because nobody around me has shown any interest in caring about me so now i don’t care much about myself

ed level: stressed about calories I haven’t even eaten yet

unfortunately i remember everything and it will sit in my chest forever.

I am very tired and I want to be held by someone who loves me

maybe I just wasn't made for this world.

i wish people liked me im so sick of being hated there is something so fundamentally wrong with me

nobody apologized for how they treated me. they just blamed me for how I reacted.

and everything feels so heavy right now

They should invent a me that isn't mentally ill bc what the fuck brain

they were so cruel to me. but there's nothing I can do about it; it's done and over with. so why does it still hurt so damn bad?

unfortunately i DID take what you said to heart and now i’m sobbing and debating on whether i should kill you or kill myself

People really think I'm joking when I say my emotions get so intense that I believe the only way out is to kill myself.

These beans are insane