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Then when it was clooooose to start time I decided to go in. After sitting in angst, anxiety, and jean shorts in my ass 🙃

Parked near the suite seats by Murworth (the street). Went to that gate and someone nice enough pointed me in the direction of the ga entrance. And basically that’s how my night went.

I did a couple of bathroom duck offs to make sure my undies weren’t hanging after my restroom break to satisfy the heckling of my brain. Then found my seat (and I haven’t looked at it since I bought the seat 😂😂). Well my section. I never made it to my seat. I finally found the right spot; and someone to help me find the spot. But basically I let her walk me half way down and just turned around while she was still walking me to the seat.

I learned that the letters are on the row. But I just wanted to stand. I didn’t want to go all the way down there by myself to fight ppl who got there before me. I just wanted to stand. But like EVERYONE was on their job 😂😂 NO ONE WAS TRYING TO RISK IT 😂😂

So I found a curtain. And just ducked off. I listened to B just like I wanted. Alone. Content. And proud of myself for getting out of the house for something I REALLY WANTED

I’m sure some ppl laughed. Cause I wore my house slippers. But they were my security blanket. No one got fired. I ended up coming out the security gate with the suites. The same one that I wasn’t allowed to enter. And even got directions back to my car.

So everything worked out amazingly💖😂 plus I get to hear the rest from the parking lot!!!