, every shadow, but now it was a kind of music, a background hum that you understood again.
It was becoming your home again. All of your home.
And yet⊠you were still aware. A sharp awareness that ran through your chest every time they touched you casually, every time you passed in the halls. You had kissed each of them. You had flirted, leaned into warmth you were not supposed to seek, and now every glance carried weight. When Toby leaned over to grab something from a high shelf, brushing his arm against yours, your pulse quickened. When Brian handed you a knife, the fingers brushing your palm lingered longer than necessary, and you felt the memory of his lips on your small wound rise unbidden. And Tim⊠his rough teasing, the way he caught your eye when you werenât expecting it, made you remember the scrape of his glove across your cheek in the dirt.
It was complicated. Scary. And intoxicating.
So your interactions became deliberate. Not cautious in fear, but deliberate in curiosity and care. When you sat in the kitchen with Brian, chopping vegetables for lunch, you asked about the manor, about his work, about things he hadnât shared before. He would pause mid-chop, eyes flicking to yours, and you knew the thread of connection was longer, thicker nowâbuilt not on naĂŻve trust but on understanding.
With Tim, you lingered in the garden. You helped him pull weeds, planted seedlings, and let him talk while your hands were dirt-stained. He laughed easily now, teasing less sharply, letting you see glimpses of the boy beneath the brash exterior, the one who had stayed behind in the shadows when rakes approached, the one who cared in ways he wouldnât admit outright.
And Toby⊠Toby became the hardest. He would sit in the lounge with you in the evenings, casual at first, feet on the table, joking and subtly scooting closer. But every time he laughed, every time he leaned in, your mind snapped briefly to memory: the last night in your bedroom, the whiskey, the fire, your lips meeting. Now, in the sober, quiet light of the manor, those memories were warm embers you couldnât quite smother. And yet, you craved them, craved him, the others too, while knowing the danger and weight of it all.
Slowly, over the week, the manor ceased to feel suffocating. The once-haunted halls were filled with life: the sound of running water in the kitchen sink, the soft thump of Toby moving about, Brian humming under his breath as he sorted tools, Tim tossing a cigarette butt out into the ashtrays. You walked freely now, aware but not tense, learning each corner, each shadow, each familiar creak. Refamiliarizing yourself.
And you found yourself noticing them more than ever. The small scar along Tobyâs shoulder. The faint line of a bruise on Brianâs forearm. The way Timâs hands always gripped a little too hard on the handle of his shovel. Every detail told a story, a life full of danger and near misses, of survival. You felt protective, anxious, and drawn to them all at once, aware that you had feelings for each, that your heart and mind were tangled in a web you couldnât yet disentangle.
Yet it was different now. You didnât flinch when they entered a room. You didnât hide in your bedroom. Your fear still lingered at the edges, yes, a quiet drumbeat under your pulse, but it had softened into concern, into longing, into attention and care that had substance.
The manor had changed. So had they. And slowly, tentatively, so had you.
But you still kept a secret from them. You still ran circles around them, flirted, and played house like you didnât have secret turmoil internally. Like you didnât feel heat in your chest for each of them. Like you didnât stare at their hands, at their backs, at their facesâ
They had told you their secrets, had laid their truth bare.
And with each lingering look, with each unspoken claim, you realized you were running out of excuses to hide yours any longer.
You werenât sure what would eat you alive first: the rakes, or your need to have them all to yourself.
This was going to be hell.
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⊠. Summary: When your name appears in your late great-uncleâs will, you sell your house and move out to the Estate. A victorian manor, an endless garden, and too many candles to keep up with now belong to youâand so do the groundskeepers that come with it. But behind all the intricate furniture and shiny tile, you find that all things have secretsâeven the handsome ones.
⊠. Characters: Tim Wright/Masky & Brian Thomas/Hoodie & Ticci Toby x Female Reader
⊠. Warning: Lore/canon-adjacent, gardener!Tim, woodworker!Toby, maintenance!Brian, fear, stalking, romantic tension, love square (lol), eventual smut, weapons, blood, alcohol, drunk make outs, risky make outs, talks of grief and mourning
⊠. Words: 17.6k
⊠. Note: Finally! I had to cut this fic into two parts because the setup and story became way longer than intended, but trust, the smut in the next part will make up for all the reading. Very not canon, but also not an AU?? Youâll see, youâll see. Anyway, thank you again Angie for the beautiful art, and I canât wait to see what yaâll think!
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Grief is a weird feeling to have about someone you barely even knew.
The forest had grown thicker the farther you drove. Roads narrowed. Trees leaned inward like sentinels, their black limbs threading above your car like rib bones. The GPS had lost signal over twenty minutes ago, replaced by static and silenceâbut it was clear where you needed to go. The road dwindled until it barely fit your car alone, then the asphalt turned to packed gravel and weed-ridden dips. Until eventually, it all cleared out.
When the gates came into view, you didnât even realize youâd been holding your breath.
Tall wrought ironâlaced with crawling ivy and something white growing through the slats, maybe fungiâstood wide open as if expecting you. Past them, the long gravel drive curled like a spine through mist that sat heavy on the ground, never quite clearing. It clung to the trees, to the stones, to the windows of your car like breath on glass. A crow watched from a crooked wooden post as you passed, unmoving, eyes beady and coal-black.
And then the manor revealed itselfâhuge, victorian, timeless.
It loomed at the top of the hill, its grey stones slick with dew and age. Ivy bloomed like veins across the façade. Balconies with wrought-iron railings curved out like ribs. Candlesâreal, flickering candlesâlit the windowpanes, casting warm amber light through the dusk. Even from the drive, you could see the tall banisters inside the grand entry. The flames along them shivered into being as you approached, one by one. Unlitâthen lit. Unlitâthen lit.
The house was aliveâsort of. Motion sensors are the face of the future nowadays.
You still werenât sure why heâd left it to you.
Your great-uncle on your motherâs sideâa man you hadnât seen since you were sevenâhad died quietly in his sleep three months ago. No funeral. No obituary. Just a letter from an estate lawyer in an envelope that looked like it had been typed on a typewriter and licked shut.
âThe Estate now belongs to you, as dictated in the will. The property is in your name. Immediate possession granted upon arrival. All expenses pertaining to the upkeep, facilities, and maintenance of the Estate shall be covered by the remaining balance of the previous ownerâs account, per his final wishes.â
That was it. No explanation. No fine print. Just a manor no one in the family had spoken about in decades, and a name barely remembered from a childhood photo album.
But something in you hadnât questioned it. Not really. Not when you saw the photos. Not when you sold your old place in less than a month. Not when you packed your life into a car and followed the map into fog.
Who gets a chance like this, right?
You parked beneath the massive archway, engine sputtering as you shut it off. You stepped out, the cool air hitting your face like a whip, the smell of gravel and moisture heavy in the dense air. For a moment, there was only silenceâso full and thick it almost rang. Then the soft crunch of gravel behind your car.
You turned quickly.
A tall man in a thick ochre jacket stood just beyond the back of the vehicle, his arms crossed, the black of his gloves matching the dark mess of his hair. He looked rough around the edgesâbroad-shouldered, with tired eyes and a permanent scowl carved into his scruffy face. He has dark facial hair and a scowl that could kill.
ââBout time,â he muttered, not unkindlyâmore matter-of-fact. âYou drive like an old woman.â
ââŠExcuse me?â
He jerked his head toward the house, already walking past you. âTim. Iâm the groundskeeper. Youâll meet the others eventually. I told âem youâd be late. You are.â
Charming.
You rolled your eyes, but there was something oddly comforting about how blunt he was. No sugar-coating. No fake sympathy about the death of your great-uncleâwhom you hadnât seen since you were seven and barely remembered. Just blunt honesty and a noticeable scent of soil, herbs, and faint cigarette smoke trailing behind him.
You popped the trunk and started pulling your suitcases out, straining with the last one when another figure appeared from the fog near the left side of the manor.
This one was leaner, a little taller, wearing a layered brown hoodie with a tool belt slung diagonally across his torso. Shorter light brown hair, less facial hair, and a better demeanor. His face was tense too, but not nearly as much as Timâsâjust the face of a man who worked all day. There was something⊠still about him. Gentle, but unreadable. He came forward quietly, gave you a nod, and took your last suitcase without a word.
âUhâthanks,â you said, a little startled.
He looked at you for a beat longer than most people would. Not creepy. Just⊠deliberate. Like he was learning your shape. âBrian,â he finally said, voice low and smooth. âI handle the house, miss.â
And then, just as quiet as heâd arrived, he turned and headed up the wide stone stairs, suitcase in hand like it weighed nothing. His boots made no sound. Tim took a larger duffle bag in your hand, and made his way inside too.
Okay then.
You followed after them, feet echoing slightly on the stone. The doors were already openâenormous double slabs of oak carved with swirls and vines, polished but ancient. The inside of the manor was even more beautiful than youâd imagined.
It was like stepping into another century.
Marble floors half-covered in velvet rugs. Staircases that twisted up to balconies you couldnât yet see. A chandelier that glittered like it was dripping crystals. Paintings of people you didnât recognize lined the wallsâeyes too lifelike, almost following you. And everywhere: those damn candles. Lit. Flickering, soft, and low like breath on skin.
âN-Nice, huh?â
A new voice behind youâlighter, raspier, but playful.
You turned to see a man standing in the wide hallway with a hatchet strapped to his belt and sleeves rolled to his elbows. He had on a flannel jacket over a hoodie, one side of his mouth pulled into a sharp grin. His eyes were bright and wild behind shaggy brown hair and orange safety goggles, and his head tilted just slightly when he looked you over. A large medical patch was taped over his left cheek, obviously covering some injury underneath. Height wise, he was in-between the two others, but was more muscular if the veins in his forearms had anything to say about it.
âYouâre smaller than I th-thought youâd be,â he added, then stuck out his hand, bandages and tape covering most of his digits. âToby, maâam. Iâm the one that makes shh-sure the place doesnât get eaten by the fo-forest.â
He seemed to have a stutter, accompanied by the occasional jerk of his neck or pulse of his arm, but you ignored it. You took his hand, firm grip. âNice to meet you.â
He snorted. âYou say that now.â
ââŠWhat?â
âJ-Joking.â He winked. âMostly.â
Tim passed behind him with your second bag, muttering, âDonât scare the damn girl yet, boy.â
âIâm not scared,â you said flatly, shifting your bag on your shoulder.
Brian, who had disappeared around the corner, reappeared beside the bannister. âWeâve got your room ready. East wing. End of the hall. Itâs the only one with a red door. Youâll find it.â
That last part sent a chill down your spine. ââŠFind it?â
His head tilted. âYouâll see.â
And then, without another word, he turned and vanished up the stairs. You stood in the grand hall for a momentâyour bags by your feet, your heart a low thrum behind your ribsâas the fog outside thickened against the windows like steam.
The manor wasnât crumbling. It wasnât rotting. It wasn't disgusting and falling apart like you predicted it would be. It was thrumming with life, with energy. Evidently, these men had taken care of it in your great-uncleâs wake.Â
It made the unease in your stomach dwindleâif only a little.
By the time Tim sauntered back down the steps, slightly out of breath, you decided it was time to settle in.
The grand staircase curved like a serpentâs spine, the banister warm beneath your palm as you ascended. Brian had said east wing, end of the hall, red doorâbut you hadnât expected the house to feel like a cathedral inside a labyrinth. Every turn led into a new corridor. Every wall held art that didnât look hung, but placed with purpose.
Your footsteps echoed as you walked. The silence swallowed them just as fast.
Candles flared to life as you passedâalways just ahead, as if the house anticipated you. The flame never flickered when you got close. It simply burned steady, golden and watching.
You passed tall windows with thick velvet curtains, some drawn closed despite the dusk. The ones left open showed nothing beyond the glass but fog. No trees. No horizon. Just the endless, soft swirl of grey.
