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i want that really cliché friend group who takes long drives together and takes pictures of each other when they’re not looking and goes on random picnics and visits museum together fuck i want it so bad where y’all at

im telling you non black folks… us black people can only deal with so fucking much like lots of non blacks automatically assume that we are just angry black folks going on a social justice war path but the shit we see and experiencing can be very fucking triggering yo like racist jokes about black people are triggering shit like that can effect us badly like the shit non black ppl pull on youtube with those “pranks in the hoods” video can be triggering… everyone expects us to be peaceful people but being peaceful doesn’t get you anywhere everyone expects us to just ignore racist and antiblack shit… many of us are not obligated to behave in a manner that will make non black people comfortable…

i want to be good. and do good. and be nice to people. and make people happy. and have good and healthy relationships with people. i want to learn to forgive and i want to understand other people. i want to be loved and adored and i want to love and adore