[very clearly indulging the urge] im fighting the urge

ok. enough suffering now. i am seeking out delight

Does anyone know what to do

destroying and betraying yourself for nothing all by yourself, handsome?

i get so miserable off that scenario i made up in my head

did mitski ever find out what to do after you've been big and small and big and small again and still nobody wants you

how was the destroying and betraying yourself for nothing was the destroying and betraying yourself for nothing fun? it didn't look fun

I can’t sleep, I have to torture myself psychologically

Why did 4 months of this year go by in like a week

Where am I

[no beers in] do you think im ever going to belong somewhere

Remember to let something you have no control over ruin your day today

burnout from not doing anything