Spiritual Hellblog

Pile 1: Sunset

Something seems to be on your mind. I can’t tell what it is, but I can definitely tell it has been bothering you for a while now.

My spirits tell me to ease up! Things will be solved sooner than not. This may or may not be a test of patience and willpower, maybe a lesson. But the truth is that your guides will give you a prize after this mess. Similarly, try to breathe and meditate. It will be okay!

Extra: Breathe. It is done.

Pile 2: Flower Bouquet

You live up too fast, maybe in a bit of a fantasy. That can be good but also a double-edged sword.

Being a dreamer is not the same as living ungrounded. Sometimes a bit of realism is needed when you have plans or dreams you wish to accomplish. This is why goals are important! Basically, your guides are telling you to make a map towards your dream, not to reject it or quit on it.

Picture 1: Pocket Watch

You feel like time has stopped for you. You're not clear on what you feel or who you are. You feel like your identity (specifically gender) is stagnant. You never feel fully comfortable with a label, and that stresses you out. However, I do have a thought that might be hard to process; you feel you're not valid as a genderqueer or trans person, since you feel unable to transition.

Because of this, you feel stuck. But the reality is that you must deconstruct your bias on being trans. Not all trans people can or wish to transition. Will you tell them that they're not valid? If not, then why would you invalidate yourself?

Extra: Practice self-compassion.

Picture 2: Camera and Flower

You are in love, hm? You are looking for someone who you probably might be idealizing a lot. That can be a bit of a messy case, but I don't blame you! I think any of us could be on that position. However, this is more of a lover who is actually struggling but is scared to open up about it.

My hunch is that you might like to ask them what's up. Let them know that you're there for them, and love them to bits. They need a space for you to be themselves.

Extra: Communication is key.

Picture 3: Window

You’re probably lying on the aroace spectrum, but feel like you’re missing out on many opportunities to engage in something you clearly have no interest in. You feel fear of lying to yourself about it, when it should be the other way around; you know yourself more than anyone else.

You don’t need to prove yourself to others. You are you, and you don’t need anyone to prove you otherwise.

Picture 1: Pink

You have a weight that doesn’t belong to you. You have a lot of trouble that was loaded into you, and I can tell that some issues come from an authority that was meant to protect you. You try your best to let it go but it always seems to bite you back.

I feel like you have to cut ties, to be freed from the pain. To release the tension, the trauma and the load of issues that never belonged to you. You don’t have to carry with the energy of people who never sorted their issues out.

Extra: Do some shadow work.

Picture 2: Blue

You believe things are going great, and they are! But you still have intrusive thoughts about your success. You have questions without answer in regards of your job, but you believe the questions are out there in people that do not genuinely care about your success at all.

My advice is to not look for the outside. Look inwards for the message that you’re looking for. Your subconscious knows more about yourself than other people.

Extra: Meditate (or pray!)

Picture 3: Green

You are always with your feet on the ground. You’re a realist, always waiting for things to happen so you can make a choice. But sometimes your patience is your bane, and that leads you to get caught up in the fire when, in reality, all you needed was to trust your intuition.

Sometimes some imagination can help you sort things out. You need to trust your intuition, even if you feel like logic is proficient compared to “senseless thoughts.” Like your Blue friend, answers might come from within.