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i don’t like my forehead. i don’t like my nose. i don’t like my muffintop and my legs. i feel so ugly sometimes and i want to loose weight again. but i don’t want to got back to anorexia and i’m scared because everytime when i’m trying to loose weight, it ends up in massive selfloathing and uderweight. i want to eat healthy, be skinny and be happy. like i haven’t weighted myself in a long time, but this morning the scale told me I’m at 58 kilos (I’m 171cm) and I feel like my body is swollen. like no... not swollen but you know. i want to be happy with myself without effort. most days I’m ok with the way i look. for example when I’m with my boyfriend or when my outfit and make up is on point. also i don’t want to go to art school anymore. i want a job where i’m happy with what I’m doing and i where i get enaugh money. when look in the mirror i want to think: you’re beautiful and you can be proud of yourself.