ᨳଠ. tutor!rafe comforts a heartbroken mouthy!reader
that day, you showed up to rafe's house looking, to say the least, a mess. usually, you felt this compulsion to look perfect, even in front of a boy you had mixed feelings about, but today you just couldn't.
your boyfriendβor, well, now your ex, you thought bitterlyβhad been caught with another girl, his head between her legs at some bullshit party. the thought made you nauseous, and you couldn't stay home any longer with your parents' disappointed eyes burning holes into your skull. so you decided... or, well, your legs practically led you to rafe's house on their own.
you knocked sharply on the door at 2 p.m., and almost immediately it swung open.
you looked up at rafe and caught a flicker of shock cross his face, his eyebrows shooting up before he quickly schooled his expression.
"uhm..." he cleared his throat awkwardly. "come on in, kid."
you sniffled quietly as you stepped inside and made your way over to your usual spot on his living room couch.
"your textbook?" he prompted.
he sighed, then paused. usually he'd have already begun lecturing you by now, but today he simply sat across from you in silence.
"are you alright?" he asked suddenly.
that made you lift your head, looking at him through your lashes as you sniffled again, your nose scrunching like rabbit's.
"do i look alright?" you asked, letting out a watery little laugh that dissolved into tears.
he bit his lip, staring down at his lap.
how did he even know you were dating?
he seemed to read the confusion on your face.
"i mean..." he rubbed the back of his neck. "most people know. like... they know you, so they know him, and then... well..." he trailed off, mumbling, "the situation."
"yeah. a situation where he was fucking another girl."
the words came out much harsher than you'd intended.
seeing the discomfort flicker across rafe's face, your shoulders sagged.
"...sorry. i just..." you swallowed. "can we study?"
"that's rare coming from you," he teased gently, trying to lighten the mood.
coming from him, somehow, it actually worked.
a small smile tugged at your lips.
"there," he murmured, smiling back. "that's... i wish you smiled more."
you let out a quiet laugh.
and in that moment, it felt as though the room tilted.
you noticed the way he was looking at you.
for once, his gaze didn't seem soft or patient or quietly encouraging. it felt intense.
his blue eyes searched yours before drifting to your lips. then lower.
before you could overthink it, you leaned forward on impulse, mischief and hurt colliding into reckless courage, and pressed your lips against his.
your hands instinctively tangled into his hair.
a tiny, surprised whimper escaped him, making you giggle against his mouth before pulling away, another sniffle escaping you.
he stared at you for a second, almost dazed.
then, with surprising tenderness, he brushed his thumb across your bottom lip.
"do i get a chance?" he asked, almost playfully.