The walls were paneled in dark wood, inlaid with carvings of ivy and thorns, suns and moons, spirals and strange, knotted symbols you didnât recognize. Beneath your boots, the floor shifted from rug to tile to smooth, gleaming wood again.
Then there were the paintings.
One hall was lined with portraits of people in archaic clothingâVictorian corsets, fur-lined coats, high collars and hollow eyes. The longer you looked at them, the more it felt like they werenât portraits at all. Like theyâd been preserved.
A woman in crimson lace. A boy holding a raven. A man with a scar beneath one blind eye. None of them smiled. All of them stone and stern. They looked like pieces youâd find in a haunted house.
You swallowed hard and kept walking, turning what felt like your third corner when you saw it: a tall, narrow door painted a dark oxblood red. The only color in the whole corridor wasnât mahogany or black.
Brian had said the door would be red. You gripped the handle. It was ironâcool, almost damp. You pushed.
The room beyond was enormous.
Your shoes sank into an old but pristine rug patterned with intricate swirls and designs. The walls were a smoky, soft green, the ceilings high with beams that stretched like arms above your head. A chandelier hung here, tooâsmaller than the one in the entry, but full of dusty crystals that caught the candlelight and scattered it across the room in warm, golden webs.
There was a canopy bed, dark wood and velvet drapes, tall as you and made up with sheets that looked untouched. A writing desk sat in front of a window, and beside it, a small table cluttered with books. The spines were cracked and hand-bound. Some of them had no titles at all.
And everythingâeverythingâlooked too valuable to belong to someone like you.
You set your bag on the bed and stared for a second.
This was yours now.
All of it. The velvet. The crystals. The creaking floorboards and carved lintels and echoing halls.
It felt impossible.
And yet⊠right.
You opened your suitcase, started unpackingâfolding clothes into drawers that looked untouched for decades, placing a few familiar things on the desk: a small photo frame, a worn notebook, the brass key your great-uncleâs lawyer had mailed you with the deed. The only thing in the envelope aside from that eerie letter.
For a moment, as you placed the key down, the candle beside it flaredânot wildly, but like it had sighed. There really wasnât any electrical lighting in the building from what you could see, so even now, the candles swirled and shifted the shadows around the thing.
You stared at it.
Your manor. Your estate. Your workmen taking care of it.
You smiled.
ââ .âŠ
You nearly got lost on your way back downânearlyâbut you found your way.
The door at the back of the manor opened with a groanâdeep and deliberate, like it hadnât been used in years, yet still expected to swing open for you. A chill crept in through the frame, damp and heavy with mist, and you stepped out into the fog like crossing into a dream.
The air smelled like moss and wet stone. Somewhere, a wind chime rang softly, even though the air was still.
The backyard, if you could even call it that, unfurled in soft, uneven layersâstone paths winding through hedges and overgrown rose bushes, patches of ivy crawling over marble statues half-swallowed by time. The fog was thinner here, but still present, blanketing everything in that same quiet veil. It didnât obscure so much as⊠blur.
You followed a winding path with grass growing between the stones, passing under an old iron arch where climbing roses had once bloomed. Now only a few deep crimson buds clung to the vines like drops of blood.
And then the garden opened wide. It was vast. Wild.
Bushes trimmed into winding mazes. Tiered flower beds that had long since spilled into one another. Tall wrought-iron trellises swallowed by tangled vines. A dry fountain with a statue of a weeping angel at its center, moss growing at her feet.
It looked like someone had manifested the pages of The Secret Garden right before your eyesâuntamed but alive. Like it was waiting for someone to bring it back.
You smiled to yourself and wandered deeper.
Farther down the slope of the property, just beyond the edge of the garden, you spotted themâold horse stables, sunken slightly into the earth, their wooden frames dark with age but not ruin. You imagined them alive again: the soft sound of hooves on hay, the glow of lanterns, the scent of saddle oil and cedar shavings. Youâd never owned a horse in your life, but the fantasy settled in your chest like a childhood wish remembered.
Maybe someday.
And then you noticed the lights.
Not in the manorâbut past the stables, nestled beneath the trees. Three small homes. One with string lights blinking dimly around the porch. One with smoke curling from a chimney. One with an open window and the distant flicker of a lamp.
Tim. Brian. Toby.
Each of them lived just far enough to be separate, but close enough that the house was still central. Like planets orbiting the same haunted sun.
You watched the lights flicker for a few seconds before the cold began to settle into your arms. Evening had started its slow descent. The sun would vanish behind the trees soon, and you hadnât eaten since morning.
You turned back toward the manor.
The kitchen, as you found it, was toward the backâthrough a side hall lit with lower, warmer candles and lined with faded cookbooks and hanging bundles of dried herbs. The door was thick and swinging, and it opened to reveal a space that looked untouched by time but somehow still in use.
It was enormousâlong wooden counters, copper pots hanging from a ceiling rack, a cast-iron stove the size of a small car tucked into the far corner. The stone walls were smooth and soot-darkened, the floor a patchwork of cool brick. There was a wide sink with a spout shaped like a lionâs head, and an old-fashioned icebox humming softly in the corner like it shouldnât even still work.
A long wooden table sat near the center, clearly used more for prep than dining. A thick butcherâs block was stained with time and something darker. But it was warm. Comforting, even. Like this place had fed generations.
You moved slowly through it, your fingers trailing across aged surfaces, and opened one of the cabinets to find a neat row of mismatched mugs and stoneware dishes. Another held jars labeled in someoneâs looping scriptâdried lavender, thyme, dried lemon peel, powdered boneâ
You closed that one quickly.
Your stomach gave a soft growl, and you leaned back against the counter with a slow exhale, still adjusting to the fact that this was yours. All of it.
Even the strange parts.
Especially the strange parts.
You rummaged until you found a pantry hidden behind an old cabinet door, stacked with dried goods and preserved jars. Salted meats wrapped in wax paper, bundles of dried root vegetables, and jars of cloudy olive oil lined the shelves beside sealed tins of flour and herbs.
You found a small iron pan, lit the stove with one of the long matches in the ceramic jar, and started cookingânothing fancy. Just some chopped root veg in oil, crisped alongside strips of cured venison. The smell was rich and earthy, grounding. By the time you slid everything onto a plate and sat at the long wooden prep table, the sun had fully dipped behind the trees. The fog outside pressed thicker against the windows. The only sign of life being those three little lights in the distance.
Youâd just taken your second bite when the kitchen door swung open with a loud creak and a gust of cold air.
You jumped, nearly dropping your fork. âWoahââ
There in the doorway stood Toby, orange goggles pressed up into his curly hair, boots muddy, cheeks flushed from the cold. He carried a huge bundle of chopped wood in his arms, his sleeves dusted in bark shavings and tiny splinters. He didnât even notice you until he looked up.
âOhâs-sorry,â he said, voice scratchy with fatigue. He stepped carefully around your chair. âDidnât m-mean to freak you out. D-Doors around hereânever shut r-right.â
âItâs okay,â you said quickly, setting your fork down. âI just wasnât expecting anyone. Whatâs the wood for?â
âYou havenât seen?â He shifted the bundle in his arms, nudging it higher against his chest. âFor the f-fireplace. Main one. B-Brian says if we d-donât keep it lit, the d-damp creeps in too fast. Makes th-the whole place⊠w-weird.â
You raised a brow. âWeirder than it already is?â
That earned a low laugh from himâhalf-muffled, like he didnât quite mean to let it out. âC-Come on. Iâll show you.â
Abandoning your plate, you followed him through the side hall, past narrow windows and walls lined with dusty trimmings, until you reached a massive arched doorway you hadnât noticed earlier. Toby shifted the firewood to one arm and pushed it open with his shoulder.
What lay beyond nearly took your breath away.
The living roomâif you could even call it thatâwas huge. The ceiling stretched two stories up, supported by beams carved with twisting flowers and vines. Velvet armchairs and an enormous, half-moon couch faced the grand fireplaceâa gothic structure carved into the far wall, its stone mantle etched with wolves and trees and a crescent moon overhead. It looked big enough to walk into.
âThis used to be the h-heart of the house,â Toby said, dropping the firewood into a copper bin beside the hearth. âB-Brian says it was the first room built, like⊠b-before the rest of it. S-So, uh. It d-doesnât like being empty.â
You watched as he crouched near the hearth and began arranging kindling with practiced ease. He struck a match and lit the fire slowly, methodicallyâlike a ritual.
âSo, are you guys all⊠like⊠hired workers? Or did you know my uncle?â
Toby paused as he fed in a piece of bark, letting the flames catch. âW-Weâve b-been here a long time,â he said slowly, without looking back at you. âNot hired. Not really. M-More like⊠we s-stay. Keep the place g-going. Make sure it d-doesnât fall in on itself. We knew your uncle, though. He was a go-good guy.â
âThat sounds⊠ominous.â
Toby snorted and tossed in a larger log. The fire flared golden, shadows dancing up the walls.
âItâs not so b-bad. Beats working in town.â He stood and dusted off his hands. âLess p-people. More ghosts.â
You gave him a look, trying to decide if he was joking.
âIâuh, Iâm k-k-kinda kidding,â he added, rubbing the back of his neck. âI mean. S-Sort of.â
A soft silence settled between you. The fire cracked and popped, filling the room with heat and flickering light. The velvet cushions looked more inviting now, less like relics and more like they belonged to someone real.
âSo, uhâŠâ Toby glanced at you, then away. âY-You like it here? Or is it all t-too⊠creepy?â
You sat on the edge of the couch, curling your hands in your lap. âI think⊠itâs weird. But beautiful. And a little overwhelming. Iâve never had this much space. Or⊠history. Or silence. I used to live in town before this.â
He nodded, shuffling his boot across the rug. âItâs a lot. Y-Youâll get used to it. The h-houseâs kinda like a dog. If you d-donât freak out, it wonât either.â
That made you laugh quietly. âSo I just have to let it sniff me and offer it a treat?â
Toby grinned. âE-Exactly.â
You both sat for a moment in the warm, flickering quiet. It was still awkwardâbut nice. Like two people orbiting the same strange world, slowly working up the courage to say more.
âThanks for the fire,â you said softly.
He shrugged, eyes still on the flames. âYeah. Any t-time.â
ââ .âŠ
The next morning, the sun filtered through the tall windows in slanted beams, catching the dust in the air like floating gold. For the first time since arriving, you could see the full shape of the manorâs interior in daylightâand now, it felt less like a haunted fairytale and more like a massive, elegant mess.
So, naturally⊠you grabbed a broom.
It started small. One corner. One rug. But by midday you had swept the grand hall, dusted two of the massive stair banisters, wiped cobwebs from the corners of three corridors, and even mopped the kitchenâs stone floorânearly breaking your back with the old wooden mop you found hanging in the pantry like a forgotten relic. The house didnât resist it, either. In fact, it almost felt like it appreciated the attention.
When you finally stopped for a break, your face was flushed and your arms ached.
You rolled your sleeves up, dug out a few actual lemons youâd found in a ceramic bowl in the pantryâclearly freshâand squeezed them into an old pitcher youâd washed clean. The sugar was slightly clumped, the mint was just a little wilted, but the icebox had cubes in its tray, and somehow, miraculously, the lemonade turned out perfect.
You sipped once. Then twice. Cold. Tart. Sweet.
You stared at the glass. ââŠHow the hell are these lemons fresh?â
And then the thought hit you. Tim. Maybe the boys would want some.
You werenât sure what their dynamic was with one anotherâroommates? coworkers? allied cult members?âbut there was something grounding about them. Like each had a place here and welcomed you smoothly. And after Tobyâs kindness the night before, it felt right to offer.
You made your way out the back again, pitcher in one hand, two mismatched glasses in the other, and followed the path toward the garden. The fog was lighter in the daylight, but still hung low like a lazy ghost on the lawn. The breeze smelled of basil, wet stone, and rosemary.
You found Tim kneeling in the main garden bed.
