To the man who has captured my heart, I want to say so many things since the day I last saw you. I wish I had more chances to say what is truly in my heart but sometimes some stories just have its own ending. Somehow even without saying it to you, I feel deep inside you know how I truly feel. As I look back to the day I met you, my heart skipped a beat. I really had a great time being with you. You taught me how to love and how it felt to be loved. It was certainly something I was always thankful and grateful for. However, I know even as much as we were in love with each other, things happened and led us to be apart. I know we can't turn back time...but I know things happen for a reason. We went our separate ways and just moved on. Until the day we touched base again and we talked and asked each other's lives. I admit I missed you...so much that it felt like home. You took me by suprise when you came to visit. I can recall as I saw you in the restaurant and I was watching you from afar. I was just telling myself " Is this real, are you really here?" As I approached you, I looked at your face a bit older than the last time I saw you, three years ago...But your facial expression was still familiar like the back of my hand. You still have the same smile that makes my heart melt when I see your dimples showing. Something in those eyes that just tugged in my heart and made me re-live the good times we shared. I know that we are living separate lives and I have been used to not having someone around. Suddenly with your sudden return it made me feel like it was the first time I met you. I felt giddy inside and happy. I really missed our times together, you were not just a friend but someone I had deeply fallen in love with. The first man who really made me feel how great it is to be in love. I miss the funny remarks, the laughter and just talking about anything under the sun. It was not something new but close to home...to my heart. I am left in awe and still find some days replaying the moments of catching up with you. Although I wondered if you ever felt the same. What puzzled me though was that you kept on about the past and moments we have shared through the years...To be honest I wish I could no longer look back because it only shows how much I miss being with you and how in this brief moment you have captured my heart all over again. I wonder why has fate brought our roads back again... Hey, I know you have your own life now and I will always respect that. I will not do anything that could ruin anything you have. I may not say this to you personally, but I want to just say it out in the void that you are the love of my life. My soulmate...You will always have a special place in my heart. I believe everything has a purpose, may it be good or bad. Maybe this is a way of me just saying what is in my heart saying thanks for the memories and hopefully someday, I do fall in love again and hopefully its for keeps. au revoir ma cheri!
