sweet dreams

Dear Choco,

It’s kind of funny to remember how we started talking; I had taken the notion to make a ‘follow forever’ post in late 2017, just to show a little appreciation for the people I did follow! I recall you reblogged the post with some tags and you had asked who was my bias in seventeen and I was like :o perhaps I’ll message her about it and it went on from there!!

What started as small talk gradually grew into long drawn discussions about this and that, and it ended up taking both of us a while to get back to the other with a reply because there was maybe.... 10-11 paragraphs to write each time?? Even though we didn’t talk everyday because of that, I was always over the moon to see the little notification pop up in my messages since I knew that it would be you!! And that hasn’t changed obviously!!

You are one of the smartest, funniest people I know who writes some of the most amazing stories I’ve ever read. We’ve talked about so many concepts and AUs that would be fun to write about, and gradually that warmed me up to the idea of actually writing them out again - I still have absolutely nothing solid, don’t get me wrong, but I don’t enjoy thinking them out any less! The conversations we would have about these ideas were always super exciting and fun!! 

As we talked and learned more about each other, eventually there would be a lot of things I would see, whether that was on Twitter or Tumblr or other social medias, or just when I would be out and about in my everyday life, that would remind me of you and make me think, hm, I think Choco would really like this!! or, knowing how you always have the best reactions to things (read: your tags on every single post about Jun), I would wonder what you would think of them. That’s super cheesy to say, but it’s true!!

I know as of late we haven’t talked much since the New Years started, and since I don’t come onto Tumblr as much as I did a few months ago. But I would love for us to continue these conversations for a very long time to come, since you’re a friend who I love and cherish very much (but that goes without saying!!). You are someone who deserves the world and the love and good it has to give ten times over, and you are the very definition of what it means to be a good person, and a wonderful friend. 

I hope you had a lovely birthday, and I hope 2019 is a good year to you!! Remember that Jun loves you, and I love you too!! uwu