His jacket was slung over the fence post, sleeves rolled to his elbows, hands deep in the earth as he repotted a thick clump of herbs beside a basket already filled with tomatoes, squash, andâyepâlemons.
So thatâs where they came from.
You approached slowly. âHey.â
He didnât look up at first, just kept working the soil between his fingers. âYou clean the whole damn house or just beat it into submission?â
You blinked, then laughed. âBoth.â
That made him glance up, dark eyes narrowing slightly against the sun. His face was ruddy from the heat, jaw dusted with stubble, hair mussed from sweat and wind. Despite his constant scowl, there was something steady about him. Like a wall you werenât meant to get pastâbut if you did, you might find something behind it.
âI made lemonade,â you offered, lifting the pitcher a little. âFrom your lemons, apparently.â
He grunted and wiped his gloves on his jeans. âGuess you didnât poison it. Iâll bite.â
You poured him a glass and handed it over. He took it, sipped onceâand let out a very small, very faint huff of satisfaction. ââŠItâs good,â he admitted. âBetter than the crap Toby tries to make.â
âOh? Whatâs his specialty?â
âFilling the pitcher halfway with sugar.â
You laughed again, and Tim smirked into his glass. He leaned against the garden fence and nodded toward the manor.
âSo. You settlinâ in?â
âI think so,â you said, looking back at the looming silhouette of the estate. âStill feels like a dream. Or maybe a hallucination. One with antique rugs and self-lighting candles.â
Tim tilted his head, expression unreadable. âYou donât remember it? From when you were a kid?â
You shook your head. âNot really. My great-uncle didnât visit often. The few memories I do have feel⊠blurry. I definitely donât remember it being this bigâ
He looked back at the soil, swirling the lemonade in his glass. âHouse has a way of messing with memory. Not on purpose, just⊠thatâs what time does here. Gets soft around the edges.â
You didnât answer right away. Just watched him press a few leaves flat against his palm and sniff them, as if checking their oil. His movements were efficient, practiced. You realized thenâhe didnât just tend the garden. He knew it.
âSo all the herbs and things in the kitchen are from you?â you asked, curious.
âYeah,â he said simply. âIf we donât have the soil to grow it here, I make runs to town and restock on the weekends. Brian rigged up the cellar to keep things fresh longer. I grow it, he preserves it. Toby tries not to eat it raw.â
You giggled, and he looked vaguely amused at that. âI appreciate it,â you said sincerely. âThe food, the garden, everything. It makes this place feel less⊠haunted.â
Tim raised a brow. âDonât worry. You havenât seen haunted yet.â
The way he said itâcasual, with a smirkâmade you shiver just slightly. He downed the rest of his lemonade and handed you the glass. âThanks for the drink,â he said, already moving back to his plot. âAnd for cleaning. House hasnât looked that awake in years.â
You blinked. âAwake?â
He crouched again in the dirt. âYeah. Youâll see.â
ââ .âŠ
You wandered farther beyond the garden, past the sun-dappled hedges and the old stables, where the sound of rhythmic chop⊠chop⊠chop echoed between the trees. The scent of pine and cedar lingered in the warm air, carried on a breeze that whispered through the taller grass near the edge of the property.
Thereâbeneath a crooked elm tree, stood Toby.
A heap of split logs lay stacked at his feet, the head of his axe buried in the next round of wood. He stood with his back toward you, moving with casual precision. Swing. Split. Breathe. Repeat.
Heâd shed his jacket and hoodie, leaving only a pair of low-slung work jeans held by a belt and scuffed boots. His torso was lean but corded with muscleânot bulky, but built like someone who worked. Real work. Outdoor, constant, unforgiving work. His skin was pale beneath the sun but marked with the story of old violence: scars, some deep and thick, others more chaoticâslashing, jagged. A faded bruise bloomed low on one side of his ribs, yellowed at the edges like it had been there for weeks.
Were those from chopping wood? Or maybe losing a grip on his axe once in a while.
You swallowed, caught somewhere between curiosity and concern. âHey,â you called gently, lifting the pitcher. âBrought you something.â
He turned, surprisedâbut only for a second. His orange safety goggles were high on the bridge of his nose, but he pushed them up into the mess of his hair and out of the way. A grin spread across his face as he wiped his hands on his pants and crossed the grass toward you.
âYouâre just makinâ the r-rounds today, huh, maâam?â he said, his voice lighter than yesterday. âLet me guess. B-Bribing the help?â
âI prefer the term being friendly.â You handed him a glass. âItâs lemonade. Your friend Tim said you have a habit of eating things raw, so I figured this was safer.â
Toby barked out a laugh. âFair.â
He took the glass and tipped it back without hesitation, drinking deep. A small sound escaped himâsomewhere between a sigh and a growl of satisfaction.
âHoly s-shit, thatâs good.â
You smiled. âYouâve been out here a while?â
âMmhm.â He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand. âCouple hours, g-give or take. Need to s-stock up before sunset. Fires keep the ro-rooms warm, and Brian gets pissy when the h-hearth runs cold.â
Your eyes lingered a little too long on the lines of his shoulders, the thin sheen of dirt across his forearms, the livid scarring at the base of his throat. It wasnât just that he was shirtlessâit was the contrast. The way he looked so at home out here, in the open air, alone with the work and the trees and the sound of his own breath.
âYouâre not sweating,â you said before you could stop yourself. âYouâve been chopping wood in full sun and thereâs nothing. Youâre completely dry.â
Toby shrugged one shoulder, his smile still crooked but looser now. âAh. Y-Yeah. I donât really⊠d-do that.â
You blinked. âDonât do what? Sweat?â
He scratched the back of his neck, eyes flicking to the trees. âGot this we-weird thing. Got a lotta weird things, a-actually. Basically means I donât feel pain, and my b-body doesnât know how to cool itself. S-Sweatingâs for fancy people with functioning nerves.â
âOh,â you said softly, surprised by his bluntness. âDoes it bother you?â
He shrugged again. âNot really. Gets dangerous sometimes. Gotta be careful not to o-overheat, but I grew up with it. You l-learn.â
There was something in the way he said itâmatter-of-fact, no self-pity. Like this was just another fact of his body, same as height or eye color. You respected that.
âWell, I think youâre officially the most interesting groundskeeper Iâve ever met,â you said lightly, sipping from your own glass.
He smirked. âWhat, y-you meet a lotta g-gr-groundskeepers in your spare time?â
You raised a brow. âRecently, yeah.â
That pulled another laugh from him, softer this time. He stepped back to his chopping block, gripping the axe again but not lifting it yet. âYou h-headinâ back in soon?â
âYeah. Thought Iâd find Brian before lunch.â
Toby gave you a lookâstill playful, but more pointed. âHeâll probably be d-down in the basement. Or the attic. Or inside the w-walls, depending on his mood.â
You smiled. âDuly noted.â
âSee you t-tonight?â
The question hung in the air a little longer than it needed to.
You nodded. âSee you tonight.â
Toby tilted his head, grin widening, then brought the axe down with a solid crack that echoed through the clearing as you turned and started back toward the manor.
ââ .âŠ
Back inside the manor, the temperature shifted againâcooler near the baseboards, warmer near the windows. You set the empty lemonade glasses in the sink, then wandered deeper through the halls, listening for any sound of life.
But the house had gone still again.
Brian hadnât been in the kitchen. Or the study. Or any of the main rooms youâd passed on your first night. You called his name onceâsoftlyâbut the silence felt too thick for your voice to carry. Like the house was holding its breath.
You were halfway up the second staircase when you noticed the attic door was cracked open. Faint scraping sounds drifted down from above. Metal against wood. A low, intermittent hum. You crept upward, hand brushing the railing, and carefully pushed open the door at the top.
The attic stretched wideâlong beams crisscrossed beneath the sloped ceiling, and narrow windows filtered in beams of afternoon light muted by fog. Dust motes danced in the air, and the scent of old cedar and metal filled your lungs.
Near the far wall, surrounded by tangled cords and open toolboxes, was Brian.
He was crouched with his back half to you, one gloved hand propping his weight, holding a flashlight between his teeth, and the other arm elbow-deep in a fuse box heâd clearly carved into the paneling himself. Wires looped over his shoulders, slung like bandoliers across his chest. A bundle of bulbs and a roll of copper wiring sat nearby, along with an ancient notebook opened to a sketched schematic of the manor.
You stepped into the room. âWow. This is⊠intense.â
He paused, flashlight still clenched in his mouth. Then, without turning around, he pulled it free and said simply, âDidnât hear you come up, miss.â
âDidnât mean to scare you.â
âYou didnât.â
He sat back on his heels, then finally looked over his shoulder. A black balaclava covered his face, pushed up above his noseâbut even from here, you could tell he was flushed and dusty, a smudge of soot on his jaw. He dusted off his hands on his thighs and pulled the balaclava up over his eyesâclean-shaven, pale, and faintly freckled, though dust clung to the edge of his lip like heâd been breathing in drywall for hours. His face was flushed from the heat of the attic, but he didnât seem to mind.
You looked at him sideways. âYou always wear that thing while you work?â
âHelps with insulation dust,â he said simply, tugging off one glove with his teeth. âAnd anonymity. Never know when you might need to do something suspicious.â
You stepped closer, eyeing the schematic. âSo, youâre installing power? I thought this place ran on candlelight and ten-thousand windows.â
Brian gave a quiet huffâhis version of a laugh. âMost of it does. But some rooms donât hold flame well. Too damp, too old. Wiringâs a messâwoodâs not standard, walls shift more than youâd think. Takes work to keep it functional. Trying to at least get wiring set up.
You noticed the marks on his hands as he peeled off his second gloveâfaint burns, small healed cuts, calluses thick across his palms. This wasnât a hobby. This was his life.
You took a few steps closer, careful not to trip on the wires, and held out the last glass of lemonade youâd saved. âIâve been passing these out like a traveling salesman. Youâre my final stop.â
He accepted the glass without hesitation, fingertips brushing yours briefly. âI knew I smelt something good in the kitchen earlier.â
He drank slowly, savoring it. You watched his throat work as he swallowed, the soft sigh of contentment that followed.
âAnd you do this all yourself?â
âNo one else wants to. Tobyâs a hazard with anything that sparks, and Tim gets bored and walks off halfway through. So itâs me.â
You watched him reconnect a copper strand and twist it into place, working with efficient silence. âDo you like it?â you asked after a moment.
He glanced up. âThe house?â
You nodded.
Brian leaned back slightly, resting one hand on his knee. His eyes were unreadableâgrey, but storm-dark, thoughtful. He looked past you for a moment, toward the narrow attic windows where the fog curled thick around the edges of the glass. ââŠItâs alive,â he said finally. âNot in the fairy tale way. More like a forest. Or an animal. Old. Temperamental. But loyal.â
You let that settle, then smiled. âYou sound like Toby talking about the fireplace.â
Brian smirked faintly, then stoodâslow and fluid, brushing dust from his thighs as he did. âSo youâve been making the rounds,â he said. âCleaning, lemonade, talking to the help.â
âIâm trying to settle in. Or make friends. Or at least figure out what kind of weird energy field I walked into.â
He tilted his head. âHowâs that going?â
You gave a half-smile. âItâs all weird. But⊠nice. You and your friends are kind.â
He considered that for a moment, then pulled the balaclava back down over the lower half of his face, just as casually as one might tuck away a strand of hair. âItâs lunch.â
You blinked. âWhat?â
âYouâve been at it since morning. So has everyone else. We usually raid the pantry for lunch, but itâs been a bit since weâve had an actual person living here. Still putting my bets that Toby is in the kitchen, though. Come on, miss.â He turned toward the attic door, already descending without looking back.
You stared after him, eyebrows lifted, then followed, suddenly aware of how hungry you really were.
ââ .âŠ
The kitchen door creaked open as you and Brian stepped inside, the familiar scent of lemon peel and old stone greeting you like an old coat. The light had shiftedâafternoon now, golden and slanting through the small windows, catching dust motes dancing lazily in the air.
