sweaterville

google search job ideas for failures

phone in bed show me what I need to see

sometimes you just have to peel the entire skin off your lips because self-care

There really is a game people are playing and I don’t know I just I just don’t know how to participate

when life gives you lemons you squeeze them into your open wounds

still caring about internet friends you lost touch with years ago is so embarrassing. yeah i had a deam we met up irl recently. the last time we spoke was maybe 7-8 years ago. i still wear the laces we randomly decided was a sign of our friendship. i dont know what any of your socials are or if youre even active on any. sometimes i see someones art resemble yours and i wonder for hours. do you still go by that name you chose? whenever i see it i wonder if its you. we couldve passed each other in this vastness a thousand times and not have a clue.

we were lonely kids having fun together. do you remember?

"the thing about paranoia is well what if I'm right" no actually I'll do you one better. what if it's the fourth wolf-crying incident in a row and I successfully manage to talk myself down and convince myself that I'm imagining all the ringing alarm bells bcuz that's what I did the last four times. so I ignore it and look away. and then. specifically due to me relaxing and turning around. The Fucking Wolf.

isnt it really cool how your memories can just physically attack you at random

is this happening because i was born

I'm like if a missing person was literally right there

maybe if i isolate myself enough my desire for intimacy will go away