I remember it all too well

are you going to take him back? i don't know if they lied. i think it's just my head trying to prepare me for the worst. like i don't understand how they're okay with it. i lied and snuck around for months.

he's a nice guy but i'm not in love with him anymore. i don't want to be with someone for the sake of not being alone. if it was me, i would have slapped you and walked out but they aren't me. i have been lied to and cheated on and have a low tolerance for it. you think each of them are waiting for the others to tire of it? that way they get you to themselves.

No, but you still have your own little life! Figured you'd be busy writing music or something! Lying isn't my thing, and they did. I don't know if I believe how well they took it all. I'm waiting for the ball to drop.

other than trav trying to get me to take him back, there's nothing going on here. i'm not inspired right now and have writers block. you think they lied for your benefit?

Don't blame yourself. I haven't reached out either, we're both pretty busy woman. I like to think I have my life sorted out, I officially told Barry and Joey everything and they took everything better than I expected.

i haven't been that busy lately, not like you have. i'm happy that you told them and stopped lying. lying has never been your thing. they did? i'm shocked that joey did but i figured barry would because he leveled up when he got you. he's not going to find anyone better and knows it.

Date night soon? You know I need to get out and be seen. It's in my blood. @swiftasever

when have i been able to tell you no?

I'm losing my mind here. She's out of the country and either she's alone or they're with her while I set here like an idiot. This is the hardest thing I have ever done, Taylor. @swiftasever

And I'm supposed to do what? She's working and if she didn't want you there that's her choice. I'm not telling her how to run her life, she's grown. She knows if she needs me that she can come to me.

You want to get dinner? No strings are anything? @swiftasever

i don't think that's a good idea. sorry

taylorswift: no but you need to hear it and i have never been one to skirt the issues. strong but different in ways? i wouldn't say that no one wanted you when you were single. chris did and was trying his best to show you that you were more than sex. you two were cute but for some reason you went back to barry. i thought it was because you never got over barry but you kept adding people. was chris bad in bed? he looks like he would be amazing. maybe i'm biased because of his brother but that's a whole different can of worms.

sabrinacarpenter: Yeah, but that's one person. I'm talking about Joey, who could have told me years ago about how she felt. Or when I ended things with Barry. But she waited until I was taken again to tell me anything. Dylan too, he waited until I was in a relationship to start chatting me up. Chris was good in bed, me ending things with him had nothing to do with him. At the time I wasn't expecting to be with multiple people, it didn't seem like that was something I could ever do, or even wanted to do. I ended things because of the connection I already had with Barry. I loved him, I liked Chris. Are you and liam still a thing?

taylorswift: it sounds like she and dylan compliated things. you may not like the fix but why be with her if you feel like she should have told you sooner and same for dylan. tell them that that they had their chance and you're with barry. if they can't accept that them you cut them out of your life. i know it would be hard with joey but she should put your happiness first. you think this multiple person thing will last or you will want one person like before? no, we're not. it's complicated but i think i wanted more than he did. we decided to be friends and so i'm single again.

taylorswift: i think this will be your biggest year and that's saying a lot after the year you had last year. you're both the same that way especially if it concerns each other. which makes me wonder if you love him more than you do the other two. either that are you're scared the truth will cost you the ones you love the most.

sabrinacarpenter: we are the same in that sense. neither of us like to hear the truth. i never listened to people when they told me how bad barry was in the past, and then that kind of bit me in the butt. i don't think i love anyone more or less than the others. i love them all equal, it's a strong, deep feeling that i have for all of them. I am scared that the truth will cost me all of them. that i'll have to chose, and i honestly have no idea who i would chose. sometimes i hate that no one wanted me when i was single, and now it seems like everyone wants me.

taylorswift: no but you need to hear it and i have never been one to skirt the issues. strong but different in ways? i wouldn't say that no one wanted you when you were single. chris did and was trying his best to show you that you were more than sex. you two were cute but for some reason you went back to barry. i thought it was because you never got over barry but you kept adding people. was chris bad in bed? he looks like he would be amazing. maybe i'm biased because of his brother but that's a whole different can of worms.