You sat the now-empty pitcher into the deep sink, finding that two empty cups were also there.
Toby was already at the prep table, chewing on something that looked suspiciously like a raw root vegetable. He blinked at the both of you, eyes bright behind his shaggy hair.
âI d-didnât wanna wait,â he said around the bite. âW-Wasnât sure if anyone was actually cominâ to feed me.â
âThatâs a turnip,â Brian said flatly, dropping his toolbox near the door. âYouâre not a rabbit.â
Tim followed a second later, stepping in through the back with dirt still on his hands and a cigarette tucked behind his ear. âItâs better than that jerky he found in the cellar. Looked like it was from the civil war.â
You set your hands on your hips. âOkay. Donât worry. Iâll cook something.â
That made all three of them pause. Brian raised an eyebrow. Toby tilted his head like a curious dog. Tim blinked, as if processing the idea of being cooked for was not something that happened often around here.
âI mean. If youâre okay with that?â you added, unsure. âJust something simple.â
Brian, mercifully, nodded. âThat sounds good.â
Tim grunted and lit his cigarette, exhaling through his nose like a dragon. âLong as itâs not raw.â
You laughed, rolled up your sleeves, and made your way to the pantry. The garden haul was still fresh on the counterâsquash, some greens, and a bundle of tomatoes. There were eggs in the icebox, too. A cast-iron skillet and a few minutes later, something vaguely resembling a vegetable hash with fried eggs was sizzling on the stove.
The boys stayed seated while you cooked, lounging like tired lions around the kitchen table. Tim smoked slowly and passed the cigarette over to Brian, who took a pull and said nothing as the smoke curled around his jaw. Toby kicked his boots up on the bench and tapped the side of his glass of water with a rhythm that mightâve been a song if it werenât so off-beat.
âSo,â Tim said, looking at you as he handed the cigarette across the table to Toby. âYou still freaked out?â
You flipped something in the pan. âDefine freaked out.â
âNew house. Dead relative. Haunted furniture.â
You snorted. âI think Iâm still waiting for it to hit me. My great-uncle was basically a ghost in my memory. Nice enough guy when I met him as a kid, but I didnât know him. Just stories and whispers from family reunions.â
âYou ever visit the manor back then?â Brian asked, voice soft.
You shook your head. âNo. I think my mom didnât want us here. Something about it spooked her, but she never said much. He sent me letters once or twice when I was littleâsuper formal, written like he was from another time.â
âSounds like him,â Tim muttered.
âI didnât expect to be left all this,â you said, more quietly now. âIt doesnât feel real. Like Iâm house-sitting for someone whoâs just⊠gone forever.â
The kitchen settled for a momentâjust the sizzle of the skillet, the soft knock of Toby setting his boots back on the floor.
âHe mustâve l-liked you,â Toby offered after a second. âPeople donât leave big fancy m-manor houses to folks they hate.â
You glanced over your shoulder at him. âMaybe. Or maybe the house picked me.â
Tim grunted. âWouldnât put it past it.â
You plated the food and set it down in front of them, one after the other. It wasnât muchâjust hot, real foodâbut the way they looked at it, you wouldâve thought youâd handed them steak and gold.
âOkay,â you said, grabbing your own plate and sliding into a seat. âAs long as you guys keep this place from falling apart, meals are on me.â
Toby immediately dug in with no hesitation. âMarry me,â he mumbled through a mouthful of squash.
Brian chuckled, quiet and low, and Tim actually gave a gruff, âNot bad.â
The four of you ate in warm silence, broken only by the occasional scrape of fork against plate or soft exhale from one of them. There was something peaceful about itâsomething unspoken and good. You didnât feel like a stranger anymore. Not really.
Just⊠someone sitting at a worn wooden table with three men who belonged to a house that mightâve just decided to keep you, too.
ââ .âŠ
Later that night, the manor had settled into its usual hushâthe kind that pressed into your ears and made even your own heartbeat sound too loud.
You padded barefoot through the parlor in your sleep shirt, arms folded loosely as you stepped into the familiar glow of the main hearth. Toby was already there, kneeling in front of the massive fireplace, stacking wood with one hand and shielding the sparks from catching his hoodie with the other.
He glanced over his shoulder as you entered, his hair falling into his face and eyes flickering in the firelight.
âW-Wasnât sure if youâd be up, maâam,â he said, reaching for the iron poker. âBut I figured youâd wanna w-wake up warm.â
You offered him a small smile, arms hugging your sides. âI appreciate that.â
Toby gave a short nod, pushing one last log into place and prodding the fire until it flared and caught fully. The light bloomed across the room, casting shadows behind every antique and over every tapestry like they were breathing.
You hesitated before speaking again. âIs this all you do? All day, every day?â
âMhm. Nothing m-much else to do.â
That made your brow knit slightly, but before you could talk further, Toby stood up and brushed ash from his palms onto his jeans.
âIâll l-leave you to it,â he muttered, jerking his chin toward the stairs. âDonât stay up too l-late.â
And just like that, he was goneâboots creaking faintly down the east corridor as the fire cracked behind you.
You lingered for a moment, watching the flames twist, before taking a deep breath and heading for the stairs. The candles along the banisters were already lit, flickering gently in their iron sconces. You didnât remember lighting them.
The house felt different tonight.
Still, you made your way up the stairs, letting your hand trail the smooth wood of the railing, eyes flicking from room to room as you passed. The air had cooled. The quiet was too quiet.
And that feelingâthat skittish, crawling feelingâhad started just halfway up the second floor.
The sensation of being watched. Not from a doorway. Not from the windows. From behind.
You paused on the landing, turning sharply, expecting to see someoneâor somethingâlurking just out of view. Nothing. Just the usual dim hallway behind you, cluttered with towering paintings and narrow furniture too old to move without it groaning.
You swallowed and walked faster, arms crossed now, fingers clenched.
Your door was an even deeper red during the night. You reached it quickly, opened it quicker, and stepped inside.
But the feeling followed.
You shut the door. Locked it. Turned slowly, eyes scanning the room. You checked behind the wardrobe. The curtains. Even peeked under your bed with a half-nervous laugh.
There was nothing there.
But your skin prickled. The air had shifted. The warmth from the hearth hadnât followed you up here. And the candlelight didnât seem to push back the dark in quite the same way. You crossed the room and stood in front of the large arched window, pulling the heavy curtain aside to let the cool air in through the old glass.
The garden stretched wide below you, cloaked in fog, silvered in moonlight.
At first, there was nothing.
And thenâmovement. A low, fast shape darting between the edge of the hedges and the tree line. It skittered unnaturally, fast and hunched, limbs too long, too bent. Animal-like, but not quite right. Not quite animal.
You blinked, breath caught in your throat.
Gone.
Just like thatâwhatever it was had vanished into the mist, leaving only the rippling hush of the trees and the slow churn of fog behind it.
You stood at the window long after it disappeared, heart beating too loud, hand still clutched around the curtain.
This place was beautiful.
But beautiful things always have ugly secrets.
ââ .âŠ
The days began to blur, in that soft, timeless way that only came with old places and new beginnings.
Each morning started the same: the manor bathed in cold light, the fog peeling back just enough to make out the treetops from your window. The air always smelled like moss and stone and smoke from last nightâs fire.
Youâd wake, dress, and wander through the halls with a hand grazing the banister, slowly learning the rhythm of the house. You knew now that the second door on the left in the east wing led to a linen closet that always creaked when you opened it. That the library had a slant in the floor that pulled your steps just slightly downhill. That the attic moaned louder on rainy days.
Andâmost importantlyâthat the back kitchen always got the best light come late morning.
You cooked there more often now. It had become a kind of ritual. Every day around noon, youâd gather what you could from the pantry or the garden haul left near the sink, and make something simple but warm. Always enough for four. Toby started showing up early, tracking dirt and twigs through the hall. Tim came in with his sleeves rolled and arms flecked in soil. Brian, reliably, walked in lastâquiet, steady, with his tool belt slung low and a smudge of dust near his jaw.
You talked over meals now. Little things.
Toby cracked dumb jokes and asked you about your favorite horror movies. Tim corrected your technique when chopping herbs but grunted approvingly when the food came out good anyway. Brian listened more than he spoke, but when he did, he always made you feel like you were the only person in the room.
And it was good. Better than good. It felt normal in a place that refused to be.
But when the sun went down⊠thatâs when the house changed.
You told yourself it was the shadows. The candlelight. The wind through the rafters. You didnât want to be dramatic. But the sense of being watched hadnât gone awayâit had only grown. Like something just outside the light was waiting for you to pass by. Some nights you couldnât shake the thought that the house itself was testing you. Watching how you moved. What you touched.
And then came the window.
It had been four or five days since you arrived. Youâd just finished washing the dishes from dinner and had said goodnight to Toby at the fireplace. The manor was dark now, lit only by flickering wall sconces and the low burn of the fire still dying in the main room. You were halfway up the staircase, your hand brushing the banister, eyes on your feet so you didnât tripâ
SLAM.
Something hit your window. Hard. Glass rattled. Wood groaned. Your heart nearly tore out of your chest.
You stopped cold on the stairs, breath caught in your throat. Your room was on the second floor. Nothing shouldâve been able to hit your window. A bird, maybe. But what would a bird be doing flying around at this time of night?
You waited. Listening. Chest heaving. But there was no follow-up. No footsteps. No scraping. Just the fire crackling below, and your own blood thudding behind your ears.
You didnât go to your room right away. You waited, perched halfway up the stairs with your back to the wall like it would protect you. You watched the hallway. Watched the ceiling. Watched the window across the corridor in case something tried again.
Eventually, you climbed the rest of the stairs and locked your door. You didnât even peek outside. Not this time.
You slept with the candles lit and the covers pulled up tight.
And in the morning, when the sun finally reached your windows and the world felt solid againâŠ
You knew you had to tell someone.
ââ .âŠ
You stood beside Brian at the window, arms folded tight across your chest as the early morning light filtered through the glass. The fog hadnât burned off yet. It never did this early. The world outside still looked bleached and still, like it was holding its breath.
Brian thumbed the latch and pushed the window open with a soft groan of old hinges. The cool air rolled in, sharp with pine and wet earth. He leaned halfway out, peering around the frame, his gloved fingers dragging carefully over the wood.
âNo cracks,â he muttered, inspecting the pane from the inside now. âSealâs still good. No warping. If something hit it, it didnât leave a mark.â
âI know something hit it.â You didnât mean to sound so insistent, but the memory of itâthe sound of itâwas still buzzing under your skin. âIt wasnât a branch or some little bird. It hit like a body.â
Brian glanced at you, eyes stern and inspecting, his balaclava pushed up above his forehead. âA bat, maybe,â he offered gently. âSometimes they clip the glass on a dive.â
You shook your head. âNo. Too heavy. I heard the weight in it.â
He studied you for a moment, expression unreadable.
The manor groaned above your heads, one of its long, slow creaks that had no clear source. The sound felt like a sigh in the bones of the house.
Brian turned fully to you, closing the window with a soft click. âThis place⊠itâs old,â he said finally. âBuilt with too many corners and not enough insulation. It creaks, and talks, and stretches. Gets inside your head if you let it, miss.â
You didnât answer right away. Just looked back at the glass, as if something might still be out there, watching from the fog.
Brian stepped a little closer, tilting his head to your eye level, lowering his voice. âBut just in case,â he said, âIâll do a sweep.â
Your brows lifted slightly. âA sweep?â you repeated.
He nodded once. âTop to bottom. Every locked door, every loose board. Iâll even check the cellar if that makes you feel better.â
You exhaled slowly. The knot in your stomach didnât unravel, but it loosened enough to let you breathe. âThanks, Brian,â you said, voice soft. âI know it sounds crazy, but⊠I just need to know itâs only me in here.â
Brian looked at you for a beat longer, then gave the smallest nodâfirm, final. âIâll make sure of it.â
ââ .âŠ
You couldnât sit still.
