rant account

I’m leaving for a while cause I’m not rlly okay rn especially with what’s happening between me and a close friend.. I hate how I’ve kept this for long but when u get uncomfortable with someone for so long bc your views about smth serious don’t align, you just kinda hope it goes away until it doesn’t..and that’s why I’m here.

I have been feeling off since 2yrs ago and I didn’t say a word bc they were my only friend at the time and it’s so hard to say how they made u feel when u don’t wanna lose them.. yeah, coward behavior from me I know. I guess I didn’t want things to change and I don’t wanna accept change… but I see that I need to.

I guess to them.. I’m sorry I’ve been a bad friend and not giving them any clarity on how I feel.. but at the same time I really felt so off abt what they said.

I’ve been off here for a while bc I didn’t wanna see the way it used to be with them (cause there were a LOT of posts and being silly together lmao) and I just lost the motivation to come on here altogether.