Don't Blame Me Taylor Swift Made me Crazy

Like so many of us this has been such a weird time who would have expected this year to go this way? I can say I sure didn’t. My mental health has been a roller coaster and I’m sure so many of you can relate. I graduated college in December with my degree in environmental science and policy an amazing field but a tough field to find a job. Fast forward to now and that job pool has shrank and continues too. I find myself beating myself up and getting discouraged and getting really emotional thinking that I am never going to actually find a job in something that I worked so hard for and care so deeply about. What does have to do with folklore? So so much. Taylors music has been apart of my life for the past 11 almost 12 years and has helped me through everything. This album was a breath of fresh air with everything going on in the world and in our personal lives. These whimsical lyrics and the stories that are told in these songs are just absolutely amazing. The depth and complexity of this album is like nothing she has given us before and I absolutely love it. folklore is such a escape from the real world and I think that’s all what we needed right now so thank you Taylor. Thank you for bringing me happiness and joy and all of the other emotions that folklore brings along with it! thank you for listening if you made it this far, I hope everyone stays safe and healthy and let’s hope 2020 can only go up from here. Love you until the end of time Taylor!

My heart, my hips, my body, my love

Tryna find a part of me that you didn't touch

Gave up on me like I was a bad drug

Now I'm searching for signs in a haunted club

Our songs, our films, united, we stand

Our country, guess it was a lawless land

Quiet my fears with the touch of your hand

Paper cut stings from my paper-thin plans

My time, my wine, my spirit, my trust

Tryna find a part of me you didn't take up

Gave you so much, but it wasn't enough

But I'll be alright, it's just a thousand cuts

Mood when you finally graduated college🍾

Finished school on @taylorswift birthday so December 13th was a pretty cool day!