Your hands ached from scrubbing. Your shirt was damp with sweat from dragging rugs across the floors and beating dust from the curtains. The bucket sloshed at your side as you scrubbed down a banister that hadnât done anything to deserve it.
The manor felt like it was pressing in on you. Like every wall had inched closer. Like the air was just a little too heavy to breathe.
Somewhere above you, Brian was still checking the upper floors. You could hear the occasional creak of boots overhead. The creak of doors opening. Closing. The quiet, focused hum of him doing his job for you.
You stayed on the main level, brushing cobwebs from molding and muttering to yourself as you wiped a smudge that wasnât coming out.
âThis fuckinâ⊠Damn piece ofâŠâ you said to no one, shoving the rag harder against the banister.
âYou know youâre talkinâ to yourself, right?â
The voice made you jump, nearly dropping the rag. You turned to see Tim standing just inside the hall, shoulder propped against the doorframe and a sweat-damp towel slung around his neck. Dirt clung to the knees of his jeans. His arms were still dusted with the morningâs garden work.
He watched you for a beat, then glanced down at the overly-clean railing. âPlace looks like itâs about to sparkle off the foundation,â he said. âYou alright?â
You gave him a weak smile. âYeah. Just⊠keeping busy.â
Tim grunted. âI can see that.â He took a few steps closer, eyes narrowing slightly. âOr youâre spiraling. Hard to tell.â
Your smile wavered.
âWanna get out of here?â he asked bluntly.
You blinked. âWhat?â
âCâmon,â he said, already turning back toward the hall. âI know a spot. You need fresh air, and this place isnât gonna give it to you.â
You hesitated, rag still in hand, heartbeat too fast from everythingânot just the window, but the sense of something looming. Like waiting inside too long would rot you from the inside out.
You dropped the rag into the bucket and followed him.
Tim didnât talk much as you walked. He led you through the kitchen, out the back door, down past the garden rows where tomatoes were just starting to bloom fat and red on the vine. The fog had thinned, but the air was still cool and wet with mist.
You followed him through a break in the hedges you hadnât noticed before, tall green walls parting like a quiet secret, and ducked beneath an old iron gate barely hanging on its hinges.
Beyond it was a pocket of quiet earth. The path widened into a small, shaded clearing, half-eaten by time. And there, rising from the center like a breath held for a hundred years, was an enormous willow tree. Its sweeping branches curved down to kiss the ground, green veils of hanging limbs dancing gently in the windless air.
You stepped into the space like stepping into a memory.
Tim watched your face as you looked around. He didnât smile, but he did seem⊠softer.
âUsed to keep horses back this way,â he said, nodding toward the leaning remains of a corral beyond the willow. âGateâs been rusted shut for years now. No one really comes back here. Figured you could use a place the house hasnât sunk its claws into yet.â
You turned to him, your voice quieter now. âHow did you know?â
Tim shrugged, looking away. âYou clean like someone whoâs tryna stop thinking. And you keep looking around like youâre being followed.â
You swallowed, arms folding loosely across your chest. The sound of the willowâs leaves whispering overhead filled the silence.
âSomething hit my window last night,â you murmured.
Timâs jaw twitched, but he didnât say anything.
âIt was loud. Heavy. And weâre not talking about a squirrel kind of hit. It felt like someone threw themselves at the glass.â
He was quiet for a long moment. Then, with a sigh, he walked to the edge of the clearing and plucked a long reed of grass, chewing on the end thoughtfully.
âBrianâs got the house,â he said finally. âIf something was inside, heâll find it. But out hereâŠâ He glanced up toward the tree line beyond the clearing. âOut here, sometimes things pass through.â
You followed his gaze, but the trees offered no answers. Only shadow. âI donât like that,â you admitted quietly.
âGood,â he said, flicking the grass aside. âMeans youâre smart.â
You gave a weak chuckle. He nudged your arm gently with his elbow. âYouâre not alone here, yâknow. Even when it feels like it. Weâre all just down the path if you ever need company at night.â
You looked over at him. He wasnât looking backâjust staring at the tree, brow furrowed like he was looking for something.
Still, the words stuck with you.
ââ .âŠ
The clink of dishes in the sink echoed lightly through the kitchen as you wiped your hands on a towel and glanced toward the table. Tim and Brian sat opposite each other, both half-reclined in that unbothered, post-dinner kind of wayâfull stomachs, tired limbs, quiet minds. The air was warm with the smell of roasted root vegetables and fried herbs, smoke curling faintly from the open window where Tim had lit another cigarette.
Brian leaned back in his chair, arms crossed over his chest, eyes half-lidded under the pulled-up balaclava. âDid a sweep top to bottom,â he said, his voice that same low, gravel-soft hum. âNo one in the house but us. A few mice in the attic, but I scared âem off.â
You nodded, your hands pausing over a plate. âNothing in the cellar?â
Brian shook his head. âDidnât check the cellar. Thought Iâd leave that to the guy who actually enjoys being in it.â
Tim snorted. âOr the guy whoâs not scared of black mold.â
Right on cue, the back door creaked open.
Toby stepped inside, arms full of chopped logs, boots leaving faint mud prints on the tile that you would have to mop tomorrow. His shirt was still grimy with dirt across the collarbone, and a few wood shavings clung to his forearms. He dropped the load with a thunk near the door, then stretched with a groan and popped his neck side to side.
âF-fireâs gonna feel good tonight,â he said, brushing off his palms.
Brian stood, and Tim followed, stretching his back with a wince. The three of them wandered to the main room, you trailing behind after flicking off the kitchen light that Brian has recently installedâa single swinging bulb above the prep table. You had thanked him vigorously for actual lighting.
The living room glowed dimly in the candlelight, the grand hearth yawning cold in its frame. Toby knelt in front of it and began arranging the wood with jerky hands. The kind of casual rhythm that came from years of repetitionâstack, crumple, spark. He muttered something under his breath as the kindling caught, and soon the flames licked high, warm and golden.
They all settled on the old furnitureâworn velvet armchairs, the moon-shaped grand couch, the kind of low coffee table that had probably held everything from chamber music sheet music to ashtrays. You perched near the edge of the couch, leaning back as the fire cracked.
Tim lit another cigarette and passed it lazily between himself and Brian. Toby, cross-legged on the rug, stared into the fire.
Then, casuallyâtoo casuallyâhe said, âWas down in the c-cellar earlier. Thought Iâd check the foundation near theâuh, near the south wall.â
Brian raised a brow. âSince when do you care about the foundation?â
Toby smirked. âI d-donât. But I do care about the crate of whisky I found tucked behind an old wine rack.â
Tim straightened a bit. âYouâre shitting me.â
âNope,â Toby said, popping the âp.â âUnopened. Labeled. Looks like it hasnât been touched since⊠I d-dunno. Prohibition?â
You blinked. âSeriously?â
Toby looked up at you and grinned, a little sideways and lazy. âI mean, w-would be a shame to let it go to waste. C-call it a housewarming gift. Or aâuhâa rite of passage, since no oneâs drunk in th-this house in⊠hell, probably a hundred years.â
Brian gave a short, amused grunt. âIâm not carrying your ass back to your place if you go blind.â
âIâll g-get my own ass back home, thank you very much.â
He stood with a groan, brushing ash from his jeans and glancing toward you. âCâmon, maâam. You wanna see the scariest r-room in the house?â
You hesitated for half a secondâbut only half.
âLead the way,â you said, rising to your feet and grabbing a candle off the mantle.
Tim chuckled as you passed. âIf you come back with a ghost attachment, Iâm not helping you do an exorcism.â
âD-donât listen to him,â Toby muttered as he opened the cellar door for you, grinning. âThe ghosts down there are friendly. M-Mostly.â
The stone steps creaked beneath your feet as you followed Toby into the cellar, candlelight dancing against the old walls. The air shifted as you descendedâcool, dense, and heavy with the scent of soil and something metallic. Your breath fogged faintly as you exhaled.
The cellar was cluttered chaos. Dust-covered furniture leaned against each other like drunk old men at a bar, and crates were stacked two or three high, marked with fading labels and water stains. Cobwebs stretched across the ceiling beams like forgotten lace, and somewhere to your left, something scurried behind a box.
âCozy,â you muttered.
Toby snorted. âW-wait till you see the whiskey.â
You ducked under a low archway as he led you to a darkened corner of the room. He tugged an old steamer trunk aside with a grunt, then leaned over a wooden crate tucked behind it. The top creaked as he pried it open with a pocket knife, and when it gave, you both leaned in.
Eight bottles, dark amber liquid sealed and labeled, nestled in straw like buried treasure.
âHoly shit,â you whispered.
Toby let out a breathy, delighted laugh. âStill sealed. Damn near g-glorious.â
He reached in and pulled out a bottle, holding it up to the candlelight. âYou think this still tastes like p-piss, orâ?â
âThereâs only one way to find out,â you grinned.
He looked at you, his expression playful, then uncorked the bottle with a pop and took a swig without hesitation. His face soured, then relaxed into something pleasantly surprised.
âOh, thatâs smooth,â he said, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand.
âGimme,â you said, already holding out your hand.
You took the bottle, tilted it back, and let the warmth slide down your throat. It burned, but in that satisfying way that made you cough once and then grin like an idiot.
When you looked back at Toby, he was smirking. âS-so, does that count as our first kiss? OrâŠâ
You choked on your laugh and turned away, waving the bottle at him. âShut up.â
He just laughed harder, the sound bouncing off the stone walls.
You both kept grinning like fools as you plucked a second bottle from the crate and wandered deeper into the cellar, passing shelves full of dusty wine bottles, old books, and water-damaged boxes. It was oddly quiet down here, peaceful evenâuntil your foot nudged a crate shoved beneath an old table.
You knelt, bottle tucked under your arm, and pulled it out. The lid was loose, and inside were piles of brittle folders, Polaroids faded to shades of yellow, and a black leather sketchbook with a name embossed faintly on the corner.
Your great-uncleâs name.
âHeyâŠâ you said, flipping it open. âI think this was his.â
Toby had gone still. You glanced upâhis eyes were fixed on the sketchbook, his body tense like a wire pulled too tight.
You frowned. âWhatâs with the face?â
âN-nothing,â he said too fast. âJustâuh. Could be p-personal.â
You ignored him gently and flipped through the pages. At first, it was harmlessâdrawings of birds, floorplans, some messy handwritingâbut then you paused.
Page after page of⊠something.
Thin, contorted creatures. Eyes too big, mouths too wide. Lanky limbs and claws and hunched poses crouched in unnatural positions. One stood on two legs like a person, but its face was bareâno eyes, no lips, just skin stretched over nothing. Your stomach turned a little.
âWhat the hell,â you murmured, eyebrows lifting. âOkay, yeah, my uncle was always kinda a freak. My mom used to say he lived in âhis own little world.â This is some kind of nightmare fuel.â
Toby gave a dry chuckle but didnât look amused. He stepped forward, took the sketchbook gently from your hands, and without another word, tossed it onto the pile of blankets and boxes nearby.
âTrust me, maâam,â he said, voice lower now. âItâs just sketches. D-donât let your head make it worse than it is.â
You narrowed your eyes at him, but before you could ask anything else, he tapped your shoulder with the back of his hand.
âCâmon. Weâve got w-whiskey, and a fire upstairs, and I d-donât feel like staying sober tonight.â
You hesitated just a second longer, glancing back at the sketchbook where it had landed, the corner of a monsterâs limbs still peeking from the page.
Then you followed Toby up the stairsâtwo bottles in hand, heart just a little heavier than before.
The fire crackled to life by the time you both returned to the main room, each with a bottle tucked under your arm like some ancient treasure trove. Tim and Brian were already thereâTim sprawled on one of the deep velvet armchairs with his boots kicked up, and Brian perched more neatly on the edge of the couch, examining a set of crystal shot glasses he mustâve pulled from one of the manorâs many gilded display cabinets.
âYou werenât kidding,â Tim muttered, holding up a glass to the firelight as you entered. âI think this oneâs older than I am.â
âTechnically,â Brian said without looking up, âall of this is.â
Toby dropped into one of the armchairs with a grunt, already working the cork loose from the first bottle. âT-then weâre doinâ it justice.â
With a satisfying pop, the whiskey bottle opened. You passed the second to Brian, who poured for everyone with careful handsâfour glasses, thick cut-crystal shining orange with firelight and anticipation.
The first round hit your throat like a match struck inside your chest. You coughed. Brian only flinched slightly. Tim winced and grimaced and immediately lit a cigarette to chase the burn away.
Toby? Toby barely blinked.
âYou didnât even make a face,â you accused, half-laughing.
âW-well, I donât feel it,â he replied with a shrug. âT-tastes like spicy tree bark. Thatâs about it.â
Tim chuckled, raising his glass again. âBastardâs cheating. He doesnât feel pain, so the burnâs nothing. Bet he could drink a whole bottle and barely stumble.â
âYou say that l-like itâs not a skill,â Toby said with a grin, clinking his glass against yours before throwing another shot back.
The fire burned brighter, casting long shadows against the dark, high walls. Layers of coats were shrugged off and draped over the couches. Boots untied. Someone opened a window just a crack to let the cold air mingle with the warmth and smoke. Brian leaned back with his second glass, quiet but relaxed, one leg crossed over the other. Tim was still nursing his cigarette between his fingers, occasionally tapping the ash into a cracked ceramic dish.
Conversation shiftedâsmall stories, shared work gripes, little observations about the manor. You learned that Tim once tried to plant a pear tree and was âpersonally offendedâ when a deer ate them. Brian admitted he doesnât hang around much in the manor because the wiring hums too loud at night. Toby, half-slouched in his seat, mentioned offhandedly that he once got locked in the cellar for three hours and just decided to nap.
âOf course you napped,â you snorted. âThat place is like⊠haunted and musty. You didnât even freak out?â
He stretched his legs out in front of him and shrugged. âIf something wanted to c-c-come get me, it missed its chance.â
Tim let out a bark of laughter. âThe only thing thatâs gonna get you, boy, is tetanus.â
âL-l-lotta overlap there, actually.â
The whiskey flowed in slow waves. Nobody rushed it, but it warmed everything. The room, your limbs, the tension you hadnât realized had been knotted in your shoulders since the window incident. You leaned into the couch cushions, eyes fluttering closed for a second as the fire snapped and the others kept talking.
And in that momentâjust a flickerâyou felt like you belonged here. With them. In this big, haunted house in the woods, surrounded by fog and secrets and soft-spoken strangers who were slowly becoming something else.
It finally felt like your home. Maybe.
ââ .âŠ
The fire had dwindled to low, glowing embersâthe kind that whispered instead of roared, casting flickering shadows that danced along the high stone mantle. The warmth still held, lingering like the comfort of thick blankets and shared laughter.
Brian stretched with a soft grunt, rising from the couch and setting his now-empty glass back on the side table. âIâm heading out,â he murmured, grabbing his things, rubbing at his neck. âIf I stay any longer, Iâll fall asleep on that damn chair.â
Tim was already up, swiping his jacket off the back of the couch. âYeah, âm done too. You two try not to fall into the fire or whatever.â
Toby offered a lazy wave from his spot beside you, his legs splayed, head tipping slightly to the side. You giggled and returned it, feeling delightfully heavy and light at onceâlike your limbs werenât quite connected to your body.
The door clicked shut behind the other two, leaving you and Toby in the amber haze of the manorâs massive sitting room.
You shifted to stand and promptly tripped over the edge of the couch.
âWoahâwh-whoa, easy,â Toby said, catching your elbow with one hand and half-laughing, half-hiccupping. âY-youâre not allowed to get a c-concussion your first week here.â
âIâm fine,â you giggled, swaying into his side. âItâs the rugâs fault.â
He smirked, slipping an arm around your waist and nudging you toward the hallway. âCâmon, l-letâs get you to bed, light-weight.â
You leaned into him without resistance, your body warm and soft with buzzed comfort, the steady rhythm of your footsteps echoing against the old walls. The flicker of the candles guiding the way shimmered a little more than usual.
At your door, Toby reached out to push it open and half-led, half-carried you inside. The room welcomed you with its familiar scentâaged wood, cool linen, candle wax.
âI got it, I got it,â you mumbled, trying to wriggle free to climb onto the bed yourself.
But he followed, hands still on your arms, trying to help youâand then his foot caught on the edge of the rug.
You both toppledâonto the mattress.
His weight pressed into youânot crushing, but grounding, and for a moment, the two of you just lay there, breathless with stunned laughter. âOh my God,â you wheezed, âYou tackled me!â
Toby laughed, nose scrunching, his forehead resting against yours. âI tr-tr-tried to helpâth-the damn rugâs out for blood.â
You giggled again, chest rising and falling beneath his. His laughter slowed. So did yours. And when your eyes metâwide and glassy in the low candlelightâeverything shifted.
The air thinned. The laughter settled into something slower. Quieter.
Tobyâs gaze dropped to your lips. He blinked, breath hitching. âS-s-sorry, maâam,â he mumbled, but didnât move.
Your heart thumped hard in your chest. His hands were on either side of your head, arms braced, holding himself upâbut barely.
ââŠDonât be,â you said softly.
The distance closedâtentative, but magnetic.
His lips met yours, uncertain at first, as if checking you were still okay with it. Then deeper, a little hungrier. One of his hands slid up into your hair, the other curling into the sheet beneath you. He tasted strongly like smoke and whiskey, and when you sighed against him, he pulled you just a little closer.
The kiss lingered, warm and real, like something neither of you meant to do but somehow needed to happen.
He was about to lift himself off youâmuttering a soft, stuttered apologyâwhen your hand found the front of his shirt. You sat up slowly, the room swaying just a bit with the motion, and before he could step back, you tugged him down again.
âToby,â you whispered, voice low. âStay.â
âM-Maâam?â His eyes flicked to yours, wide and caught between hesitation and wantâbut when you leaned in again, kissing him deeper this time, that hesitation crumbled.
The second kiss wasnât gentle.
It was hot, desperate, heady. His hands found your waist, sliding under the hem of your shirt, callused palms dragging across your skin. You gasped softly into his mouth, fingers curling into his jacket as he leaned you back onto the mattress, bodies tangled.
You felt him everywhereâhis breath, the weight of him, the tremble in his touch that wasnât quite from nerves. He pushed your shirt higher, mouth trailing clumsy, hungry kisses along your jaw and throat, and you arched into him like youâd been waiting for this since the moment you met.
But thenâ
The room tilted. Not in the way it had before. The wave of alcohol that had been simmering in your bloodstream surged forward all at onceâyour limbs going heavy, your chest tightening with a sudden, unsteady breath.
Your fingers faltered.
Toby froze instantly. He pulled back just enough to see your face, stilling as his breath came hard and fast between you.
âYou okay, maâam?â he asked, voice hoarse.
You blinked slowly, heart pounding. âJust⊠dizzy. It hit me all at once.â
A beat passed. And then Toby moved off you. Not in a rushâbut carefully, like something inside him had just shifted. He sat at the edge of the bed and ran a hand down his face before adjusting his jeans, trying to catch his breath. The patch on his cheek was slightly ruffled, pulling at the edges.
âIââ he started, then cleared his throat. âI sh-shouldnâtâve done that. I shouldnât b-beâtaking a-advantage of you like that. Youâre my boss.â
âYou werenât,â you said quickly, sitting up beside him, shirt still rumpled, your skin still buzzing with heat. âIt was me too. I wanted to.â
He gave you a long, unreadable lookâtorn between guilt and longing.
ââŠStill,â he murmured, eyes flicking to the floor. âYouâve had a l-lot to drink. Iâdonât wanna do anything youâd regret in the m-morning.â
You didnât say anything right away. Just studied his profile, the slight flush in his cheeks, the tension in his jaw, the way his hands had curled into fists in his lap.
âI wonât regret it,â you said softly.
He didnât respond, just exhaled, slow and quiet.
Then, finally, he stood. You followed him to the door, still half-stumbling and dizzy. Toby looked back at you with something that wasnât quite a smile. Something softer. A little sad.
âNight,â he said, voice low and rough.
You nodded. âNight.â
Neither of you moved for a second too long. And then he stepped out, closing the door behind him with the same care he did everything elseâbut now it felt heavier.
A week. Youâve been here a week and youâre already trying to fuck the help.
You turned and buried your face into the velvet pillows, grumbling until you fell asleep.
ââ .âŠ
Things got normal again.
Not normalânothing about the manor quite fit that wordâbut familiar. You woke with the sun filtering through gauzy curtains, made coffee in a robe that dragged across boot-scraped floors, and opened windows to let in the wet scent of pine and fog. The eerie quiet was less eerie nowâmore like a hush, a secret being kept just for you.
And nothing exceptionally creepy had happened since Brian swept the place, which was a plus.
Toby still chopped wood past the edge of the garden. Tim still muttered to himself while trimming basil and pinching off squash blossoms. And Brian⊠well, Brian always seemed to be nearby, half in shadow, doing some quiet task no one had asked him to do.
Toby had been distant since that nightâpolite, gentle, even funnyâbut different. He didnât linger like he used to. Still smiled when he passed you, still brought in logs every night, still let his shoulder brush yours sometimes when no one was looking. But the energy between you had shifted. Neither of you said anything about it.
And yet⊠he was still kind.
They all were.
The guys had started dropping in moreânever lingering long, but always stopping in for something. Brian would bring a box of old bulbs and tinker with the kitchen sconces while you made tea. Tim would wipe dirt on your shirt just to make you swear at him, then duck in to ask if you needed anything from the garden. And Toby would pop by with mushrooms or cool rocks heâd found in the woods, only to âaccidentallyâ stay for half an hour while you made lunch.
You liked it. The quiet company. The slow growing of something that felt almost like home.
And then you found the keys. A ring of them, heavy and old, hidden in the very back of a kitchen cupboard behind dusty linens and a chipped porcelain soup tureen. They jingled like they were singingâthick iron ones, tiny ornate ones, long bronze ones with curling teeth.
The exploring began that afternoon.
You unlocked a narrow room with stained glass windows and a dozen abandoned easelsâyour great-uncleâs forgotten artist studio, the paint still cracked dry on the palettes like ghosts of color.
Two more bathrooms were revealed, one with a velvet fainting couch and a mirror too tall to clean.
And thenâyour uncleâs office.
The door creaked open like it hadnât in years. Dust danced in the sunlight pooling through tall windows. You saw more of those drawings tucked in desk drawersâstrange, lean figures with hollow eyes and gaping mouths, crouched and twisted in impossible shapes. You stared at them for a moment, uneasy, but eventually tucked them back and turned the key in the lock once more.
You didnât tell the guys. You donât really know why.
And things⊠stayed normal.
Until lunch.
Tim was in the garden. Toby was somewhere in the woods, you assumed. That left just you and Brian.
Heâd wandered in through the back door, quiet as usual, stripping off his gloves and balaclava and setting them beside the old bread box without a word. You stood at the stove, stirring something simpleârosemary chicken, a side of boiled potatoes, some roasted carrots Tim had left on the counter with a note that just said âeat these.â
He stepped forward, pulling a chair out at the kitchen table and sitting down backward in it, arms resting across the top like he was settling in.
âSmells good,â he said. âHave you always cooked for people?â
âOnly the people who donât scare me,â you teased, tossing him a wink over your shoulder.
He huffed a small laugh, head tilting. ââŠSo not Toby, then.â
You snorted. âTobyâs just awkward.â
Brianâs eyes flicked toward the floor. âHeâs been quieter.â
You didnât answer. The moment stretched long and warm with the scent of herbs and firewood. Outside, the fog pressed softly against the windows, as if waiting to be let in.
âI found a bunch of old keys earlier,â you said after a beat, just to fill the quiet. âUnlocked some weird rooms.â
That got his attention. âYeah?â
âMhm. A whole art room. My uncle was definitely a painter.â
âPainter, hunter, craftsmanâbit of everything.â
The rosemary clung to your fingers as you moved to slice the last of the carrots, humming quietly to yourself. The kitchen was warmâsteam curling from the pot on the stove, the sound of a ticking clock mingling with the crackle of the oven. Brian said nothing, but you could feel him watching. His silence filled the corners of the room.
Your knife slipped.
âShit,â you hissed, jerking your hand back from the cutting board.
Brian was on his feet in seconds. You barely had time to turn before his fingers curled around your wristâgentle, but firmâas he brought your hand closer to his eyes.
âItâs nothing,â you started, embarrassed by the sting and the sudden attention, but he shook his head.
âDonât move,â he murmured, already pulling something from his back pocketâa worn handkerchief, navy with fraying edges. He licked it without hesitation, then gently dabbed at the smear of blood on the side of your finger.
You blinked.
His touch was⊠soft. Careful. You stared at him while he worked, at the way his eyelids lowered, at the faint crinkle of his brow beneath a singular smudge of dirt.
âIâm sorry,â he muttered, glancing up at you. âWasnât watching you close enough.â
You gave a breathless laugh. âItâs not your fault Iâm clumsy.â
He looked down at your hand again, cradled in his palm like something breakable. And thenâwithout thinkingâhe leaned forward and kissed the tip of your finger. It was feather-light, almost nothing. âAll better.â
But your breath caught. His eyes flicked up, and the change in the room was immediate.
Brian froze. ââŠShit,â he muttered, straightening slightly, hand still on yours. âI donât know why the fuck I did thatâSorry, miss.â
You didnât move. Didnât speak. He watched you a second longerâthen his voice lowered, uncertain. ââŠWas that okay?â
You nodded before you could stop yourself.
You only realized how close heâd gotten when his other hand rose slowlyâfingertips brushing your jaw, then coaxing you forward. The touch was barely there, as if asking permission.
And then he kissed you. Just a soft, tentative press of his mouth to yours. A test. A moment.
You leaned in before he could pull away.
His hand slipped to your waist, guiding you back gently, until your hips met the edge of the counter and the breath left your lungs. His mouth moved against yours againâslow, easy, but deepening, pulling a sound from you that surprised both of you.
His fingers curled tighter against your side, your arms finding his chest, fisting in the worn fabric of his hoodie. He tasted like cigars and woodsmoke, felt like fire and hit coals, and kissed like heâd been holding his breath for days.
Brian didnât pull away. In fact, he leaned in harder.
His hand slid beneath your thighs, strong and steady, and before you could react, heâd lifted you clean off your feet and set you on the counter with a soft thudâcool wood meeting the backs of your legs, your breath catching.
He stepped between your knees like heâd done it before, like he belonged there, and kissed you deeper. Hungrier.
Your arms locked around his shoulders, fingers digging into the back of his hoodie as he pressed flush against you. His hands gripped your thighs, thumbs dragging slow, thoughtless circles into your skin through the fabric of your shorts. You felt himâall of himâthrough his jeans as he rutted forward once, twice, a soft, strangled sound escaping from the back of his throat into your mouth.
He kissed like he wanted to climb inside you and burn the memory into his tongue.
Your head tilted back, a quiet gasp slipping out. And thenâ
Pop. A sharp sizzle. A curl of smoke. Then the unmistakable, nostril-burning scent of burning oil and meat.
You both froze. You turned in unison toward the stove. The skillet hissed violently, thick black smoke rising from where the chicken had completely charred on one side.
âShit,â you barked, hopping down from the counter.
Brian stumbled back as you grabbed the pan, yanking it off the burner with a dishrag and blowing at the smoke. The kitchen window fogged as the scent of scorched garlic, meat, and herbs thickened the air.
You groaned, laughing behind your hands as you set the pan down in the sink. âWell,â you muttered, still breathless, âguess thatâs lunch ruined.â
Brian stood off to the side, rubbing the back of his neck, his face red and tense, âThatâs my bad,â he said, voice low and rough. âShouldnâtâve distracted you, miss.â
You looked at each other. Long. Quiet. Still tasting one another.
His eyes flicked down to your hand. ââŠYouâre not bleeding anymore,â he murmured. âThatâs good.â
You nodded mutely.
He shifted, like he wanted to say something elseâdo something elseâbut then glanced toward the door and cleared his throat.
âI should⊠go check the attic wiring. Make sure weâre not about to have an electrical fire on top of a kitchen one.â
You nodded again. âYeah. Yeah, go⊠do that.â
He hesitated. Then gave a tight, unreadable smile before slipping out into the hallway. You stared after him, wide-eyed, heart thudding in your ears. Then you turned to the table, dropped into the nearest chair, and planted your face in your hands.
âMmhmm,â you groaned, muffled against your arms. âCool. Awesome. Love this for me.â You sat there for a moment, the smell of burnt food still hanging in the air like a guilty fog, and let your thoughts spin out of control.
You had just kissed Brian. Properly. After kissing Toby. On the mouth. In your bed.
You groaned again. You were living in a crumbling manor, isolated in the woods, with three ridiculously attractive men who couldnât seem to stay out of your kitchen or your personal space.
This was getting out of hand.
ââ .âŠ
The laundry was warm in your hands, soft from the sun, your fingers folding shirt after shirt in the hush of your room. The manor was quietâeerily soâas it always was in the late mornings, the old floorboards creaking beneath your bare feet as you moved. A candle on the dresser flickered even though there was no breeze, and a distant grandfather clock ticked steady from somewhere down the hall.
You were just halfway through organizing socks when the sharp honk of a truck horn cut through the silence.
Your head snapped up. That wasnât usual.
You padded over to the window and pulled back the sheer curtain. Across the courtyard and around the bend of the fog-lined gravel drive, a beat-up, pale red pickup was crawling around the side of the manorâold, boxy, and definitely vintage. You squinted.
Curious, you tugged on your shoes and hurried down the stairs, the back door swinging open with a long groan. The air was warm, a little muggy with the heat, and sure enough, Tim had parked in the shaded gravel behind the manor, hopping down from the driverâs seat with his usual scowl and an unlit cigarette hanging from his lips.
You approached as he pulled open the tailgate, revealing the small mountain of brown paper sacks in the truck bed.
âGroceries?â you asked, blinking.
âTown run,â he grunted, reaching in for a crate of canned goods. âNo one grows pork or tobacco out here, shockingly.â
You laughed. âNeed help?â
He jerked his chin. âSure. You know where the pantry is.â
You both got to work, hauling bags in pairs, stepping in and out of the fog-cooled shade of the house. The scent of fresh dirt clung to the bagsâroot vegetables, herbs, hand-wrapped cheeses, wax paper packages of smoked meat. The manorâs ancient kitchen felt alive as you moved through it, pantry doors swinging open, cupboards filled with new life after you stripped them bare for meals.
You reached into one of the last bags near the cab and pulled something small and unexpected: a thick brown paper envelope with a bold, hand-labeled sticker on the front. You turned it over.
âSunflower seeds?â you asked, confused.
Tim looked over his shoulder as he slid a new carton of eggs into the icebox. âYeah. Theyâre in season. Thought maybe youâd wanna see something outside thatâs not brown or gray for once.â
You blinked. He didnât say it with any sentimentâhis voice was rough and offhand, like he hadnât even thought twice about itâbut something warm tugged in your chest all the same.
âIâd love to plant them,â you said quietly, fingers curling around the seed packet.
He gave a little shrug, grabbing the last crate. âThen letâs do it. Dirtâs soft from the rain yesterday.â
You tucked the envelope into your pocket and followed him outside, down past the thinning garden rows and tangled vines, your shoes brushing against grass and clover. Tim led you to a space just past the last vegetable bedâa patch of rough soil along the back fence line that caught a good bit of sun in the afternoon hours. The willow tree swayed far in the distance.
You both knelt in the dirt, side by side, working quietly, fingers digging into the earth.
The sunflower seeds were smooth and pale, and you tucked them carefully into the ground one by one, pressing them into little cradles of soil. Tim didnât say muchâjust made quiet little comments about spacing and depthâbut it was nice, the silence. Companionable.
The warm scent of damp earth lingered thick around you both as you tucked the last of the sunflower seeds into their little patches of turned soil. A soft breeze passed over the back garden, stirring your hair and making the willow leaves rustle in the distance. Tim worked quietly, sleeves rolled to the elbows and thick gloves caked in dirt, occasionally glancing over at your techniqueâthough he didnât correct it much after the first time.
You reached for the last handful of seeds and caught him watching.
âWhat?â you asked, brushing hair behind your ear.
He gave a low grunt and pulled his gloves tighter at the wrist. âNothinâ. Just thinkinâ Iâll have to get you a pair of gloves if youâre so hellbent on helpinâ all the damn time.â
You smiled, digging your hands into the dirt anyway. âWhat, these?â you wiggled your muddy fingers. âThis is half the fun.â
ââTil youâre cryinâ about a splinter,â he muttered, but there was a faint smirk pulling at his mouth.
When the last seed was pressed into the soil and the garden patch looked neat and content, you sat back with a sigh, brushing your hands on your thighs. Tim stood and stretched his back, cracking his neck and watching the plot like he could already see the golden blooms rising.
âYouâve got dirt on your face,â he said suddenly.
Your brows pinched. âWhere?â
He stepped closer. âRight here.â
Before you could react, he swiped one gloved finger across your cheekânot brushing the dirt off, but smearing it more, dragging a streak of soil across your skin.
Your jaw dropped. âTim!â
âWhat?â he said innocently, tugging his glove tighter.
With a mock gasp, you scooped up a little handful of loose soil and chucked it at his chest. The dirt splattered across his shirt, leaving brown specks on his already stained flannel.
His eyes narrowedâbut the corners of his mouth twitched with amusement. âOh, thatâs how itâs gonna be?â
You gave him a smug look just before he bent down and lobbed a clump of soil right back at you, hitting your shoulder with a soft thud. A laugh broke from your chest, and then the two of you were at warâducking behind planting beds, flinging dirt with your bare hands, shrieking and dodging with abandon. The whole back garden filled with laughter and the shuffle of boots and sneakers on grass and soil.
You scooped up a particularly wet clump and turned to throw itâ
But your foot caught on the edge of a planting bed. You yelped, pitching forward, hands instinctively flailing for balanceâ
Timâs arms shot out fast, catching you by the waist as you stumbled into him. He pulled you up quick, steadying you like it was nothing.
But now you were right there. Panting. Dirt smeared across your face. Your palms flat against his chest, his hands gripping your waist. The sun hung warm behind you both, haze pooling at the edges of the woods, and suddenly the garden felt very small.
You glanced up at himâhe was already looking down at you. Close enough to see the specks of dirt on his cheekbones, the sweat at his brow, the heat behind his tired eyes. His breath brushed your skin. Neither of you moved.
You swallowed hard.
Your fingers twitched against his chest as the moment hung heavyâmuddy clothes, pounding hearts, breath caught in your throat. You felt it when he tensed slightly, like he wasnât sure what to do either, but then you began to pull back, heat crawling up your neck, preparing to laugh it offâ
But Tim reached up, tugging his glove off with his teeth in one smooth motion, then tucking it in his pocket.
âHold still,â he muttered, voice low and rough.
You froze as he reached out, calloused, bare fingers brushing gently across your cheekâwiping the dirt smear away with a care that startled you. You blinked up at him, mouth parting slightly, and his lips quirked in something almost fond.
âYouâre so damn clumsy,â he said, shaking his head.
You let out a breathy laugh, unsure how else to respond, eyes darting awayâbut he caught your jaw, firm but not rough, guiding your face back to his.
âNuh uh,â he said softly. âDonât look away.â
You stared at him, nerves buzzing beneath your skin, lips parting to say somethingâto make a joke, or tease, or shut it down before your heart leapt out of your ribsâbut his fingers slid down to your neck, warm and anchoring.
âYou always do that,â he muttered. âDeflect when you get nervous.â
Your eyes widened. âI do notââ
But the words died on your lips.
Because Tim silenced you with his. It was hotâsuddenâhis hand tightening at your waist and the other still beneath your jaw, pulling you in like heâd been holding back for days. You gasped softly against him, his mouth rough and certain, lips parting yours as he tugged you flush to his body, every inch of him pressed warm and solid against you.
You curled your hands into the front of his shirt instinctively, half-steadying yourself, half-dragging him closer as his teeth grazed your lower lip. You tasted sweat, earth, and cigarettesâand under it all, him. Tim kissed like he workedâwith full intent and no hesitation once heâd started.
When he finally pulled back, barely an inch, his breath was ragged and warm against your cheek. His hand still cradled your jaw. You just stared at each other, caught, trembling slightly in the fading heat of the afternoon.
ââŠStill nervous?â he asked, voice husky.
You swallowed hard, lips swollen, cheeks burning. ââŠA little,â you breathed.
And he just smirked.
Your breath caught in your throat the second his lips curled, and it was like the weight of everything suddenly crashed down.
Holy. Shit.
You stepped back like youâd touched fire.
âIâI have to go,â you blurted, already untangling yourself from his arms. âSorryâI didnât meanâI mean I didâbut I didnâtâoh my god.â
âHey, waitââ Tim started, reaching for you. But you were already scrambling toward the manor, shoes slapping the dirt path, heart pounding so hard in your chest it sounded like thunder in your ears.
You didnât stop until you were back inside, up the stairs, down the hall, and flinging yourself into your bedroom like something was chasing you. You hit the bed face-first with a muffled scream.
Then rolled.Â
Then screamed againâthis time into a pillow. You flailed, limbs a mess across the duvet, before groaning and yanking at your hair in both hands, whispering frantic, breathless nonsense like âOh my god, oh my god, what the fuck is happeningââ
You slammed your head gentlyâbut repeatedlyâinto your mattress.
âWhat am I even doing?â you groaned, rolling again, now hanging halfway off the bed. âOh my god, what the hell is wrong with me?â
Your hands dragged down your face as everything came flooding back with horrifying clarity.
Tobyâon your bed, after the firelight and whiskey.
Brianâagainst the counter, your finger still stinging, the smoke curling behind you.
And now Tim, just outside, with sun and soil and heat still clinging to your clothes.
Youâd kissed each of them. You werenât sure if you were the luckiest person alive or absolutely doomed.
And dusk was in two hours. You stared blankly at the ceiling.
Dinner was going to be hell.
ââ .âŠ
Dinner time rolled around, and the silence was louder than anything you couldâve cooked.
Youâd made too much foodâroasted potatoes, seared green beans from Timâs garden, that lemon-pepper chicken recipe you were weirdly proud ofâbut no one came. No knock. No thump of boots in the hall. No door creaking open with a muttered âsmells good in here.â
Not even Toby dragging in firewood.
Your stomach sat tight in your belly as the minutes ticked by. You kept glancing at the door, willing it to open, practically begging for one of them to appearâeven if it was just to yell.
But the manor remained still.
âMaybe theyâre mad,â you whispered, poking at your food with the side of your fork. âMaybe theyâre talking. Figuring out what to do with the idiot who kissed all three of them.â
The thought made you wince. Rip each other apart, or rip you instead. You barely ate. The chicken dried out, the beans went cold, and your whiskey glass stayed untouched. It all felt like some sort of punishment. You washed the dishes in silence, the clang of ceramic against sink echoing too loud, too empty, as if the walls were holding their breath.
And when the fire never started in the main room, you knewâthey werenât coming.
Upstairs, your pacing felt frantic. You chewed your thumbnail, dragged your hands down your face, cursed at the floorboards and the ceiling and yourself.
âThis is stupid,â you hissed. âTheyâre grown men. Itâs not like I planned for any of this to happen! I justââ You bit off your sentence. âI should go down there. Just check in. Make sure theyâre notâfighting or something.â
But when you pulled the curtain aside, peeking through your bedroom window, you froze. The cabins were glowing softlyâthree little stars in the fog, warm and yellow through the mist. Lights on in each one. They were there. Alive. Not dead. Not bleeding.
Just⊠absent from your space.
You let out a breathârelief and guilt tangled in your chest like briars.
Then something movedâfast.
Your eyes snapped to the right, and you sworeâyou sworeâyou saw something skitter across the edge of the fog, just beyond the garden. Thin. Pale. Animal-likeâbut not an animal. The legs bent wrong. The way it moved was wrong.
And thenâ
A shadow sprinted after itâa human silhouette.
Your breath hitched.
âWhat the fuckââ you whispered, heart slamming into your ribs. You staggered back from the window, breath ragged, ears ringing.
Something was out there. And someone was chasing it.
You tried to rationalize.
Maybe it was a stray dog. Some hunter going after an animal. MaybeâGod, maybe someone lost their pet, and it slipped through the woods and they justâ
But no one lived out here. There were no neighbors. No houses for miles. Just trees, fog, and the wind biting through the gaps in the manorâs old windows.
Your breath started to come faster. You moved back toward the window, hands trembling as you reached for the curtain again, trying to calm yourself, to seeâto prove to your own damn brain that there was nothing out there. Thenâ
BANG.
A single, deafening gunshot cracked through the courtyard. You screamed.
The windows rattled in their frames, the sound echoing off the trees like it had split the ground in two. You dropped back, stumbling, your hand flying to your chest as your heart tried to burst free.
No no no no noâ
You whipped back to the window, scanning franticallyâbut there was nothing. Just thick mist. Shifting branches. But the cabin lights were still on, glowing like weak lighthouses in a sea of gray.
Your hands moved before your thoughts could catch up. You grabbed the first jacket you saw, yanking it over your shoulders. You didnât even bother with shoes. Your hand smacked against the bannister as you bolted down the stairs, breath ragged, throat dry.
Whoeverâwhateverâwas out there had a gun. That meant this wasnât some animal. This wasnât some illusion brought on by isolation and guilt and the ache in your chest.
This was real. And it meant one of two things.
Someone was here to rob youâor someone was here to hurt you.
The manorâs back doors groaned as you flung them open, and the air outside hit you like a bucket of ice water. Your breath turned to fog as you sprinted into the night, the gravel biting at your bare feet, eyes scanning, searchingâ
You had to get to someone. Anyone. You didnât care who. Tim, Toby, Brianâhell, all three. Just someone real, someone armed, someone who knew what to do. Thereâs no way they didnât hear the shot.
The fog felt thicker tonight. The kind that clung to your skin like a damp sheet, swallowing sound and vision whole. Your pulse pounded behind your eyes as you ran across the grass, your head whipping around at every creak, every twig snap.
The cabins were up ahead. Yellow lights. Them.
And something moved in the trees to your left.
You faltered. Your steps stuttered on the dewy grass, and your body jerked to a stop, chest heaving with the rush of adrenaline as your eyes locked on the shape.
A figure. Human-sized. Standing motionless at the edge of the tree line just beyond the veil of fog. Still. Too still.
Your heart surged, panic curling up your throat like bile, but stillâyou called out, voice cracking, âT-Toby? Brian? Tim?â
No response. The figure didnât moveâjust shifted. The kind of shift that makes your instincts scream. A slow tilt of the head like a dog confused, or a curious predator.
Your heart skipped. Then stuttered. You called again, louder, more desperate now. âHey! This isnât fucking funny guys! Is this some prank or something?!â
The thing stood up. No⊠it unfolded.
Long. Too long. Limbs stretching like they werenât made for a human frame. Slender arms reaching toward the dirt. A body hunched and sickly in silhouette, pale and sinewy and wrong.
Your brain was already screaming, but your legs stayed locked. Your eyes immediately welled with tears, lips parting to scream, to shout, to call for anybodyâ
Until it moved on all fours. Fast. Not a lurch. Not a shuffle.
A sprintâstraight at you.
You shrieked, a sharp, raw sound that tore up your throat as you spun and bolted, feet slamming the grass, sprinting so hard your lungs burned. The fog seemed to clutch at your legs, dragging you back with every step. You screamed their names again, over and over, begging,
âTOBY! BRIAN! TIMâHELP!!â
Behind you, that thing tore through the grass like knives through silk. Heavy, wet thuds of too-long limbs slamming the earth. You could feel it closing in.
The cabins were just ahead. Closerâcloserâ
You screamedâbut no sound made it out.
One second, sprinting full speed toward the cabins, lungs burning, throat raw from shoutingâand the next, a pair of arms slammed into you from the side, snatching you mid-stride and throwing you to the ground.
You hit the grass hard, dirt scraping your elbows and back as you rolled with the momentum. The breath whooshed out of you, replaced instantly with pure, primal terror. You kicked, tried to scramble back, chest rising and falling like you were drowning.
It got me. It got me. It gotâ
Then you saw him. Not himânot right away. A shapeâcrouched, lean. Orange goggles glinting in the fog, and a metal muzzle strapped over his mouth. Broad shoulders, stained hoodie. A hatchet in one gloved hand, twitching fingers on the other. Your brain scrambled to identify it, to rationalize, but nothing came.
And he was already gone, sprinting into the fog like a goddamn feral animal. The creature was mid-lunge. You saw it rear up, gangly limbs arching, the sharp silhouette of it rising like a nightmare.
ThenâCRACK.
The blade of his hatchet buried deep in the side of its head with a wet, awful thud. The thing spasmed, a shriek escaping itâinhuman, high-pitched, wrong.
And he didnât stop. He yanked the hatchet freeâthen slammed it down again. Again. And again. Over and over until blood and black matter sprayed into the fog like a horror show. You saw its limbs twitch once. Then stop. And he just kept chopping.
You could only watch. Your body refused to move. Then it didâall at once, violentlyâyour limbs shaking as you scrambled backwards through the grass, breath ripping through your chest like glass shards, full-blown panic setting in.
You didnât know where to look, what to do, your vision going fuzzy at the edges.
Click.
The cold, metallic cock of a shotgun behind you froze your blood. You twisted, gasping, eyes wide.
And there they were. Two silhouettes walking slowly through the fog like something out of a fever dream. The one in front wore a dirty white mask with ink-black eyes and a painted mouth. A taller figure flanked him, face hidden under his yellow hood and black balaclava. One carried a shotgun. The other a pistol. They joined the third figure panting over the creature, digging his boot into the side of it before jerking his hatchet out.
And they were all staring at you.
Your heart thudded in your chest like a war drum, and the realization hit you like a slap.
Tim. Brian. Toby. But not like youâd ever seen them before.
And for the first time, you realizedâ
You didnât know a damn thing about the men living on this land.
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Hey yâall- I wanted to put out a link to my fic âStay With Meâ here on my Tumblr for folks to have access to.
Iâm still writing it as I go and would heavily appreciate it if yâall checked it out. Just uploaded three new parts to the story and will have plenty more to go. (Donât judge me for using Wattpad I know the reputation lollll)
Much love <3
"Sweetheart," His voice was low, an attempt at comforting you as he held your face. You turned away, flinching as his thumb ran circles on y
so erm... im not dead!!!!!! hai guys!!!
Tim and sweet + oblivious reader fic coming tonight btway!!!! Not a drabble, like an ACTUAL fic!!
Its gonna be abt their lil coffee date <33
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as much as i love creepy, perverted tim, i am a strong believer he would feel so guilty for even LOOKING at a woman with anything but respect
Tim and sweet + oblivious reader fic coming tonight btway!!!! Not a drabble, like an ACTUAL fic!!
Its gonna be abt their lil coffee date <33